The oil painting that Shen Yu gave herself has several people painted on it.
And those people... turned out to be Bian Xingchen, Liu et al! Nearby is obviously a pile of abandoned buildings waiting to be demolished, and in the distance, there is a street sign that says "Sanada Road".
The scene of this painting is extremely shocking.
According to what Xingchen said, the blood letter was received at ten o'clock in the morning, and this painting was also at ten o'clock when Min came to the orphanage to pick it up!
In other words... Deep Rain actually predicted it completely, the instructions in blood issued by the apartment!
Min couldn't understand this phenomenon at all, and kept calling Shen Yu in the following days, but she didn't answer the phone at all. In the end, she came to the orphanage herself. After all... If Shen Yu is really a special person who has the truth of drawing blood characters, then he will probably successfully survive ten blood characters in the future and leave that apartment!
Of course, this matter must never be known to any residents. She had completely burned that painting, and all the ashes had filled the toilet. Printing out that piece of paper to give advice is also her plan to repay Xingchen's kindness in saving her before.
And if the "ability" of Shen Yu is known to the residents, the consequences will be disastrous! The shards of the hell contract have been so fiercely contested, and the "ability" of Shen Yu is known to the residents, and the consequences are disastrous!
She plans to go out and look for deep rain! Find her no matter what!
At the same time, she was also very sad.
At the end of the day...do I still have to use the deep rain? Her birth itself was used by herself. Although she always thinks that Shen Yu's birth ruined her, Shen Yu herself is innocent. She has no sin!
As a result, she was called the "son of the devil". As a human being, he is treated as a devil, and is not accepted and understood by people in this society. It is obviously not his own sin, but he has to bear the consequences of that sin.
Now, I still want to use her... But knowing this, she still came. still... here it comes...
At this time, in a library near Xingqi Orphanage.
Shen Yu was sitting in front of a table, holding a book and reading.
She was still wearing the gauze dress, and the sleeves were still long enough to cover half of her hands. She occasionally brushed aside the bangs on her forehead and continued to look at the book in front of her.
The book is called "Bullets Fly Over", and it is a military-themed novel. She reads very quickly, nearly 300 pages of the novel, and she is about to finish half of the novel.
She likes this novel very much. The content is a touching story about the war during World War II. This book was previously an online novel, and later published as a physical book.
The author of the book... is called "Ten Times of Blood".
This is of course a pseudonym, and she has read almost all the works of this online novelist. Many of them describe the theme of war, and it can be seen that the author is very familiar with and understands history and military affairs.
That author... I really want to meet him.
Deep Rain closed his eyes.
I should not exist in this world. From the very beginning, I was not born out of need. To my mother, I... am the person she hates the most, right
Not wanted, not loved, not valued, and more... not accepted by anyone.
Back then, after the truth was revealed, the words she often heard were always circling in her mind...
"Hey, hey, have you heard? Shen Yu is the daughter of a rapist!"
"No way? Is it true or not?"
"I know too, the dean is still trying to hide it..."
"That's right, I didn't expect that she would have such terrible blood..."
"It's not just rape..."
"Ah, what else?"
"She is a child born of incest between father and daughter!"
"Isn't it, real or fake? Father and daughter? It's really disgusting!"
"If I were her, I would have committed suicide a long time ago, with such a dirty body!"
Not only the children in the orphanage, but wherever she went, there were people looking at her with strange eyes. As if... looking at a very dirty thing.
Her mother is actually still alive.
It's just that her father is also her grandfather. Her mother and also her sister.
The moment the truth of this creepy disordered relationship was revealed, Shen Yu fell into unimaginable pain. The child born of the incest of close relatives, the blood born from this sinful relationship, is himself.
Distorted, disordered, born as a "son of evil".
Shen Yu fell into an inextricable sense of guilt. No one is born a sinner, but... she is. She herself is a product of crime, and she was born of a crime that must not be allowed to be committed.
How should I face my "parents"
Are those your "parents"
Should she love her "parents"? She would not have been born without the crime of her father, who was also her grandfather. From this level, she couldn't accuse "father" of the crime at all. It is also impossible to comfort the "mother", and it is even more impossible to get along with her peacefully.
However, she always exists by her side.
Min is Shen Yu's mother.
At the same time, she is also her own sister. Her father raped Min when she was six years old. Min's mother died suddenly due to overwork. As for Min's father, he seems to have a problem like sexual dependence, and his needs are very strong. But the mother is gone. Unable to vent his desire, when Min was six years old, he violated her body and committed the sinful act of incest!
This horrible thing made Min feel like falling into hell. Violated by his own father! This is countless times more painful than ordinary rape!
And what's even more frightening is...
Min is pregnant. But at that time, she didn't have such common sense, she just had nausea and nausea from time to time. At all... I can't think of such a thing. Even when her belly got bigger, she thought it was some kind of disease. She never went to the hospital at all, and her father didn't care about her at all, and got drunk all day long.
In theory, as long as a woman is able to start ovulating, there is a possibility of pregnancy. Therefore, even if you are only five or six years old, you still have the possibility of pregnancy.
It's just... It's scary just thinking about it. A girl who was only six years old was pregnant with a child! Moreover, it was brought to him by his biological father!
Min's pain can be imagined.
Later, Min finally understood through books that what her father had done was a crime, and she went to the police as her belly continued to grow. And then, Min gave birth to the child alone at home, because... that child is the best evidence that her father committed a crime against her. There is no more convincing evidence than this. In the end, the paternity test was passed, and the father was finally sent to prison. And Min became an orphan, and the daughter she gave birth to... Shen Yu was the same.
Min gave birth to Shen Yu because she hated her father and wanted to make her father punish her. Because only Shen Yu can prove the crimes committed by her father, so that she can escape from her father's clutches. At that time, she just thought about it, but ignored Shen Yu's feelings. She is not a tool, but a person. But Min... still gave birth to her. Then, she was taken in by the director of Xingqi Orphanage in K City. The dean who knew the truth concealed everything for Min, and at the same time arranged for Shen Yu to be an abandoned baby, living in the same orphanage as me.
However, at that time, both the police and the doctors were incomprehensible to this matter. At the time, Min was only six years old, her body was not fully developed, and she was alone at home, without anyone helping to deliver the baby, she successfully gave birth to Shen Yu! This makes people feel that it is already a "miracle"! After Shen Yu was born, she was still very healthy! A child born from a union of close relatives does not have any defects!
This incomprehensible phenomenon has been puzzling to Min until now. It can only be considered that it is a phenomenon that modern medicine cannot explain.
When Shen Yu closed her eyes, she would still think of Min countless times.
When she was a child, she always believed that she was an abandoned baby, a child abandoned by her parents.
After Min's father was imprisoned, Min came to K City with the dean, and the dean helped her erase all previous records. In addition, she was a minor, so the report of the case would not use her real name, so it was successfully concealed. everyone. Including... deep rain.
Min's feelings for Shen Yu are actually very complicated.
Shen Yu had always regarded Min as someone she could rely on, treating her like her older sister. However, Min's eyes towards her are always so cold, even with a trace of fear.
It's not that Min didn't think about sending Shen Yu away. However, no one could be found to take her in for a while. What's more, if the other party investigates Shen Yu's life experience, who would take in a child born of incest? What's more, children born to close relatives are very prone to various diseases caused by congenital genes, and no one would want to adopt them.
In the end, the dean had no choice but to keep her in the Xingqi Orphanage.
Min and Shen Yu are both sisters and mother and daughter, and this deformed relationship has been accompanied by the growth of the two of them.
Shen Yu has always liked Min since she was a child, maybe it's because of the nature of mother and daughter, she always likes to cling to Min, all the time. However, Min always deliberately avoids Shen Yu and does not want to be with her.
As for Shen Yu, the time when she really showed caring and affection... was when Shen Yu was diagnosed with polio. There was simply not enough money for treatment, and under the circumstances at that time, Shen Yu's life might have been threatened.
What would happen if Shen Yu died
The evidence of evil and darkness to oneself disappeared.
Maybe you can get relief yourself.
That was... Min's initial thought. But not anymore. She has no right to hate Shen Yu, because... Shen Yu was born by her own decision. It was she who brought deep rain into this world.
In any case, Shen Yu is her daughter. her blood.
Even if everyone in this world stares at Shen Yu with cold and contemptuous eyes, only oneself can't. I must always stand by Shen Yu's side to protect her and give her care and warmth.
The person who ruined his life was not Shen Yu, but the father who was not as good as a beast.
Seeing the painful deep rain on the hospital bed, Min made up his mind. She opened a blog on the Internet, and published Shen Yu's situation and illness, hoping that people in the society can show love and raise donations. Because the blog was very tear-jerking, it attracted tens of thousands of clicks and attention, and the media also paid attention.
"Orphaned by polio" is a perfect headline for a social section. It is possible to write a very sensational piece of news with almost no need to organize the language. After it was published, donations continued to be concentrated in the hospital. After treatment, Shen Yu's life was saved, but his lower body was paralyzed and he had to sit in a wheelchair.
After that, in the orphanage, the scene of Min pushing the wheelchair in the deep rain and the two talking and laughing could be seen all the time.
At that time, I was really, really happy.
Year after year passed, Shen Yu grew up slowly. And at this moment...
Shen Yu's life experience... was revealed.
Then, she was called the "son of the devil" by people.
That was the beginning of all tragedies.