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Shangguan Qiaoyun's heart is extremely tangled, and finally she has a skill. With her skill, she can definitely live well in the last days, better than most people. Women always like to show off, with such a good skill But hidden in the wild, living quietly and in obscurity, until old and dead, no one will know that there is a woman named Shangguan Qiaoyun who has good deeds.
Going to H or going back to the base, these two choices slowly occupied her heart. Unknowingly, Zhang Xiaoqiang had been forgotten by her. The husband and wife are birds in the same forest, and they fly separately in the face of disaster, not to mention that they are not husband and wife. Besides, Will Zhang Xiaoqiang still have a chance to be a normal man in the future
Time was passing by, and after a long time, Shangguan Qiaoyun raised her head to tell Zhang Xiaoqiang her choice, the moment she looked up, she saw a hint of sarcasm at the corner of his mouth...
Shangguan Qiaoyun's heart suddenly ached. He knew, he knew a long time ago that he would abandon him, and what choice he would make was already within his expectation
"Why...why? Why is it like this..." She suddenly didn't dare to speak anymore, she secretly asked herself in her heart, the heart-wrenching pain made her suffocate, this is no longer a question of talking or not, It's her own problem, why she made this choice.
She endured the pain that made her suffocate and tortured herself in her heart, why Zhang Xiaoqiang didn't give her a third choice, let her follow him, why did he think that he was going to leave all the time, did he have no feelings for him at all what
Women are emotional, even the confident and intelligent Shangguan Qiaoyun is the same. After she made a decision, she felt Zhang Xiaoqiang's resoluteness and non-retention, as well as his faint sarcasm. The arrogant Shangguan Qiaoyun couldn't accept it, and the decision she made was already on her lips, but she forgot it.
"Yes...he always knew...he knew what a woman I was...he knew what choice I would make...it was me who was too stupid, I was too stupid..."
Just now when Zhang Xiaoqiang wanted to drive her away, she didn't shed any tears, but now, her tears wet her tender and smooth cheeks, she was crying, crying for herself, she finally realized what kind of person she was, She finally knew why Zhang Xiaoqiang was so indifferent to her, Zhang Xiaoqiang had already given her heart, she was not worthy.
Shangguan Qiaoyun stopped talking, and all kinds of thoughts came to her, not how to choose a way out, but everything she experienced, before the end of the world, after the end of the world, before meeting Zhang Xiaoqiang, after meeting Zhang Xiaoqiang of.
Mother's good daughter, the animal father who made her spurn, endured the icy water in winter for her mother, and...
After thinking a lot, and for a long time, Zhang Xiaoqiang who was beside her didn't rush, just thinking about his own thoughts silently. In the small space, the two of them were silent.
"Shangguan, Shangguan, you are a superficial woman, you are a vain woman, you are still a woman without conscience, yes, I am such a woman, but am I wrong? I am a woman, I am a woman A wonderful woman, a woman who will take control of her own future, and that is my privilege."
In the end, Shangguan Qiaoyun drew a conclusion for herself, a conclusion of self-analysis and self-liberation. She felt that she had figured it out, and she still had to make the previous decision, because she was her, Shangguan Qiaoyun, and she would do anything for the purpose. The woman who can fight against her own destiny and change her own destiny.
Shangguan Qiaoyun is Shangguan Qiaoyun, she is still rational, especially about her own future, she encourages herself in her heart, takes a few deep breaths, and finally musters up the courage, she wants to tell Zhang Xiaoqiang solemnly, even if he mocks and scolds him , she insisted.
Shangguan Qiaoyun stared blankly at Zhang Xiaoqiang, he was already asleep, his face had been washed, the morning gunpowder smoke and stains were gone, his beard was not shaved, and his chin was still covered with blue stubble, with dark or dark streaks. A shallow scar hangs on his cheek, which was scratched on the rough stone wall when he was single-handedly blocking a big fish in the cave a few days ago.
There was a scorching mark on the hair beside his ear, which was grazed by the flying shrapnel. The sleeping Zhang Xiaoqiang did not show a child-like ease. Said that he was very upset and confused.
At this moment, Shangguan was a little crazy. Looking at this unhandsome man, scenes of the past came back to his mind. In the Humvee, he was sleeping peacefully in his arms like a child. At the gate of the chicken farm, he hugged himself She used her mouth to give herself water, and in the ammunition depot, he held her hand, and when the rat tide spewed out, she hugged his waist and waited for the end.
When she recalled that in the infirmary of the small town, Zhang Xiaoqiang looked at the young victims and cried out, and when she hugged him and suffered together, the tears flowed out again, her heart hurt like never before, The pain was even worse than the one outside the gate of the chicken farm. She looked at Zhang Xiaoqiang with eyes blurred by tears, and wanted to shout, but she couldn't utter a single syllable for a long time...
Zhang Xiaoqiang, who had taken a nap for a while, opened his eyes again. When he looked enough at the top of the tent, he suddenly remembered that Shangguan Qiaoyun was still by his side. He seemed to have made a choice when he arrived at her just now. Shangguan learned of the choice made by Shangguan Qiaoyun.
Turning her head, what caught her eyes was a head of slightly shining hair. The hair spread out like a thin quilt and was draped behind Shangguan. Shangguan was lying on the edge of his bed with his head buried in her own arms, as if he was already fast asleep. , and she was still holding Zhang Xiaoqiang's index finger in her sleep, Zhang Xiaoqiang could feel the slightly damp heat in her palm.
Looking at the woman in front of him, Zhang Xiaoqiang let out a long sigh, what a pity for his rain.
Zhang Xiaoqiang's sigh was heard by Shangguan Qiaoyun, she straightened up and looked at Zhang Xiaoqiang caringly, and asked softly:
"Are you thirsty... I'll get you some water?"
Hearing what Shangguan said, Zhang Xiaoqiang really felt thirsty, so he nodded involuntarily.
The water came, and Zhang Xiaoqiang who was lying down couldn't drink by himself, Shangguan Qiaoyun wanted to help Zhang Xiaoqiang up, who knew that when he touched him slightly, he would groan in pain, Shangguan Qiaoyun's face turned pale with fright, she lightly Gently put Zhang Xiaoqiang back to his original position, and tucked in the quilt for him.
Zhang Xiaoqiang was confused by Shangguan's attitude, did he care about it later
"Find a straw, I use a straw to drink."
Zhang Xiaoqiang immediately came up with a solution while holding the water cup, Shangguan Qiaoyun didn't turn around to go out to find a straw, she raised the cup and took a sip, put it in her mouth, lowered her head and pressed her delicate red lips to Zhang Xiaoqiang's mouth.
Zhang Xiaoqiang didn't know what Shangguan Qiaoyun was planning, he would not refuse anyone who came, Shangguan Qiaoyun gave him a glass of water with his fragrant lips.
"Have you considered it?"
"I've thought about it..."
"Which of the two options do you choose?"
"I choose the third."
Zhang Xiaoqiang looked at the stubborn Shangguan Qiaoyun in surprise, raised his eyebrows slightly, and asked doubtfully, "Didn't I mention the third one?"
"The third one is, I don't choose either of the first two, I will follow you, I will take care of you, I will protect you, even if you don't want me, I will still follow you, even if you drive me away, I will rely on you... "..."
Zhang Xiaoqiang listened to Shangguan Qiaoyun's babbling, he was not talking, he was digesting this news, this news was beyond his expectation, but it was not bad news for him, at least, he had no money. Take it back.