Gu Yingjie was not reconciled.
What she said did make sense. Such a possibility exists.
But only possible.
There is another possibility.
If they love each other, maybe the relationship will grow deeper, she will regain her confidence in her boyfriend, and she will have a healthy attitude to face life, as if she has not been hurt before. And he will protect her, take care of her, and pamper her. Maybe they won't break up, they can love each other for a long time...
There are thousands of possibilities in the future, and she only thinks of the worst one.
He had to refute her.
"Qin Yufei, it's wrong for you to think so. Broken love happens every day, and there are many people who are worse than you in the past. If everyone is like you and can't let go, then the world is over. It’s been so long, you should give yourself more chances. Didn’t you go to the United States to bid farewell to the pain of the past and start again? Then why don’t you try hard? People have to look forward and move forward. It’s not always about punishing yourself with the past. If you can’t live with yourself like this, why bother.”
"Hey, Gu Yingjie, don't reason with me. This is what bothers me the most." Qin Yufei really wanted to throw fried fish fillets at him, "I'm just a superficial Bai Fumei, and I can't understand such a profound philosophy of life. Compared to me There are more miserable people, so what? They are not me, and I am not them. Is it a miserly competition now? Will anyone get more points than the other? What if the extra points? I am not in their lives, They are not in my life, so why do I care how miserable others are? They are sad for them, but I am not happy with mine. I go to America because I want to go. What is saying goodbye to pain? If you want to see the star lights, you can watch them. Thinking back to the time when I ran so far away because of those whores, and saw such an ugly star lamp, I suddenly wanted to see it again, so I went. I just did what I wanted to do, it's that simple. Don't Trying to impress me with the philosophy taught by the physical education teacher. I don’t want to do things that make me sad. That’s all.”
Gu Yingjie was choked, and she talked fiercely, but unexpectedly, it seemed, it made sense.
"Don't talk about love, life, pain, in fact, you are just a superficial philanderer, don't pretend to be deep. You like to fall in love, but I am afraid of falling in love, so I don't want to fall in love with you. That's it so."
Gu Yingjie was choked again, unable to say anything for a long time. Wait, why are he and her superficial, but she is "Bai Fumei", and the name she gives him is "Faceful Carrot", shouldn't it be "Tall, Rich and Handsome"? Well, well, that's not the point.
Gu Yingjie settled down, and finally found the right point: "You can't never fall in love, you are so old, you will always have a boyfriend, you will always get married and have children. If it's not me, it will be someone else. If this is the case..."
She interrupted him before he finished speaking, and she understood what he was going to say. "I don't feel that way about other people, so it can't be you."
What she said was nonsensical, but he understood it.
If you don't feel this way, you won't be hurt. I don't love that man, so I'm not in the mood to doubt him, and I don't care. In this way, the two people can live in peace and respect each other as guests.
Gu Yingjie opened his mouth, wanting to say something else. But now his mind was empty, and he suddenly became stupid, he didn't know what to say. What she wants is that kind of relationship and life? He felt very distressed.
Distressed, but unable to speak out. Her sharp tongue beat him and messed herself up. He seemed to see her hugging and dancing with someone with a sweet smile on her face, extremely cheerful and arrogant, but her heart was pale and cold.
It made him angry, very angry.
After a long time, Gu Yingjie recovered his voice, "So, you asked me out specially to tell me that you like me, but don't fall in love with me, don't see me again?"
Qin Yufei nodded, paused and said, "There is one more thing."
"Anything else?" Gu Yingjie sneered. I was really pissed off by this woman.
"If it's just these things, then I don't need to ask you out to tell you. But some things need to be made clear, otherwise, I really can't help it. Gu Yingjie, I really worked hard before." Qin Yufei pinched his hand hand, "I tried my best, Gu Yingjie."
Thinking of her not answering text messages, calling or meeting him, or giving him a good face, Gu Yingjie sneered again: "I know, you really worked hard."
"Not enough." Qin Yufei's voice was a little choked, and the way he sneered at her made her feel very uncomfortable. But she still had to finish. "Gu Yingjie, let's delete each other's phone numbers in the phone, so that we really won't contact each other again."
To be so ruthless? ! Gu Yingjie glared at her.
Qin Yufei was stared at by him, and his eyes slowly turned red. "Delete it, okay?"
Her tone was very soft and her appearance was very pitiful. Compared with the arrogant and domineering appearance just now, she was a completely different person. This was the first time she faced him with such a low profile, as if she was begging him.
Gu Yingjie didn't speak, but kept staring at her.
"I, I'll delete mine first." Qin Yufei took out his mobile phone, called up his number in front of him, stared at the number with his head down for a second, and then clicked delete.
His name and number disappeared.
Qin Yufei's heart ached, she thought it would be a very simple matter. It's really easy, just press a button, super simple action. But when she pressed it, she found it a bit difficult. Fortunately, she was done.
Qin Yufei stared at the phone screen, and suddenly remembered that there were still two unsent text messages lying in the text message draft box in her phone.
"Gu Yingjie, you took too much and it made my stomach hurt." "Gu Yingjie, my stomach hurts."
For some reason, Qin Yufei burst into tears.
Gu Yingjie was stunned, and actually cried? !
"It's really bad for you to behave like this." Gu Yingjie took out a tissue to wipe her tears, she stopped talking, and took out a tissue to wipe herself.
Gu Yingjie withdrew his hand, not wanting to agree to her unreasonable request, not at all. Such a willful and boring request, naive and ridiculous, do you think it's a child running a house wine? What is this, having a meal and setting up a number deletion ceremony, joining the Separatist Church
But she raised her eyes to look at him, her eyes were red, her nose was red, and there were tears in her eyes.
She actually cried in front of him because of this!
Gu Yingjie was irritable and angry, he took out his phone, and slapped it heavily in front of her: "Delete it yourself!"
Qin Yufei took the phone, wiped away tears, really started to look up the number, and really deleted it. After deleting, silently put the phone in front of him.
"Satisfied?" he asked her.
She nodded and sniffed.
"Goodbye!" He got up, took his mobile phone and left. Don't you just stop texting and calling her, don't you just stop contacting her and never see her again, as if he is rare. He is so careless, he has a bunch of girlfriends, will he be short of girlfriends
Gu Yingjie laughed at himself while striding out.
After leaving the restaurant door, he turned his head and met Qin Yufei's gaze through the floor-to-ceiling glass. In this position just now, he also looked at her like this, he felt affection for her, but now, in this position, he can only look at her for the last time? ? ! !
All the things related to her flashed in his mind at this second. They quarreled, he didn't like her, she lost her temper, they drank too much and talked a lot, and then they accidentally went to bed, she took him to see the star lights, she told him her story, someone asked her to dance , she smiled proudly at him. She hid from him to show his face, she dropped the plate and hid behind him, she said Gu Yingjie, I want to eat tomato sauce...
"Gu Yingjie, I think I like you very much."
Like him, so it can't be him, her boyfriend can't be him, her husband can't be him, her child's father can't be him, because she is afraid of falling in love!
It's simply to fuck him!
Gu Yingjie looked at Qin Yufei and saw her eyes, yes, the way she looked at him, such eyes. She was right, she did like him, she liked him very, very much.
Gu Yingjie turned his head abruptly, walked into the restaurant again, and walked up to Qin Yufei.
Qin Yufei was surprised that he went back and forth, she was at a loss, she stared blankly at him with her neck raised.
He leaned down|, nose to nose with her, and said viciously: "Qin Yufei, I surrendered to you this time. But next time we meet again, if you still love me, you still look at me with such eyes Me, then you must be my girlfriend!!!"
No matter what her reasons are, go to her fear of falling in love and go to his philandering. Like to be together! It's only right and proper! As it should be! Everything else is shit!
After he finished speaking, he turned and left without waiting for her to respond.
This time, without looking back, he walked out of the restaurant, walked to the parking lot, unlocked the car, and left.
He gave her a chance, just this time.
Qin Yufei sat blankly in the dining room, completely dumbfounded.