"I sometimes think that if I can see you every day and even be intimate with you while living in a dream, then I would probably rather live in a dream."
Although Huo Xiaoman stopped crying for the next two days, at night, she still had to hear her father talking to her before she would go to sleep. And although Huo Sheng always told Cheng Yan that he could go to rest first, Cheng Yan was also the same as that night, but he still stayed where he was. After all, for Cheng Yan, such an opportunity was really is too precious.
Just like him and Huo Sheng, even if they were in the same space on weekdays, they naturally didn't dare to harass them at will. If they got too close, it would be bad for others to be suspicious, let alone just friends.
So he cherished such days very much.
It's just that it doesn't matter if you are immersed in this little happiness, but the dream has entangled him again after many years.
The campus I met in my memory, and the words I said these days, seem to have changed under the processing of self-consciousness. And those little greeds of his were also realized one by one in the beautiful dreams of the dark night, which made people not very awake for a while.
So much so that every time he waited until the early morning, everything returned to reality, and then he saw the quiet living room around him, and the mobile phone without any news, as if he had been dropped from the cloud, and returned to this indisputable present.
The more beautiful the dream, the more clearly he sees reality when he wakes up.
Those 'thinking too much' slowly turned into an invisible exhaustion.
on Monday.
Cheng Yan sent Huo Xiaoman to the kindergarten and then went to work. When he arrived at the office, he heard the hustle and bustle inside through the door.
Pushing the door and walking in, he saw that several colleagues from other groups gathered together and chatted non-stop. He glanced at it without thinking, and went straight through.
It was almost time to go to work, and Fatty and Miao Yu were not there. Cheng Yan sat down and found that there were two or three stacks of documents on the table, and he didn't know who brought them. Seeing that the title is not what their group is doing now, Cheng Yan thought that it was not easy to look it up, so he had to put it aside, ready to wait for someone to pick it up.
He leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes slightly, wanting to take a break before going to work.
After a while, Miao Yu came out from the other side of the crowd with a smile. Seeing Cheng Yan sitting on the chair, the monitor was not turned on, she immediately asked strangely, "Cheng Yan, what's the matter with you?"
Cheng Yan was taken aback when he heard the sound, "Huh? It's nothing?"
"You..." Miao Yu squinted a little and said incredulously, "Are you sure you're all right? It feels like you're out of energy. What happened?"
Cheng Yan quickly touched his face, then smiled a little, "It's okay, I just didn't sleep well."
"That's good." Miao Yu returned to her seat suspiciously and didn't ask any more questions.
In the second half of the project, the atmosphere of their group was two more serious than usual, and even the talkative Miao Yu didn't say much.
The stack of documents on the table was left for half a morning and no one came to pick it up. Cheng Yan rummaged through things several times and bumped into him, and after thinking about it, he asked Miao Yu, "Do you know who these belong to? "
"You said these materials?" Miao Yu took it back and glanced at the title, then shook her head: "I don't know."
Waiting for Cheng Yan to turn back, she suggested again, "Why don't you ask?"
Cheng Yan was afraid of forgetting it, so he asked the people around him, but no one answered, he couldn't help but feel a little strange.
"Could it be Brother Wang's?" Miao Yu asked again.
After hearing that, Cheng Yan glanced at the empty fat man's seat and shook his head: "I don't know, but it's not something of our group."
"Is that so," Miao Yu said again: "That's probably not an important document. If it's important, I should come back to find it."
In the afternoon, Liang Chen came to see Cheng Yan and said that Huo Sheng asked him to go out with Liang Chen to do something temporarily.
Cheng Yan didn't think much and followed directly, but when he was waiting for the end, it was almost time to get off work.
Originally, he was thinking of asking about the pile of documents when he came back in the afternoon, but now he needs to go to the kindergarten to pick up Huo Xiaoman. Yu was in the office, so she explained to Liang Chen that she would not return to the company, and planned to leave directly.
Liang Chen glanced at the time and felt that there was nothing wrong with returning to the company, so he had no objection, and said bluntly: "Okay, I'll go back directly."
Cheng Yan then took the subway directly to the kindergarten.
From the office to the kindergarten, it is about five or six stops away. Although the time has passed a little, there are still many parents at the gate of the kindergarten.
Huo Xiaoman, who was guarding the door, was very happy to see Cheng Yan, waved his little hand to say goodbye to the teacher, and ran over and raised his head and stretched out his arms towards Cheng Yan.
Cheng Yan, who was still a little tired, saw Huo Xiaoman's innocent smile, and his fatigue disappeared unknowingly, and he couldn't help but smile.
the next day.
Cheng Yan was called by Liang Chen to help for a long time in the morning. After finally waiting until the afternoon, when he entered the office, he found that the stack of documents on the table had disappeared.
Immediately, he panicked, wondering if it might have been lost by himself yesterday, so he hurriedly asked Miao Yu.
Unexpectedly, Miao Yu replied directly after seeing it: "Oh, that stack of documents, when Brother Wang came back this morning, he took it away. It seems that it belongs to him."
"That's it." Cheng Yan replied, but felt a little strange in his heart, after all, that's not the content of their group, could it really be Fatty Wang? But when he thought about it, he felt that this matter had nothing to do with him, so he didn't say anything.
Seeing his strange expression, Miao Yu asked him, "It's a document... is there any problem?"
Hearing this, Cheng Yan shook his head, smiled again, and said, "It's okay."
Because the temporary help for Liang Chen took up most of the day, the rest of the tasks were all squeezed into the few hours in the afternoon.
Cheng Yan concentrated on the work at hand, and seemed to block everything around him for a while.
And when he got out of this concentrated state, he heard a voice unexpectedly.
Liang Chen, who was separated by some distance from him, seemed to be explaining something to someone.
Cheng Yan thought about it, and looked away from the computer a little, but with just this glance, he saw the person standing beside Liang Chen talking to her.
Didn't you say you'll be back at night? Cheng Yan couldn't stop reading, but he didn't want to wait for him to ask. The person opposite saw him and smiled silently at him.
Afterwards, he didn't know if it was because he hadn't seen him for several days, or if the little good things that had appeared in his sweet dreams recently disturbed his brain, and this smile suddenly made his heart beat faster.