105. Enlightenment
Living with Gu Xiao, Zhang Siyi had no idea. Search: \(¨¨¨¨¨) to watch fine literature for free
The experience of that night a year ago left a deep impression on him, especially after confirming that he liked Gu Xiao, the thought of seeing each other all the time, cooking, eating, chatting, drinking tea, and even sleeping together has never occurred to him. never stopped.
But fantasies are fantasies in the end. Zhang Siyi never hoped that Gu Xiaozhen would invite him to live with him. He felt that it was the kind of treatment that only people with a very close relationship would have, and that person would definitely not be him.
Before that, he may have suspected that Gu Xiao likes him, so he can understand the other party's invitation. However, now, after experiencing Gu Xiao's indifferent replying attitude on WeChat and witnessing the appearance of Tao Fei, who is familiar with Gu Xiao, Zhang Siyi is extremely unconfident.
Therefore, in the face of the big pie falling from the sky, Zhang Siyi felt at a loss.
- Is what Gu Xiao said true? why me? If I agree, what should Gu Xiao do with the person who "is waiting"? Isn't he the dove occupying the magpie's nest? …
All kinds of doubts filled Zhang Siyi's brain, and Gu Xiao was still waiting for his reply, and even said that he didn't mind if he brought "cheer up".
Such a tempting proposal is simply impossible to refuse, but Zhang Siyi is still uneasy: "Isn't your house only one bedroom?"
Although he had learned from Gu Xiao that the guest room could be occupied, Zhang Siyi still asked this question subconsciously, perhaps because he wanted to hear a more accurate invitation from Gu Xiao, rather than an impulse.
Gu Xiao said: "Isn't there another guest room? Just clean up the sundries inside and you can stay there."
Zhang Siyi was startled, and found that Gu Xiao's statement contradicted the information that Gu Yao had disclosed at the beginning. He remembered that the room was already tidied up. But this was just a small doubt, it didn't make Zhang Siyi think too much, he asked again, "Where did Gu Yao sleep here?"
"Gu Yao usually lives at the school and rarely comes here," Gu Xiao raised his eyes to look at him and said, "If she comes, you will stay in my room."
Zhang Siyi: "..." Ah, my heart couldn't help beating wildly!
"Is there any problem?" Gu Xiao paused and asked back, "Or, you don't want to live with me?"
Zhang Siyi shook his head again and again: "No, no! I think... I'm just worried that it will be too much trouble for you."
Gu Xiao sighed and asked back: "I will take you home for the New Year, I will bring you back after the new year, and I have also practiced driving with you... I never heard you say 'please me' before, why are you so polite now? already?"
Zhang Siyi was stunned, unable to answer.
Gu Xiao no longer reasoned with him. Instead, he looked at the messy living room and asked, "If there is something you haven't cleaned up, I'll help you clean it up."
Zhang Siyi said in shock, "Don't you have to go to work?"
This time, Gu Xiao didn't answer in a good-natured manner, and just gave him an eye knife. Zhang Siyi immediately fell silent, and pointed to the various clutter in the corner of the room that were too late to deal with.
Gu Xiao took off his coat and put it on the sofa to help him organize together.
Zhang Siyi felt so guilty that it was a big sin to be absent from work for no reason, and now he asked his boss to accompany him to accompany him to clean up the house.
... But he actually felt very warm, and even had a sense of hilarity as he dragged Gu Xiao into the water.
When it was time to clean up, Gu Xiao asked Zhang Siyi about the trouble he had encountered in finding a house in the past two days.
Under the warm offensive of the other party, Zhang Siyi finally opened his heart a little and poured a lot of bitterness with him. Many intermediaries still have to pay a deposit to find a house. Zhang Siyi was also cheated of several hundred yuan for this. When he talked about these things, he was depressed and sad.
Gu Xiao listened, and suddenly asked him: "I didn't tell you on WeChat, if you have any difficulties, you can tell me. I haven't found a suitable house for so long, why didn't you find me?"
Zhang Siyi lowered his eyes and said, "You are too busy." He dared not say that during this period of time he was stimulated by Tao Fei and suddenly worked hard. This refuses everyone's concern, especially the help from Gu Xiao.
Gu Xiao couldn't help but want to sigh again: "I said about what happened yesterday, no matter how busy I am, I will not help you to look at the pictures, and the same is true in life... No matter how busy I am, I will not ignore you."
This sentence is very strange, because under normal circumstances, no boss would say to his subordinates, "I will not ignore you in life." Zhang Siyi suppressed his beating heart and asked for an excuse for Gu Xiao's ambiguous words: "Is it because you promised my dad to take care of me?"
Gu Xiao raised his head and looked at him fixedly, with an indescribable tenderness in his eyes: "It's just because of you."
Zhang Siyi: "..."
Zhang Siyi lowered his head suddenly, his face was red and his ears were red, and his heart was beating wildly...
From last night's blow to the afternoon's collapse and quarrel, to Gu Xiao holding his hand and saying the reason, and now... In such a short period of time, his mood was ups and downs, and he suddenly accepted that With so much indigestible information, Zhang Siyi's brain was completely turned into a paste!
The answer was about to come out again, but reason tried desperately to prevent him from thinking about it...
At this moment, Gu Xiao lowered his head, and while packing his things, he explained: "Tao Fei and I are just friends. An architectural design competition. He is very good, and his design thinking is very divergent. Although he acts flamboyantly, he is a very good person. Moreover, he received a master's education in the UK, combined with the domestic education of other subjects, he has a unique set of design ideas. Opinion. Compared with me, what he can teach you may be more suitable for your current needs. For the first two days, I have been thinking about arranging for you to have a meal together and have a good chat, but you..." Gu Xiao sighed, both Glancing at him angrily and amusingly, he said, "Forget it, I will arrange for you to do a few projects with him when there is a chance later, and you will know when the time comes."
Zhang Siyi didn't ask anything, but Gu Xiao seemed to have guessed his thoughts and answered his doubts and worries.
Zhang Siyi was ashamed and embarrassed, and thought to himself, did Gu Xiao recruit Tao Fei just for himself
Yes, he was the only international student in the original group a, and there was no elder with the same background to take him. Zhang Siyi sometimes wondered whether such an environment was suitable for his long-term development, and whether it was possible to bury his own advantages...
He does agree with many of Gu Xiao's views and the principles of doing things and being a person, but the design is very multi-faceted, and everyone has their own ideas. No matter how strong Gu Xiao is, it is impossible to be a comprehensive teacher.
After this understanding, Zhang Siyi felt a burst of guilt in his heart. Gu Xiao is thinking about him everywhere, but he is jealous for an inexplicable reason... God, he feels like a complete fool!
It wasn't until this moment that Zhang Siyi felt completely appeased. Although he still had a grudge against Tao Fei in his heart, maybe he was unhappy that this person could make the mean and cold Gu Xiaoxun familiar with him, but after listening to Gu Xiao The explanation, he will no longer be foolish and angry alone.
The two were busy all afternoon, except for Zhang Siyi's room, the rest of the place was cleaned up.
Although it has been decided to live at Gu Xiao's house, it is definitely too late to move tonight. The two agreed to wait until this weekend before Gu Xiao drove to help carry those things over and officially moved.
After carrying the last few bags of things to be processed downstairs, Gu Xiao also happened to receive a call from the company. Zhang Siyi stood on the side in fright and did not dare to speak, listening to Gu Xiao lied to the phone that he was meeting Party A outside.
After hanging up the phone, Gu Xiao explained to Zhang Siyi again: "It's a temporary project meeting, I have to go back."
Zhang Siyi: "I..."
He wanted to say that he would also change clothes and go to the company, but Gu Xiao interrupted him: "Don't go, have a good rest tonight, and go to HR tomorrow to make up a fake slip."
Zhang Siyi lowered his eyes and nodded.
Gu Xiao raised his hand and looked at the time again, and said, "I want to take you to dinner, but I'm running out of time, remember to eat by yourself."
Zhang Siyi nodded again, "um", like a kitten obedient.
Gu Xiao smiled, raised his hand and rubbed his head: "See you tomorrow..." He added and added, "This time it's really 'see you tomorrow'."
Zhang Siyi: "…"
Looking at the back of Gu Xiao's departure, Zhang Siyi's gooey brain resurfaced with the question that had troubled him for a long time - is the person Gu Xiao likes really him
"Just because of you"... or something...
It's like telling him bluntly, "Because I like you" ah...
… (oo)…
Could it be true? Gu Xiao really likes him
But if he liked him, why didn't Gu Xiao tell him directly
…
Wait... Could Gu Xiao be the same as himself, but he didn't dare to say it
yes! In Gu Xiao's opinion, he is a straight man who has talked about his girlfriend! He also made it clear that he is not gay and has no relationship with Fu Xinhui!
… gosh!
Zhang Siyi clenched his fists excitedly, as if he had suddenly awakened!
He He…
"Grumble..."
… he is hungry. (=_=)
From last night until now, Zhang Siyi has not eaten for a whole day and night. Zhang Siyi does not know what is supporting him until now. At this moment, he feels that he needs the power of food urgently! ! !
After changing his clothes, Zhang Siyi ran downstairs, first bought a rice ball and a bunch of sausages at the convenience store, and while eating, he rushed into a nearby Qianlixiang wonton shop: "Boss, quickly, quickly bring me a bowl of wontons. , I want a large bowl of shepherd's purse stuffed with meat, fifteen, no, no, twenty!"
He is particularly hungry now, and he has to eat enough to have the strength to think about the question just now!
Half an hour later, Zhang Siyi touched his bulging belly and stuck out his tongue that was scalded by the wonton soup. He returned home with difficulty, lay down on the bed, and continued to think excitedly, if Gu Xiao liked him, what would he do
Show your intentions with Gu Xiao, and then get together? to be a couple
damn…
I never thought about what it would be like to date a man, it's so different from a girl...
But just thinking of the possibility of "falling in love with Gu Xiao", Zhang Siyi's whole body began to heat up, and his heart seemed to jump out of his chest.
Not to mention hugging, kissing, and...
Ahhh... Zhang Siyi buried his head in the pillow, not daring to think any more!
…
It's pointless to think wildly, this time,
The author has something to say: He must confirm that his guess is true before he can make the next plan.
"The Mood of First Love - Gu Xiao" 05
Before going to bed at night, Gu Xiao brushed Zhang Siyi's circle of friends.
It is clear that Zhang Siyi is in "retreat" these days, but he doesn't know when it will start. It has become a habit to pay attention to each other's dynamics.
Yuan was ready to see no news, but unexpectedly, he actually swiped a message for him - "Heartless man, don't worry, I will take good care of your son and wait for you to come back! [Heart]"
Gu Xiao's expression suddenly stiffened. With such words and two photos, wouldn't it really lead to misunderstanding by others
Although he heard Zhang Siyi deny his affair with Fu Xinhui, Gu Xiao couldn't help being jealous...
No matter what he does, in Zhang Siyi's opinion, he is a good boss for him
Maybe Zhang Siyi regarded his photo as a computer screen just because he thought it was a good photo
Could it be me... too self-indulgent
Gu Xiao was relieved until Zhang Siyi explained "don't misunderstand" on the public screen, but at the same time, a bit of bitterness appeared on the corner of his mouth, annoyed that the other party's words and deeds affected his heart.
"If you don't want others to misunderstand, you should only send this message to him."
Unable to control it, Gu Xiao commented on such a sentence below, and felt that it was too revealing of what he had done for the other party, so he added a second sentence to divert the other party's attention.
However, it was not until half an hour later that he received a reply from Zhang Siyi's private letter.
Zhang Siyi: "Fu Xinhui is leaving, I just feel it."
Gu Xiao: "Where is he going?"
Zhang Siyi: "He's going abroad."
Gu Xiao's heart skipped a beat and asked, "Then what are your plans, are you going to move?"
Zhang Siyi: "Well, I plan to move next month."
Gu Xiao: "Find someone to share with you again?"
Gu Xiao was impulsive and invited: "If you don't mind..." Just after entering six words, Zhang Siyi replied: "I have a dog and it is inconvenient to share the rent with others, so I should find a house by myself."
Looking at this sentence, Gu Xiao silently deleted the six words he just entered, feeling a little embarrassed.
…
After a long time, he sighed. Although he was in a lonely mood, he still held a glimmer of hope and said, "If you have any difficulties, you can tell me."
If Zhang Siyi really likes him, he shouldn't be able to refuse help from the person he likes, right
However, for the next few days, Zhang Siyi never looked for him again.
Not only that, but Zhang Siyi also showed a strong and independent appearance. Every day, he seemed to be holding his breath and trying to work hard with others, working, drawing, looking for a house, and constantly improving himself.
Gu Xiao was watching him all the time, and a daze came to his mind.
Perhaps, it is indeed self-indulgent.
He doesn't need himself.
Even in moments like this.
…
Gu Xiao wanted to find Zhang Siyi for dinner and ask him about the latest situation, but the other party disappeared during the lunch break.
Once, Gu Xiao even sent him a message using the company's communication software, made an appointment for his noon time in advance, and wanted to arrange for him and Tao Fei to have a meal and chat, but Zhang Siyi said, "I'm going to go out to see the house at noon. "
Once or twice, but three things happened, Gu Xiao gave up and tried again.
When asked about the progress of Zhang Siyi's drawings, the other party replied in a perfunctory manner that he was "still drawing". He guessed that Zhang Siyi was distracted by the house search these two days. Maybe there was no progress in the drawings, so he did not rush him.
It was not until he received a call from Party A that the project needed to be terminated, Gu Xiao called Zhang Siyi into the office with a heavy heart.
However, to his surprise, Zhang Siyi drew all the pictures in advance with the help of Du Ruixuan.
Gu Xiao was very angry: "It's all drawn to this point, why didn't you let me see it before?"
In life, Zhang Siyi does not seek his own help, he can understand that the other party wants to be independent.
But at work, why would he rather be independent than come to him
If so, what does his existence mean to Zhang Siyi? Are there any people who don't have it
"Are you avoiding me recently?" Although it was a little out of line with his own principles to ask such emotional questions in the company, Gu Xiao couldn't help but ask.
He didn't know what had made Zhang Siyi become like this.
Could it be that Zhang Siyi reacted that he liked the same sex and felt disgusting, so he deliberately kept a distance from himself
… When people can’t see hope, they tend to have thoughts of despair, and so does Gu Xiao.
He took a deep breath, calmed down as soon as possible, and first announced the results of the project to Zhang Siyi.
Seeing Zhang Siyi's expression, even though he was just as uncomfortable at the moment, Gu Xiao still chose to comfort the other party first, and let Zhang Siyi, who wanted to be "quiet", go home to rest first.
At night, I was worried and called him, but he didn't get through.
I sent WeChat, but no one responded, and I didn't even see anyone coming to work the next day.
Gu Xiao felt that his mood had entered a dark labyrinth, and he could not see the exit at all.
Spring didn't come, ter came first.
He couldn't help but went to the door to find him, knocked on Zhang Siyi's door, and wanted to talk to him thoroughly. No matter what the answer was, Gu Xiao couldn't bear it any longer.
But he didn't expect that Zhang Siyi actually said that he would "resign and quit."
At that moment, Gu Xiao completely lost his calmness, frustration, disappointment, anger, and hatred that iron is not steel, but it was more of a panic that Zhang Siyi might leave him...
"Are you serious?" Hearing his trembling voice, Gu Xiao, who didn't allow himself to reveal a little bit of vulnerability, instantly became tough and scolded him fiercely.
It turns out that Zhang Siyi's so-called love is so vulnerable...
Yes, just like he likes himself, once he admires and admires him, he becomes an indifferent passerby in a blink of an eye...
"If this is what you like, then... you are too bad." Gu Xiao said sadly.
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Almost 2,000 words are enough for a chapter in the small theater~ Hehe (*￣︶￣)~
Because the story has always been written from the perspective of the fourth aunt, I saw readers who didn't understand Gu Xiao commenting in the first few chapters and scolded "scumbag" and "disgusting"... Hey, my mother's mood is really indescribable! Although people who don't like it will still dislike it for various nitpicking reasons even after watching the small theater... I'm sorry, I don't care about your feelings, I can only say that what I wrote is a realistic article, no matter how strong Xiaogong is. ╮(╯_╰)╭The tiger touches everyone!
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ps. Update tomorrow at 12 noon! Ask for flowers~(づ￣3￣)づgd1806102