"Too, too embarrassed."
Every day I think about...
Cheng Yan leaned his head on the other's shoulder, and quietly let these words smash around in his body, so that the sound in his heart shook his ears.
These seemingly natural actions, or impulsive actions, of Huo Sheng and him were things that Cheng Yan had never thought of. In his imagination, a heterosexual like Huo Sheng should never have accepted such a relationship so much, or, even if he accepted it, he would not have gotten used to it so quickly.
But Huo Sheng is indeed not as good as he thought, and even easily shattered his original unease about this relationship in a short period of time, but in his heart it seemed that something new was buried.
So, when Huo Sheng took a bath and lay on the bed with him, and asked what he was thinking about, he still thought about it, he didn't dare to ask so directly, he just thought and said, "I don't seem to have any experience."
"What experience?" Huo Sheng leaned against the bedside with a smile, rummaging through a book that Cheng Yan put on the bedside.
"Well..." Cheng Yan rolled over and lay down on his back, and said slightly away from the other party, "I'm talking about love experience."
After he finished speaking, he blinked and looked at the ceiling, then looked at the people next to him, "I'm thinking, is this the way adults feel?"
"What?" Huo Sheng closed the book and looked at him.
He said a little embarrassedly, "I can't tell, but I like it."
After listening, Huo Sheng nodded, put the book aside, and then lay down, leaning his head sideways and looking at Cheng Yan, thoughtfully.
Cheng Yanping lay down knowing that he was being watched, and felt his cheeks were slightly hot, so he closed his eyes shyly and didn't look at anyone else.
It wasn't until after a while that he felt the fingers of the person next to him move over and put it on his hand, and then he heard the other person open his mouth slowly and say, "Maybe I'm a little impatient, but it's true, I didn't. When I think about it, after being with you, sometimes I feel like I just learned to fall in love."
"Will there be any difference?" Cheng Yan looked at him.
"There are some," Huo Sheng squeezed Cheng Yan's fingertips with a smile, and then explained: "I used to think that I was no longer a child. When it comes to falling in love, it is nothing more than living together. Work, Go home, take care of the kids, rest, that's all."
"But with you," he said, "it always feels like it's not enough, but I can't say what I want to do."
"What do you want to do?" Cheng Yan paused and asked in a low voice.
This question made Huo Sheng laugh with a 'poof', then shook his head and said, "I just want to spend more time with you."
"Oh." Cheng Yan blushed, knowing that he was thinking too much.
Seeing that his limbs were neatly arranged there, Huo Sheng didn't tease him any more, but just lay down together and chatted casually about recent things.
Cheng Yan heard him mention the company, and suddenly asked, "How do you arrange for the New Year?"
"Huh?" Huo Sheng was stunned for a moment after hearing this, then leaned over again, stared at the other party, and said, "There are no arrangements for now. I originally wanted to ask your opinion, do you want to go out to play?"
"I..." Cheng Yan hesitated and said, "I may have to go back to my hometown on the first and second day of the first day. Although it is not far from Rongcheng, it will be the evening of the second day of the new year."
"However," he said quickly, "if you want to arrange a trip, I'll tell my mother that it's fine if you don't go back this year."
Huo Sheng smiled, raised his hand and stroked the other person's soft hair, "No, then I'll go back on the first day of the first year, and there are indeed some things in the fourth year of the first year, so I'll leave the trip next time."
"Well." Cheng Yan replied in his heart, a little disappointed.
"What about Xiaoman?" He thought for a while and then asked, "How about taking her to play somewhere in the suburbs this year?"
But he didn't want Huo Sheng to lie down suddenly and say with a childish complaint: "Don't wait for that little troublemaker, I have already asked my sister to take care of her for the whole winter vacation, so..." He paused in the middle of his words. After a while, he looked at Cheng Yan, raised the corner of his mouth slightly, and then the others looked at him suspiciously and looked at him before continuing, "It's just the two of us during the New Year, so there is still a week to go. You can think ahead and think about what you want to do.”
Two people, what do you want to do...
A question, Cheng Yan was so excited that he didn't fall asleep until the middle of the night.
After going to bed late and the fatigue of business trips, the two people in the bed slept until almost noon on this Sunday.
When he woke up, Cheng Yan felt a little hot, and when he realized that the man didn't know when he came over in the night, and hugged him sideways to fall asleep, his eyes suddenly opened. Come on, the whole person wakes up instantly.
It's not that he was surprised because the other party was holding him, but some kind of normal physiological reaction instantly reminded him that there was someone next to him who didn't talk, and it forced him to feel embarrassed. He quickly wanted to get up to solve it, but he didn't want him to move slightly, and the people next to him seemed to wake up and didn't say anything, but they found him and got closer.
Cheng Yan bit his lip and struggled for a while, and when he stopped moving, he slowed down and escaped from the opponent's arms.
When his feet hit the ground, he also looked at the other side lightly, confirming that the man was indeed not awake, turned around and ran into the bathroom in a hurry.
And the man lying on the bed heard the hurried footsteps and the sound of the door closing, so he slowly opened his eyes, turned his head over, and then stuffed himself into the pillow again, unable to help laughing. For a while.
Because he didn't check the time, Cheng Yan thought it was somewhat early, but when he pushed the door out of the bathroom, he found that the quilt on the bed was scattered, and people didn't know where to go.
He panicked immediately, and hurried out of the bedroom to find someone.
Huo Sheng didn't leave, just stood in the living room in a thin pajamas and was drinking from a cup on the table. Seeing Cheng Yan walking out, he smiled and said good morning to him.
Cheng Yan was a little relieved, and asked him if he wanted breakfast, and he went down to buy it.
Huo Sheng moved closer to the person and said jokingly, "Yes, but before that, shouldn't it be a good morning kiss?"
"Huh?" Cheng Yan was still thinking about what to buy when he went downstairs, but when he heard such an indecent answer, he was suddenly startled, and the whole person was sluggish for two seconds. When he reacted, he found that his attention was completely on the other party.
Huo Sheng's lips looked moist because he just drank the water, and Cheng Yan felt as if he was fascinated, and he was a little tempted without knowing it.
But Huo Sheng was just teasing him, and seeing him stunned, he thought that people were thinking too much again because of the words, and he thought about it or forget it.
Just before he could say those two words, Cheng Yan leaned up gently, pecked at the corner of his raised mouth, and hurriedly wanted to turn and leave and go downstairs.
Huo Sheng was slightly startled, stroked the corner of his mouth with his thumb, shook his head and smiled uncontrollably, and then waited for the door lock to squeak, then he remembered the time, grabbed the other's arm, and said After a sentence: "Okay, I won't tease you anymore, it's noon, let's get dressed and go out for lunch."
Cheng Yan was originally a little late to react, and when he heard this, he was even more stunned. Huo Sheng smiled and pulled him into his arms again, kissed him on the corner of his mouth, and when he was able to react again, he saw Cheng Yan hurriedly hid in the bedroom with his head lowered and changed his clothes.
There were some surprises today and in the past. Huo Sheng, who always liked to ask Cheng Yan's opinion, didn't ask him what he wanted to eat, so he drove him to a restaurant a little further away.
The restaurant is in the shopping mall. When entering the door, the waiter greeted Huo Sheng, and the other party replied, "There is an appointment."
Cheng Yan was surprised and didn't know when Huo Sheng arranged it. When I sat down and wanted to ask, I heard Huo Sheng take the initiative to mention: "I've always wanted to bring you here for a meal, but I couldn't get an appointment before."
Hearing this, Cheng Yan felt a little happy. He rarely came to such a restaurant for dinner, and he hadn't been able to eat alone with Huo Sheng for a while, so he looked at the scenery outside, then turned his eyes back, and said the same thing. The other party said: "The scenery here is really beautiful."
"This restaurant is a bit famous. I accidentally ate with a friend once before and thought you might like it," Huo Sheng said. "As a result, I couldn't book a table before my business trip. Fortunately, when I checked yesterday, it happened to be vacant. If I got one, I thought about bringing you here today, but luckily you have time too."
"I've seen that you haven't been in touch recently," Huo Sheng said again, "I'm still a little worried if you plan to go back to work overtime on weekends."
Cheng Yan shook his head quickly after hearing this, and then whispered, "No, I'm afraid..."
"Huh?" Huo Sheng wondered.
I missed you too much when I was free. Cheng Yan bit his lip and still couldn't say the words. He just smiled softly and asked, "What do we want to do this afternoon?"
Huo Sheng looked at the slightly lowered head and slightly reddened ears of the person opposite, and instantly seemed to understand the words in 'nothing', but didn't ask any more questions, just said: "I don't know yet, let's look at it in the afternoon. "
"Well." Cheng Yan didn't ask, and the other party didn't mention it again, as if deliberately maintaining a sense of mystery.
This meal was eaten slowly, and while the two were chatting, the time did not seem difficult at all. After eating, I asked for tea in the restaurant and took a break, and the time unknowingly pointed to three o'clock.
Huo Sheng glanced at his watch, and seeing that it was almost time, he bought the order and took Cheng Yan down two floors without saying a word.
And Cheng Yan, who was taken away in this way, was still thinking, where are you going, when the elevator door opened and there were people outside.
It was at this moment that Huo Sheng went directly to the staff next to him to get a ticket for no reason, but Cheng Yan realized that this was also arranged by Huo Sheng.
He was confused and followed Huo Sheng inside.
And when the lights in the movie hall went out completely, he heard someone next to him suddenly leaning into his ear and asked in a low voice, "Do you like it? This kind of date."
The author has something to say:
There are always some cute ones, and they are arranged clearly without thinking about how to date.