Yi Zhe only went back to their rental house on the day Xu Tangcheng left, and never went back again. There were too many traces in the room, and YiZhe could think of some fragments wherever he looked, and he was fascinated for a long time.
On the trip back, he took his wallet, camera, and dug out the landlord's phone from the box on the refrigerator.
"Do you want to renew the lease?" The landlord was a very young aunt. Hearing his request, he laughed at the end, "You guys are going to renew the lease for the rest of your life. Are you afraid that I will increase the rent or something?"
YiZhe held up the phone, not understanding what she was talking about.
"The guy who rented the house with you just came to me to renew it a few days ago. You young people are also funny. I rent the house every year. He grinded it with me for a long time and renewed it for three years. What, he Didn't I tell you?"
After the landlord finished speaking, he couldn't hear a response for a long time, so he joked again: "Then how many years are you going to continue?"
YiZhe paused for a while, then chuckled and lowered his head.
Also, how could Xu Tangcheng not think of the things he thought of.
three years.
"Then will he come back in three years?" Unconsciously, facing the still air, YiZhe asked such a question.
"What?" The inexplicable question, the landlord did not understand.
"It's okay." YiZhe said sincerely, "Thank you."
There are many things to prepare for going to Antarctica, the most important of which is a large number of psychological tests. Yizhe they are going with the American team, so all the tests are done on their side. Yi Zhe and Brother Shan flew several times to the United States. Fortunately, the departure terminal was not T1.
At that time, it was not as slow as YiZhe imagined. Many times, after he had been busy in the dark, the time had skipped to Saturday, as if the previous five days had not passed. In Brother Shan's words, Yi Zhe was obsessed with scientific research and was obsessed with sleep, but only Yi Zhe knew that he had nothing to do and nowhere to go.
"No, I said can you shave this beard." Brother Shan sat next to him, turned his head a few times, and couldn't stand it any longer, "Anyway, we're not bad, just pay attention to our image."
YiZhe looked up from the pile of English documents and looked at him blankly.
"Tsk," Brother Shan waved his hand without looking at me, "Don't look at me, I don't look at me. In the future, if any schoolgirl tells me that you are handsome, I will think she is blind."
The junior girl on the opposite side with her head lowered accidentally laughed out loud, causing two people to look over at the same time.
Brother Shan responded quickly, and immediately asked, "You said that, if he is like this, do you still think he is handsome?"
"Actually... it's still... handsome, decadent and beautiful." The junior girl couldn't provoke the staring big brother in front of her, coughed twice, and got up with a bunch of keys, "But Yi Zhe, you should sort out a little bit, don't keep following along. Brother Shan learns."
"Hey? Who are you scolding? Ah, if he doesn't pay attention to his image, he is decadent and beautiful. If I don't pay attention to his image, he is a sloppy engineering man. I think you have a basic attitude problem."
YiZhe watched the schoolgirl leave and touched his chin.
Seems a little sloppy.
"Okay, don't touch it, tell me your bank card number, and I will reimburse you together."
After all, Brother Shan said, it's still very good for him. YiZhe responded quickly and took out the bank card from his wallet.
But seeing the card face, YiZhe was stunned. Seeing that he didn't move and didn't speak, Brother Shan leaned his head strangely: "What's wrong?"
YiZhe looked up at him and slowly handed over the bank card.
"You're a girly enough girl, and there's a little rabbit on the card." Brother Shan asked, "Is it posted by my girlfriend?"
Posted by Xu Tangcheng.
But this is not what makes YiZhe stunned.
He couldn't remember the card number of the bank card, but he knew that the rabbit on his card was a black rabbit with an orange skirt, while Xu Tangcheng's card was a black rabbit with a yellow skirt.
And now-
YiZhe looked at the card.
Xu Tangcheng exchanged cards with him before leaving.
He didn't know how much money was on the card, but he knew it would be more than he had.
YiZhe thought of something, and suddenly smiled. Brother Shan was handing the card back to him, and when he saw him smirking at the computer alone, he wondered, "Are you so happy to read a paper?"
Yi Zhe didn't say anything, took the card, plugged it, and then suddenly raised his head and asked Brother Shan, "How long does it take to pay for this reimbursement?"
"A month at most, why? You need it urgently?"
a month...
YiZhe thought, it's been too long.
He stood up abruptly, grabbed his bank card and ran to a nearby supermarket, jumped around, and bought a pack of biscuits.
He walked back with the biscuits in his hand, feeling a little warm in his heart with difficulty. He wondered if Xu Tangcheng had received a text message from the bank now, and he didn't break his promise not to contact him.
As they approached the gate of the school, there were gradually more people, and when they bypassed the two-layer iron fence, the phone vibrated. YiZhe paused in his footsteps, and realized that he was blocking the person behind him, so he quickly stepped up and stood by the roadside.
He took out his mobile phone and checked the text messages. The biscuits lost their original shape with increasing force and turned into fine crumbs.
"Your savings card account ending in xxxx spent RMB 25.00 at 21:18 on January 10, 2014, and the current balance is xxxxx."
The preparations were coming to an end. One month before departure, Yizhe returned to City C. In fact, he didn't have anything to take, but he suddenly wanted to go back and have a look, just as Zhao Weifan and You Fang said they wanted to practice it for him, and it was considered a legitimate purpose to go home.
Unexpectedly, when he climbed the stairs, he ran into Duan Xiqiao, whom he hadn't seen for a long time, at the door of his house.
Duan Xiqiao's dress was even more amazing than before, but the whole person had a decadent atmosphere, which attracted YiZhe to stop at the moment. Standing on the stairs, YiZhe frowned at his colorful dreadlocks, deeply feeling that Xiang Xiwe's aesthetics had probably reached the level of inclusiveness.
"Yizhe!" The person who was sitting on the ground with his head down suddenly stood up, startling YiZhe.
Since Duan Xiqiao is here, Xiangxi Weed must be there too. YiZhe resolutely gave up the idea of going home, and turned around to go downstairs, but when he turned around, he glanced at the iron gate opposite, and Duan Xiqiao hugged him by the arm, making him unable to move. move.
"What are you doing?" YiZhe turned his head and looked at Duan Xiqiao unhappily.
"Aren't you going in?"
"Don't go in, let go."
If Duan Xiqiao had eyesight, it would not have been possible for him to pursue Xiang Xiwe till now. So he didn't mind the displeasure on YiZhe's face. Not only did he not let go, he stepped forward and looked at YiZhe with special affection.
YiZhe was surprised to find that there were tears in his eyes, and his scalp went numb in an instant.
"Why are you crying..." In his world, men other than Xu Tangcheng are not qualified to cry. "If you have something to say, let me go."
"You..." After glancing at the door beside him, Duan Xiqiao released his hand and stood up, "Can you persuade Isla?"
Duan Xiqiao suddenly lost the pompous appearance of his hippie smile and stopped acting. He looked up and down Duan Xiqiao and asked sincerely, "Who is Isla."
"your mom."
It was the first time that YiZhe knew that Xiang Xiwe had such a name.
"Oh, what happened to her?"
After he asked a sentence, the corner of the man in front of him suddenly turned away, and then, his shoulders shook twice, and the person suddenly disappeared in front of Yi Che's eyes.
"Why are you crying..." YiZhe stepped back a step, helplessly looking at the man who was struggling to shrink into a ball on the steps, covering his face with tears, "Say, what's wrong with her?"
YiZhe entered the house and heard noises from the bathroom. He lingered by the shoe cabinet for a while, then squatted next to the coffee table, looking for a glass of water slowly.
Several water glasses were tossed and moved several times by him, and the bathroom door finally opened. Xiang Xiyi put on a pink mask today, and the first thing he saw YiZhe was to press the corners of his eyes with two fingers: "Oh, you scared me to death, you little brat didn't make a sound when you entered the door."
YiZhe took a cup and stood up without talking back.
He went to the water dispenser to get the water, but the bucket was empty, and there was no half a drop left. Xiang Xi Nian turned on the TV and turned up the volume, no longer trying to reason.
"I'm going out in a few days," YiZhe put the empty water glass on the water dispenser, thought for a while, then turned around and said, "About a year."
"It's a coincidence." Afraid of affecting the effect of applying the mask, Xiang Xiying's mouth only opened a slit, "I'm going out too. Where are you going?"
YiZhe knew that Xiang Xiwe was in a good mood, so he asked casually, but he still answered seriously: "Antarctica."
"Yo," because of this special destination, Xiang Xiwe was finally willing to take his eyes off the TV and land on him, "So awesome."
He really didn't know how to respond to this "compliment", so he said, "Well."
Xiang Xiwei was amused by him, and squeezed out several folds on the mask, but he didn't even scold anyone.
"Then you can bring me a penguin back to have a look," she said while stroking the mask. "If you can't bring it back alive, you can bring the dead one. I haven't seen it before."
YiZhe's original plan was to say something first, and then lead the topic to healing naturally, but he was very self-aware that he didn't have the ability, especially when facing Xiang Xiwe, so he simply gave up going around in circles. , and asked Xiang Xiyu bluntly, "Why don't you treat the disease?"
Xiang Xibiao paused, and responded quickly: "Duan Xiqiao, this bastard."
She began to switch channels and choose programs again. Seeing that she didn't want to answer her intentions, Yi Che continued to ask, "It's not that there is no hope, why did you die?"
"Hope?" Xiang Xiying finally chose a variety show full of giggles, leaned back, and put her pillow on the sofa, "I need to maintain dialysis, spend money to drain the kidneys, and can I have surgery or surgery when I die? Whether it can be successful or not depends on the doctor's advice to take good care of the body, not to catch a cold, not to get sick again, because the immunity is low, it is best to take it at home every day, if it is serious, you can't even drink saliva, do you think this is hope? "
"But at least it's going to last a long time."
"Maintain?" Xiang Xiyu sneered, "I think, compared with maintaining like this, death is called hope."
YiZhe has always only known that people should cherish life, but did not know that there is such a way of living. He couldn't understand that Xiang Xiyu was talking about life and death in such a casual manner, so he frowned and said, "You are so irresponsible."
"responsibility?"
Xiang Xiyi didn't immediately refute him, as if he thought what he said was ridiculous, he digested it with a sigh and a smile for a while. YiZhe stood there stubbornly waiting for her to finish laughing, so she took off the mask and wiped her face with a piece of paper before slowly YiZhe: "You mean I'm not responsible for myself? What's wrong with me? Responsible, I ate well, slept well, and I didn't feel wronged for a day, but if I lived a few years less, I would not be responsible? Yizhe, not everyone wants to live a long life, don't use your tricks come and ask me."
He heard her giving up her life so confidently, YiZhe was speechless: "Then according to you, are those who committed suicide reasonable?"
"Of course not," Xiang Xiyu gave him an inexplicable look, "Those people are suffering, no matter what kind of suffering, they are too bitter to live. I am different from them, I live very well. Okay, so I don't feel that this life is a pity when I die, so why can't I choose between living and dying without freedom?"
Fallacy.
"Yeah," Yi Zhe couldn't tell her whether she was crooked or not. For the time being, he stopped arguing with her about whether to live or not, and instead asked, "Then have you ever thought about Duan Xiqiao?"
Xiang Xi Weing massaged the corners of his eyes with his fingertips, wondering, "What does it have to do with him?"
This rhetorical question, coupled with Xiang Xiyu's puzzled eyes, made YiZhe give up his persuasion completely. Thinking of the man outside crying with no image, he was suddenly a little worthless for him.
His heart was completely cold, and he turned to enter the room, but Xiang Xiyu stopped him and asked behind him, "By the way, where is your little boyfriend? You broke up?"
You don't even need to look at her face, YiZhe can also imagine her expression watching a good show.
"No."
"Not yet, I came back a few times, and there was no sound at the door. Did you move out?" Xiang Xili sighed, "So, why did you want to be blind in the first place, who is their family? You don't have to think about it."
Hearing what she said, YiZhe turned around abruptly, pulled his face and asked, "Who is their family?"
"Don't make this stinky face to me, I'm teaching you with good intentions." Perhaps because of his illness, Xiang Xiyu has indeed calmed down a lot today. In normal times, when YiZhe talked to her like this, she would have greeted her with dirty words. up. She rolled her eyes at YiZhe and explained, "Damn that person, she looks like that when she bumps into me with heavy make-up. You still expect her to accept that you have sex with his son? I think you really have it in your mind. Shit. Don't stare at me, I didn't say why your little boyfriend's mother is bad, I just want you to think about it, you think it's irresponsible for me to not treat me now, and the mother thinks you two are in love It's the brain that's sick, what's the difference? They're all narrow-minded, they all think they're right, and no one should say anything."
YiZhe didn't say anything, he stared at Xiang Xiyu for a long time, then slammed the door into the house.
In the cupboard in the bedroom, there were piles of cash that had been given to Xie over the years, like a nouveau riche. YiZhe found a travel bag, put all the money in it, and took it out.
Xiang Xibing was a little bit incredulous when he saw the bag he threw on the coffee table. She raised her head, stared at Yi Zhe and asked, "Did you grow up eating rat shit for so many years?"
"It doesn't matter what I eat to grow up." YiZhe replied calmly, "The money will be returned to you, no matter how reasonable you think you are, I hope you can go to the hospital for treatment."
He believes that Duan Xiqiao really loves Xiang Xiying, no matter how ruthless Xiang Xiying is, the man who is a little heartless is in love with her.
He said what he needed to say, did what he needed to do, and he couldn't control the rest. He has no relationship with Xiang Xiyu, he knows how much he has, and Xiang Xiyu will not change his decision because of what he has done.
"I don't." Xiang Xiyu's face still had that sloppy expression, she looked at Yi Zhe and told him, "I will go out to play tomorrow, and I won't come back. Even if Duan Xiqiao finds you again, my You don't have to worry about it anymore. Although I gave birth to you, I didn't care about you. I know this very well, so even if I die, you don't need to collect my body. "
Xiang Xi Weing is sharp and vicious, and Yi Zhe doesn't like her, these are all facts. But when she suddenly mentioned "death", YiZhe still felt a huge shock.
die
So powerful, will people who don't take any losses at all leave so early
He and Xiang Xiwe rarely coexist peacefully, but this time when YiZhu turned around, the two of them didn't speak, and looked at each other calmly for a while.
"I know that you are different from Yi Yuanzhi and Yi Xun."
In my impression, this is the first time Xiang Xiyu mentioned these two names after his divorce from Yi Yuanzhi.
"Of course, you and I are not the same." Xiang Xiyu tilted her head and smiled helplessly, "But you are too unrealistic, 'family affection' is not suitable for me, and it is not suitable for Yi Yuanzhi, father and son The kind of filial piety, oh, I'm going to laugh my teeth off Yi Yuanzhi, you know?"
After Xiang Xiying said this, she threw herself back into the TV and laughed again. Without the mask, her laughter was no longer blocked. It seemed that the one who was sick was not her, and the one who was dying was not her.
"When you got divorced, why did you want me?" YiZhe asked suddenly.
This is a question that has been pressing in his mind for a long time. Since the image of Yi Yuanzhi was subverted in his heart, he could not understand, since no one cared, why did he give him the illusion at that time
Xiang Xiwei was stunned for a while, his eyes rolled, and his face suddenly showed an interesting look: "If you ask that, you don't think he loves you, right?"
His brows trembled slightly, and YiZhe stood silently without speaking.
He could see that Xiang Xiwe really tried his best to hold back his laughter, but in the end he didn't hold back and laughed undisguisedly.
"Because none of us wanted to have two children at that time, and you are already old, so it is easier to raise."
Seeing YiZhe's numb expression, Xiang Xiyu had a clue in her heart. She paused and said, "You ask me earlier, who would have thought you would make a fool of yourself in front of him? But I want you, except In addition to thinking that you are easy to raise, there is really another reason. As I said just now, since you were young, I have found that Yi Xun is too much like Yi Yuanzhi. They can do anything. People like them, who seem to be modest and gentlemen, are actually very cruel. They don't care about anyone. You are different. I am so disgusting Yi Yuanzhi, anyway, I want to keep a child by myself, it is better to keep you, Lest you be assimilated by that scum too."
Yi Zhe thought about Xiang Xiwei's last words for most of the night, and then came to a dazed conclusion that the problem of not knowing people well and not understanding people's hearts was raised from childhood to adulthood.
He slept so late that the next morning, after being woken up by the sound outside the door, YiZhe narrowed his eyes for a long time and sat up suddenly. He hurriedly opened the door and went out, only to find that Xiang Xi Weing had put on makeup and was dragging a suitcase to go.
"Yo, wake up." Xiang Xiying put on stiletto high heels and said without looking back, "That's the last time we see her."
"Yeah." YiZhe stroked his hair to hide his rush.
Xiang Xiying went to the door and changed into golden stilettos, took out a scarf, and threw a bunch of keys on the shoe cabinet. YiZhe took two steps forward and stared at the bunch of keys for a while.
Xiang Xi Weing put a pair of sunglasses on the bridge of his nose, covering half of his face, and then waved at Yi Zhe: "Let's go, bye."
"If you… "
The moment she turned around, YiZhe suddenly spoke up. Seeing her turn around, YiZhe's eyes stopped for a moment on her face before he said, "If you die, let me know."
Xiang Xili was stunned for a moment, then smiled indifferently: "It's not necessary."
"It's necessary." YiZhe insisted, "Let me know."
Their last side ended with an unprecedented surrender to Xi Weing.
"Okay," after a brief silence, Xiang Xiu sighed and nodded, "I'll tell you."
The door closed with a loud bang.
YiZhe stared at the door for a while, then turned around in small steps, circled in place, and looked at the home where he had lived for many years, and now there is only one person left.
The door to Xiang Xiyu's room was still open, YiZhe took a few steps in that direction and stopped at the door.
The house was messy, even messier than his previous room.
In this home, the most common scene was to pull the door open to Xi Weing with a mess of hair, and then yell at him full of impatience and anger.
The room was so quiet that YiZhe suddenly missed the voice he didn't want to hear.
After taking a closer look at the room, YiZhe stretched out his hand and closed the door. He went to the bathroom to wash up, and after cleaning up, he found that the pocket of money on the coffee table was still there, and there were a few more pages on it. YiZhe picked it up and looked at it, and was a little surprised that Xiang Xiwe would leave something like an inheritance to him.
In the evening, Yi Zhe went to have dinner with Zhao Weifan Youfang and the others. During the banquet, Youfang was still usually poor, and Zhao Weifan still often told him to shut up, just like when he was doing homework before. Yi Zhe drank a lot of wine, but Zhao Weifan stopped him twice, he put his hand away and said, "This is the last time, and I won't drink after that."
After all, the man still understands the man, You Fang pulled Zhao Weifan, winked at her, and motioned her to leave it alone.
"By the way, I saw that Yu An that day."
YiZhe was stunned for a moment, and raised his already drunk eyes.
"Hmph," Zhao Weifan slapped the table, rather unhappy, "He went to our school to communicate on behalf of their company, what a face he is. He is really blind, I saw him on the platform and laughed hypocritically and I was angry. ."
"Yeah." Compared to Zhao Weifan's anger, YiZhe didn't have any special reaction at all, he just responded in a low voice, poured another glass of wine, and then turned the glass in a daze.
When he got back, YiZhe was already drunk and unconscious, You Fang got him up from the wine table and went downstairs with his back on his back, then blushed and threw it into the rental car. Zhao Weifan was about to accompany Yizhe to the back seat, but You Fang took him away with a dark face, pressing his head into the front seat.
Along the way, You Fang always thought that Yi Zhe was asleep, and talked to Zhao Weifan about why such a big man was so dead. Zhao Weifan was impatiently read by him, and turned his head to stare at him suddenly, only to see YiZhe leaning on the back of the chair, with his eyes open, looking out the window.
Zhao Weifan and Yi Zhe have been together for so many years, and they have never seen him like this. It seems that the whole person is not even breathing, and has nothing to do with this world.
"Easy."
She felt uncomfortable and called him, but the person called did not respond.
When they arrived at the community, YiZhe didn't let You Fang back, so You Fang supported him, and the three of them stumbled upstairs. But when they got to the door, You Fang and Zhao Weifan were scrambling to find the keys on Yi Zhe when they were suddenly pushed away by a force. Zhao Weifan shouted in panic, YiZhe had already stumbled towards the person on the opposite side.
"Damn it," You Fang became anxious when he heard the loud bang of his knock on the door, "Why are you going to someone's house in the middle of the night?"
YiZhe moved, resting his forehead against the iron door, and then stood motionless.
You Fang didn't know why Yi Zhe ran to the door, but Zhao Weifan knew. She looked at YiZhe's back, and her eyes suddenly turned red.
"He..." You Fang wanted to talk to Zhao Weifan, but when he saw her expression that was not quite right, he was stunned, "What's wrong with you?"
Yi Zhe stood leaning against the door for a while, and suddenly his body began to slide down. Zhao Weifan hurriedly ran over to pull him, but did not stop him.
"Don't sit on the ground, it's cold." Zhao Weifan squatted in front of him, lowered his voice, and tried to coax him to stand up.
Yi Zhe leaned against the door, his eyes still open as before, but Zhao Weifan and him were facing each other, but he didn't see his shadow inside.
Not knowing whether he was awake or drunk now, YiZhe lowered his head and sat quietly.
"Get up, YiZhe, go home and sleep."
Zhao Weifan said this several times, but at the beginning, YiZhe didn't respond, and at the end he finally said in a hoarse voice, "Sit down for a while."
Zhao Weifan bit his lip hard.
As if he didn't hear Zhao Weifan, YiZhe grabbed the hand she was holding on to his sleeve and whispered, "I'll just sit here for a while without knocking on the door."
The three of them didn't speak again, and it didn't take long for the lights in the corridor to go out.
I don't know how long it has been in such darkness, You Fang felt that his legs were numb, and he was quietly changing his focus when he heard Zhao Weifan calling him, his voice was very low, and the lights did not even turn on.
"Um?"
"I don't want to support homosexuality anymore."
"Ah?" These words shocked You Fang enough, the surroundings suddenly lit up, and You Fang also saw Zhao Weifan's tearful face.
"What's the matter?" He squatted down quickly to wipe her tears, but she turned her head away.
"What's the matter?"
"I don't want to support homosexuality anymore." Zhao Weifan raised a hand and wiped a tear on each side of his face, "It's too bitter."
A month later, Yizhe left Beijing.
He and Brother Shan both lived in the doctor's building. In the early morning, they took a taxi and went to the airport.
Brother Shan fell asleep with his neck up not long after he got in the car. It was a quiet time, and the driver didn't have much to say. There was only the radio in the car. He watched this with Yi Zhe at a low volume. city of.
Starts, breaks, all happen here.
"The following song is sent to countless travelers on the way. I hope everyone will have a calm and hopeful mood during the journey. When you return from the journey, you will get what you want. From Corrinne May, "Journey". "
The hostess's sweet voice fell, and the music started. At first, YiZhe just listened to the familiar, but when the first stanza was finished, YiZhe suddenly turned his eyes to the front, looking at the speaker that was singing.
It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spentDrifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter
I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through
"It's a female singer I like very much. This is her first album. It tells the stories of travelers."
"I suddenly remembered that this song is one of my favorite songs. The title of the song is very suitable for now."
"what?"
"Journey."
Journey.
journey.
How did he understand that
Yi Zhe couldn't remember, but he was sure he didn't have a deep understanding because he remembered that he fell asleep in the second half of the song.
He can already understand the flowing English. At that time, he was drowsy, but now he can't be more awake.
In the early morning, when he was about to travel thousands of miles, YiZhe suddenly realized that time cannot be reversed, nor can it be pursued at a constant speed. , but still unaware of it.
Xu Tangcheng had understood the song five and a half years ago, and he only understood it now. This is the six years between them.
This is his journey.
YiZhe looked out the window, but the tears couldn't escape the pursuit of the lyrics. He suddenly hated this kind of coincidence, as if someone was standing in the clouds, condescending, telling him, look, this is the end that was destined from the beginning, I gave you a hint so many years ago, but you didn't wake up at all.
Six years, Yi Zhe thought, isn't that just six years? He chased, he finished.
After the last two lines of the song, YiZhe tilted his head and smiled as he looked at himself in the cloudy glass.
Coze it's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you... to you
He couldn't catch up with Xu Tangcheng at normal speed, so he used twice or three times the speed to catch up. He hugged Xu Tangcheng in front of the big steps under the light and shadow and said that he ran very fast, no matter where Xu Tangcheng went, he could hold him.
It's in the camera.