"Then..." Feng Yuxian took out a piece of letter paper and said, "I suggest you write a letter first just in case? Forge this letter..."
"Let's wait and see." Li Yin looked at the opposite window and said, "If there is no reply after an hour and a half, let's talk about it."
He has been staring at Murong Mirage at this moment. This perverted forensic doctor is so interested in ghosts, who can guarantee that he won't go to the basement, open the door and release the ghosts? The perverted thinking cannot be understood by ordinary people. To be honest, Li Yin was very worried when he learned that he was carrying out the instructions in blood with this guy.
Therefore, it is very important to monitor him at all times.
"And..." Li Yin said again: "I'm going down now, no one can guarantee whether that ghost will write another letter."
If the ghost took the letter out of the window and no one answered it, it was regarded as "not accepting the letter", and all three of them would die.
Li Yin walked out of the room and hurried downstairs. Although it felt that the ghost would not write another letter in such a short time, he still felt that it was better to be careful.
Although the room was still so dark, Li Yin didn't feel anything anymore. It has been nearly two years since he entered the apartment, he has experienced so much, and he has long been numb to this darkness. Anyway, in an environment where ghosts appear all the time, I feel nothing. People who have been in a comfortable environment for a long time will naturally fear when they are in danger. But being in the danger zone for a long time, the nerves of fear are not so sensitive.
To survive, one must adapt to this apartment.
No matter how sad, painful, desperate, this apartment will not show them the slightest mercy. Only through the instructions in blood can one find vitality.
Because, the moment he entered the apartment, Li Yin knew that he had already embarked on a road of no return.
There is no other choice. That being the case, why not try your best in this hellish life and seek the hope of surviving!
Coming to the basement, in front of the iron door, Li Yin took a deep breath, sat on the steps, and looked at the iron door in front of him.
In fact, it was said that the reply was forged, but that was only a last resort. One can imagine the consequences of the forged reply once it is discovered.
However, Li Yin also sympathized with these two ghosts in his heart. Although they were in love during life, they were prevented from being together, and even after death, they were bound here by the apartment, and there was no way to be free.
What is the reason that prevents them from being together? Is it also the influence exerted by the apartment? How many people's lives has this apartment directly and indirectly affected
At this time, it would be great if... Ziye was by my side.
Although he could talk to Ziye with a phone call, he still didn't intend to do that. He didn't want Ziye to see his weak side. To protect her, let her feel that she is someone worth relying on. You must never disappoint her love, even for her, you must live strong.
live on...
At this time, he suddenly heard footsteps. Shocked, he turned around quickly, but it was Feng Yuxian who came down the stairs.
"You are here, Mr. Li." Feng Yuxian came to Li Yin, sat down on his buttocks, and said, "I think, why don't you come and accompany you, sitting here alone must be very depressing." ? Even if the ghost doesn't come out, you will be very scared, right?"
"Murong mirage, he..."
"It's on the second floor. Anyway, Miss Ying Ziye will send us a text message at that time. Well, I was on the second floor just now, and I still had a view of the sea in the distance. The air in Kongming Mountain is really fresh, and there are bursts of The sea breeze is worthy of being a resort.”
"You still have this idea?" Li Yin admired this man very much. At this time, he still has the leisure to appreciate the sea
"I..." Feng Yuxian put his hands on his knees and his chin, and said, "At first I planned to commit suicide. Before entering this apartment."
Li Yin was stunned.
suicide? Could that be why he said he was happy to be in the apartment? But even if you commit suicide, you don't need to choose to be tortured to death under the instructions in blood, right? Could this man be a masochist
"My wife is dead."
Suddenly, Feng Yuxian's voice became extremely lonely. Li Yin deeply felt the loneliness that emanated from him, the pain that was greater than the death of his heart.
Feng Yuxian suddenly took out a photo from his pocket and handed it to Li Yin. Above, is a photo of him with a young woman with long hair. The long-haired woman has a good face, very beautiful and dignified, and she seems to be a very educated girl at first glance.
"Her name is Luo Ying. We met when we were in college. At that time, we recognized each other the moment we met. In this turbulent world, we met just like that. This is one in a few hundred million It's a miracle. To be able to meet the person I really love, and then... I feel like I am the luckiest person in the world."
"Mr. Feng...you..."
"Mr. Li, can you understand my feelings? I heard that you also fell in love with Ms. Ying at first sight. That kind of feeling, the moment you meet, you think that the other party is the person you want to love? I am the same. Yingying I was two years younger than me. At that time, we were both studying psychology. We exchanged common interests and hobbies with each other, shared all the memories with each other, and each other... "
Having said that, he lowered his head slightly.
"After graduating from college, we got married. At that time we made a vow that no matter what the future brings, as long as we are together, we can overcome anything."
Li Yin could understand his mood. The feeling that the one I really love, the most cherished lover in my life, just disappears in my life. In this world, without that person, it seems that the heart has also collapsed. The sky is still the same, and the earth is still the same, but there is one person who no longer exists.
People in modern society hold a scornful attitude towards true love because they have never experienced true love. When a person occupies all the corners in his heart, even if this person is not perfect, he is unique in his heart.
For Li Yin, Ziye is such a person.
Even in the eyes of others, his love for her seems to come on a whim, but to Li Yin, it is absolutely not like that.
True love is definitely not something that can be exchanged and measured by anything, nor can it be easily destroyed by the environment and time. To be in love is to be in love. Lost, that is... lost.
"How did she die?" Li Yin asked tentatively.
"She loves the rain."
Feng Yuxian's answer seemed to be irrelevant. However, Li Yin listened quietly.
"So we often dated on rainy days. However, it was also on rainy days that we lost our child. It was in the second year of marriage, when she was pregnant. Both Hotaru and I felt very happy, because the crystallization of our love, A life with my blood was about to be born. However, that happiness was soon shattered in an instant."
"The child died not long after it was born. She, who had placed infinite hopes on the child, fell into great pain just like that, as if part of her soul no longer existed."
"I can only comfort her. I know how important a child is to her. Although losing this child can be regenerated, the life that was once conceived in the body cannot be easily replaced. I am very sorry Know how she feels. Therefore, I hope that I can protect her so that she will not be tortured by this pain in the future."
"On the day that child was born, it happened to be raining heavily. It seemed that the world was going to be washed away again, and on that day, we lost our child. Since then, Yingying no longer likes rain."
"She wanted a child more than anyone else, and she wanted to be able to have a child for me, but for me, I didn't want the child to bring her so much pain and pressure. In the next few years, she has not Pregnant again, even though we've never used contraception."
"Since then, the rainy days have always seemed so desolate and sad. Whenever it rains, she will look out of the window stupidly. At that time, I knew that her heart was always falling. The rain. It never stops."
"Long-term mental failure developed to the point of depression. In the following years, because she was not pregnant, her pain continued to intensify. And I always wanted to share her pain, but for her, it was not something we could face together. That's right. She began to feel a strong sense of guilt. At the beginning, was it because she didn't pay attention to nutrition during pregnancy, did she choose a bad hospital, or because... these thoughts made her unable to live normally. Even made her I wonder if she herself became the executioner who killed her own child."
"She has been digging into the dead end like this. The shadow of that child can't be erased, and it has become an eternal pain in her heart. Every rainy day, she mourns that child. At that time, I knew that it would be difficult for her to have peace in her heart." When the rain stopped. I was already a psychiatrist, but I couldn’t treat my wife’s depression.”
"A year ago, she needed to start living on nutritional injections. The depression became more and more serious, which made her lose weight and her appetite continued to decrease. Although I have been waiting for her and tried every means to get her from She came out of the shadow of depression and pain, but she still couldn't do it. She always believed that she killed her child and didn't get pregnant again. It was God's punishment for her. However, the death of the fetus was just an accident That's it. There's no way to blame anyone, it was just an accident."
"When I saw the police cars and the ambulance parked in front of the house, I was almost in the dark."
"She chose to go to another world to look for the child. She didn't even leave me any letters, so she just left. Although I have been taking care of her, I have never been able to treat her well. I then resigned as a psychiatrist. Work. At that moment, I felt like my world had completely collapsed."
"I love her so much, I want to protect her so much, but as a psychiatrist... I let her go on this path. In this world, the person I want to protect has disappeared. My parents have passed away long ago, lost After work, most of my relatives stopped communicating with me.”
"I think maybe I'm starting to get depressed myself. Go on in this world, and every day it rains I think about everything. I can't bring myself to calm down."
"So I decided to end my life. If there is another world, I want to meet them in that world. It doesn't matter if doing so is not cherishing life in the eyes of others. I... have no way to forget all that. I There is no way I can forget them and live."
"Then... when I entered that neighborhood and wanted to enter an empty alley and cut my wrists to commit suicide, I suddenly found that my shadow had changed. Then, I came to this apartment. And I knew that they hadn't completely left. Me. There is still a way in the world to meet them. Knowing this, I feel like I've been reborn. It may be difficult, but I think there will always be a way to see her again. Even people Ghost is different, I also hope to meet her again... "
"So you feel happy?"
Li Yin, who had been silent all this time, finally spoke: "It's not your pain alone. Losing someone you love is indeed unbearable, but that doesn't mean you have the right to take your own life. And, do you know..."
"How we longed to get out of this apartment!"
"Day and night, every minute and every second, every resident hopes to escape from this apartment, to avoid those ubiquitous, immortal evil spirits and ghosts. But you actually said that you are very happy to be a resident in this apartment ? This apartment cannot bring happiness to anyone, no one wants to enter such an apartment!"
"Can you feel the pain of living in a world without her?" Feng Yuxian seemed to be excited: "You can't feel it at all, because you..."
"Since you love her, you should live even more. You should live even if it hurts, and you should live even if you can't bear it. Because..." Li Yin became more and more excited as he spoke: "The pain and sorrow of losing her is the pain and sorrow you once loved. Her evidence is also the way you love her. Even if you live in a world without her, love will not be blocked or cut off. This is the so-called true love. Because the person who loses the loved one wants to die, and wants to pass this The apartment seeks the illusion of the nether world, that's just your self-satisfaction."
"People who don't even have the courage to live are not worthy of 'love'!"
When Li Yin said this, he suddenly thought of something, and looked at the iron gate over there. I feel like I've said a little too much. In any case, the priority at the moment is how to get through this bloody word, and what to do if what you said just now irritated that ghost.
"Forget it." Feng Yuxian shook his head: "You have no way to understand. I'll go up first."
After Feng Yuxian left, Li Yin stayed alone again.
Could it be that the attitude towards him just now was too harsh? However, Li Yin always felt that he had to say these words.
People can live to love someone, but they can't easily give up their life just to love someone. People who don't even love themselves are not qualified to love others.
He just hoped that Feng Yuxian would understand this.
At this moment, Ziye, who was waiting in the basement of Moon Shadow Hall, suddenly heard a voice from the opposite side of the door.
Then... that thin hand stretched out and handed out a letter!