When we went back, it was still the same road. The temperature dropped a lot, and the cold wind blew away the pedestrians, making the road quieter. On the ground, the two shadows moved at the same speed, shaking and shaking the tree shadows. Xu Tangcheng lowered his head and stared at it for a while, unable to hold back, touched his pocket again, and lit a cigarette.
"If you don't let me smoke, you are still smoking."
The person next to him suddenly complained in a low voice, with a slightly reproachful tone, but during the conversation, he switched to the other side of Xu Tangcheng.
Suddenly, the wind was less pronounced.
After a pause, Xu Tangcheng lit a cigarette, tilted his head and said strangely, "When did I stop letting you smoke?"
"Billiard hall."
Billiard hall.
Hearing this word at this time, Xu Tangcheng immediately thought of the group fight that made his heart skip a beat. Perhaps it was because the shock and fear that the scene brought him was so strong that he now recalled what happened before. Things, he was completely confronted with a blank.
"Did I say so?" he asked.
"You didn't say it directly," YiZhe thought for a while and corrected himself, "But you confiscated my cigarette."
cigarette
It was as if some button was touched, a figurative image, which drove the complete memory of that night.
Yes, soft package China, small local tyrants.
Recalling the scene where YiZhe carefully lit his cigarette, Xu Tangcheng couldn't hold back and smiled quietly. Afraid of being discovered by the people beside him, he also raised his hand holding the cigarette and rubbed his mouth with the back of his hand.
But he didn't think about it, but Yi Che quickly said, "You're laughing, I saw it."
I felt that I was 250 years old at that time. Ever since the mention of the billiards hall, YiZhe has been looking at Xu Tangcheng, and sure enough, he saw the corners of his mouth that were raised secretly.
"No," Xu Tangcheng explained quickly, "I just suddenly remembered when you..."
He paused, looked at YiZhe's obviously annoyed expression, and smiled, "It's quite fierce."
Isn't it quite fierce, a little girl turned away with one look, interrupted the game by himself, and turned around as if he was about to hit someone.
It was easy to say this, after all, he knew very well what kind of dog temper he used to be outside. However, after walking a few steps, he turned his head reluctantly, and the small voice of defense seemed gentle even in the quiet night.
"But I didn't kill you."
It is.
Xu Tangcheng affirmed in his heart, and nodded unconsciously.
A tuft of hair was blown up by the wind and stood on top of his head. He nodded, and the tuft of hair also swayed. YiZhe turned his head to the side, looking interesting, reached out and pushed it down slightly.
After talking, he reached the front of the car, Xu Tangcheng fastened his seat belt, found that YiZhe was holding the camera again, and clicked on the video playback. He tilted his head helplessly, trying to remind YiZhe to fasten his seat belt first. However, before he had time to speak, a text message alert sound was inserted first.
Xu Tangcheng moved his eyes to the lighted up mobile phone, and the name displayed on the screen made him make a slightly puzzled sound.
At this time, what can Yu An have to find him
The phone was placed between the two of them, Xu Tangcheng picked it up, wanted to check the news, but saw YiZhe staring at his hand.
He was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt that something was wrong.
The eyebrows were twisted as if they were accumulating endless force, and the next set of eyes seemed to dig a hole in the mobile phone and pull the text message out of it.
It seems to be quite obvious hostility.
With this analysis in mind, the movements of the hands are slow.
Xu Tangcheng was a little surprised by what he was thinking at the moment, because he found that Yi Zhe showed unusual emotions in front of him, which actually made him feel at ease. It has nothing to do with feelings, jealousy, it's just that he is more willing to see his likes or dislikes, happy or unhappy than the way he always bowed his head in silence.
It made him feel real, even powerful.
He opened the text message, YiZhe lowered the car window, and turned his head out the window without saying a word. Xu Tangcheng looked at the content on the phone, and then looked at Yi Zhe for a long time.
"Easy."
After being called, YiZhe turned around and faced him with a calm look again.
"Um?"
"Don't you like Yu Yu?"
Even if there is hesitation, there are not many. After a short silence, YiZhe gave an honest answer: "I don't like it."
For this dislike, Xu Tangcheng has already made a judgment, which is not surprising at this moment, but still does not understand where this dislike comes from. He always thought that YiZhe and Yu An should have nothing to do with each other.
"Why?" he asked.
"No reason."
The reason YiZhe gave was almost rude, like a kindergartener's answer. Xu Tangcheng didn't ask any more, he just smiled, put one hand on the steering wheel, tapped twice, and asked, "Should I show you this text message?"
After these words came out, YiZhe's heart sank, and after that, he stared at the person in front of him, motionless and slightly stiff.
Xu Tangcheng stopped teasing him, stretched out his hand, and showed him his phone.
On the small screen, there are a few black words.
"Are you in love?"
After reading it, Yi Zhe sat up straight, even more unhappy: "What is he doing?"
"I don't know." Xu Tangcheng said frankly, pondered it again, and felt even more strange, "I didn't tell him either. We don't seem to have met him before, right?"
For him, Yu An is just a senior in the laboratory and a senior in the student union. Although the two are familiar with each other, their interactions are focused on research content, laboratory or student work, and they have never talked about anything about personal feelings.
"Then how are you going to answer him?"
"Um… "
Xu Tangcheng didn't rush to answer, but put down his phone and put his other hand on the steering wheel.
Clearly the siren was ringing in his heart, but YiZhe still looked at Xu Tangcheng's hand and lost his mind.
How can you have such beautiful hands
It's time for a car ad.
His eyes were drawn on Xu Tangcheng's hand for a while, and as he tapped the index finger of the steering wheel up and down, he slowly climbed up his arm.
"I'm not going to tell him."
Just as his eyes touched the neck, Xu Tangcheng's Adam's apple moved, which also caused the person who was distracted to wake up suddenly. He shook the camera in his hands and made another deep swallow.
"what?"
YiZhe didn't hear clearly, and after relying on the cold thing in his hand to calm down, he asked Xu Tangcheng again.
"I'm not going to tell him about us being together."
I thought it was unclear what I said just now, and Yi Zhe didn't understand it, so Xu Tangcheng no longer shy away from it. For the first time, he said the word "together".
Not going to tell.
After understanding this information, YiZhe felt a sudden emptiness in his heart, because of the sudden loss.
As if noticing his emotions, Xu Tangcheng coughed lightly as a reminder before he focused on the key points.
"I just wanted to explain to you." Xu Tangcheng raised his hand and touched his nose. Strangely, YiZhe could see a bit of unnaturalness in this action. Some are restrained, some are superfluous, this is a situation that rarely happens to Xu Tangcheng.
"I only talked to Chengxu about our affairs. I didn't talk to Yu Eu and the others, not because I didn't want to admit our relationship with you, but because we felt that we should know how to protect ourselves."
Yi Zhe looked at Xu Tangcheng with some doubts, but when Xu Tangcheng saw it, his words stopped temporarily.
He couldn't help wondering if YiZhe had never thought about these things.
"Many people still can't accept same-sex love. If we tell others about us, it won't necessarily spread to what kind of ears. So I think that the troubles that can be avoided, we should not be caught in the first place. entangled."
In high school, reading comprehension was Yizhe's weakness. Therefore, regarding Xu Tangcheng's remarks, Yizhe was not able to grasp any information sensitively. He only felt that what Xu Tangcheng said was reasonable, so he nodded immediately and said, "I understand, I only know about Zheng Yikun, no one else knows."
After watching him for a while, Xu Tangcheng nodded lightly and smiled.
Probably, there really is no concept.
In fact, Xu Tangcheng is also extremely reluctant to talk about this with Yizhe, just like he never told Yizhe about the future, many realistic things that restrict them, even if they have to face it sooner or later, he never thought of letting Yizhe Understand it now.
This kind of psychology is very contradictory, or it can be said that it is close to escape.
But I don't talk to Yizhe, it's not because I don't have confidence in him, nor because I don't have confidence in myself, but I simply hope that at least Izhe enjoys this relationship without any burden, not because he is always worried about "one day sooner or later" "It's not that you have to think about how to give two people a happy future in the dead of night.
He gave him the best things, so he didn't want to put his own pressure on him prematurely. Before reaching that step, he pressed down first.
Besides…
The car stopped at an intersection, Xu Tangcheng looked at the decreasing numbers next to the red light, and was fascinated.
Yizhe didn't notice the words "together" just now, but he remembered that voice that was unreasonably attenuated—it was obviously a sweet and moving word, but it was cowardly and shamefully mixed into a bit of a cowardly attitude.
He turned his head to look at YiZhe.
He's still laughing at the video of the two tonight.
Turning back, Xu Tangcheng silently waited for the last three seconds of the red light to end.
Besides, he was already timid, so he was selfish and hoped that Yi Zhe would be braver and fearless.
It's better to keep moving forward as before.
take him.
At the corner, Xu Tangcheng lightly braked and slowed down. He glanced out the window and accidentally caught a glimpse of a strange scene in winter.
"Suddenly craving a McDonald's cone."
He muttered something unprepared, and when YiZhe heard it, he immediately turned his head and looked at the two people who had just passed by. A girl was talking to the boy next to her sideways, holding a cone in her hand, and just dropped a whirling white tip.
"Go, go buy it," he said immediately.
"However," YiZhu thought about it and asked hesitantly, "You have a bad stomach, can you eat this?"
"I'm suffering from gastroenteritis, but it's just that I don't eat properly. It's not that I can't eat anything cold." After explaining, Xu Tangcheng retreated again, "But it's too late now, forget it."
"Don't, buy it if you can, I'm afraid you won't feel well after eating it." YiZhe poked his head and looked at the surrounding streets, "I saw McDonald's at Blue Harbor just now, I knew I should buy it there. Is there any around here? Or, should we go to the one over there at the school?"
Instigating it, he scoured all the McDonald's addresses he knew in his head. But Xu Tangcheng looked around a little, and after confirming that there was no McDonald's within his field of vision, he gave up.
It's not a child without restraint, it's just an ice cream, he doesn't care that much.
Moreover, he raised his wrist and looked at his watch, it was ten thirty-five.
When approaching school, YiZhe insisted not to let Xu Tangcheng send him to the South Gate. Xu Tangcheng was puzzled, and Yi Zhe was confused for a long time before saying, "I just want to take you back to the dormitory."
Sometimes, Xu Tangcheng felt that he gave Yi Zhe a lot of tolerance. No matter how strange and naive he gave him, he seemed to be able to accept it. For nothing else, every time he nodded his head and saw YiZhe pursing his lips tightly and slightly raised the corners of his mouth, he would feel in a good mood.
In the dormitory, Cheng Xu was lying on the table watching an American drama. When he saw him coming back, he pointed to the sugar-fried chestnuts on the table and said, "Eat chestnuts, I bought them today, they are very delicious."
Xu Tangcheng peeled one off and put it in his mouth, it was really soft and sweet.
The American drama is "lie to me", and Cheng Xu has just recently fallen in love with it. Xu Tangcheng also watched this drama and thought it was very interesting at the beginning, but after watching one season, I felt that the plot was a bit similar. From the beginning, you can already guess the murderer and the motive for committing the crime.
Despite this, Xu Tangcheng moved a stool to sit over and watched an episode with Chengxu. When the case first started, Xu Tangcheng received news from Yi Zhe that he had arrived at the dormitory. Xu Tangcheng replied simply, put down the phone, and continued to peel chestnuts for Cheng Xu.
Chengxu enjoyed the highest level of treatment, and when he grabbed another chestnut, he sighed, "I really envy Yizhe."
He was young, and when he was in elementary school and middle school, the boys in the class didn't like to play with him. For a long time, walking around the campus alone with a schoolbag on his back made his introverted temper more restrained. After studying for so many years, Xu Tangcheng is already his closest friend, and he is close without any pressure.
Cheng Xu said that he was envious, and Xu Tangcheng thought of the nights two days ago. Fortunately, Cheng Xu has been very normal since then, and he took the initiative to explain to him that he was just a little excited at the time, so he should not worry. He said this, Xu Tangcheng didn't ask much more, but just like that night, he told him that if there was anything, he could tell him at any time.
The chestnut skin split apart, revealing very soft burrs, Xu Tangcheng looked at the small circle of fluffy, and suddenly thought of YiZhe.
Yu An didn't know what evil he had committed, but he didn't stop after that text message. Xu Tangcheng got up and was about to take a shower when his phone vibrated and received another message from him.
"If you don't answer, I can see it. I shouldn't have said more about your personal affairs, but I still want to remind you to think carefully. You may encounter a lot of trouble in the future with him. How open the environment is.”
Xu Tangcheng didn't know how Yu An learned or saw this information, but since he couldn't hide it or get through it, he didn't bother.
"Thank you, but don't worry."
Words that clearly and politely drew the line did nothing.
"To be honest, I was quite surprised when I just discovered it. You may not like to hear the next words, but as a person who admires you very much, as a senior brother, I still have to say it. He is too immature and too arbitrary, and I do not I don't think he's the right person for you."
If the two text messages just now were temptations and euphemistic advice, then this one is simply an impolite and reckless crossover.
Xu Tangcheng's brows and eyes narrowed because of Yu An's evaluation of Yizhe, and the good mood of the night was disrupted like this.
Do whatever you want? He never felt that this word could hook up with YiZhe.
Putting the tooth cup in his hand on the table, Xu Tangcheng thought for a while, and began to press the keyboard cracklingly. But after typing two words, it was interrupted by the sudden ringing of the mobile phone.
When he saw the name, he picked it up immediately: "What's wrong?"
"You didn't sleep, did you?"
"No, I just watched the Jimei drama with Chengxu, and now I'm going to wash up." The voice from the receiver made Xu Tangcheng puzzled, because the breathing force was too much, "What are you doing?"
"Well," YiZhe responded, but avoided answering his question, "Then why don't you come down?"
"Um?"
Did not respond.
However, after only a little confusion, Xu Tangcheng immediately guessed something. But just guessing, without verification, his heartbeat began to speed up, and obviously, he felt a heat flow from his heart.
Speculation, unverified, is an even more exciting anticipation phase than seeing the results.
"You bought a cone?"
As he spoke, he turned to the window.
"Hey..." YiZhe sighed, with an annoyed voice, "Why are you so hard to cheat? I want to give you a surprise."
"Hula", the dormitory's window was opened, causing Cheng Xu to look over strangely.
Xu Tangcheng opened the window and looked down, and saw the people downstairs at a glance. With the yellowing street lights, he stepped on the bicycle that had been parked downstairs in his dormitory all the year round, with a long leg scattered on the ground. The seat was adjusted so high by him, but he still maintained an excellent and reserved knee bend on his legs.
At first glance, Xu Tangcheng sighed in his heart, oh, who's handsome guy is this.
The handsome guy held his mobile phone in one hand, and held two cones in the other hand.
As if sensing, the brief silence on the phone made YiZhe raise his head.
The two beams of joy collided, and the light from them covered the street lamps.
He laughed suddenly, raised the hand holding the cone, and waved it towards him.
It's like holding the Olympic torch.
YiZhe was still talking on the phone that the cone was deformed a bit by him, squeezing each other all the way, and the ice cream on it was crooked. Xu Tangcheng had already turned around and walked quickly to the door, clutching his phone.
When he opened the door, he heard Cheng Xu shouting in the room, asking him why he was going.
Xu Tangcheng turned around and lip-mouthed him and said it.
"You're not wearing a coat!"
With a mobile phone, someone is waiting.
Don't bother to wear it.
Stepping on his slippers and stepping out of the door, the empty corridors echoed the sound of hurried taps.
But just after going down a flight of stairs, the person holding the phone grabbed the handrail next to him with one hand, braked the car in small steps, turned back, and stepped up the stairs two steps at a time.
Pushing open the dormitory door with a palm, under Cheng Xu's inexplicable gaze, Xu Tangcheng patted him on the shoulder and grabbed a handful from the paper bag on the table.
"Borrow two chestnuts."
Just now Chengxu said he was envious, but Yizhe had clearly never eaten the chestnuts he peeled.
Walking too fast, the slippers have been working diligently for half a winter, and they have been worn a little loosely. In order to prevent the slippers from being thrown away by him, they have to secretly hook their toes.
My boyfriend is six years younger than me, what's the experience
Probably, he is occasionally childish, but childishly endearingly, occasionally reckless, but reckless just right.
Likeable and just right are not just casual words, but have a very strict definition - it can make him suddenly naive and reckless when he is six years older, holding two candied chestnuts, stepping on slippers, wearing a sweater, and running to him go around.