[He doesn't remember me at all. That's right, my appearance now is still somewhat different from that then, even if there is no difference, he might not remember it. He never cared, just an NPC for me.
Today he sent me back to collect my things, and brought back my diary by the way.
After so many worlds, I thought that when I saw him, I would be at peace. However, the first time I saw him, I couldn't help but want to kill him.
I still hate him.]
Zhou Di's heart trembled, it turned out to be like this. When he was attacking, he was often not used to wearing other people's shells. She remembered him so deeply, so she could recognize him at a glance. With trembling hands, he continued to read—
[He said he likes me today. I didn't dare to look into those eyes, knowing that he was lying again, but I could only say it over and over - I don't believe it.
As if this can remind yourself that he has already lied to you once, you lost your heart, lost your life, and even found out absurdly that everything in your existence is just a virtual data. This time, do you still want to be cheated by him?]
[Don't trust him! He is a liar! Everything he said was false! Did you forget
Why? You obviously don't like me, but you can look at me with those affectionate eyes? I admit defeat, what do you want?]
[I blamed him wrongly today, did he really kill Huanhuan for me? Or... is this another one of his traps
No, I won't believe it!
kill him! Kill him and everything will be free! However, every time the blade was stabbed, it deviated from the heart uncontrollably. Can't do it... I know he's lying to me, but...
He is a liar! fraud! Don't believe it!
I can't stay here anymore, I must leave...]
The most recent diary was gone after this, so he flipped through it again. It started several years ago, before she met him at all. There are probably some memories of family members and happy life in it, as well as Cheng Yi... Thinking of this, Zhou Di's face turned dark again. If he doesn't show up, maybe in this life, Su Chunchun will fall in love with Cheng Yi.
Zhou Di frowned, ignored the discomfort in his heart, and called out the system, [System, identify this diary.]
[Di—Master, the host, this is paper and ink from several years ago, not forged.]
Zhou Di had already determined that this diary could not be faked, and calling out the system to identify it was just in case.
Zhou Di stroked a few spots of ink that seemed to be soaked in tears, feeling an indescribable emptiness in his heart. He knew he had been mistaken all along. She didn't have such deep scheming as he thought, nor did she have such advanced acting skills as he thought. She just awakened consciousness after being hurt, and then she was reborn again and again, and lived seriously again and again.
He suddenly thought of her sad and mocking eyes every time she confessed to him—"For you, they are all just false data, am I not?"
"you like me?"…
"I do not believe."…
Thinking back to her appearance of calmness on the surface, no sorrow or joy, she should be panicked but full of despair in her heart.
At this time, looking at Su Chunchun's brushstrokes, Zhou Di did not have the anger of being teased when he first discovered it. In it, she didn't have a trace of pride in watching him play, but only confusion and pain.
He always thought she was acting, and he thought she was superb? Perhaps her best acting skill was pretending not to like him.
Zhou Di suddenly had sore eyes and a complicated expression, so she recognized him from the beginning? That's why she has those mocking looks. In what mood was she watching this man who had lied to her once again lied to her again in front of her
But she didn't kill him. Even... He came back to save him at the expense of his life.
It turned out that he had always been like a clown, and she always knew that he was approaching her with a purpose, so she asked again and again what the purpose was? But did she know that there were a lot of things that he couldn't control the direction of development in the end.
A sour and indescribable feeling, he even thought a little flustered, will she be indifferent when she wakes up and sees him? Or would he try to kill him again
In either case, this time, he wanted to obey, he wanted her to stay with him, and as for the headquarters, he would find a way. If she still doesn't believe him, he will use time and actions to prove that he will not lie to her again.
…
When you feel that a person is wrong, no matter how many good things she does, you will think that she has other plans. And when you have a good impression of a person, any unintentional move she made in the past can be interpreted as countless advantages.
When Su Chunchun opened her eyes again, she only felt comfortable all over. After all, she had a sound sleep and had the medicine that Zhou Di bought for her.
Looking down at the man who was lying beside the bed, holding her hand even when he was asleep, his eyes were black and blue, and his slender eyebrows were still wrinkled in worry with his eyes closed. Su Chunchun slightly bent her lips, this time she bet right.
Zhou Di, you lost.
Back then I willingly gave my all, this time, it's your turn.
Zhou Di guarded Su Chunchun all night, and her mental power was exhausted and damaged. Although he had his medicine, he was still worried seeing her unconscious. So I stayed on the side and never left, and finally fell asleep for a while when it was almost dawn.
At this time, when he noticed that the fingers in his hand moved, Zhou Di opened his eyes immediately, and raised his eyes to meet Su Chunchun's bright eyes. He couldn't help showing a gentle smile, but it was like Thinking of something, I held my breath unconsciously, and said tentatively, "Chun'er, listen to me, I know everything..."
It's just that Su Chunchun didn't wait for him to finish speaking, she blinked, looked at him for a while, and smiled like a flower, got up and threw herself into his arms.
"Brother Di, why did you come back so soon? My brother also said that you will be out for more than half a month this time. Regardless, did you bring a gift for Chun'er?"
Zhou Di looked at the person rushing over in a hurry, stretched out his arms and carefully hugged her to protect her from falling off the bed, but was taken aback after hearing her words—
He carefully looked at the person in his arms with picturesque eyebrows and charming smiles, and saw through her in a trance that a long time ago, there was someone who would throw himself into his arms and look at him with a smile.
… How is this going