"I do not care."
After YiZhe finished speaking, he turned and left the kitchen. Xu Tangcheng heard the sound of knocking on the door, but he didn't expect that this person would just leave like this.
This is the first time they quarreled after being together for so long.
He could feel the emotions that YiZhe was trying to suppress, and he also knew that he was really angry. When agreeing to Yu Eu's exchange conditions, he had already thought about how YiZhe would react. He thought he knew better than anyone what kind of existence Xu Tangcheng was in YiZhe's heart. But he didn't know how to make YiZhe understand that the future of two people must be based on two people.
The kitchen was so quiet that Xu Tangcheng felt uncomfortable alone. He opened the window and tried to smoke a cigarette, but he couldn't find it all over his body. The wind coming in from the window was also hot, making the plastic bags on the windowsill rattle, adding to the irritability.
Xu Tangcheng stared out the window for a long time, then finally raised his hand and squeezed his eyes, closed the window, thinking that at least he should finish the meal first.
When I walked to the pool with the tomatoes, I couldn't control the energy in my hands. When the faucet was turned on, the water flow was fast. A door slam drowned out, and when Xu Tangcheng turned the water down, there were already approaching footsteps.
Came back pretty fast.
Xu Tangcheng's lowered head did not lift up, and he listened carefully to the movement in the room, but suddenly caught a glimpse of his wrist that was clenched red.
The door of the kitchen was pushed open, and Xu Tangcheng reacted, and quickly moved the hand with the trace to his side, and changed it to holding a tomato in one hand.
The man who had just left in anger silently approached, stood for a few seconds, and suddenly stretched out his hand to take the tomato in his hand.
Just now, Xu Tangcheng was not out of anger. With a flick of his hand, he avoided YiZhe and still ignored him. Yi Zhe still didn't speak, but this time he grabbed Xu Tangcheng's hand and forcibly took the red glowing thing over.
Xu Tangcheng finally gave him a look.
YiZhe moved his lips and said, "Cool."
The water in May is so cold.
Muttering such a sentence in his heart, Xu Tangcheng temporarily put aside some depression and irritability, and leaned to the side to look at the person who was bending over to wash. The posture of the two of them made Xu Tangcheng just look at YiZhe, just looking at his blinking eyelashes, but Xu Tangcheng seemed to be able to see how he looked at him.
It stands to reason that YiZhe's growth environment should not have made him such a simple temperament, but his eyes are always honest, he likes him, and he doesn't like it. It is as simple as a child, but compared to a child. , and less of the volatility that can be changed.
It seems that he has grown independently for so many years and has grown into a valuable appearance.
After YiZhe finished washing the tomatoes, he turned off the faucet, and shook the water, watching him stop moving. The room suddenly fell silent again, Xu Tangcheng looked down at the floor and could hear the wind blowing from YiZhe's finger. It's been a long time since the two of them had seen such an embarrassing scene. Xu Tangcheng was really tired. He just had an emotional outburst, but when he calmed down again, he suddenly didn't want to move or talk at all.
He walked slowly to the chopping board, YiZhe followed behind him, and put the tomatoes in front of him. Just as Xu Tangcheng was about to pick up the knife, he remembered something and stopped.
"Order takeout," he said. "I'm tired and don't want to do it."
Before he could turn around, someone hugged him from behind.
"sorry."
The voice in my ear returned to its former volume, either softly and softly, or it sounded honest and serious, a gentleness that belonged only to a big boy.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't yell at you."
Hearing this, Xu Tangcheng frowned slightly. He put his hands on the arms around his waist, but he couldn't bear to rip it off after all.
"Yizhe." He sighed and told him, "I'm angry, it's not because you yelled at me, I know that the data I give Yu Eu will make you uncomfortable, I didn't discuss it with you, I didn't tell you in advance, so you You can yell."
Yi Zhe said, "If you don't yell, I won't yell at you again in the future."
"Then do you know why I'm angry?"
After a short pause, the breath swept across his ears.
"Shouldn't go."
"No," Xu Tangcheng said quickly, "keep thinking."
Without waiting for a response, he pulled away from YiZhe and pulled his arm back. YiZhe's eyes were full of confusion, which caused him to slow down his speech, fearing that he wouldn't listen, and stated word by word.
"I'm not angry that you yelled at me, that you just left by yourself, that you beat Yu Yu, or that you refused to apologize, I'm that you said "meaningless" and 'don't care'." Xu Tangcheng He paused, suppressing the sourness gushing out of his throat. He was trying to find a more telling expression, so after a while, he went on to say, "I don't know if you can understand, I'm doing well, not the future for the two of us. You're doing a simulation now, we just Use the module in that software as an analogy. Our future is not a simple module, which cannot be written directly in code, it is a composite module that includes you and me, and writes you and me as two simple modules, Only this composite module can exist. You say you don’t care, you will remove your module without authorization, and you tell me that I am left, what should I do?”
It was when Xu Tangcheng was speaking that YiZhe noticed his red eyes. He didn't know whether it was because he didn't sleep well or because of his emotions. The bloodshot in Xu Tangcheng's eyes was scary. He almost wanted to reply to him "I know I was wrong" right away, but he had something he had always insisted on, about Xu Tangcheng. He adheres to the teachings, even Xu Tangcheng cannot be completely shaken.
"But if you do, it will affect you."
"The effect on me was just a little later than expected graduation."
YiZhe didn't refute any more, but turned his head to the side and stopped talking. Xu Tangcheng knew that this was a silent protest, so he patiently continued to guide: "You just think, any code has a main structure, which is responsible for basic functions, and now I'm just removing those things that can be regarded as padding optimization. Part of it, but this code can still run. But if you get sued, you can't run for a while."
"Okay, even if you're right, then you can tell me, you don't want me to fight him, you tell me." YiZhe bit his lower lip fiercely, stimulating himself to calm down, "If I knew about you In the end, to make this kind of sacrifice, I can go and apologize to him, and I can apologize more than you..."
"I don't want you to go."
Xu Tangcheng suddenly interrupted him.
YiZhe was stunned, then stared at Xu Tangcheng for a long time, watching him close and open his eyes before turning his eyes to himself.
In fact, Xu Tangcheng also hid a sentence, but if he is more accustomed to expressing his emotions, he will be able to say a word to Yi Zhe, I can't bear it.
Who is willing to see the person whose baby is wronged? Why would YiZhe want to apologize to such a person.
He understands Yi Zhe's dignity, pride, and is willing to maintain it.
"You won't tell me, but I believe you have a reason." Xu Tangcheng said, "I thought about it for two days, this is the best solution."
"I can exchange your future for my so-called future. I don't want to."
For him, the two modules and the two prospects are not the same level. No matter what his correct view of love is, in his world, Xu Tang's achievements are the most important. If Xu Tangcheng eats one meal less, it is more serious than his own meal for a month.
"I know." Xu Tangcheng said.
It's an endless cycle, all of them are stubborn. He also knew that YiZhe would not be easily persuaded, let alone agree with him to do so, so Xu Tangcheng made the decision on his own, which was almost counted as killing first and then playing.
"But I have no other way," Xu Tangcheng held his hand, and his tone was already coaxing, "You should just let me go, this matter has been resolved, and that's it, okay?"
He expected YiZhe to give him a compromising response, but this guy was so twisted that he wanted to pull his hair out. YiZhe froze and did not speak, so angry that Xu Tangcheng ignored his wrist, grabbed the kitchen knife, and chopped the tomato with one knife.
I don't know how much effort YiZhe used just now, but Xu Tangcheng's wrist actually hurt even more now, he shook his hand, let go of the knife, and almost scratched his other hand.
"Damn." Together with the fire caused by Yu Eu in the past few days, under the traction of pain, Xu Tang scolded when he was established.
YiZhe was startled, thinking that he had cut his hand, and immediately held it up to see. After careful inspection, it was discovered that Xu Tangcheng had been holding his wrist.
"What's wrong with the wrist..." YiZhe suddenly paused, recalling the scene just now. Unbelievable, angry and regretful, he asked, "Did I do it?"
"No." Seeing his almost unbearable face, Xu Tangcheng shook his head, "I didn't pay attention this morning, I twisted."