It seems that people with high IQs can learn everything quickly. Xiao Yan flipped through a few cooking books and watched some videos. He learned to cook with ease. Not to mention how delicious it is, there is absolutely no shortage of oil, salt, sauce and vinegar. On the premise of an extra gram, the taste is definitely within the normal range.
Originally, it was agreed that Shen Qi would cook and clean, but nearly a year later, Xiao Yan took care of all the cooking and cleaning, but Shen Qi became the most idle one.
After eating and drinking, blowing the air-conditioning and eating cold drinks, Shen Qi decided to have a good talk with Xiao Yan.
"I have something to tell you."
Xiao Yan seemed to have anticipated this for a long time, not unexpectedly, his expression was very calm, and he continued to feed him ice cream without even a single pause: "Okay."
With such an attitude, Shen Qi was stunned for a while, then he regained his senses and stopped him from feeding, and after considering his words, he said, "I can come by myself in the future, whether it is eating or dressing, I have hands and feet, I can do it all. Come on by myself, I'm not comfortable that way."
Xiao Yan took out a tissue to help him wipe the corner of his mouth, a smile flashed across his eyes: "It took more than half a year to feel uncomfortable?"
Cough, alright, he just wanted to enjoy it, Shen Qi took the tissue by himself: "That's not the point, anyway, I'm going to come by myself now, don't bother you, I'll be a waste if it goes on like this."
Xiao Yan stared at him for a moment, then reached out and caressed his cheek, with a sigh in his voice: "But what should I do, I like it very much, why don't you leave it all to me? Don't you like it?"
"Yes, I don't like it." Shen Qi did not condone this time, but firmly refused. Xiao Yan has become like this. There are his own problems and his own problems. If he hadn't indulged and compromised again and again, maybe he wouldn't have become so serious, maybe he should have stood firm from the beginning.
Loving someone doesn't mean unconditional tolerance and indulgence. There must be a bottom line, especially since he is older than Xiao Yan, and this time he has made the wrong guidance again.
Thinking of this, Shen Qi felt even more guilty, as if it was all his fault that Xiao Yan became like this.
"I'm sorry." He hardly dared to look into Xiao Yan's eyes, "I should have found out from the beginning and should have stopped you."
Xiao Yan's heart trembled, seeing Shen Qi speechless.
He thought that Shen Qi had discovered his ugly nature and planned to avoid him and stay away from him. He had already prepared to accept his fear, disgust or false gaze, and it was better to just quarrel with him. Thinking that Shen Qi would actually think this way, instead of blaming him, he said sorry to him.
It's not that I fear him, I don't hate him, and I don't blame him for his perversion. Instead, I understand him and even think it's my own negligence.
If he didn't know Shen Qi, he might laugh at the Virgin in front of him, but he knew Shen Qi and knew he wasn't, and because he knew he wasn't, he said this, which shocked him even more.
A heart fell to the ground, not only fell to the ground, but also seemed to be soaked in a hot spring, faintly swollen, and a gurgling warm current flowed out of his heart, making his eyes almost sore.
very nice.
He put down the ice cream, knelt down on one knee in front of Shen Qi, hugged his waist tightly with both hands, and buried his face in his waist: "Don't say sorry to me, it's not your fault, I should tell you I'm sorry."
It was he who had dirty and dark thoughts and wanted to make Shen Qi completely dependent on him and couldn't live without him. Even if he knew that others couldn't see him, he still wanted to hide him, and no one could approach him. It belongs to him alone. If it weren't for the worry that Qi, who was too dependent on him, might not be as alive as he is now, he even had even more filthy thoughts.
How could he be worthy of Ah Qi, how could he be worthy of his angel? He was entangled in pain and fell into deep self-loathing.
Shen Qi was stunned, and stroked Xiao Yan's head, like he did when he was sick and uncomfortable, massaged and massaged with ten fingers: "It's okay, I forgive you, who made me like you."
The pain and distortion in Xiao Yan's heart instantly calmed down, and the hand around Shen Qi's waist tightened.
There is no one else, and no one will treat him better than Shen Qi. He is willing to forgive the suffering that God gave him in the first half of his life, because he sent Shen Qi for him. If you can exchange those sufferings for Shen Qi, don't. He was willing to say sixteen years, twenty-six years.
"I like you, I like you..." He raised his head, got up and kissed Shen Qi's lips almost reverently, murmuring, "I love you, Qi."
Shen Qi's heart trembled fiercely, he pulled his head down and kissed him, responding with a kiss.
The affectionate kiss, lingering and gentle, finally stopped when it was about to get out of control, Shen Qi woke up from the blur, and held down Xiao Yan's hand that was about to move: "There is still something I haven't said clearly, tell me, what are you worried about? "
Xiao Yan was uneasy. This was the conclusion he had come to after observing for half a month. He did those things because he was uneasy. He could probably guess what he was uneasy about, but he wanted to hear what he said.
Experience tells him that problems must be solved as soon as possible.
Xiao Yan suddenly got up and hugged Shen Qi together. Shen Qi wanted to refuse, after all, he just finished saying that everything was up to him, but he was held down by Xiao Yan, holding him firmly to the cloakroom and standing in front of the full-length mirror.
"Look." Xiao Yan didn't hold him all the time, she put him down in front of the mirror, stood beside him, put her hand on his shoulder, "Six years have passed since I saw you, I still remember What was I like when I met you?"
Shen Qi looked at the image in the mirror, he couldn't see him in the mirror, only Xiao Yan, the thin and thin young man from the beginning had grown into a tall and tall young man in the mirror, he stretched out his hand and gently faced the mirror. He clicked, and the next second, his figure appeared in the mirror.
Six years later, he is still that handsome and beautiful boy.
He suddenly understood.
Xiao Yan's eyes were obscure: "Look, I am growing up, but you are not half-baked. Six years is nothing, but sixteen years and twenty-six years? I will grow old, but you are still young." He He embraced Shen Qi from behind, and his eyes met the eyes of the young man in the mirror, "I will get older and uglier, and even..." He paused, "I will die, I am very selfish, after I die I don't want to know about me, but when I'm alive, I hope that Qi will only look at me and like me, even if I'm old and ugly, don't dislike me and hate me, okay?"
Shen Qi gently touched the two people in the mirror: "What if I dislike it?"
Xiao Yan lowered his head and took a bite on the back of his neck: "Even if Ah Qi hates me, I won't let you go!"
"That's why you studied Tang Xiyue?!" Shen Qi patted his face away, glared at him, and suddenly a flash of light flashed, "You want to find out the secret of her beauty, do you think she will never grow old?! You want longevity?!"
He said how Xiao Yan is willing to let Tang Xiyue toss and toss, the heroine's halo has nothing to study, so the key is here!
"No, I don't want longevity." Xiao Yan said, "I just want you, I want to match you, I don't want you to see disgust in your eyes." Seeing Shen Qi frowning to refute, he stretched out his index finger Putting on his lips, he shook his head and said, "It goes without saying that there is too much to say, no one can predict what will happen in the future, of course I hope you will stay by my side forever, but I will always be old, forty years old and fifty years old still I can hold on and don’t care, but what about at sixty-seven? I will lose my hair and wrinkle my face, and even get sick. Maybe I have to rely on others to eat and walk, but you are still as young and beautiful as you are now…”
Thinking of this scene, he couldn't say anything after that.
He would rather be stupid and stupid, but reason tells him that this is the truth, and even if Shen Qi doesn't despise him, he will despise himself.
He would rather have a handsome and powerful image in his mind, and never want to be so old-fashioned.
He was even more worried that one day he would lose control and smash the statue before getting old, and take Shen Qi with him.
Shen Qi understood and understood what he wanted to express. He stared blankly at Xiao Yan in the mirror, all kinds of feelings lingered in his heart, and finally sighed, laughed, laughed out loud, and faced Xiao Yan. With suspicious eyes, he said, "Why don't you come and ask me?"
"Why didn't you come and ask me when I was alone there thinking wildly?" He turned around and flicked Xiao Yan's forehead fiercely.
Xiao Yan's eyes lit up.
Shen Qi said helplessly: "Actually, there is one thing I didn't tell you, if the statue is smashed, I will not die or disappear, but I will become a human, and I will no longer have special abilities. If you want to stay I, just smash that statue to pieces."
Xiao Yan's eyes trembled: "Would you like to?"
"Otherwise!" Shen Qi didn't have a good temper, so he said how important it is to be honest, to speak out the problem well, wouldn't this solve it, and he was always suffocated without getting sick!
As soon as the voice fell, his eyes darkened, and the whole person was pressed against the wardrobe. He was too strong, and the wardrobe shook. Shen Qi took a risk and controlled himself not to melt into the wardrobe, otherwise what Xiao Yan had in person would have been a piece of wood. .
All the emotions were melted into this kiss, which was extremely intense. Shen Qi could only bear it passively, and there was not even a chance to fight back.
The cat ear sweater was taken off, and there was a scene in the cloakroom.
Shen Qi forgot to take back the imaging technique, and the large floor-to-ceiling mirror in the cloakroom finally came into use. Xiao Yan hugged him and changed various angles to discuss the human body.
Then when everything was over, the two of them squatted in front of the mirror to clean up with paper towels and rags.
"That's why I said I need to wear a condom!" Shen Qi rubbed his waist, mirror play is too challenging, and he will resolutely rule out this item in the future.
Xiao Yan resolved his worries, with a smile on his face, he picked him up and put him on the sofa beside him: "I see, it's my fault, you sit and I'll do it."
Shen Qi looked at his wide-eyed smile, and couldn't help but doubt: "Wait a minute, shouldn't you actually do that on purpose in the past, wait for me to confess to you?"
If it was someone else, he wouldn't think so, but Xiao Yan's IQ has already been taught him, but a person who takes ten steps one step at a time, even if he has experienced so much, he can't guarantee that he can see through him. .
Xiao Yan looked up at him, put the rag in the basin to wash, and sighed: "Do you think so? Then you think so."
After saying that, he lowered his head, and the excitement from before dissipated a lot, and he seemed a little aggrieved for no reason.
Shen Qi rubbed his temples with a headache, and finally waved his hand: "Okay, okay, I believe you can do it."
Forget it, anyway, the matter has been resolved, what's the use of worrying about these things, Xiao Yan is so smart, can he still be made stupid for him on purpose
The biggest crisis is lifted, and there are still a lot of things to solve.