silence!
Neither of the two people spoke anymore, and fell into silence at the same time, just looking at each other.
Lin Feixiang stared at Li Dai with a complicated expression, but Li Dai did not avoid Lin Feixiang's gaze, but stared at him expectantly.
Time seemed to have frozen, but the scene did not seem awkward.
Lin Feixiang's expression gradually changed. He seemed to be caught in a very difficult psychological struggle. After a long time, he sighed, and then said: "Even you know that my legs are useless. He’s a loser, right?”
Dai Li did not answer. The words "waste" and "waste" sounded too serious to Dai Li, but Lin Feixiang was happy to use such words to describe himself.
"Champion? That thing has no chance with me, and has no chance with me in this life. Why should a waste like me compete for the championship?" Lin Feixiang's eyes revealed a coldness, which was a kind of insensitivity. Indifferent, as if he were a slave who had long lost his self-awareness and was completely accustomed to being enslaved.
Li Dai pointed to his side, motioned for Lin Feixiang to sit down, and asked at the same time: "What is going on?" Can you tell me in detail? "
"What else is there to say? Don't you know everything?" Lin Feixiang said.
"Others spread rumors, which may not all be true. I think only what you said is the truth. You must have some difficulties!" Li Dai continued to ask.
Lin Feixiang returned to Dai Li, sat down, and let out a long sigh: "It's not hard to talk about, and the matter is not complicated. I was injured, my Achilles tendon was torn, and I had an operation, but I didn't recover, so I will never recover." We can never go back to before.”
"So you gave up on yourself? But you are still young! At your current age, you should be in the peak period of athletes. Even if you are seriously injured, you can still recover, and you may break the world record again."
According to the description of the system, S-level athletes have the ability to break world records. Lin Feixiang is an S-level athlete, so he definitely has the ability to break the world record again.
"I've heard what you said hundreds of times. Yes, it's just because I'm still young. Why not enjoy myself while I'm young! Train hard? What reward can I get? Injured again, fell down again, and fell down again. Lying in the cold operating room, under the illumination of the shadowless lamp, full of fear for the future? Why not run a few more ads and make more money while you are young? In this case, at least you will not have to spend the rest of your life. I'm worried!" Lin Feixiang seemed a little excited.
However, the next second, Lin Feixiang suddenly became quiet again. He lowered his hands and whispered: "What's more, I can never go back to the past."
Dai Li let Lin Feixiang calm down for a few seconds, and then asked: "Is it a problem with the surgery? Or is it a problem with recovery?"
"I don't know, I really don't know." Lin Feixiang shook his head: "Even the doctors can't tell the reason. They always say that the operation was successful, but I don't feel that way. I can be sure. , I am not as flexible as before, my legs have become sluggish, and more importantly, my legs are hurting, like needles and burning pain, especially when I land, I always feel that this leg is not mine."
Lin Feixiang patted his right leg and continued: "You won't understand. Even if I make the simplest hurdle movement, I will feel pain. Every movement causes pain. The greater the range of movement, the faster the movement frequency." , the pain became more obvious. This kind of pain made me worry all the time whether I would be injured again. I even developed a fear, a fear of hurdles!"
"Didn't you tell the doctor this?" Li Dai asked.
"I told you, but it was useless. They would only use cold equipment to check, do MRIs again and again, and then look at the data on the equipment and tell me that the operation was successful! The operation was very successful, but my legs also hurt. ! Ha..." The ridiculous expression on Lin Feixiang's face clearly showed his extreme disagreement with the doctor's statement.
"What about the coach of the national team? Where is coach Ding Jihai?" Li Dai then asked.
"What can the coach do? They are not doctors. How can an injury of this level recover as before? Coach Ding has been encouraging me, but what's the use? My leg is already useless! I am a useless person, It's impossible to go back to the past." Lin Feixiang repeated this sentence for the third time.
"So you and Coach Ding had a big fight?" Li Dai showed curiosity.
"Although Coach Ding is very strict, he has been by my side like a father for more than ten years. He has trained me for ten years, but I know that even without me, he can still train me." A third world champion. But how many more decades are there in life? He is already in his fifties, and I don’t want him to spend all his time and energy on me." Lin Feixiang’s tone revealed a hint of Emotions of self-blame and reluctance.
Dai Li suddenly said: "Don't always say that you are a cripple. Even if your legs are crippled, is your heart crippled? Don't you long for the championship?"
"Desire, so what? I can't do it. If it were me before, even in the Olympic finals, winning the championship would be very easy. But what about me now? Can I still do it? You don't have it. If you have suffered that kind of injury and have not experienced that kind of pain, you will not understand. If you want me to go back to the past, unless a miracle happens!"
Lin Feixiang changed his voice and continued: "You may even think that I am just deliberately making excuses to avoid training and to continue the leisurely life I am living now. I know you will think so. , because you’re not the only one who thinks so.”
Dai Li was slightly startled. It was not that he had never thought about it this way. He did have this suspicion in his mind. Lin Feixiang was deliberately avoiding training.
The training of athletes is hard and boring. Those who do not have perseverance cannot become a professional athlete. Similarly, after experiencing the kind of feasting and feasting, and the kind of drunkenness and dreaming, who is willing to continue to return to the kind of hard work and boring? There are too many athletes who lose themselves after becoming famous, and too many athletes who start enjoying themselves after becoming famous.
Faced with the temptation of this bustling world, few people can remain true to themselves. Maybe some people will say "I can", but that is because the temptation is not big enough; those who boast that they will not be tempted even if they are faced with a gold mountain, mainly because no one actually gives them a gold mountain.
The two fell into silence again, but this time the silence was longer.
"With the current medical level, there are too many things that cannot be explained scientifically. For example, if partial turbinate removal is performed, a small number of people will suffer from empty nose syndrome. This word is not even in medical textbooks. When the disease occurs, it is extremely painful. . According to clinical standards, the patient should be normal, and some even classify it as a psychological problem."
Thinking of this, Dai Li looked at Lin Feixiang's leg: "Maybe what Lin Feixiang said is true. His leg has indeed not fully recovered. After all, a torn Achilles tendon is a serious injury and it is difficult to fully recover. But I'm not a doctor, so I can't assess Lin Feixiang's injury... By the way, I have an idea!"
At this time, Dai Li thought of rehabilitation massage.