When I went back that night, the situation was tragic, and I vomited all the way.
When he left the bar, Zheng Yikun wanted to carry Chengxu to a nearby hotel to sleep, but Xu Tangcheng wouldn't let him, so he had to bring it by himself. Cheng Xu on the side seemed to understand what they were discussing, and began to keep shouting that he wanted to go back to the dormitory, and that he wanted to go back to the dormitory by car. He held on to the car door and didn't let go, so Xu Tangcheng had to get him into the car and sit with him in the back seat.
The symptoms of motion sickness will not change with drunkenness. Along the way, YiZhe stopped constantly, Chengxu bowed and was helped by Xu Tangcheng. After vomiting, he stumbled back to the car.
At the beginning, Zheng Yikun didn't say anything, Cheng Xu squatted there and vomited, he patted his back lightly and frowned. But after repeated several times, Zheng Yikun's complexion became more ugly, and he couldn't bear it any longer, and pulled Cheng Xu's arm to take him away.
Cheng Xu was no longer sticking to him as he was just now. When he pulled it, Cheng Xu moved randomly, desperately throwing off his arm and hiding behind Xu Tangcheng. Zheng Yikun fixedly looked at his dodging gaze, and after a while, he took a cigarette and held it in his mouth, and stopped talking.
By the time they got to school, Cheng Xu had vomited to the point where there was nothing left to vomit, and only leaned against Xu Tangcheng's shoulder to sniff.
The windows were wide open and the noise increased dramatically. Cheng Xu said something, but Xu Tangcheng didn't hear it clearly, and when he asked again, the man on his shoulder had already closed his eyes. Xu Tangcheng asked twice, but still didn't get an answer, but when he looked up, he met Zheng Yikun who was looking back.
Because of what happened just now, Xu Tangcheng's attitude towards Zheng Yikun is still confusing, and he can't simply make a good or bad judgment on Zheng Yikun, so he looked at each other at the moment, he didn't look away, but he didn't make any gestures or expressions.
On the other hand, Zheng Yikun raised the corner of his mouth towards him, looking indifferent.
No one expected to see Fu Daiqing under the dormitory.
Cheng Xu was highly short-sighted, and at night, without glasses, he recognized the person standing not far away at a glance. Unlike just now, Cheng Xu didn't cry or make trouble. When Fu Daiqing hurried towards him, he just stared at him and waited quietly.
But Xu Tang Cheng had been holding Cheng Xu all the time, and the two were too close, so he could clearly see the water stains that gradually brightened under Cheng Xu's eyes.
"Where did you go? You came back so late," Fu Daiqing frowned, and spoke in a hurry, "I called your phone for a long time and no one answered. Auntie was worried that it was broken and kept calling me."
He said a lot, but Cheng Xu didn't seem to hear it, and still stared blankly at the person in front of him, like an old monk who had entered meditation.
"Cheng Xu," Fu Daiqing called, sighed, and asked again, seeing that he didn't respond, "Why haven't you answered the phone for so long?"
"why… "
Cheng Xu murmured and repeated his words, ending in nothingness.
The water traces climbed out of the cage under the eyes, and will hang in the eye sockets again, not falling. Cheng Xu couldn't understand, but just watching him approach, why would she cry.
Fu Daiqing was stunned, bent slightly, and lowered his body to look at him.
early morning. Those who have slept have not woken up, and unreal dreams still dominate the world. The halo of the moon is still there, there are not many street lights, two of them are on, and the rest, except for the flickering cigarette butts, there is no light left in this black paint.
There are five people standing downstairs, one shadow is longer than one. Cheng Xu lowered her head, only to see a shadow bent, just bumping into another.
"Why did you get married..."
This sentence is very weak and light, scattered in the night, more like babbling, but already choked. The word "ah" only came out halfway, and was stuck in the middle of the road with tears, like a big traffic jam, and suddenly changed the mood of the situation.
"Aren't you talented, have you known each other for two months..." Cheng Xu raised a hand, but it didn't land on Fu Daiqing's body, but tightly grasped Xu Tangcheng's arm around his waist, as if he was exhausted All my strength was supporting myself, "I've known you for twenty years... I've liked you for so many years..."
Cheng Xu has always been introverted, ordering fashionable and can't even say a word of liking, let alone such a straightforward cry. But after saying a word, it seems that the following words can no longer be stopped.
"If you buy me a drink, I can be happy for a long time, and I can be happy for a long time if you compliment me... I graduated from high school, and I was the only one in my class who signed up for the school in Beijing, because you are in Beijing... Even if I know you don't like it I, knowing that we are not possible, I can still secretly like you. But, if you are married and have a wife, I can't be like this, I can't even secretly like you... "
A paragraph was said intermittently by Cheng Xu. The uncontrollable trembling of the person in his arms was more and more clearly perceived by Xu Tangcheng, not like when he once told him "it's okay". Every time Chengxu said a word, Xu Tangcheng's hand on his waist couldn't help but tighten a bit. Later, he even wanted to hold Chengxu and tell him, we won't talk, let's go back to sleep.
He didn't know whether Cheng Xu was sober at the moment, or was still completely drunk, but he knew that if it was the former, then Cheng Xu must have reached the point of collapse at this time. A person who is emotionally taciturn will only say that he likes the person he likes in two situations: one is too happy and contains a too sweet candy, and the other is too desperate. Gouge out your heart. Cheng Xu said all her likes and pains, but she didn't plan to face Fu Daiqing at all, and cut her way back in a way that was almost masochistic.
Back and forth, Cheng Xu still asked that sentence, why did she get married. Fu Daiqing was silent for a long time before raising his hand and wiping the tears from Cheng Xu's face. His movements were not unkind, but Xu Tang Cheng wanted to pat his hands off and ask him what he meant. Fu Daiqing said something Xu Tangcheng had expected for a long time, and when he heard this "I'm sorry", Xu Tangcheng suddenly felt a sense of familiarity.
Before there is an idea in the brain, the body has already gone one step to find that person.
YiZhe was standing not far away, he frowned slightly, looking in this direction. Seeing Xu Tangcheng looking over, he immediately turned his eyes slightly and moved his body, as if asking him what was the matter.
Xu Tangcheng suddenly understood Cheng Xu's feelings better. Not because he felt the same way, but because he remembered the easy mistakes at a certain time, and remembered his distressed feelings at that time.
He looked at Fu Daiqing, and finally took a step back while holding Cheng Xu, letting Fu Daiqing's hand leave Cheng Xu's face. Fu Daiqing paused, looked at him, but did not step forward.
My heart is half cold. Xu Tangcheng lowered his head and asked Chengxu, "Do you want to say more?"
Cheng Xu reacted for a while, then shook his head, then shook his head again.
Xu Tangcheng then turned around and called Yi Zhe, telling him to take Cheng Xu back to sleep. Yi Zhe responded, walked over quickly, and asked softly, "Can you get him? Do you want me to take you up there?"
Xu Tangcheng shook his head and looked at Zheng Yikun, who was always smoking with his back to the door.
"Go home after you send Zheng Yikun, drive slowly."|
When they left, Fu Daiqing didn't stop, didn't even make a sound, just stayed in place, watching from a distance. Closing the door of the corridor, Xu Tangcheng seemed to hear the despair brought about by silence in the loud noise.
YiZhe waited in place for a while, and when he saw that there was no movement on the phone, he called Zheng Yikun to leave. Before Fu Daiqing left, Zheng Yikun took out his cigarette and turned the cigarette butt around the trash can several times, staring at Fu Daiqing before turning around.
YiZhe and Zheng Yikun were left in the car, and they had nothing to say. It wasn't until he reached an intersection where he was about to turn that YiZhe asked, "Are you going back to Gongti or going home?"
Zheng Yikun raised his hand and loosened one more button on his shirt, and said, "Let me go home, it's the same as last time."
He lit another cigarette, leaning his head against the back of the chair with one arm on the window frame. The fallen window had not even been raised, and the inside of the car was swept by the wind. Only then did YiZhe notice that Zheng Yikun didn't even wear a coat. In the winter, a shirt was blown completely against his body.
He didn't speak, he pushed the button to raise the window. Zheng Yikun said, "No, I'm not cold."
"If I remember correctly, the one who made Cheng Xu cry like this is Fu Daiqing."
"I don't know." YiZhe said.
Zheng Yikun didn't care whether he was clear, still paralyzed in the passenger seat and talked to himself.
"I'm still starting my own business." He exhaled and sneered and tilted his head, "A person who is struggling in the business field, his mother can't see his mind? Is there any way to do it? A person's thoughts? I don't fucking believe it anymore."
When he said this, YiZhe was stunned. When they caught up with a red light, their car was stopped at the entire intersection, which was very empty. YiZhe thought for a while, but before releasing the brakes he asked, "Are you and Chengxu together?"
"how is this possible."
Zheng Yikun said these words without hesitation, accompanied by a laugh, which made YiZhe a little uncomfortable. He frowned slightly, glanced at the person beside him, and asked, "Then do you like him?"
"I like it," Zheng Yikun still answered quickly. He picked up an empty mineral water bottle between the two of them and flicked the soot in it. "Good-natured and cute, of course I like it."
Rao is Yizhe, and he can also hear how casual this "like" is.
"Will we be together?"
This is his last question.
This time, Zheng Yikun did not answer immediately. He stared straight ahead, wondering if he was thinking. When the cigarette was extinguished and YiZhe thought he would not give an answer, he said, "I don't think about it."
Thoughtful thinking is more complicated than unthinking, and it is easier to get close to reality. This answer is unsatisfactory, but it is not surprising for Yu Yizhe. There are countless ex-girlfriends of Zheng Yikun, and everyone knows how many. The people in the dormitory also mentioned that Zheng Yikun's girlfriends basically gathered all the majors of the school, and if he comes to another college, he can completely clear the customs.
"As a person, I want a lot of things," Zheng Yikun brushed his hair, showing that condescending smile, "except for love."
Yi Zhe was used to seeing him like he didn't care about anyone, but he still felt dazzling at this moment, and he didn't want to listen to his nonsense at all. Ever since he saw that he was attacking Chengxu, Yizhe felt a fire in his heart. He was afraid that Chengxu would be tricked by him. On the other hand, it was because he knew that Xu Tangcheng had always regarded Chengxu as his younger brother. guarding.
"And let's make it into a flock..." Zheng Yikun seemed to think about adjectives, and spoke two beats slowly, "It's so good and pure, I'm playful, and I'm not the same as him."
Hearing this, Yi Zhe became even more angry, and couldn't help but scolded, "Then what the hell were you doing just now?"
"Hey, what did I do?" Zheng Yikun turned his head and asked back, "How big of a deal is it for two men to slap each other? Why didn't I find you chasing like this before?"
"Mummo chirp..." YiZhe is now restraining himself as much as possible not to swear, but halfway through, he stumbled back, "You bastard."
"I'm a bastard, I'm a bastard." Zheng Yikun's tone was serious and rude, and after he finished speaking, he sang "I'm a bastard" out of tune.
Yi Zhe didn't want to talk to him and let him go crazy. But Zheng Yikun didn't know if his head was damaged by the wind or what. After a while, he suddenly murmured, "Chengxu... I should have never kissed before."
"Huh?" YiZhe thought he heard it wrong, and asked a question.
"Then he and that man... Wasn't it their first kiss tonight?" Looking out the window, after thinking about it, Zheng Yikun then joked, "If I had known he was like this, I should have been an asshole earlier, then... fuck!"
Before he finished speaking, a sudden stop made him almost bite his tongue.
YiZhe watched him fall forward and was restrained by the seat belt, and said with a sullen face, "You're here."
After flicking around, Zheng Yikun raised his head and looked up—to the ass, there's still a fucking street.
Yi Zhe's move was too naive, but the meaning was so obvious that Zheng Yikun laughed out of anger. He didn't argue with Yi Zhe, unfastened his seat belt, and glanced at the person next to him: "Virtue."
Turning his hands, he quickly opened the door and got out of the car.
Looking at his back against the cold wind, YiZhe found that the man's shirt was still dark purple, very angry.
He didn't leave in a hurry, but waited for Zheng Yikun to walk for a while before starting the car unhurriedly. He drove a little slowly, and when he approached Zheng Yikun, he glanced in the rearview mirror to make sure that no one was on the road, and then looked again, and there were no stray cats or dogs.
A mineral water bottle suddenly flew out of the car window and hit the purple shirt. In the bottle, there was also a cigarette butt and a few pinch of soot.
Zheng Yikun was also quick to respond, and even if he was smashed, he could reach out and fish for the bottle. Without looking, he immediately threw the bottle towards the white car that was speeding away.
"Your uncle's!"
After flying and rolling, the mineral water bottle went all the way, and was finally picked up by a hand that was red with cold, and also brought the sentence "Fuck".
After Yi Zhe got home, he sent a message to Xu Tangcheng, asking how Xu Tangcheng was doing. Xu Tangcheng looked at Cheng Xu, who was lying obediently on the bed, replied, and went out to get hot water. After fetching water, I took a clean towel and rinsed it in the warm water, and I sent a message of good night from YiZhe.
Cheng Xu called him at this moment.
"Tang Cheng."
Xu Tangcheng walked to Chengxu's bed, Chengxu didn't open his eyes, and whispered, "My eyes hurt."
I cried all night and it didn't hurt.
The bed in the school is not low, Xu Tangcheng went back and wringed out the towel, letting Cheng Xu move a little closer to the bed. Cheng Xu hugged the quilt obediently and rubbed over. Xu Tangcheng took a closer look and found that the two eyes were terribly swollen, and the surrounding area was red. He wiped Cheng Xu's face with a warm towel, turned it over again, folded it in reverse, and gently applied it to Cheng Xu's eyes.
"Is this any better?"
Cheng Xu nodded and lay down quietly, without speaking. After a few minutes, his emotions calmed down and his voice was not so abnormal. He asked Xu Tangcheng to call him and said he wanted to call his mother.
Xu Tangcheng pursed his lips and brought him a mobile phone, but was a little worried about his state during the call. In fact, he guessed that Fu Daiqing should have made up a reason to report it to Chengxu's mother, whether Chengxu fights or not, there won't be too many problems. But he didn't say this to Chengxu, maybe, Chengxu didn't think of it either.
In the early hours of the morning, the phone was picked up after only one ring. The room was quiet, and Xu Tangcheng could hear the eager voice on that end.
"Well, I drank a little wine. I was having dinner with the people in the laboratory today. I was drunk, so I didn't get a call."
Xu Tangcheng still wiped his face with a towel, and heard him slowly say reassuring and apologetic words. In a gap, my mother said a lot of words. Xu Tangcheng caught a name, and at the same time, something was wrong in Cheng Xu's eyes. He pulled the quilt up, grabbed it, and said, "No..."
These two words revealed his crying voice, and Duan immediately became a little anxious, and kept asking him what was wrong and what happened.
Cheng Xu sobbed uncontrollably, held Xu Tangcheng's wrist with one hand, and looked at him with red eyes, as if asking for help.
"fine… "
The person on the other end of the phone obviously didn't believe it, so he hurriedly asked a few more questions.
Xu Tangcheng covered Chengxu's hand, held the phone, and lip-mouthed Chengxu: "For me."
"You shouldn't have been allowed to go to Beijing in the first place. You see, we don't know what happened to you. Here at your house, at least we can go to see you. You are already young, so how can we rest assured..."
Cheng Xu had already let go of his hand, but he didn't know which part of his heart these words hit, making him grit his teeth and clench his phone tightly. The originally suppressed choking sound instantly turned into a real cry, explaining all the emotions.
"It's really all right," he said in a questioning and anxious voice, very aggrieved, like a child who fell while walking and cried while hugging his parents' necks, "it's just the task assigned by the teacher? Okay, I was scolded during the regular meeting today."