104. Outbreak
Gu Xiao looked at Zhang Siyi's expression, and could guess that this blow was a bit big for Zhang Siyi, who was just entering the workplace. Search: \(????) Watch fine literature for free
It was the first time I was doing a project by myself, and I worked very hard from the beginning to the end, but I had to face such a result... Especially when he was still in a hurry to paint, he must have put in a lot of effort.
If it is only drawn halfway, the damage may be less, right
... But it's useless to say these things now. Whether you draw it or not, the ending is already here.
Gu Xiao was afraid that he would not be able to bear it, so he did not pursue the matter of "non-cooperation", but comforted him in a harmonious voice: "This kind of thing happens often, just like the planning bid in City Z, if it is not a special situation, we will At the beginning, I would not have won the bid. The construction industry... That's it, there are uncertainties in every link, and there are countless projects that fail... ”
Zhang Siyi lowered his eyes and did not speak.
Gu Xiao glanced at the blueprints on the table, and said, "The drawings are good, you are very careful, you should exercise. After this time, I think you have also improved the details, structure and domestic regulations of the building. Further understanding is also beneficial for future work.”
Zhang Siyi's hand on his knee trembled, and he slowly clenched his fist... No wonder Gu Xiao didn't circle any questions just now, because he knew that even if he circled it, it would be meaningless.
Gu Xiao recalled that these few days, Zhang Siyi had been calling the agency during the lunch break to make an appointment to see the house. Sometimes he was not even in the company. He would leave as soon as possible after work every night. , I must be very busy. Just when I was about to ask him how things were going on in his house, Zhang Siyi suddenly whispered, "Gong Gu, I want to be alone."
Gu Xiao paused, looked at him for two seconds, sighed inaudibly, and said, "Alright, let's take it easy, I won't arrange a new job for you for the time being, you can adjust your mood, this afternoon is fine too. Get off work early and get some rest."
Zhang Siyi mechanically got up and walked out, hurriedly shutting down the computer, ignoring the strange eyes of Zhu Hongzhen and others, and got off work first.
He got on the subway in a daze, floated home like a wisp of wandering spirit, opened the door, and fell on the sofa as if he had been hollowed out.
Cheering up to see him come back early, he jumped up and down with excitement, and threw himself on him begging to be touched.
However, Zhang Siyi was like a dead man, completely unresponsive, his dull brain slowly turned, recalling what happened recently.
He feels that he has never been so unlucky in the past 20 years. The best brother left, he had to move his dog with no money, he lost 5,000 yuan on selling speakers, and he fell in love with a same-sex who couldn't figure it out. Frustrated in love, even more disappointed in business...
He didn't know if others were so miserable when they first entered society, or if he was the only one who was particularly miserable.
After a long time, Zhang Siyi gathered a little strength, looked at the stupid dog, smiled wryly at himself, and said with a sad face: "What kind of lucky dog, it's a bad luck dog..."
Cheer up: "woo..."
Zhang Siyi reluctantly patted its head, the dog that brings bad luck, and the contradictory name of "Cheer Up", life is full of irony.
Early the next morning, Gu Xiao came to the company and found that Zhang Siyi's seat was empty.
After a busy morning, I looked outside through the frosted glass from time to time, but Zhang Siyi didn't come to work until lunchtime.
I only allowed him to go back early last night, but I didn't approve today's vacation. I called the landline of personnel and the front desk, and they all said that I had never received a temporary leave call from Zhang Siyi. Gu Xiao frowned and put down his hand. Work, and rejected Tao Fei's invitation to dinner, put on a coat and left the company.
Taking the subway to Zhang Siyi's house, Gu Xiao also tried to call the other party on the way, but just like last night and this morning, the other party's mobile phone was turned off, let alone WeChat and text messages, and there was no response.
Half an hour later, Gu Xiao rang the electronic doorbell downstairs at Zhang Siyi's house, and hoped that the other party hadn't moved from here.
After pressing for three minutes, the doorbell phone was connected: "Who is it!"
Hearing Zhang Siyi's voice, Gu Xiao's heart dropped: "I'm Gu Xiao, open the door."
Zhang Siyi: "..."
Entering the door and going upstairs, seeing Zhang Siyi in pajamas at the door with a depressed face, Gu Xiao was so angry that he frowned and said, "What's the matter with you? Why don't you come to work? The phone is not on!"
Zhang Siyi didn't expect Gu Xiao to come to him at all, and when he heard the other party's voice, he was still a little happy, but he didn't expect Gu Xiao to come up and criticize him!
Zhang Siyi was completely annoyed, and shouted back at Gu Xiao: "I don't want to do it anymore, I want to resign!"
He thought about it all night, and the more he thought about it, the more frustrated he became, the more unwilling he became.
He felt that he was really stupid, for the sake of Gu Xiao, he went into it with a hot head!
What He Chengtian said was that he was too naive and too idealistic, thinking that his dreams could be realized by relying on those ridiculous obsessions and bullshit feelings... As everyone knows, those things are like dream bubbles, which may burst and disappear at any time!
…
Gu Xiao looked at him in shock, and after about ten seconds, he asked in a trembling voice, "Are you serious?" But after this sentence, Gu Xiao adjusted his tone, becoming both tough and fierce: "Just because For such a small matter, you have to resign!?"
Zhang Siyi took a step back in fright, wanting to refute—this is a trivial matter? It's trivial for you, but not for me!
But Gu Xiao's appearance a bit frightened him, he didn't have time to say anything, Gu Xiao followed his pace a step further, said aggressively: "If you say give up, give up, this is your attitude towards architecture and work? "
Zhang Siyi was pushed to the extreme and could no longer bear it. He clenched his fists and said: "But I've had enough! I can't see hope and no results after so much effort. This kind of work is really painful! He Chengtian promises. Give me an annual salary of 200,000 yuan, is this job possible? No! It has been four and a half years since I studied to work, but now I am so poor that I can't even afford to rent a single apartment in the city center. I can't even find a place to live now, so what's the point of my building!"
He is going to find He Chengtian, he wants to make a lot of money, and he will rent whatever kind of house he wants in the future! What are the love job awards, what are the outstanding employee awards at the end of the year, all get out! He doesn't care anymore!
Gu Xiao sternly said: "You have only been working on this project for two months. Do you think you have paid a lot? Everyone has changed from a humble position, from the most trivial role to a pivotal role. Before Jing, I made basic models for a full year and a half in a small company. At first, it took an hour to make a few squares! Yuan Zhicheng painted for more than ten hours a day when he was studying in the Academy of Fine Arts. Practice sketching! Bi Lele almost rummaged through all the design magazines in their school library during college. In the first year of work, because she didn't know some PS skills, she stayed in the company until 9:30 every day to learn by herself, watching a lot of graphic design works. Her own aesthetics, the more than ten gigabytes of design materials in her hard drive are all classified and collected by her after reading it! I don't need to say more about Du Ruixuan's experience, she can draw beautiful construction drawings, and I don't know much about the original company. Suffering... Do you think everyone's achievements are easy to achieve now? They have experienced much more setbacks than you, have you heard them say give up? After working for half a year, you want to reach the sky in one step ?"
Zhang Siyi was so shocked that he couldn't speak. He knew that his colleagues were better than him, but he didn't expect that each of them would not be easy.
Gu Xiao's words touched him deeply, and he also wanted to continue to work hard like them, and wanted to be with Gu Xiao...
But now he's too tired. Last night, he couldn't help but wonder if he was doing the building because of himself or because of Gu Xiao... He never thought that he would be so deep, that an unknown Tao Fei was about to force him. Crazy, what should he do with someone else in the future? Compared to hating Tao Fei, he hated himself who liked Gu Xiao so much, so he wanted to leave the other party while he was still sensible, and completely cut off this terrible relationship!
… but how could he say these reasons? So he can only use setbacks at work as an excuse!
"Indeed, people have different backgrounds and different backgrounds. In the eyes of most people, how much money is made is the criterion for judging success. You have your shortcuts to take. If you really want to give up, maybe you can easily compete with them. To be more 'better', you can call them stupid in front of them, you can show off your power, but you can't stop them from pursuing their own inner realm, talent, connotation, real strength, the higher value of being born as a human being... These, there are No amount of money can improve it." Gu Xiao looked at him, the disappointment in his eyes was particularly obvious.
"No..." Zhang Siyi shook his head unconsciously, choked up and tried to refute, he understood the reason, but it wasn't like that.
"What if it's not like this? You said you like architecture, you said you were because I took this road, if this is what you call 'like'..." Gu Xiao paused, a trace of pain appeared on his face, his tone of voice Also came down, "You really suck."
Zhang Siyi's psychological defense line was completely defeated by Gu Xiao's last words, and the tears he had held back for a long time came out at once, and he asked in a hoarse voice: "Since I am so bad, why did you recruit me into the company in the first place! Why don't you recruit more? A few Zhu Hongzhen, Bi Lele, Yuan Zhicheng! Why don't you hire a few more Tao Feilai?"
Gu Xiao was stunned, his eyes widened, and the expression on his face suddenly became very strange.
... Tao Fei? He didn't mention Tao Fei just now, why did Zhang Siyi mention him? What does it have to do with Tao Fei
"You are so happy with him every day. It would be nice to have him to help you. I can't do anything, and I can't do anything well. I don't want to cause you trouble or be disliked. I don't want to become worthless and worthless..."
Zhang Siyi shouted loudly in his heart, this is not what he wants to say, he wants to say that he still likes architecture, not only architecture, but also Gu Xiao, he doesn't want to give up at all! But it happened to be on the lips, and it all turned into angry words, awkward words: "I'm so bad, so why do you still come to me!?"
Gu Xiao's heart was overturned, and he couldn't turn around for a while.
… Is this guy feeling inferior? Or... jealous
The more Zhang Siyi talked, the more aggrieved, he raised his hand in embarrassment to wipe his tears, and wanted to turn his back... I can't say any more, it's embarrassing enough - what do you want, do you want Gu Xiao to comfort you? Daydream! That hateful man will only hurt you, scold you and stimulate you coldly!
But as soon as he turned around, Gu Xiao suddenly stepped forward and grabbed his wrist.
Zhang Siyi: "…"
Gu Xiao looked at his expression, there was some curiosity in his eyes, and some thoughtfulness. After a few seconds, the doubts on his face slowly faded: "Want to know, why did I admit you?"
Zhang Siyi grabbed his hand, but instead of pulling away, he was pulled closer by Gu Xiao.
"...Why, why?" After all, why are you grabbing my hand!
Gu Xiao frowned, as if he was thinking, and then slowly said: "Indeed, I heard your girlfriend scolding you like that in the cafe at first, and I also think..." Gu Xiao shook his head, looking helplessly and funny He looked at him, "I think you are an irresponsible person. The only advantage is that you are more tolerant. She has talked about you for so long, and you have no reasonable reason to refute it, fumbling like a soft bun. Let others poke, although it broke out in the end, but also let me, a passerby, suffer a cup of coffee for you for nothing... so wrong."
Zhang Siyi: "…"
Gu Xiaoyuan's hand that was holding Zhang Siyi's wrist slowly lowered, changed to hold his hand, and his tone gradually became calmer: "I heard you say that you are remaking a portfolio for the job, I think, this is at least It's an attitude that proves that you are a relatively motivated person, maybe I can give you a chance... Of course, it's because of your unbounded resume, otherwise I won't be able to make any impression on you. "
At such a close distance, Zhang Siyi and Gu Xiao shook hands, and the other party even tried to interlock with his fingers.
Gu Xiao continued: "I recruited you for an interview. Through the communication, I found that you still have more personal ideas, and you are more calm when you are in trouble. At least the interview was very similar, and it was completely different from the cowardly look you saw in the cafe that day. , Your way of answering questions is also very logical, which is a rare advantage required for architectural design... Finally, the portfolio, I read it carefully, although it is relatively rough and immature, but you do design The idea is very good. All of these make me temporarily conclude that you should be a person with more potential. If you train it well, you may become a very good designer. "
Zhang Siyi's face was a little hot, and he forgot to cry again. It's not easy for someone like Gu Xiao to say such a big compliment.
"If you didn't mention it, I really don't remember that you were my junior in high school, so I never thought of admitting you in this way..." Gu Xiao raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, frowned and asked softly, "Do these reasons make you a little more confident?"
Zhang Siyi struggled in embarrassment, although Gu Xiao's words calmed his grievance a little, but the other party's movements and distance were too ambiguous, so ambiguous that he wanted to hide.
However, Gu Xiao still didn't let him break away, and pulled him closer again domineeringly, so close that the two of them leaned forward slightly and could hug each other.
Gu Xiao looked at him, as if he was restraining something, and finally asked softly: "Don't cry, don't be depressed, I will accompany you to progress together, okay?" His tone seemed to be comforting, but also like is requesting.
Zhang Siyi was speechless, such Gu Xiao made him inexplicably want to cry even more...
What to do, he feels that his heart is both sour and sweet. When he is angry, wronged and depressed, as long as his sweetheart is a little gentle and encouraged, he can make people feel healed in an instant... What kind of magic is this? Or is he too spineless? Just a few words, one action, tightly clasped hands, what Tao Fei Banana Fei, he doesn't care anymore.
After an awkward stalemate, Zhang Siyi nodded slightly with red eyes.
Gu Xiao smiled bitterly and finally let go of him. Looking around, seeing that the place is still messy, Gu Xiao frowned lightly and asked, "When will you move?"
Zhang Siyi curled his hot hands and said with a flat mouth, "The house has not been found yet."
After searching for two whole weeks, the cheap ones are too far and too bad, the good ones are too expensive, and there are many landlords who can't accept their own pets to stay in, which is really annoying!
Gu Xiao looked at him, tilted his head slightly, and invited, "Would you like to... stay with me?"
Zhang Siyi was a little confused: "Huh?"
"If you don't mind, just move over and live with me," Gu Xiao glanced at the cheering person on the side, and said, "It doesn't matter if you bring someone else's 'son'."
Zhang Siyi: "…"
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