After saying this, Cheng Ke was stunned.
He always felt that Jiang Yuduo had some psychological or spiritual problems, but he was only guessing, even if he already felt that there would be no other possibility, when he heard Jiang Yuduo's words, he still felt that his brain There is a brief void.
It's not my own guesses that have a definite answer.
But... Jiang Yuduo meant that it didn't seem that he didn't know his own situation.
But if Jiang Yuduo could realize his situation, the kind of fear, worry, and nervousness in his heart that could be fully felt before...
Cheng Ke held the phone and opened his mouth for about twenty seconds without saying a word. He didn't know what to say or what to say.
He dared not ask why, nor how.
In the end, he just closed his mouth, but no sound came out.
"I haven't been here for a long time," Jiang Yuduo said. "I'm very resistant to these things. Expose my scars, and stab them in circles."
"If it's... treatment..." Cheng Ke didn't know if it was because he was shocked and nervous, his throat seemed to be tied with a rubber band, and it was okay to speak hard, and his tone changed, "That must be... painfully… "
"What's wrong with your throat?" Jiang Yuduo asked.
"It's like a screaming chicken, I know, needless to say," Cheng Ke forcefully cleared his throat, and took a few sips from a bottle of water from the small refrigerator, "Maybe it's because I just drank some wine."
"No," Jiang Yuduo said, "like a eunuch."
"... I'll go to your uncle!" Cheng Ke was speechless, "You have to say something to be comfortable, right?"
Jiang Yuduo laughed for a long time: "Really like it."
Cheng Ke quite likes to hear Jiang Yuduo laugh, although he does so rarely.
It sounds especially good today. The dullness and loneliness that he had been pressing on his chest for almost half a month seemed to have been pried open, and suddenly he was much relieved.
"You're the fucking one," he said.
"Where do I look like," Jiang Yuduo was still happy, "it's not like you haven't seen it."
The scene of Jiang Yuduo standing naked at the door suddenly appeared in front of him again at the level of blue light, high-definition without code, timeless.
After all, Cheng Ke drank two bottles of wine, and suddenly he was a little short of breath, and it took a long time for him to say: "Fuck..."
"I don't know if you look like it or not, I haven't seen it." Jiang Yuduo seemed to be in a good mood, and added another sentence while having fun.
It could be heard that Jiang Yuduo was just joking, and he also amused himself quite happily. This kind of fearless and straight man's spirit who joked with a homosexual in his lower body made Cheng Ke throw himself in all directions, in order not to cause unnecessary embarrassment. , he could only grit his teeth and cooperate: "Then I will send you an invitation letter when I take a shower one day."
Jiang Yuduo laughed for a while and then suddenly stopped laughing.
Cheng Ke sighed.
This kind of embarrassment to suddenly realize the other party's sexuality after joking about the lower body and at the same time the other party has given a sensitive reply, is simply an artifact that kills the conversation.
"Which day?" Jiang Yuduo was silent for a while and said, "I thought you would never see me again."
"What?" Cheng Ke was bewildered by his question, and he never thought that Jiang Yuduo's ability to grasp the key points would be able to abduct such a level.
"I meet the doctor almost every day," Jiang Yuduo said. "She said the effect is still very good. I basically... can't see them now."
Cheng Ke was still a little confused and didn't make a sound.
"I mean..." Jiang Yuduo paused, "I'll be fine in a while."
"Well, it'll be fine." Cheng Ke was a little confused, but he immediately echoed.
"If I'm fine," Jiang Yuduo said, "you don't have to... avoid me."
Cheng Ke was stunned again. It was the first time he realized that Jiang Yuduo was talking in a circle. For a person who has never spoken straight, it is quite cautious to be able to circle such a big circle.
He suddenly felt a little heartache.
Although Jiang Yuduo had not had time to think carefully about what he said, he only felt that something was not particularly reasonable, but at the moment he had no room to think about it.
"I understand," he said.
"I've never had... a friend like you," Jiang Yuduo said, "such... an excellent friend, even though you can't use a gas stove, you still talk in your sleep..."
"Can you not mention this?" Cheng Ke said.
"I don't know how to say it," Jiang Yuduo said slowly, as if it was very laborious to organize the language. "You treat me differently than others treat me."
"Well." Cheng Ke replied, it was different.
"I'm not talking about you... that's what you think," Jiang Yuduo said, still very difficult, "I'm saying... I am in front of you, not the third child, the third brother, or the street gangster... "
"You're a new friend I met," Cheng Ke felt that he understood what Jiang Yuduo meant, although he didn't quite do what Jiang Yuduo said, "You don't have any labels on you."
The labels are still there.
Tag: fancy
Cheng Ke feels that his drinking capacity is not good today. It's just two bottles of red wine, and his thinking is so unruly. At this moment, some thoughts about Jiang Yuduo even overwhelm the serious fact that Jiang Yuduo really has mental problems. .
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Continue tomorrow.
Uh, because the last chapter cannot be revised until the high-level review, so the number of words added can only be put in the new chapter... The number of words is a bit small, it looks so shabby, after all, it should be put in the previous chapter for everyone, I hope you don't dislike it... 嘤.