It has been a long time since the family bicycle was ridden. Yi Zhe came out of Xu Tangcheng's house, sat at home for a while, and went downstairs with a rag.
The bicycle was bought to carry Xu Tangcheng, but in fact there is no such opportunity.
YiZhe rode his bike around the city. It was almost New Year's Eve, and even the senior year of No. 1 Middle School was on vacation. Parking at the gate of the school, YiZhe looked at the surrounding wall, seriously thinking about whether to climb over the wall and go in for a stroll.
Squeeze the brakes, and then think it's better not to, to be more prudent.
He stepped on the ground with one foot on the ground, propped up the car, and thought for a while if he told the uncle at the door that he was a student who forgot to take something, how likely would he be able to get in? The person with the flashlight was no longer the uncle with glasses, but a middle-aged uncle who he had never seen before.
Yi Zhe pursed his lips, stared at the uncle's back, took two steps under his feet, and rode the car away.
He had nowhere to go, and he didn't want to go home, so he turned around in the street, riding wherever he went. The encounter with the bridge hole and the slope was not intentional. The car started to speed up by itself, and it was only then that Yi Zhe realized that he had come here again.
At the bottom of the slope, the phone in my pocket began to vibrate continuously.
Xu Tangcheng's voice was wrapped in a strange voice, YiZhe listened carefully and asked where he was.
"At the seaside." Over there, Xu Tangcheng paused, "Listen to the voice of the sea."
The strange voice just now gradually increased, and YiZhe could clearly hear the churning of the sea.
"Going to see the sea at night?" YiZhe thought for a while, but couldn't think of what the sea at night would look like.
"Yeah. I'll go back tomorrow. After work this afternoon, my colleagues said they wanted to come out for a walk, so I followed them." Xu Tangcheng laughed, "By the way, I bought a key chain for Tang Xi at a handicraft shop, and there are also I also bought you a small red cloth bag."
YiZhe was stunned and hesitated a bit: "Did you buy me a little red cloth bag?"
"No," Xu Tangcheng was amused by him, only to realize that his expression was not rigorous enough, "I bought you a keychain."
During the period when they first lived together, Yi Zhe actually received a period of "special training". His erratic problems caused him too much trouble, Xu Tangcheng seemed determined to correct him, so during that time, Xu Tangcheng would secretly stare at YiZhe after entering the house, and every time YiZhe left the key casually on Oh, Xu Tangcheng will immediately give a fake cough, remind him, and let him put it on the shoe cabinet. Later, YiZhe gradually developed a habit and stopped worrying about finding the keys.
He recalled this and lowered his head with a smile: "I don't lose my keys anymore, why did you buy me a key chain?"
"Well..." Xu Tangcheng thought about it, and finally told the truth, "The keychain is very cute, a guy who came with said to buy it for his girlfriend, and asked me if I wanted to buy it, I said, 'Okay, also for my girlfriend buy one.'"
YiZhe didn't stop laughing. He turned his head slightly and said to the phone, "Take advantage of me."
"Well, yes." Xu Tangcheng should be righteous.
Take it, take it, YiZhe thought, I wish you could take it.
While chatting, he temporarily put aside the things he was holding in his heart. When Xu Tangcheng was about to end the call, Yi Zhe stopped him.
"Actually, I'm at home now."
Xu Tangcheng quickly understood that the "home" that Yi Zhe said did not refer to their rental house. When Yi Zhe suddenly said this, he felt something was not right, but he followed Yi Zhe's words and asked, "Then what?"
"I want to see Tang Xi, and I also want to meet my uncle and aunt. Although you have already talked, I don't think uncle and aunt have met me yet. Maybe if I come, they will have a few words with me. So I'm here." YiZhe stopped and continued, "But Tang Xi is resting, I didn't see her, my aunt said she wasn't feeling well last night and didn't sleep well, but she had already asked the doctor and said It doesn't matter, just take the medicine on time and rest well. Uncle is not at home, but grandma is here."
At the other end, Xu Tangcheng didn't speak, Yi Zhe waited for a while, and said, "Auntie stayed with me for dinner, and said, Grandma hasn't seen you for a long time, and has been asking, I've been staying at your house for the past few days, so that you can take a look when you have time. she."
"Um."
The next words were a bit difficult for Yi Zhe, so he changed Zhou Hui's words into a softer expression: "Auntie said, grandma doesn't know... Our business, please don't tell her."
"Ok, I know."
Xu Tangcheng didn't expect that he would get such news, but he seemed to be thankful that his mother was kind, and she didn't treat YiZhe as fiercely as she did to herself. But such an attitude clearly tells him that she does not accept Yi Zhe, because it is "someone else", so she doesn't care and treats him politely.
It was already night when Xu Tangcheng arrived in Beijing. The next day was Friday. He reported to the company, took a half-day leave, and returned to City C. Seeing YiZhe riding a bicycle to pick him up, he was a little surprised, turned to laugh, and got into the car.
YiZhe didn't ride fast, and the two of them talked about unimportant things along the way. When they were about to get home, Xu Tangcheng pulled a keychain from his pocket and showed it to YiZhe: "Does it look good?"
It's a cloth deer with a blue base and white and pink floral embellishments.
"It's good-looking," YiZhe glanced at it and said, "It's just like a girl's use."
"I bought it for my girlfriend after all." Xu Tangcheng stretched out a hand backwards, "Give me the key."
Yi Zhe took out the key from his pocket and handed it to Xu Tangcheng obediently. Xu Tangcheng quickly hung it up for him, took the key ring and tossed it: "How beautiful, if someone asks you, say it's from your girlfriend."
There was one last turn left, and after hearing these familiar words, YiZhe suddenly squeezed the brake and stopped.
Xu Tangcheng turned around strangely: "What's wrong?"
In the past, the unintentional became the present intention. For Yizhe, it was consummation.
"I want to take you to a place," he lowered his head and looked into Xu Tangcheng's eyes, "Can I go home later?"
Of course, Xu Tangcheng would not hesitate to meet his request. But YiZhe's eyes were very strange. Although they were familiar to him, there seemed to be another person hiding inside, which was both good and bad, so he hesitated for two seconds before nodding.
This time, YiZhe rode the bike very fast. He took Xu Tangcheng to the bridge hole and stopped a little away from the slope.
"What are you doing here?" Xu Tangcheng wondered.
"I used to have nothing to do and nowhere to go, so I would ride my bike around." YiZhe squinted slightly, looking at the place where his countless figures and thoughts were imprinted, "I like to come here and ride the bike well. Very fast, then send the handlebars and rush down."
Release the handlebars...
Xu Tangcheng understood what he wanted to do, was startled, and looked back at him.
Receiving his shocked and timid gaze, YiZhe smiled at him: "Do you believe me?"
He asked softly, but Xu Tangcheng later recalled that the tone and volume were clearly deliberately bewitching, making him nod his head almost without thinking.
"Then close your eyes later, it will be more exciting."
Yi Zhe did not give Xu Tangcheng a chance to regret. After saying this, he got back on his bike and accelerated quickly. The bicycle got closer and closer to the slope, and the slope of the slope was estimated by Xu Tangcheng more and more accurately.
When Xu Tangcheng gritted his teeth involuntarily, he heard YiZhe's voice from above his head: "Close your eyes."
to the slope.
Xu Tangcheng didn't have time to think any more, he closed his eyes abruptly, and at the same time, an arm wrapped tightly around him. Xu Tangcheng's head was pressed against YiZhe's chest, so he could feel his heavy breathing and even his heart beating strongly. The arm tightened and tightened, as if to press him into his chest.
Immediately afterwards, he leaned forward. Because of the speed and fear, Xu Tangcheng's hands and legs were soft as if they were weightless. He subconsciously found the arm across his chest and held it tightly. Breathless, he opened his mouth slightly and took a deep breath. The wind that galloped past his ears seemed to be roaring a passionate marching song at him, causing his palms to quickly become sweaty and wet to the point of confusion.
People from Xiao Anfen to adults could not easily stop this chaotic attack. Xu Tangcheng opened his eyes for some reason, and the scene that caught his eye made him stunned for a moment, then he woke up and quickly closed his eyes again.
When the car stopped, it was also fast and violent, a sudden brake, with a forty-five degree tail drift. Because of inertia, Xu Tangcheng leaned forward, lying on the handlebar, his mind was blank for two seconds.
After regaining consciousness, he heard YiZhe asking in a slightly hoarse voice, "Is it fun?"
The sun in winter is not yellow, it is white. It was almost noon and the sun was crazy. Xu Tangcheng held his arms and turned to look at YiZhe. His face was in the background of the sun, but it was more scorching than the sun.
Maybe there is a crazy factor hidden in everyone's body, and it will not show up on weekdays, or even show it in a lifetime. Only when they encounter the stimulation of hitting the bullseye, will they surging wildly in the blood as if they have found an exit. What this stimulation is, it depends on each person. Some people are extreme sports, some people are stabbing others with sharp words, some people are going to conquer, and some people are about sex day and night carnival. It was nothing, but he was sure that at this moment, this face was.
Swallowing hard, driving the Adam's apple, Xu Tangcheng got out of the car.
He stood there and looked back at the slope, and then looked at Yi Zhe again, once again confirming that when he saw this face just now, the impulse he had had was not an illusion. . This realization made Xu Tangcheng feel absurd and wonderful. He actually had a strong sexual impulse without physical contact and ambiguity between the two. Just looking at Yi Che's face, he wanted to rip off his clothes and kiss him hard in his aggressive eyes.
Xu Tangcheng laughed at himself, he suddenly thought, before, did he still not understand the appearance of love very well, and he was wronged and changed easily.
He didn't really do anything here, but when he took a step forward and kissed YiZhe, he still showed an unusual fervor and impatience.
Yi Zhe was stunned for a moment, then held him in his arms, and the response was the same enthusiastic rhythm.
A large truck drove past, and the noise became the crazy background sound of this scene, and the noise was also charming and warm.
Xu Tangcheng didn't know how long they kissed, but when he stopped, he felt that his lips were numb... very enjoyable. Yi Zhe was still sitting in the car, and the height was just enough for Xu Tangcheng to rest his head on his shoulder and breathe calmly.
A hand patted his back lightly, Xu Tangcheng's answer was too late, but he still came.
"It's fun," he whispered in YiZhe's ear.
They stayed in this position for a long time, no one moved, no one asked to leave.
In the end, it was Yi Zhe who had the voice first.
"Tang Cheng."
After he finished speaking, he paused for a moment, and then gently kissed Xu Tangcheng's red earlobe.
"you and… "
"Yizhe." Xu Tangcheng interrupted him with a voice, only to realize that his voice was trembling, but he had clearly calmed down from the stimulation just now, and there should be no more such a voice. He also hugged YiZhe with his other downed hand and took a deep breath. He held his breath and prayed softly: "Don't do this."
He guessed what he was going to say, he wanted to stop it, he wanted to stop it, but YiZhe, as usual, refused to change his mind. He knows Yi Zhe too well. Yi Zhe is a person who doesn't try or negotiate. Once he decides, he decides.
Yi Zhe also hugged Xu Tangcheng, but he didn't use too much strength, just let his arms and body form a closed circle, encircling the person in his arms.
"You go to the south with your aunt and the others."
The winter clothes were thick, so Yizhe didn't feel the change on his shoulders. It wasn't until Xu Tangcheng couldn't help crying that Yizhe knew that he was crying.
It stands to reason that he should be in a hurry, but YiZhe just lowered his head, tightened his arms, and patted Xu Tangcheng on the back.
He knew that Xu Tangcheng was reluctant to bear the pain of his family. For so long, he just stood up for him, forced himself to be hard-hearted, and hurt his parents.
YiZhe remembered that that night, Xu Tangcheng said seriously to him on the balcony: "I will not leave you." He believed Xu Tangcheng's words, and believed that no matter how difficult it was, Xu Tangcheng would stay by his side, but how could he be willing to pull like this Xu Tangcheng.
This multiple-choice question has two options, but Xu Tangcheng cannot be split in half.
Now Xu Tangcheng can still secretly go home to see his family. When they go to Hainan, what will Xu Tangcheng do? Yi Zhe has no family relationship, so he doesn't understand this kind of involvement, but he knows that Xu Tangcheng feels guilty. Even he would feel guilty for the eggplant that his grandmother handed over, how much Xu Tangcheng endured.
"I'll go with them..." Xu Tangcheng asked, "what about you?"
"I'm a man." Yi Zhe thought he would cry at this moment, but he didn't. He even laughed before saying, "I can handle it."
In fact, breaking up is a difficult thing to do. When two people don't love each other, if they break up, they are both happy and go their separate ways; if one is no longer in love, and the other is still in love, if they break up, one is relieved and the other suffers; but if both are still in love, say that first. Those who are separated will probably experience more pain.
What's more, it is a sentence that separates and pushes away a whole world.
Xu Tangcheng couldn't hold back his tears, he even regretted it, if they were destined to take such a path, how could he make YiZhe the one who left first.
When Xu Tangcheng returned home, it was past lunch time. Grandma knew that he was back, and greeted him from the house, smiling very happily.
"Have you had dinner yet?"
"Eat." Xu Tangcheng cheered up and said a few words to her. Finding that a new hearing aid was attached to grandma's ear, Xu Tangcheng smiled and asked, "Have you changed your hearing aid?"
"Ah." Grandma snorted suddenly, pouted, and said, "So that one was broken, I told them to find a place for me to repair it, but they were fine and bought me a new one without telling me. "
"Very good," Xu Tangcheng said quickly, "the new one can hear more clearly, and this thing is like a mobile phone, it needs to be replaced when it is old."
"What to change, it's quite expensive." Grandma muttered a few words unhappily, Xu Tangcheng coaxed and persuaded, and finally turned the page.
Grandma was here, and Zhou Hui didn't say anything else to him. Xu Tangcheng talked with his grandmother for a while, then went to Xu Tangxi's house for a while, and then sat in the living room for the rest of the time. Sitting was uncomfortable, and when it was about dinner, he said he had a headache and wanted to sleep for a while.
Zhou Hui rolled her eyes lightly and didn't say anything, but her grandmother disagreed and said that it's better to eat before going to bed.
Xu Tangcheng was really tired, so he waved his hand and told his grandmother that he would eat later when he got up, and told them not to wait for him.
This sleep till nine o'clock. Zhou Hui woke him up, saying that it was time for grandma to go to bed, and asked him to get up. Xu Tangcheng slowed down, sat up from the bed, and sorted out the sheets and cups.
He ate, washed his face and prepared to go to sleep in the living room. He passed by his room and found that the lights in the room were still on. Xu Tangcheng walked in and saw his grandmother sitting by the bed, sewing a dress.
"What is this sewing?"
He spoke, but grandma didn't respond.
When he walked over and squatted in front of grandma, she looked up and saw him through the mirror. Grandma laughed, took out the hearing aid from the drawer and put it on, and asked him, "What's the matter?"
"It's alright, see you're not sleeping, come in and see. What are you sewing?"
Grandma unfolded the things in her hand and showed him: "The vest, when I just took it off, I saw that the thread was open. I sewed two stitches."
"What a waste of eyes," Xu Tangcheng frowned lightly and said, "Don't sew, it's already half past nine, go to bed, and let my mother sew it for you tomorrow."
"Hey, no," Grandma said immediately, "it's not a big job, I can still sew with a few stitches."
Xu Tangcheng remembered those tiger-toed shoes again. He lowered his head and thought, if those things are no longer needed, he will keep them for the rest of his life, so that when he is old, he can still remember grandma holding needles and threads.
"Grandma." After quietly watching the flying needles and threads for a while, Xu Tangcheng raised his head and called.
"Um?"
"You..." Xu Tangcheng looked into her eyes and asked, "Do you know who Yi Zhe is?"
The last stitch is made, the needle makes a circle with the thread, then burrows in, making a knot.
"Of course I do." Grandma tightened the string in her hand and let the knot fall at the bottom. "The child across the door came to the house for dinner two days ago."
"Well." After answering, Xu Tangcheng tilted his head and bent his lips, "Then what do you... think of him?"
"He's a good boy." Grandma thought for a moment, put one hand to a high place, and gestured, "He's tall and handsome, especially like the host on TV... that or something. I watched that day. When you eat, you are good, and you always pick up the dishes in front of you."
Xu Tangcheng listened and laughed.
Well, he's tall and handsome, but he's good.
"He likes to eat eggplant." Grandma said suddenly, as if she had thought of something after she had stopped for a while.
Xu Tangcheng was stunned.
Yes, YiZhe loves eggplants.
"At dinner that day, he didn't take any other dishes from far away, he just took two small pieces of eggplant, and I replaced the eggplants for him." Speaking of this, grandma sighed with some regret, "It's not that his father Is my mother divorced? She's not a good mother, right? I've seen her fight with others, and she's a poor child. I exchanged eggplants for him, and he looked at me for a long time, and I saw that he was about to cry. "
As if he couldn't think suddenly, Xu Tangcheng's brain was blunt and stopped on a shadow of YiZhe, unable to move anymore.
"Well," after a while, he lowered his head and nodded with gritted teeth, "he's a good boy, a... very good person."
When he opened his mouth, he couldn't hold back his emotions. He put his hands together and covered his face, still crying.
The cry frightened grandma, she reached out and grabbed Xu Tangcheng's hand, anxiously trying to look at him: "Why are you crying?"
Xu Tangcheng shook his head, wrapped his grandmother's old hands with both hands, put them on her knees, then buried his head, resting his forehead against the hands of the two, and didn't get up again.
"Stop crying," Grandma threw the needle and thread and wiped the corner of Xu Tangcheng's exposed eyes with her other hand, "Why are you crying?"
"Grandma..." Xu Tangcheng knew that he made grandma worried, he wanted to hold back, but he couldn't help it at all.
What kind of person is YiZhe? He has not received much love, but he will love him with the purest heart.
After parting with him today, Xu Tangcheng kept thinking about how YiZhe said the sentence to let him go. Thinking about this question gave him a headache, and his heart ached too. The heart, liver, spleen, lungs, and everything in the world seemed to be in the wrong place.
"Here, here." Grandma murmured and coaxed.
"Grandma..." The restrained cry turned into a whimper, Xu Tangcheng hadn't cried like this for many years. He clenched his grandma's hand tightly, a little aggrieved, and said in a voice that had completely changed his voice: "Can you remember... He is a very good person."
"I know I know."
He's a really nice guy, and I love him so much.
Xu Tangcheng thought, I can't tell you that I love him, I can't bring him to you and introduce him to you, but I hope so much, I hope you can remember that he is Yi Zhe, a very good person.