When I walked out of the cafe, it was raining lightly under the cloudy sky.
"Is it a bit cold?" Jiang Yuduo raised his face and looked at the sky, "It's colder than snow."
"It's okay," Cheng Ke zipped up his jacket, "Take a taxi back?"
"Is it okay to take the bus?" Jiang Yuduo asked, "I haven't taken the bus for a long time."
"Okay, is there any nearby?" Cheng Ke looked at both sides.
"Front." Jiang Yuduo led him along the road.
After walking too far, they saw a bus stop. The two of them stood under the awning together and didn't speak.
Cheng Ke took a deep breath.
The rain in early spring smells different from other seasons, cool and earthy, even on such a cloudy day, there is still the north wind blowing, those wet ground, tree trunks, pedestrian umbrellas, The hair will be shimmering finely.
"I lived here for a year." Jiang Yuduo said.
"Really?" Cheng Ke didn't expect that he would suddenly say this, and was stunned.
"With another child," Jiang Yuduo said, "Sister Luo wants to help us."
Cheng Ke turned around, stood face to face with him, raised his hand and squeezed lightly on his shoulder.
"I ran away later," Jiang Yuduo said. "I ran a long way and didn't come back very often. I called that kid once."
"What did you say?" Cheng Ke asked softly.
"He said he wanted to commit suicide." Jiang Yuduo said.
Cheng Ke's heart twitched, and he suddenly realized that this was the suicide child that Sister Luo said.
"I didn't tell Sister Luo," Jiang Yuduo looked up at him, "he died later."
"You..." Cheng Ke was stunned, and quickly grabbed his shoulder, "It's not your fault."
"I don't think it's my fault," Jiang Yuduo lowered his head, took out a cigarette, lit one, and held it in his mouth. "It's his own business, he decides for himself, death is more comfortable than life, so he just died."
Cheng Ke didn't say a word, his hand still squeezed his shoulder, Jiang Yuduo handed the cigarette to his mouth, he took a sip, exhaled the smoke, and asked in a low voice: "Then you..."
"I don't want to die," Jiang Yuduo narrowed his eyes with a cigarette in his mouth, "I won't let them kill me, I won't die at their hands."
Cheng Ke sighed softly, and said nothing else, leaned forward, lowered his head and put his chin on Jiang Yuduo's shoulder, wrapping his arms tightly behind his back.
Cheng Ke and Sister Luo added WeChat. After returning to the hotel, Sister Luo sent him a message, telling him that he could find her anywhere he needed help.
Jiang Yuduo sat next to him and looked at him. He didn't reply to Sister Luo immediately, but put the phone back in his pocket: "Shall I ask the hotel to deliver some food to the room?"
"I want to eat bread," Jiang Yuduo said, "with sweet filling, do they have it?"
"If you can go directly to the restaurant, it's on the second floor." Cheng Ke looked at him.
Jiang Yuduo hesitated for a moment: "Okay."
The hotel's restaurant environment is not bad, Cheng Ke asked for a bowl of noodles, and the sweet stuffed bread that Jiang Yuduo wanted to eat actually also had bean paste.
"Is it delicious?" Cheng Ke asked.
"It's delicious," Jiang Yuduo handed him a bite of bread, "you try it."
Cheng Ke took a bite: "Well, it seems to be good."
"You contact Sister Luo, don't face me." Jiang Yuduo said.
"Huh?" Cheng Ke was stunned.
"I'll... be nervous." Jiang Yuduo frowned.
"Okay, in fact, I won't have much contact with her." Cheng Ke said, he could feel that even if Jiang Yuduo was willing to face it now and admit that he was sick, he would still be uncontrollably uneasy. , would be suspicious.
Originally, Cheng Ke thought that if he had nothing to do at night, he could go out with Jiang Yuduo, but now that he knew this place had many good memories for Jiang Yuduo, he didn't mention it. .
When they came back from eating in the restaurant, they took a bath, and Cheng Ke lay on the bed and turned on the TV.
When booking, Cheng Ke didn't ask for a twin room. He was afraid that the front desk would have any idea, so he asked for a standard room. Now he is lying in bed and regrets it a bit.
He wanted to cuddle with Jiang Yuduo to sleep, but he felt that asking Jiang Yuduo to come and squeeze with him would make him feel a little less serious. Although he didn't have any serious thoughts, it was just in the current state. This feeling is obvious. Not very suitable, if it is a bed, there is no need to worry about it.
Jiang Yuduo stood at the window for a while, then turned around.
Cheng Ke didn't look at him, just stared at the TV.
Jiang Yuduo went to the side of the bed by the window and stood for a while, glanced at him, walked over, lay down on the bed, and rubbed against him again.
After squeezing until it was tightly attached, he turned around and hugged him.
"Are you sleepy?" Cheng Ke looked down at him.
"They are downstairs," Jiang Yuduo put his face on his waist, "I saw it."
Cheng Ke glanced at the window: "It's alright, can't you see it now?"
"Well." Jiang Yuduo responded in a dull voice.
Cheng Ke turned up the volume of the TV.
Jiang Yuduo didn't move any more, and lay quietly with his arms around him for a long time.
When Cheng Ke wanted to see if the man fell asleep, Jiang Yuduo grabbed his clothes and dragged him down: "Come down."
Cheng Ke rubbed down and lay down on the pillow: "What's wrong?"
Jiang Yuduo didn't speak, he propped up his body, looked at him for a while, then carefully picked up his plastered right arm and put it up beside the pillow: "Put it here."
"Why?" Cheng Ke moved his arm, "I haven't slept yet, so I won't touch it."
Jiang Yuduo stared at him.
"Okay, okay, just put it here." Cheng Ke put his hand down.
Jiang Yuduo lowered his head and rubbed his lips lightly on the corner of his mouth.
Cheng Ke was stunned.
Jiang Yuduo's lips pressed down again, and the tip of his tongue licked at the corner of his mouth.
Cheng Ke came back to his senses in an instant, and his left arm went around the back of his neck, hooked down, and kissed back fiercely.
But Jiang Yuduo's next response really surprised him, his breathing changed in almost a second.
Jiang Yuduo's hand went into his clothes along his waist.
It was like putting a ticking time bomb in his head.
Boom.
When Cheng Ke rolled over and pressed Jiang Yuduo over, he didn't consider the existence of the plaster at all. It was not until Jiang Yuduo pressed him back on the pillow that he felt a little soreness in his wrist.
"Let you put it here!" Jiang Yuduo gasped and put his hand back next to the pillow and pressed it.
"Can you fucking hold it?" Cheng Ke was also panting heavily, "You're about to take off my clothes, so let me see?"
"I didn't pick it up," Jiang Yuduo pointed at him, "I picked it up!"
"Is there a difference?" Cheng Ke looked down at the clothes that had been lifted.
Jiang Yuduo quickly reached out and tore his clothes off, and patted his stomach twice.
"What are you doing?" Cheng Ke couldn't help laughing.
"Just tell you that I didn't take off your clothes." Jiang Yuduo said.
"Then I'll pick you up." Cheng Ke grabbed his clothes and lifted it up, grabbed a hand on his waist, and when he put his hand on his butt, Jiang Yuduo grabbed him.
"Don't touch it blindly." Jiang Yuduo pressed his left hand to the bed.
"Fuck," Cheng Ke felt helpless, "Okay, can we still kiss blindly?"
"Well." Jiang Yuduo responded, bowed his head and kissed.
Quite tormenting.
Cheng Ke felt that human beings are quite magical animals.
It's like waiting for someone to set himself on fire and burn all unwanted emotions.
However, Jiang Yuduo was already lying beside him and fell asleep... Even if he didn't fall asleep, he would resist Jiang Yuduo's appearance, and he could only **** at the moment.
Fortunately, he was really tired today, his mind was very tired, and his heart was also very tired. After the curtain was slammed open, all his thoughts were filled with exhaustion in his body.
He soon fell asleep with Jiang Yuduo's breathing.
Cheng Ke didn't hear the alarm clock he set in the morning. What surprised him was that Jiang Yuduo, who was always so alert, didn't hear it either. Fortunately, he ordered breakfast yesterday, and the waiter called to ask if he could deliver it to the room now. It was only when he and Jiang Yuduo woke up.
"What time is it?" Cheng Ke asked.
"Seven thirty," Jiang Yuduo glanced at his phone, "it's not too late, right?"
"It's too late," Cheng Ke breathed a sigh of relief, "it's too late to leave before eight o'clock."
"Pack up for half an hour, wash, eat breakfast, and then go out and call a car," Jiang Yuduo jumped from the bed to the ground. "The time is very tight."
Cheng Ke glanced at his crotch and smiled.
Jiang Yuduo lowered his head: "Laughter, don't you?"
"I didn't jump around with a gun." Cheng Ke said.
"You definitely didn't." Jiang Yu grabbed the toilet.
Cheng Ke sat on the bed and laughed for a long time, not knowing what he was laughing at.
Maybe I still feel relaxed, even if the front is dark, but the wall is gone, as long as you walk forward, you can step on the road under your feet.
Jiang Yuduo has never been on a plane, and of course he has never been in first class.
After getting on the plane, he sat in his seat and watched for a long time, and whispered in Cheng Ke's ear, "This first class is not so good."
"What do you think it should be?" Cheng Ke asked.
"I don't know," Jiang Yuduo said, "it feels a little more spacious than before."
"Then pick a better first-class cabin next time." Cheng Ke smiled.
"Next time?" Jiang Yuduo asked immediately, "When? Where to go?"
"... Next time is a general meaning, that is, next time, when there is a chance, or when we go on a trip... " Cheng Ke was interrupted by him before he could finish.
"Where to travel?" Jiang Yuduo asked.
Cheng Ke laughed and leaned on the back of his chair for a long time: "Whatever, do you have any place you want to go?"
Jiang Yuduo thought for a while without saying a word, and finally frowned: "No."
"No?" Cheng Ke asked.
"No," Jiang Yuduo suddenly lost his head and sighed, "I don't want to go anywhere."
"Why?" Cheng Ke asked again.
"Scared." Jiang Yuduo frowned.
"Understood," Cheng Ke grabbed his hand, "then don't go. When you are not afraid, we will travel again."
"Well." Jiang Yuduo closed his eyes.
Jiang Yuduo didn't show this kind of fear too much, but after returning home, Cheng Ke could clearly feel that he was relaxed.
When paralyzed on the sofa and kissed Meow, Jiang Yuduo looked very happy.
A familiar and controllable environment is very important to him. If he leaves this environment, he will be tense, so nervous that he will fall asleep in an unfamiliar environment, so nervous that he can't even hear the alarm clock when he falls asleep. .
Although Jiang Yuduo made up his mind to face the darkness, this was not about quitting smoking, nor breaking any bad habits, nor even facing any psychological shadow.
What Jiang Yuduo is fighting against is those injuries that will never disappear in his life.
As soon as he packed his luggage back into the locker, Chen Qing called and said that he would have dinner in the evening.
"I don't want to move," Jiang Yuduo said, "eat yourself."
"How is your injury, third brother, are you feeling better?" Chen Qing asked.
"Is it better," Jiang Yuduo said, "it's pretty good."
"Don't come out if you don't want to," Chen Qing said. "I'll go to the bar after dinner with Dabin."
"What's the effect?" Jiang Yuduo asked.
"It's not bad!" Chen Qing raised his voice when he mentioned this, "I didn't do anything, I didn't say anything, yesterday we went there with seventy or eighty people, and the crowd was full, and we can have more tonight. a little."
"Well." Jiang Yuduo smiled.
"Originally, if you really think about it, it's no problem. When I heard about the third brother, it all came," Chen Qing said, "I'm in control. After all, it's Jaeger-LeCoultre's money. Even if you have flowers, you can't spend too much at one time."
"Is there any movement in Zhang Daqi?" Jiang Yuduo asked.
"I haven't seen each other for two days, but yesterday their security guards all came out and stared at us," Chen Qing said. "It is estimated that after two more days, we will be able to book the venue."
"Let's talk about it after a week." Jiang Yuduo said.
"No problem." Chen Qing said, "Disgusting people are my strengths."
After hanging up the phone, Cheng Ke came over and checked the gauze on his head: "This has to be changed, there is blood coming out."
"I felt a little bloated when I was on the plane." He touched his head.
"Do you want me to change it for you?" Cheng Ke asked.
"No," Jiang Yuduo took out a small medicine box, "Let's go to the supermarket later."
"What to buy?" Cheng Ke asked.
"There are too many to buy, and the refrigerator is empty." Jiang Yuduo just glanced at the refrigerator, and there was basically nothing left to eat. He had to add it, or he and Cheng Ke would have to eat takeout every day...
He and Cheng Ke.
He glanced at Cheng Ke.
"What's wrong?" Cheng Ke said, "I didn't eat all of it, I only took a few bites?"
"Are you still eating?" Jiang Yuduo asked.
"Why aren't you allowed to eat?" Cheng Ke said, "Can you charge me for food? Or I'll pay for it today."
Jiang Yuduo's heart suddenly loosened, and he felt that the corners of his mouth could not hold back: "Aren't you going back today?"
"At least I lived here before the opening," Cheng Ke flicked on the tip of his nose, "I've been a little busy these days. I have one arm and need someone to serve me."
"Me?" Jiang Yuduo asked immediately.
"Isn't it Chen Qing?" Cheng Ke clicked his tongue.
"He won't serve you," Jiang Yuduo also clicked, "he has a big opinion on you."
"I don't have any opinion on him," Cheng Ke said, "I admire you two for so many years."
Jiang Yuduo smiled and was about to speak when Cheng Ke's cell phone rang.
"Who?" he asked casually.
"I don't know, maybe Xu Ding..." Cheng Ke took out his phone and glanced at it, and then he lost his voice.
"Who?" Jiang Yuduo leaned over and took a look. There was only a phone number displayed on the phone, and there was no name, but Cheng Ke's suddenly ugly face showed that he could remember this number even if it didn't exist.
"Fuck," Cheng Ke bit his lip and looked up at him, "My dad."
Jiang Yuduo was stunned: "Your father? What are you looking for?"
Before Cheng Ke could speak, he stood up: "For that idiot Cheng Yi!"
"I'll listen to it first. You make a list of the things you want to buy in the supermarket first." Cheng Ke patted his face. If it was just for Cheng Yi, his father would not necessarily call again. He was injured. Dad already knew about Cheng Yi's matter. He took one million of Cheng Yi's matter, which was nothing in Dad's eyes.
There is only one possibility.
Dad is because of Jiang Yuduo.
Jiang Yuduo took out a piece of cigarette case paper with a displeased face, sat beside the table and started writing the list, Cheng Ke walked to the backyard and picked up the phone: "Dad?"
"Do you have time?" Dad's voice came out, without any emotion, it sounded very cold.
"What's the matter?" Cheng Ke asked.
"I'm right in front of your boyfriend's house," Dad said, "if you have time..."
"Where are you?" Cheng Ke raised his voice sharply.
"In front of your boyfriend's house," Dad reported Jiang Yuduo's home address, "there is a newsstand here. I hope to see you within five minutes."
"Just say it on the phone." Cheng Ke's voice became cold.
"Five minutes." Dad hung up the phone.
Cheng Ke was stunned for a while, and when he turned to walk into the house, he saw Jiang Yuduo standing by the window, he quickly walked over: "You..."
"Is that... your dad's car?" Jiang Yuduo pointed out and turned to look at him, "I can't read the license plate, three 1s."
"What are you... Did you hear that?" Cheng Ke felt distressed for a while.
"I heard you ask where he is," Jiang Yuduo twitched his lips, "so surprised, I guess you would only react this way when he was at the door."
Cheng Ke threw the phone on the sofa a little depressed: "let him wait there."
"There are still people in the car," Jiang Yuduo said. "If you don't go, he will come over... Go, I'm fine."
Cheng Ke didn't speak.
"Really," Jiang Yuduo said, "I'm in a good mood now, I'm fine."
"You're right here," Cheng Ke pointed to the window, "just stand here and look at me."
"Well." Jiang Yuduo nodded.
"Look at me until I come back." Cheng Ke said.
"Well, don't be afraid," Jiang Yuduo rubbed his face, "I'm staring here, no one can do anything to you here."
Cheng Ke smiled, put on his coat and went out the door.
He let Jiang Yuduo look at him in order to keep Jiang Yuduo's attention on this matter, and not have the opportunity to distract himself.
But Jiang Yuduo's answer really made his nose a little sore.