"Friend, would it be the most suitable relationship between us? It should be, it should be."
Xiaoman's mother? died
So this is the reason why Huo Xiaoman never mentioned her mother
Cheng Yan lowered his head subconsciously, took two steps back, and immediately apologized, "Yes, I'm sorry."
Huo Sheng smiled, handed him the things in his hand and said, "What have you to apologize for, her car accident was an accident, and it was not caused by you."
"But, that's right," Cheng Yan heard the footsteps go from far to near, and then suddenly went far away, and his breathing became rapid, "Well, you should be sad, this feeling is actually... Actually, I understand ."
"I see," he repeated in a low voice.
"Huh?" These words caused Huo Sheng to stop and turn to look at him with a little exploration in his eyes.
Cheng Yan's mind was so chaotic, and he didn't know if it was appropriate to say, "I... my father... "
His throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't make a sound for a long time.
Eyelashes drooped on his face, flickering slightly with the lowered gaze.
Huo Sheng sighed and said softly, "Actually, it's not as serious as you think. It's been two and a half years since she left. At the beginning, I was really sad. The whole person was not even in a good state."
"But, hey, let's not talk about that," he put his hand in his trouser pocket, "it's all right now. Don't think about it, think about it again, and stick to the past, you can't change anything, it's better to live the present."
Cheng Yan slowly raised his head slightly and looked at the other party tentatively.
I saw that the corner of the other's mouth was slightly curved, and there was a little tenderness in his eyes. Cheng Yan didn't understand what such an expression meant for a while. As far as he was concerned, he could understand that living people must put all those things down before they can move on, but is it really that easy? He can't remember a little. He just felt that when his father passed away that year, he happened to be facing the middle school entrance examination. He was busy to dilute the sadness in his heart that had nowhere to vent. , as if only numbness remained.
Will Huo Sheng do the same, will he work frantically to stamp out these emotions? During that time two years ago, why didn't I hear anything. If I knew earlier, would I have the courage to accompany him through that period
No, the answer is yes, if it wasn't for cowardice, how could he just watch this person do nothing for seven years.
The seasoning in his hand was clenched tightly, and Cheng Yan didn't know what to say, but when he was still thinking in panic, the other party came so close.
He felt a little unsatisfactory, and his heartbeat was so obvious that he could only use his back to hide, but his back just touched the slightly cold wall, and he had no choice but to cover all the mess in his head with nervousness. thoughts.
Huo Sheng softened his voice and didn't get closer after a short distance.
He said, "Don't be afraid, I didn't blame you. If you cared, I wouldn't invite you over from the beginning."
"Although," Huo Sheng paused and said again, "it seems that the fact of asking you to come here is quite abrupt, but it's also..."
"No." The person on the other side interrupted him suddenly.
Cheng Yan's voice was not loud, but it was a little hasty. He whispered, "No, it's not abrupt."
This answer made Huo Sheng smile slightly, and there was a smile in his voice.
Looking at the person in front of him, he couldn't help but think, what the other party had experienced before to maintain this state. Speaking of which, this age is obviously not a child, but the whole person always seems to have not grown up, and has not been contaminated by the messy and mundane things in this society.
Even, sometimes the reaction is like a small hamster that is easily frightened, which is a bit cute.
Cheng Yan wanted to continue explaining, but he didn't want the other party to speak before him.
Huo Sheng said: "I haven't finished talking yet, I want to say it, and I also think that although I am a subordinate in the company, I ask you to keep your personal affairs first, and Xiaoman also likes you, so if you don't mind, It's not bad that you get along as a private friend."
"Of course, if you feel that you need to see your boss at work, and you need to see your boss after get off work, and it makes you feel unhappy, you can just say it directly," he smiled and continued: "I'm not so careful, I won't treat you If you have any opinion, you can rest assured."
this-
After Cheng Yan heard this, his slightly lowered eyelashes quickly blinked.
When he said, friend, did he mean, he treats me as a friend? Not self-righteous or wishful thinking
I recited it in my heart for the third time, and the idea of confirming and re-confirming finally fell to the ground, and a slightly belated happiness swept over.
He couldn't help biting his lower lip, then shook his head, suppressing his excitement.
But he didn't want this action to make Huo Sheng puzzled. His expression suddenly became a little disbelieving and he said, "What do you mean by shaking your head? You won't be really unhappy, right?"
Cheng Yan was amused and shook his head again, and said slowly, "No, I'm very happy, just, very happy."
Huo Sheng was amused by his own reaction and laughed out loud. He quickly waved his hand as if to relieve his embarrassment, and said, "Okay, come and cook, I'll help you."
Cheng Yan looked at it in surprise, but still summoned up the courage, relying on his new friend status, and said, "Then wash the vegetables, and I'll take care of the rest."
Seeing him right away, Huo Sheng replied "Okay" with a grin at the corner of his mouth and a smile.
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