"It's not that I don't want to fall in love, it's just that I pretend to be a person in my heart, and I'm still a person who can't get it."
Cheng Yan usually lives in a small apartment in Linjiang District not far from the company, but on weekends he has to go home.
The small apartment is located in Linjiang District, and the home is in the North District of the city. In terms of distance, the small apartment is only ten minutes away from the company than the home. It's just that although he wanted to live at home, since Father Cheng passed away, Mother Cheng spent the past ten years alone with Cheng Yan, who was not very old at the time. It was also very hard, and it was rare for him to retire. Usually easy to wake up.
So Cheng Yan considered that he was busy at work and could only come back at night, and his mother couldn't sleep well, so he simply found a smaller apartment and rented it by himself.
When the bus stopped in Chengbei District, it was just after eight o'clock, and the sky was still dark. Although it was time for Mother Cheng to eat, it was the home that left the food. Cheng Yan entered the door, heated it in the microwave, and sat on the table.
Mother Cheng wasn't going to sleep at this point, so she sat with him at the dining table when he saw him come back and warmed up the meal.
Seeing how he was eating with his eyes half lowered, Mother Cheng hesitated for two seconds, opened her mouth but said nothing, and said, "Ayan, your aunt has contacted you. ?"
"What's wrong with Auntie?" Cheng Yan asked while eating, as if he didn't know.
"Your aunt is also kind," Cheng's mother persuaded her. "She said she was the daughter of a classmate who happened to be the same age as you, and said she wanted to introduce you to contact."
"Mom," Cheng Yan's chopsticks stopped, but his voice was neither impatient nor impatient. He just explained honestly, "You said that I have nothing, so what is delaying what other girls do? Don't worry about it."
"Hey," said this in a hurry, Mother Cheng's eyes were a little reproachful, "you are 27 years old, and there are many friends next to you who have married and established businesses in the past few years, you still haven't moved at all. Can you let the people around you worry about you?"
Cheng Yan is a little tired when he talks about this. In the past two years, he has indeed encountered a trend of marriage. He also knows some of his past classmates around him, and it is normal for his family to hear about it.
It's just that Cheng Yan couldn't speak, couldn't confess, or felt that this was not the right time.
"I know, I will pay attention to it, please help me thank my aunt." Cheng Yan said politely.
Unexpectedly, "Your aunt has already sent all your contact information. Just remember to pass it, let's chat and try it out, if it fits, right?" Mother Cheng said.
Speaking of this, Cheng Yan could only nod his head in response, and pulled the rice in the bowl twice to eat it clean.
The day of the team building is coming soon.
Cheng Yan felt like a primary school student going on a spring outing. He had been a little excited from the day before, and he just woke up early that day.
The meeting point is at the entrance of the company building. When he arrived, there were less than ten people standing there. He looked around and found that they were all from other departments. There were only a few people in them who had said a few words because of work matters, and the others were all unfamiliar faces, so they were a little overwhelmed for a while.
Fortunately, the little girl on the administrative side had sharp eyes, and when she saw that he was here, she quickly ran over to point in a direction and said where they were. Only then did Cheng Yan follow the finger that was pointing in the past, saw a familiar face, and unconsciously smiled.
Huo Sheng arrived early, purely because he had to temporarily deliver the child to his parents in the morning, for fear of traffic jams. But when he went out, he realized that no one came out at all on Saturday this morning, let alone traffic jams, there were not many cars on the elevated.
Therefore, after reaching the ground unimpeded all the way, he realized that he was the first person to arrive here, and he went to have breakfast by the way.
Huo Sheng was a little overjoyed when he saw Cheng Yan coming. After all, all the young girls who had just graduated from the administrative department arrived early. In order to take care of him, they chatted around him for a long time, which made him feel very much.' Generation gap' exists.
So when he saw the person in front of him approaching, he took a step ahead and grinned, "Have you eaten yet?"
It was a standard greeting that only appeared in foreign Chinese classes, but Cheng Yan was a little happy when he heard it. He nodded quickly and turned back: "Have you eaten too?"
"Of course I've eaten it," Huo Sheng replied with a smile, and then suddenly said, "Speaking of you..."
"What?" Cheng Yan raised his head slightly and asked.
Huo Sheng laughed softly, and his eyes narrowed slightly with the smile, although he felt that his words were a bit abrupt, it was obvious that people were puzzled, and he still explained: "I just suddenly remembered your report from the meeting the day before yesterday, I forgot to mention it at the time, but I suddenly remembered it now."
Hearing this, Cheng Yan was stunned for a moment. He thought he had made a mistake, but he didn't expect that before he could think clearly, he heard Huo Sheng praise again: "You did a good job." Take it easy again.
Huo Sheng watched his originally tense body relax as he spoke. He couldn't help thinking about how this person was so easily nervous, and smiled silently at the other party.
Cheng Yan thought about it and felt that it was right, and then replied, "Thank you, I... I'm still a little worried."
"What are you worried about?" Huo Sheng rubbed his chin and asked, "Do I look fierce?"
"Huh? What?" Cheng Yan didn't seem to understand.
"You always seem to be a little nervous." Huo Sheng explained.
Cheng Yan then glanced at the other party's eyes again, staggered quickly, and denied, "No, no."
Huo Sheng wanted to continue talking, but as soon as he finished speaking, Liang Chen arrived.
Liang Chen was wearing a sports suit and carrying a small bag. He first said hello to the two of them, then looked up and down at Cheng Yan and said, "Ayan, you can wear it, it's a bit fresh."
"Why do you say that?" Huo Sheng's attention was then diverted.
"Oh, you don't know," Liang Chen explained, "Ayan didn't seem to have a good physique when he was in school, and he couldn't stand the sun or something, so for so many years, I have never seen him wear this kind of clothes. A little bit sportier."
"Besides, you should know that he doesn't exercise much, otherwise he can be whiter than me?" Liang Chen then added, after speaking, she pulled up her sleeves and put it next to Cheng Yan for comparison Compare.
Huo Sheng took a little interest to look around, and undeniably sighed: "Indeed, it's rare to see Cheng Yan so white."
This sentence made Cheng Yan a little embarrassed, and he quickly retracted his arm and bit his lower lip.
When Liang Chen was away just now, there were only two people here, so they had to start chatting, but now that Liang Chen arrived, the subject of the conversation naturally became Huo Liang and Cheng Yan, while Cheng Yan was silent on the side. listen.
Soon, it was time to leave. Because of such a situation, Cheng Yan thought that since the two were familiar with each other, they should be sitting in the same row, so he would just choose to be at the back.
But when he was about to get into the car, Miao Yu's voice suddenly came from behind, and the four of them became one row of men and one row of women.
Cheng Yan naturally sat with Huo Sheng.
It takes about 3 hours by bus to get to the nature reserve.
When he got into the car, Cheng Yan glanced out the window unnaturally. When Miao Yu suddenly sighed, "Fortunately I caught up," he turned his head slightly and glanced back.
At the moment when he turned his head, his eyes were about to swipe from Huo Sheng's side. He caught a glimpse of the man with a slight smile, looking ahead, and then he followed with a little curiosity.
I saw the little girl in the administration carrying this big bag, and what was going on. When people came to this row, she realized that the administration actually went on a spring outing like taking a child, and prepared a small packet of snacks for everyone. Let them pass the time in the car.
Xu is because the amount prepared by the administration side exceeded, Huo Sheng raised his hand to take it and found that it was three packs, so he handed two packs to Cheng Yan.
Cheng Yan looked at the thing in his hand, stunned for a moment, took it and whispered, "Thank you." Then he lowered his head to check what was there.
"No thanks." Huo Sheng replied, but unexpectedly, just after he finished, he was welcomed by the little administrative girl and asked him if he needed anything more.
He refused with a smile, and chatted with the little girl about the itinerary. During this process, Cheng Yan also turned his head and listened to the conversation between him and the person.
Cheng Yan sat inside, and when he looked over, he could just see Huo Sheng's beautiful jawline, the corners of his mouth with some curvature, and the thin ears that were visible above. That line of sight was like drawing a line on a painting, which made him a little nervous, and his heart couldn't stop pounding.
Fortunately, Huo Sheng's attention was not on his side, so he suppressed his thoughts and watched quietly, and when he heard that the conversation between the two was about to end, he quickly turned his head and held the two in his hand. Looking out the window with a snack.
Probably because it was still early, and there were not many people on the street. After exiting the center and getting on the elevated, the scenery became a dull and tasteless fence.
Cheng Yan looked at it and was a little bored, but when he took out his mobile phone, he found that there were many unread messages displayed on the prompt interface of the mobile phone.
[Are you awake?]
[It's so hot this weekend, do you have any plans?]
[There is a movie that seems to be good, do you want to watch it together?]
[…]
The sender is a girl who was introduced that day.
Cheng Yan held the phone in both hands and hesitated for a while. This girl is very active. After adding it to the message this week, Cheng Yan also chatted with him a few times, but she couldn't fall in love with the other party, and she had no experience of rejection, so she deleted and edited it for a while, and still replied: [Sorry, I was out this week.]
The message was sent out with a 'whoosh', and he was about to put down the phone, but the other party seemed to have been waiting for his message, and immediately came back, [Well, if you have any ideas, I'll start I also feel that this way of presentation is not very good.]
[I think if it’s boring, I won’t waste your time. In fact, I like you a lot.]
[…]
The girl sent four or five text messages again, without even interruption. This made Cheng Yan a little flustered, and if he was embarrassed to refuse, it was even more embarrassing to hear the other party say so.
He pieced together the words for a long time, then deleted them, edited them for a while, and waited for the information to be sent out with great difficulty, before staring at the words for a long time, biting his lower lip red.
He said: [It's not your problem, it's my own problem. I don't want to fall in love right now.]
But he didn't wait for the other party's reply, but he didn't want to wait for the concern of the people next to him.
Huo Sheng raised his eyebrows slightly and looked at him: "Girlfriend?"
This made Cheng Yan nervous, and threw the phone down with a 'boom'.
The two stared at each other for a while, Huo Sheng laughed out loud, then bent over to look for it for a long time, and picked it up.
When he handed it over, Huo Sheng was still thinking that his reaction must be the right one, so he was so nervous. Unexpectedly, before he could take his smile back, he saw the other party clutching the phone tightly, then lowered his head slightly and whispered in his direction: "No, no, not a girlfriend."
"Huh? The one you like?" Huo Sheng was stunned, and simply asked along the lines.
"No, it's not." Cheng Yan hurriedly denied.
Immediately after that, he continued to say, "I didn't want to fall in love with her, just..." The eyes under the hidden lenses blinked, then turned to look at his eyes, "It's just an introduction from relatives, don't get me wrong."
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