It is not surprising that Shen Qi will see Ru Deng here. He has never hidden his traces. With Ru Deng's ability, it is not difficult to find him.
Over the years, he has been aware of the aura around him like a lamp many times. Although he has separated from the setting of the real spirit, out of selfishness, he still retains a bit of the characteristics of the real spirit. kind.
I didn't expect this little feature to really come in handy.
From the third year he left, from time to time, Ru Lan would appear near him and Zhenheng, but he never showed up, as if he just came to see him from a distance.
Shen Qi felt it, but never broke it.
He originally planned to wait for the ice lotus to be picked, to find him when Rudeng was born, or to pierce it when he reappeared, but he unexpectedly appeared in front of him.
"What a coincidence." He raised his eyebrows and put on a smiling expression, "You also like this ice lotus?" With a familiar attitude, he didn't feel the slightest embarrassment towards his ex-boyfriend who was kicked out by him.
Ru Deng also responded with a smile, and said mildly: "Unfortunately, I'm here to wait for you."
Ru Deng has been visiting him all these years, but Shen Qi saw him for the first time in a hundred years. It was like that at the beginning of the year.
It's just that the gentle temperament like the bright moon is not there, adding a bit of contempt.
Shen Qi looked back and looked back: "Why are you looking for me?"
I secretly wondered in my heart, I held back for a hundred years and didn't come out to see him, why did it suddenly appear today
Is it because...
A face flashed across my mind.
Ru Deng's eyes became deep, as if a thousand words were surging, his lips moved, and he said, "Is it that you plan to never come to see me if I don't come to you?"
It seemed to be stimulated.
Shen Qi understood, he put on an expression of serious thinking, thought about it, and said innocently: "No, I didn't say goodbye by fate, but it's not fate, you see, we haven't seen each other in a hundred years. , What does it mean, it means that there is no fate, Tiandao thinks so, and I have no choice."
Ru Deng seemed to be choked, and seeing him speechless for a moment, he said in a moment, "Then we meet now, it's a fate!"
Shen Qi nodded solemnly: "Yes, yes, why not, this is a hundred years of fate, so..." He smiled slightly, "Let's see you in the next hundred years."
"Shen Qi!" Ru Deng gritted his teeth, and his aloof and calm demeanor was instantly destroyed.
"Haha..." Shen Qi couldn't hold back and laughed out loud.
He had wanted to do this for a long time, and every time he looked at Ru Deng's calm and calm look, he wanted to puncture it, to see what he was like when he was out of breath.
Ru Deng stared at his smiling face, the anger on his face dissipated, he sighed lowly, and appeared in front of Shen Qi in the next moment, he stretched out his hand, his fingertips trembled a little, wanting to caress Shen Qi's cheek.
"I'm sorry," he said, apologetic on his face, "It's my fault, it's my fault."
He shouldn't count him, he shouldn't believe him.
"You said you've been waiting for me to figure it out, and now I figure it out, and I figure it out."
The moment he completed his spiritual knowledge, he regretted it. For the past 100 years, he has been regretting it day and night. Even if he found Shen Qi, he would not dare to show up to see him. He was afraid, afraid of being in his eyes. Seeing the disgust, I was afraid that I would never see his affection for him again.
He can only watch in the dark, watching his every move, every expression, watching him walk around and stay, even...
His eyes darkened, his fingertips finally touched Shen Qi's cheek, and a sigh could not help overflowing from his throat. At this moment, a certain vacancy in his heart was filled, which made him shudder.
Strong and fiery feelings flowed out of his eyes, as if to swallow Shen Qi: "I like you, I want you, and I want you to be with me forever."
Shen Qi's heart trembled, this was the first time, he felt the sincerity without any distractions, and it was also the first time that he clearly saw his feelings for him, and then listened to the happiness value that rose to 80 in that instant. , pursed his lips, and said, "Oh, I see."
Ru Deng's face dimmed instantly, his eyes darkened, and he continued: "I know that I hurt your heart before, I did something wrong, and I promise that I will never do it again in the future, I..."
"Sorry." Shen Qi interrupted him, he smiled and his eyes were clear, "Actually, I should have told you this sorry, it was my fault at the beginning, I forced you to have a relationship with me. , you're not wrong, I shouldn't threaten you with a bond and make you commit to me."
"No, no." Ru Deng frowned.
Shen Qi raised his hand to stop him, signaled to listen to him and said: "I have thought a lot over the years, we were wrong from the beginning, I used that method to force you, don't say you like it, it's normal for you to hate me Yes, I unilaterally compelled you to like you, you have no obligation to pay for my unilateral love, and I myself said that I don't care about being used by you, and in the end I am leaving myself, so I don't blame you."
At the beginning, he was too immersed in the previous world, and before he recovered, he directly confronted Ru Deng with the attitude of a lover. When they met, he had a semi-forced relationship with him, but he forgot that Ru Deng had no previous memory, and he had no relationship with him. In terms of him, he was just a stranger, not even a human being, and then he unilaterally imposed his feelings on each other, so that the relationship was unfair from the beginning.
Of course, Rudeng's later use and calculation of him cannot be ignored.
He probably understood the meaning of the other party's choice of this world. He wanted to tell him that it was for this reason that he did not come to confess to him directly and be honest about his thoughts? Worried about his feelings becoming a burden to him
If so, Shen Qi has fully understood.
He said: "So, I let go, let you go free, you can choose the person you like, don't care about me." After a while, he couldn't help but emphasize, "I can also go find someone who really likes me again. people."
Sure enough, as soon as he finished speaking, he felt a blackness in front of his eyes, his whole body was pressed against the cold mountain wall behind him, and he raised his eyes to meet a pair of red eyes.
"The person who really likes you?" Ru Deng's entire face sank, and the momentum raised by a hundred-year-old high-ranking person rushed to his face, making him almost breathless.
"Who are you talking about?" Ru Deng has a gloomy aura, his eyes glowing red, almost terrifying, "The fool who was picked up by you?"
Shen Qi frowned: "A'Fu is not a fool, he just lost his memory."
Ah Fu was picked up by him in the depths of the snowfield a month ago. In the ice cave, he didn't know when he fell into it, and it had been frozen into an ice sculpture. He was moved out, and it turned out to be alive after it melted, but he lost all memory, no one knew it, and he didn't know anything, like a baby, for research purposes, he kept people and took them The name is A Fu, after all, Fu Da has a big life.
Hearing Ru Deng's tone, it really was because of Ah Fu that he couldn't help showing up to see him.
But he didn't think there was anything misleading about his relationship with Ah Fu.
As Deng heard the words, his eyes turned even redder. Those eyes seemed to want to swallow him up. He took a deep breath, suppressed his anger, and asked, "Do you like him?"
"No." Shen Qi shook his head, "I don't like him."
He adopted Ah Fu just out of curiosity. When Ah Fu learned basic survival skills, he would send him away. One Zhenheng was enough, and he didn't have the energy to raise another.
Ru Deng didn't believe it, he laughed twice, the laughter was creepy, Shen Qi was startled, and couldn't help thinking of Qin Huan, who was sick and tender, this person must have been stimulated and have problems.
Ru Deng stroked Shen Qi's cheek and whispered softly: "I knew, it really is, you have always been like this, you like those who seem innocent, Zhenheng is one, that fool is one, you are willing to tolerate them unconditionally, Thinking about them everywhere, why can't you forgive me? I already know I'm wrong... "
He looked at Shen Qi, with a little paranoia in his red eyes: "You are mine, I will not let you go, you can only like me, and I will kill whoever you like!"
After saying that, he kissed him hard.
Shen Qi was stunned for a while, not understanding how things would turn into this direction. According to his expectations, if he wants to promote first, he should first explain frankly and clearly the problems of the two people before, spread them out one by one and solve them, then Let's talk about the future again.
In the end, Yang hadn't come out yet, and a single restraint stimulated people. After a hundred years, Ru Deng has become so impatient.
His lips hurt, he was no longer a true spirit, this time he was bitten out of blood, and the gushing blood was irritated like a lamp, and the kiss was deeper and more intense, as if he was going to be swallowed by his belt bone. go down.
Shen Qi had difficulty breathing, and the strong sense of suffocation left his brain blank. The familiar stimulation was still unforgettable after a hundred years.
In the icy sky and snow, the temperature on the two of them was rising, the cloak that was draped on the outside fell to the ground, the fiery red clothes were lifted, and the fiery body was pressed against each other until the back was cold, and Shen Qi suddenly woke up and opened the door. Eyes, reach out and push the lamp away.
He frowned and fastened his belt: "Listen to me, I haven't finished what I just said."
Relationships are mainly about communication. What's the use of kissing at every turn, you have to resolve the conflict first.
Rudeng was pushed away, but his heart was half cold, his eyes were suppressed and painful, and his lips were shaking: "No need, I know what you are going to say?"
Shen Qi looked at his face, frowning even tighter, wait, is this a misunderstanding
Ru Deng saw him frown, and an indescribable ache and pain spread from his heart. Is it really coming? I hate him, I don't like him, I want to leave him, and I will never see him again.
The fantasy he imagined thousands of times is about to become a reality, and he can almost guess every word he will say next!
At this moment, there was a strong sense of helplessness and fear in my heart, and the already red eyes were covered with strong blood.
He saw it, saw Shen Qi's disgusted gaze, his indifferent expression, his lips parted and closed as he said something.
He didn't want to hear it, didn't want to hear it, but he still heard it.
He said, "...no need to see you again."
The sound in his ears condensed into a line, leaving only a harsh buzzing sound, and the redness in front of him reminded him of the flaming red clothes of the boy when he first met.
No need to say goodbye.
Ha, no need to see you again.
Throat is stinky, spit out a mouthful of blood.
Shen Qi: …
What's wrong with vomiting blood for no apparent reason? !
The author has something to say: Shen Qi: Buffing the brain is a disease that needs to be cured.
Such as light: spit is more healthy.