The second sister-in-law Gu couldn't go to work in this state, so she could only lie down at home. Before going to work, Su Qinghe went to give her a white wine to boil brown sugar.
Seeing Second Sister-in-law Gu's appearance of losing weight again, she felt bad for Second Sister-in-law. The little flesh on my body can't stand such a toss.
Although she also wanted to lose weight, she didn't dare to let herself have diarrhea. That feeling is too painful, why not live an honest life with the dozens of catties of meat on your body.
"Second sister-in-law, stop tossing around like this. If you want to gain weight, eat enough and sleep. Don't eat cold pork. You only gain weight when you sleep."
Second Aunt Gu nodded with her mouth flattened.
She didn't want to eat indiscriminately anymore, almost killed half of her old life.
"Qing He, you are so kind. If it weren't for you, my sister-in-law wouldn't know what to do. Yesterday was really painful."
"Sister-in-law, you're welcome. You and your second brother are also kind to me. They arranged work for me. I was still thinking about picking me up when I went to school. You also acted as a matchmaker for the matter between me and Chang'an. You were kind to me. I remember it all."
The more Gu Ersao listened, the more guilty she became, and she was ashamed to face others... These things, she didn't do them with good intentions at the beginning.
The third daughter-in-law is really a simple and kind person. She did such a bad thing, but the third daughter-in-law didn't know about it and thanked her.
Woohoo, she is such a bad person, she can't count on the third daughter-in-law like this anymore. She wants to turn over a new leaf and start a new life!
Su Qinghe looked at the firm light in Mrs. Gu's eyes, and suddenly felt a bad premonition in her heart. This premonition was so strong that she felt a little trembling.
Because of her illness, Second Sister-in-law Gu couldn't eat big oil and meat anymore.
For dinner at night, the family eats pork and Chinese cabbage, so she can only drink some millet porridge. Then he stared helplessly at the vegetable bowl on the table and swallowed.
Gu Ma gave her a blank look, thinking that the second daughter-in-law did it to herself. There is no shortage of food for her at home, and she still struggles like this if she is not fat. As a result, the troubled family all suffered. Qing Miao'er worked so hard, she went to work and study during the day, and after finally sleeping at night, she was woken up, and had to serve her as a sister-in-law.
If Changan was at home, how distressed it would be.
"Hey, our parent, An, doesn't know when he will be back."
Gu Ma sighed.
Su Qinghe choked up after eating, and touched his heart, Chang'an will definitely not come back for the time being, the border is in chaos, the army will definitely not let Chang'an back at this time.
Five days later, the frontier corps issued a transfer order, and Gu Changan's vanguard company had already received the transfer order, and it was time to go to the border in a few days.
And this time, unlike last time, only some people were going, but the whole company was going.
According to the superiors, if those good grandsons come over again this time, they will beat those dogs severely.
It's no wonder everyone is so angry, the old neighbor next door is not a thing, and he comes to make a fuss from time to time. The key is that I can't afford it, and after being beaten, I go back to file a complaint, and then some people in the world clamor that my side made a mistake and shielded those little Japanese.
Even the big brother of the Soviet Union did nothing to calm things down.
My uncle can bear it, but my aunt can't bear it anymore!
Anyway, they don't take the initiative to fight, and they don't shoot on the border, but if the opponent really makes a big move, they have to be prepared in advance, and they will fight one by one, with a big pair and a big pair, so that they will never return.
The vanguard company was full of joy, and even many people had already started writing letters, leaving them in the mail room of the regiment headquarters. If there was an accident and they couldn't come back, they would ask the troops to help send them back to the mail room. An explanation from the family. Since ancient times, it has been difficult for the family and the country to have both, but fortunately, the state of Wei is also the protection of the family. Let the family not worry about it, and don't embarrass the old man when the children grow up.
As for whether it is auspicious or unlucky to write a suicide note, it is not a question for these soldiers to consider. For them, the day they decide to join the army to defend the country, they are ready. Live a warrior, die a martyr. The only worry is that I am sorry for the concern of my family.
Gu Changan held the letter paper and didn't know what to say. He didn't intend to die, so he didn't know how to write a suicide note.
Look at the side again, a few veterans are writing and wiping tears. No matter how hard you think about it, right now you can't bear to part with your family, your children, your wife, and your parents.
For the first time, Gu Changan watched these men wipe their tears. He has been in the company for such a long time, and every time he secretly wipes his tears, these men are very satisfied with life, no matter how hard or tired they are, it seems to be a routine for them. When encountering a mission, he screamed excitedly in advance.
Gu Changan whispered, "Do you think it's really going to be a fight?"
The veterans nodded. This time it was so serious, it felt very possible.
Squad leader Zhang said, "Don't guess blindly. Anyway, if you can fight, you can fight. If you can't fight, let's hold back."
The old man said, "I think we can definitely fight. We are not even afraid of the old M, but are we afraid of those cowards? We must fight. It will be a matter of time."
Gu Chang'an held his pen silently, he remembered many things, he didn't go home for more than half a year, he didn't see his parents, he didn't see Qing Miao'er either. I don't know if they are thinking about themselves at home.
He even wrote to Qing Miao'er before, telling Qing Miao'er to wait for him to go back. Now I have to leave a suicide note for my family. Parents and brother-in-law are with him, so he doesn't have to worry about it. It's just that his mother loves to cry so much, she will definitely cry a lot, and Qing Miaoer is so small, what can I do without him
Thinking about it, my eyes became sore. I wanted to touch the jerky, but found that all the jerky had been eaten. He was reluctant to eat it, but he couldn't help putting it away, and when it was about to break, he and his comrades in the dormitory ate it up.
Woohoo, even Qingmiaoer's jerky is gone.
How is his life going
Seeing Gu Changan wiping tears, the others felt the same way. They are all married people, Gu Changan is still so young, and there is a supposedly smaller partner in the family, which is really tossing.
But no one said anything to keep Gu Changan from going. This is an insult to a soldier. Especially for a soldier like Gu Chang'an who is highly motivated, motivated, and capable, it would be contemptuous of him not to go to the battlefield. He must be angry.
The old man said, "Don't cry, just write what you should write, it's not a big deal. I've written a dozen or so suicide notes, isn't it all good? Let's do our best, and we'll definitely come back of."
Only then did Gu Changan feel at ease.
Just when I was about to write a letter to my family, I heard Squad Leader Zhang say, "Actually, it's nothing. It's better than when we hit Little Japan. There wasn't even a coffin. Many old seniors were buried in one pile. Our birth The time is good, our country is getting stronger and stronger now, even if we don’t come back alive, we can still have a coffin. I heard that the logistics side has arranged for people to cut down trees to make coffins.”
Gu Changan couldn't hold the pen in his hand anymore. Taking a deep breath, he pursed his lips and wrote to Su Qinghe.
"Mom and Dad, Qing Miaoer, when you read this letter, I may not be able to come back..."
As soon as he wrote it, his tears started to fall down.
After the letter was written, everyone began to pack their things. Ready to leave in a few days.
Gu Chang'an hugged the letter and read it for several days.
He was very scared, even more scared than when he went to the Tibetan area last time. That time they said they were going for a spin, but this time, everyone said they wanted to fight.
He didn't want to come back lying in a dark coffin when he came back.
Because of this, he was a little afraid to turn off the lights and go to bed at night.
When eating during the day, everyone was talking about leaving tomorrow.
"Fortunately, we didn't get injured during training, otherwise we wouldn't be able to catch up. The Li Zhuzi next door was injured and cried in the dormitory for a few days."
"What's the use of crying? If the form is not up to that point, how can you let the wounded soldiers go? It will shake the morale of the army."
You don't have to go if you're injured
Gu Changan frowned.
After a short break after lunch, he went to the training ground to train again.
There are sandbags, there are tree trunks, and some obstacles for physical exercise.
After he trained for a lap, he was sweating profusely. In his head, he thought about the news he had heard before.
If he falls...
"We have to live up to the clothes we're wearing..."
What Old Gazi said to him again appeared in his head. He looked at his shiny green clothes, which were made of good material, resistant to dirt and wear. Ordinary people can't wear such fine clothes. Only their soldiers wear such uniforms every day and can still get subsidies.
"Woo woo woo..."
"Woo woo woo..."
Just as Gu Changan cried, he heard someone crying from behind. He wiped his tears and looked for the training ground. A soldier with a gauze wrapped around his head was crying.
Gu Chang'an recognized that this was Li Zhuzi from class two, who accidentally fell during training and hit his head on an obstacle.
Li Zhuzi looked at Gu Changan, seemed to feel a little embarrassed, and wiped his tears.
Gu Changan sat next to him and said, "Why are you crying?" There is no need to go on missions.
"Woooooo, the brothers in Lianli are leaving, and I am the only one left. Woohoo, I don't want to stay, everyone is gone, only I stay, I am a coward! I am a coward! Egg!"
"... Everyone understands you." Gu Changan said with a guilty conscience. He is the biggest coward and coward!
"But I don't want to abandon my brothers, I feel uncomfortable, I want to fight the enemy with them!" Li Zhuzi cried even harder.
Gu Chang'an stared at him blankly, and couldn't help but began to wipe his tears again.
He is just a coward and a coward. He just wanted to abandon his comrade-in-arms, his brother.
Gu Changan, why are you so cowardly, so useless
He grabbed Li Zhuzi's arm and said with tears in his eyes, "Why are you crying, you can't go, we can still go, let's fight a few more enemies for you."