Zhang Xiaoqiang turned his head and saw Xu Mengzhu sitting there in the shadow at the foot of the bed. She was wearing a black coat. There was also a broken drinking glass.
"What's wrong with me? What's wrong with me? What's wrong with me?"
Losing control over his body and strength, Zhang Xiaoqiang was terrified in his heart, which made him anxious, and his agitated mood made him speak in a very strange tone. Although he was asking, it was more like a questioning to Xu Mengzhu's ears.
Xu Mengzhu has a ghost in her heart. She knows that Zhang Xiaoqiang's appearance is to save Miaomiao. She has a thorn in her heart. She has always felt guilty for the child. She wants to make up for it, but she is afraid of facing those pure eyes. She is like an ostrich. After burying it, she kept meowing in her heart all the time, the two extremes were constantly switching in her heart, and she was about to be driven crazy.
When she heard that Miaomiao had an accident, a kind of intense sadness tore her heart to shreds, she wanted to die, and at the same time she wanted to die, there was a kind of relief in her heart, a kind of relief.
When she learned that the naughty Miaomiao was rescued by Zhang Xiaoqiang, but Zhang Xiaoqiang was seriously injured, her heart came alive, and at the same time, the guilt for Miaomiao weighed on her heart again. Fear of Zhang Xiaoqiang, Zhang Xiaoqiang was injured because of Miaomiao, she didn't know how Zhang Xiaoqiang would treat Miaomiao, and how Zhang Xiaoqiang's woman would treat Miaomiao.
Hearing Zhang Xiaoqiang's impatient and aggressive questioning, she panicked, her mind was filled with meow. She was beaten by the angry Zhang Xiaoqiang, punished by Yang Ke'er and the others. Meow is her heart and her sin. She wants to use herself to bear the punishment that Miaomiao will receive, but she dare not face it.
Zhang Xiaoqiang was already restless and his mood fluctuated greatly. The fear in his heart was like a hacksaw sawing his nerves. Seeing Xu Mengzhu keep silent to him, a strong uneasiness turned from a trickle into a raging wave.
"Mom... shit, you bitch, talk... what's wrong with me?"
Finally Zhang Xiaoqiang couldn't hold back anymore, the questioning turned into scolding, he was silent about the bad situation he might face, and Xu Mengzhu.
"Plop..." Xu Mengzhu knelt down beside the bed, didn't dare to speak but lowered her head, she could tell from her trembling shoulders that she was crying... Zhang Xiaoqiang no longer scolded him, he had experienced too much, he even endured all kinds of life and death After he calmed down, his mood was naturally stronger than before the end of the world. He stared at the tent speechlessly, enduring the growing hunger in his stomach.
He is not afraid of external injuries, the weird resilience of his body can always allow him to recover quickly, the only loss is some food, what he is afraid of is damage to the inside of the body, such as internal organs, tendons and bones.
After a long time, Xu Mengzhu began to sob, and the sobbing became smaller and smaller, obviously she had gradually calmed down.
"Tell me... what's the matter with me?" Zhang Xiaoqiang's tone returned to calm, and his hoarse voice was deeply bleak.
"The doctor examined you and said..."
"Let's talk... I'll listen..." Zhang Xiaoqiang felt that Xu Mengzhu was very annoying at this time. He procrastinated, talked to mother-in-law, and had nothing else but to cry. I really don't know which man married her before the end of the world
"The doctor said... most of your bones are broken, and... your nerves have problems, and..."
"Forget it...you go out...let me be quiet...someone prepare food for me...the more the better..."
When Zhang Xiaoqiang heard the news he didn't want to hear, he became irritable again, and drove Xu Mengzhu out. Thinking of this woman staying by his side, he was even more annoyed.
Xu Mengzhu didn't say much, turned around and quietly walked out of the tent with his head down, Zhang Xiaoqiang endured the growing hunger in his stomach, and was still thinking about his future plans.
He has to plan for the worst, he is safe and sound, no one dares to rebel, no one dares to offend him, if he really loses his strength, then it is uncertain... "Ding Luo? Should we kill him first?" Thinking After a long time, Zhang Xiaoqiang shook his head secretly. Ding Luo was an unstable factor. The people in charge of the base were also not necessarily loyal. They used to share joys and sorrows with him, and when they disappeared after they were at ease, they would obey a cripple.
If that's the case, it's okay for Ding Luo to stay and contain them, provided he leaves by himself.
Zhang Xiaoqiang's worst plan is to take people who are willing to follow him to the missile base. The colonel is in charge of the missile base there. More than 20 women have received Zhang Xiaoqiang's great kindness. For them, there are not so many detours. Treat them well, they will treat whoever is good, sometimes ignorance is also a quality.
The colonel is an upright soldier, as long as he doesn't touch his lifeblood, he won't have any calculations against himself, and those who know how to calculate will not think of destroying the base together.
There is a way out, how many people will follow, Zhang Xiaoqiang has no idea, human nature is sometimes very complicated, sometimes it is simple, as the environment changes, the human beings in the last days no longer have so many desires and passions as before. Needs, there are only two real needs, one is food, the other is safety, the combination of the two is survival.
Worshiping power and worshiping violence in the last days means a different kind of shelter. The survivors who are struggling on the verge of life and death, don't they want a powerful leader to lead them to struggle and survive in the last days
When the school of fish came, Zhang Xiaoqiang lost all courage, he was desperate, he had no confidence, his team members did not break up, they were not hysterical, it was just in the hearts of the team members, Zhang Xiaoqiang's force was still there, the weapons in their hands were still there, there were these two things , even if they die, they can't die vigorously? The most critical point is that the environment forces them to make such a choice.
Now, when it’s really time to see the future, they may not continue to follow a useless person. People are selfish, and they have to think about themselves. Internet worms are a minority after all, Lei Feng? Let's talk nonsense... "Zhang Huaian, Wang Le, Huang Quan, Chen Ye, and Yang Ke'er and Yuan Yi..." Zhang Xiaoqiang wondered how many people would follow.
He knew Zhang Huaian and Wang Le, both of them had no ambitions, and likewise, they didn't have more ambitions, so the chances of these two people following were very high.
Huang Quan is another situation. Chen Ye will follow Zhang Xiaoqiang. After all, only under Zhang Xiaoqiang's hands can her sisters live in peace. She is worried about changing someone. In this way, Huang Quan will come chasing Chen Ye. .
Yang Ke'er and Yuan Yi have been with him the longest. Yang Ke'er can die with him, and Yuan Yi can die for him. Invisibly, the fate of the three people is linked together.