The real Li Yin didn't even know that a self exactly like him was created.
That fake Li Yin was originally a living person, no, it should be said that every part of the fake Li Yin was once a living person. They were all pretended to live in a novelist who was the same age as Li Yin. After he was killed, the fake resident put his head on the corpses of other dead people, and made his face look like Li Yin's. Hidden exactly the same. However, his memory was erased, and he only existed as a puppet. Of course, although the memory of the fake Li Yin was erased, he was once a human being. In fact, there is really not much difference between him and Frankenstein described by Mary Shelley.
On the train, Mizhen and Li Yin beside her, the two of them will continue to wait in this quiet wilderness.
After all, Mizhen didn't know that the Li Yin in front of him was just an empty shell, without a heart at all.
"Actually, there is a reason why Mi Tian and I survived to the tenth time." Mi Zhen said solemnly, "I am actually...a psychic witch."
"What?" Li Yin stared and asked urgently, "Is what you said true?"
"Of course it's... fake."
Li Yin's expression froze for a moment, and then he saw Mizhen covering his mouth and smiling, and said: "Haha, senior, you've been fooled again, it's always been like this before, as long as I speak seriously, you will be 100% fooled." I lied to..."
Mizhen, who showed a smile, immediately made people feel the feeling of looking at Qingcheng and Qingguo again.
Then, Mizhen saw that Li Yin beside him also laughed, and the smile was very natural, very natural.
He didn't know what it was, as if something sprouted in his heart, for the first time, he didn't express his expression mechanically, but actually smiled.
He has obviously lost his heart, obviously lost his feelings. However, he smiled naturally.
Laughing, he felt like it was a very distant relationship. How far away is it? He didn't remember either. However, when he saw Mizhen's smile at this moment, he actually felt that the smile in front of him was the most beautiful scenery in the world.
"I..." Unknowingly, he laughed from the bottom of his heart, but even he felt a little unbelievable.
"Senior, you finally laughed." Mizhen looked relieved, and said, "That's it, that's all. Actually, what I wanted to tell you just now is that Mitian and I can live because I didn't give up on me. Even the god of death will be defeated in front of a smile. Therefore, you must never lose your smile. That is what I said to myself after my parents passed away. Because at that time, as an older sister, I had the responsibility to take care of Mi Tian, I have the responsibility to let me live a good life with him. Just for this reason, I can't fall down, and I can't lose my smile. If there is no smile, then I really admit that my life is not enough. Any hope left."
There was silence on the train.
He closed his eyes. That smile seemed to be the most beautiful music echoing in his mind, and it made him obsessed for a while.
"Well, you are right." Opening his eyes again, he looked at Mizhen, and he also showed a smile, and said, "Yes, we must still have hope, hope!"
"Senior, do you remember?"
"What?"
"You told me that before. We, when we first met. Do you remember?"
Yajin will never forget that day. That was the day when she first reported to Golden Mile Academy. At that time, she and Mi Tian came to Golden Mile Academy, the school report office, checked the student ID number and the classroom where the class was, and then went to the teaching building.
University life is just a place to dispel fear and find spiritual sustenance during the interval between blood letters in the apartment. However, Mi Tian still felt very depressed.
"It's a big playground, and there are tennis courts, it's amazing!" Mizhen visited the campus with great interest, after all, he really entered the university.
But Mi Tian never said a word. At that time, Mi Tian had always been gloomy, and even learned to smoke and drink too much, so his spirit was a little depressed. Even if the sun shines on his face, he can't feel the warmth.
"Hello!" Mizhen slapped Mitian on the head with the academy brochure he got, and said, "How dare you ignore your sister?"
"Got it!" Mi Tian stroked his head and said, "Why hit me on the head."
"What? Are you not convinced?" Mizhen stretched out his hand and touched Mitian's head, and said, "Okay! Don't be so sad, today is the first day of reporting! Forget about all the bloody things and meet new classmates Well! Well, yes, I thought about it and decided to live and study.”
Mi Tian was taken aback for a moment, then asked in disbelief: "You, are you kidding me? Sister? Is it true?"
"of course it's true."
"Hey, how is this possible? You should know that we have to..."
"Alright. This is Baiyan District, the city center, and the subway transportation is very convenient. We only need to go back to the apartment once during lunch break the next day, and then go back to school? Don't you like staying in that apartment? "
"Of course...not anymore."
"That's it! From now on, we will stay in the apartment on Sundays. We usually live in the dormitory, meet ordinary people, and live a normal life. At present, most residents are extremely pessimistic. Many people Everyone has suicidal tendencies, and if you stay there, your depression will become more and more serious. In this case, just pretend that you have never entered the apartment and live the life of ordinary people!"
"Sister, you are really different..."
"Of course. Life is all about having fun while suffering. Even normal people will die from various reasons such as car accidents, robberies, diseases, etc. We just face more dangers than ordinary people. However, It's nothing, anyway, no matter how much you regret entering the apartment, it's useless, after all, this is our life. Come on! Don't be listless! When you meet new classmates with me, be more energetic and smile more , and then you and I will go back to the apartment in the afternoon to move our luggage into the dormitory and buy something for our classmates."
"shopping?"
"Yeah, we have to build a good relationship with our new classmates! From now on, we are going to get along with each other for four years, aren't we? Alright, let's go!"
Finally, the two came to the classroom where the class was. Three days after the official start of school, more than 30 students have gathered in the class, and everyone is talking happily. After going through the hone of the college entrance examination, everyone is extremely excited to enter this university. After all, this is the result of their three years of high school struggle, and this college is quite famous among undergraduate colleges.
Mi Zhen found an empty seat and sat down with Mi Tian, and in front of her was an extremely beautiful girl. As soon as she saw Mizhen and Mitian, she immediately said, "Hello, my name is Qian Xiyue!"
"Chu Mizhen!" Mizhen pulled Mitian and said, "He is my younger brother Mitian, we are twins!"
"Really?" Xiyue looked at the two of them and said, "Yes, they look alike! Your names sound nice too. Do you live on campus?"
Mizhen immediately said: "Live! Mitian, you also live on campus, right?"
"I..." Mi Tian was still hesitating at first, but looking at Mi Zhen who squinted his eyes, he could only say: "Well, I live, I live."
"How do you feel about this college?" Xiyue asked with her chin propped up, "Not bad, right?"
"Of course!" Mizhen also said with great interest: "I want to go to the library at noon, why don't you go with me? Mitian, are you going?"
But she found that Mi Tian was staring at Xiyue closely, and hurriedly leaned over, and whispered in his ear: "Hey, don't stare at him like that, answer me!"
Xiyue covered her mouth with a smile, and said, "You siblings are so interesting. Mizhen, um, is it okay to call you that?"
"No problem," Mizhen said with a smile, "Then, let me call you Xiyue too!"
According to what Mitian told Mizhen later, if he didn’t know that Mizhen was an apartment resident, it would be unimaginable that a person who smiled so naturally would live such a horrible life at the same time, accompanied by death and ghosts all day long. In Mizhen's world, even if the darkness is taken away by people, there can still be light.
Just when Mizhen was talking, a person walked by Xiyue and asked softly, "Sorry, can I sit here?"
That person is Li Yin.
He had a book tucked over his shoulder, a copy of Emily Bronte's Wuthering Heights.
"Ah, yes." There was an empty seat next to Xiyue, and she quickly moved a little to allow Li Yin to sit down.
Li Yin looked very elegant. After sitting down, he nodded slightly and said, "Thank you. Well, my name is Li Yin, please give me your advice."
"Hello!" Mizhen also nodded, and said, "Are you reading "Wuthering Heights"? I love that book so much!"
"Really?" Li Yin took the book and said, "I borrowed it from the library. Have you read it? I only read the beginning."
"It's a very tragic love story." Mizhen looked at the cover of the book and said, "It seems to be a version introduced earlier, and I don't know if the translation is good."
"Really? It's tragic?" Li Yin read the book and said, "Actually, I also roughly know some of the plot of the story. It is a man who devoted his whole life for love, and finally embarked on a path of despair. He sacrificed for love, I think it should be a very beautiful story. Even if it is a tragedy, I would like to read it."
At that time, Mizhen was attracted by Li Yin's slightly sad eyes. Of course she didn't know about the conflict between Li Yin and his father.
"You seem a little sad, don't you?" Mi Zhen keenly captured Li Yin's mind and said, "Is there anything unsatisfactory?"
"There are always things in life that are very helpless," Li Yin put away the book and said, "However, no matter what, it is better to hate for the sake of love than to hate for pure hate."
Mizhen felt these words and nodded. Then, she suddenly said: "However, don't think too much about it, senior, since we all know each other, even if there are any sad things, just forget them! I will read the books at night, and I will happily visit the college during the day." Bar!"
"Sorry... why did you call me senior?"
"I should be one year younger than all of you." Mizhen patted her head embarrassingly, and said, "When I was studying, my brother and I dropped out of school for a year."
That year was naturally the year when my parents died in a train accident.
"There's no need to call me senior, just call me Li Yin."
"Then how can it be? There is a difference between respect and inferiority. It's better to call you senior."
Looking back now, Xiyue didn't ask at that time, "Then why didn't you call me senior sister?"
Next, I met Han Zhen, Wen Qian, Yan Lang and others, and no matter who they were, they all had a good impression of Mizhen. In the following four years, Mizhen has always been the most popular girl in the class. And many boys have a crush on her. She is beautiful, cheerful and lively, talkative, humorous, and considerate. Almost no one dislikes her.
No one can imagine what kind of life she spent outside of college life.
After completing the accommodation procedures, Mizhen moved her luggage into her room, and at the same time was pleasantly surprised to find that she and Xiyue shared the same dormitory. The other two girls in the same dormitory were also very happy that Mizhen moved in. They all felt that with her in the dormitory, there must be a lot of laughter and youthful atmosphere in the dormitory in the future.
At that time, it was already close to dusk. Mizhen came outside the academy and walked along the huge playground of the Golden Mile Academy. Then, she suddenly saw Li Yin appearing in front of her. He was standing on the tennis court, leaning against the barbed wire alone.
Mizhen walked in, but Li Yin didn't notice her entry.
"Senior?"
"Huh?" Li Yin turned around, noticed Mizhen approaching, and quickly said, "It's you, Chu Mizhen. Don't call me senior, it feels so strange. After all, you seem to be the only one calling me senior." ah."
"Why, don't you like it?" Mizhen walked up to Li Yin and said, "I thought you would feel very vain."
"No, you can call it whatever you want." Li Yin raised his head, looked at the setting sun, and said, "Well, from now on, we will be together for four years."
"Yes." Mizhen turned his head to look at Li Yin's profile, which was illuminated by the afterglow of the setting sun.
"Your life must be very happy, right?" Li Yin stood with his hands behind his back, walked slowly to the front, picked up a tennis ball that had fallen on the ground, and said, "I am different. I am very confused now, many things are I don’t know how to choose. In fact, I didn’t intend to enter the economics school, but planned to enter the medical school.”
"Really? Then why did you change the exam to the School of Economics?" Mizhen also came over and asked.
"I don't want to be a doctor anymore." Li Yin squeezed the tennis ball tightly and said, "When I was a child, I always felt honored by the profession of a doctor. I used to think that I could become a good doctor in the future. But now, I feel that this is just It’s just wishful thinking. In the end, I changed my first choice without telling my parents. But now that I’m entering this academy, I’m at a loss as to what to do. Is my choice right? Could it be that I’ve gone the wrong way?”
"What do you think about so much?" Mizhen bent down, grabbed Li Yin's hand that was gripping the tennis ball with both hands, and said, "Relax a bit, life has many difficulties. Don't be too hard on yourself. If you regret it, then Just think about what to do to reduce regret. Anyway, you are already a member of Golden Mile Academy, and I think this kind of life is not bad."
Li Yin's hand was released slowly, and the tennis ball fell to the ground. He turned his head to look at Mizhen, and said, "Really? It sounds like it might not be bad. I think life will be very interesting with a classmate like you in the future, right?"
Mizhen picked up the tennis ball, then threw it into the sky suddenly, raised his head, and said, "Yes, that's the way it should be. It's okay to smile more. Anyway, as long as you are alive, no one can make a conclusion about your life. Living People who are said to be desperate are actually dead. Just like me, I am still alive anyway, so there is still hope in my life! Well, I will go first, senior!"
This is the first acquaintance between Mizhen and Li Yin. A girl who makes people feel relaxed and happy no matter where she goes, even if she falls into darkness, she must create light for herself. Even in despair, create hope for yourself...