113. Confession
He clearly wanted to surprise Gu Xiao, but he did it like this...
Why does that guy always feel like "everything is under control"? Really unhappy!
Zhang Siyi walked into the room awkwardly and changed into a dress. Search: \(¨¨¨¨¨) to watch fine literature for free Yes, he also specially prepared clothes to wear when playing the piano, a silver-gray shirt with a pure white suit and vest, so handsome! But now, there is no excitement at all, and it feels like Gu Xiao has seen through it all... Damn!
Zhang Siyi put on a bow tie, sprinkled a little perfume on his neck, and pinched his face in front of the mirror - all right, you are here to confess, be happy, don't make it look like Gu Xiao owes you five Same as a hundred bucks.
When he was ready, Zhang Siyi held his violin and walked downstairs. The further he went down, the faster his heart beat... Uh, he still felt so nervous!
Gu Xiaoyuan still had the mentality of watching a good show, and was a little careless, but when he saw Zhang Siyi in beautiful clothes appearing at the entrance of the stairs, the whole person suddenly stopped.
Zhang Siyi glanced at him shyly and timidly, walked up to him, set up the violin, and prepared to play.
Unexpectedly, Gu Xiao suddenly raised his hand and swung it to the right, "Can you go further to the right?"
Zhang Siyi took two steps to the side, complaining in his heart, isn't it the same everywhere, so much is required!
"I'm going to start pulling." He whispered.
Gu Xiao looked at him intently, and said solemnly, "Well."
Zhang Siyi took a deep breath and started—
"Quack, quack, quack..."
bad, bad! As soon as he played the first measure, Zhang Siyi realized that he had not grasped the rhythm!
But Gu Xiao is a layman, so he might not be able to hear it, so he continued to pull
"Quack quack..." Zhang Siyi raised his eyes cautiously to look at Gu Xiao's expression, it was fine if he didn't look at it, but when he saw it, he panicked even more, and with a trembling of his hand, he directly broke a voice: "Gee~! "
Gu Xiao: "..."
Zhang Siyi: "… "(oo)
Zhang Siyi blushed and carried the piano awkwardly. After being silent for two seconds, he shouted, "Just now, it doesn't count! It was just an audition!"
Gu Xiao made a "puchi", shaking his shoulders and smirking twice.
Zhang Siyi said angrily, "Don't laugh! Don't look at me!"
Gu Xiaoxu pressed his fist to his lips, and suppressed a smile to encourage him: "Okay, let's do it again, it's alright, don't be nervous," after a while, he said, "Since you are pulling it to me, how can I not look at you? ?"
Zhang Siyi also knew that his request just now was unreasonable, but Gu Xiao laughed at him, it was too much!
He snorted lightly, flattened his mouth, adjusted his state, and started again.
This time, he didn't dare to look at Gu Xiao anymore.
"Summer" is not a very sensational song. On the contrary, it is still very urgent, with a dry beginning, and the rhythm of the gongs and drums... Only in the climax part will there be a few long notes similar to talk.
Zhang Siyi tried his best to find the feeling he had when he usually practiced the piano. After a month, he practiced for one or two hours every night, a dozen or twenty times a day. He said that he had practiced this piece four or five hundred times. The body and muscles will be able to go into a series of inertial movements.
Gradually, he relaxed, immersed himself in the music, and became more and more involved...
This is a gift he has prepared for a long time. The music flows with his feelings for Gu Xiao, from ignorant worship, to ignorant heartbeat, to fanatical love...
More than once, I fantasized about playing this tune for him in front of Gu Xiao, as if offering sacrifices, and handing over my whole being along with the music—
-Did you hear that? Gu Xiao, I like you, I like you the most, I like you very much!
Pulling to the emotional place, Zhang Siyi raised his eyes involuntarily and looked at Gu Xiao again.
An intense current burst out in the air instantly, as if there was a magnetic force, twisting the two tightly together...
Gu Xiao stared at him, those eyes that Zhang Siyi had never seen before. They were fiery, affectionate, and seemed to be a little aggressive.
"... screeching quack... urala urala ~ urala lala!!!"
With the last sound, Zhang Siyi's arm stopped and he made a handsome finishing move, and finally pulled the whole song smoothly.
He panted and put down the piano rod, his eyes were still entangled with Gu Xiao, unable to move an inch away.
He watched Gu Xiao put down the wine glass, got up and walked towards him, with only half a step left between the two.
The two looked at each other for a long time, until Zhang Siyi's breathing gradually subsided, Jing Ye slowly pulled away from the music just now, and returned to reality.
Gu Xiao's eyes seemed to be lit by two fires, mixed with an emotion that Zhang Siyi was not too afraid to confirm, similar to... lust|lust.
Seeing Gu Xiao staring at him like this, Zhang Siyi was inexplicably a little timid: "I..."
As soon as he uttered the first word, Gu Xiao suddenly stretched out his hand to hold his chin, leaned his head and kissed his lips, whispering and urging: "Speak."
Zhang Siyi: "I... like, like you..." (oo)
Woohoo, why do you do this!
Zhang Siyi didn't intend to say this sentence, he wanted to ask "How am I doing" to reconcile the tense atmosphere, but after being kissed and urged by Gu Xiao like this, his brain was short-circuited, and this sentence was directly blurted out... (>
I'm so upset, I'm really upset, I feel like I've leaked early!
This is obviously his own place, so Gu Xiao can't let him come at his own pace! ! !
Hearing that sentence, Gu Xiao took the other party's violin and put it aside. He couldn't wait to put Zhang Siyi into his arms, pressing him on the back of his neck just like yesterday, with a smile at the corner of his mouth, and kissed him directly.
I kissed his forehead, kissed the tip of his nose, bit his lips, licked his tongue, looked at him once, kissed him for a while, and couldn't stop sighing, as if he was so happy.
Zhang Siyi's emotions on the verge of frying were finally comforted by Gu Xiao's series of kisses, but he was still super aggrieved. He said he liked it, why didn't Gu Xiao say it? I don't even know if I pull it well or not!
Just when he was about to start the uprising, Gu Xiao suddenly went crazy and gave him a deep French kiss.
When Gu Xiao finally let him go, Zhang Siyi had already lost his temper after being kissed.
Gu Xiao ran his fingers across his red ears, stared at his moist eyes, and said softly, "Listen, Zhang Siyi, I like you very much, maybe more than you think... I like you more."
Zhang Siyi's heart thumped, his eyes lit up, and he finally heard what he wanted to hear!
But then, Gu Xiao suddenly changed his words, a trace of worry appeared in his eyes, and said: "But, I'm also very scared, I'm afraid that you are not serious, just like you treat your ex-girlfriend, if you say goodbye, you will break up, and before When you get angry, you say you want to resign, say you don't want to do construction... I don't know how you define 'like', and I don't know how you weigh a relationship, I'm afraid that 'like' in our hearts has different weights."
This is the first time that Gu Xiao has shown an unconfident side in front of Zhang Siyi. Zhang Siyi was surprised, but also anxious to appease Gu Xiao, and wanted to tell Gu Xiao that he was serious.
But Gu Xiao held his lips and stopped him: "Listen to me."
Zhang Siyi: "…"
"Zhang Siyi, let me tell you what I like. The relationship I want is not that of a child, but that of an adult man. I hope you and I have the same career pursuit and life direction... It's not easy. The platonic essence of love, and sex," Gu Xiao brushed Zhang Siyi's cheeks to his chest, and finally grabbed his hand tightly, "your essence, your heart, and your body, I all."
Zhang Siyi: "…"
Gu Xiao: "I know you've talked about girlfriends before, and you're a straight man. If you just feel fresh and curious, just want to try it with me, and plan to leave at any time, then I advise you to give up now, because I think What I want is not only the present, but also the future, I want to join hands with you in this life."
Zhang Siyi was shocked, he didn't expect to hear such a solemn confession from Gu Xiao.
If he hadn't watched "Happy Spring" last night, he might feel flustered now, life is too long, how can he make a decision in an instant
But fortunately, he had already thought about this issue, and he was also fortunate that Gu Xiao thought the same as himself.
Zhang Siyi held Gu Xiao's hand instead, trying to convey his determination through this move.
Gu Xiao smiled, raised his other hand and stroked his cheek: "Fool, this road is not easy, the pressure of the world, the pressure of the family, the pressure of the future... Many things are not as simple as you think. As long as there is still a trace of doubt in your heart, I will not start with you, and now, you still have a chance to regret it."
Zhang Siyi pulled out his hand and put his arms around Gu Xiao's waist, shaking his head desperately: "I have no doubts, I will not regret it!"
Gu Xiao's eyes flickered, as if he was a little surprised at the speed of Zhang Siyi's answer, worried that his answer was too hasty and not thoughtful.
But looking at Zhang Siyi's firm eyes, Gu Xiao was not untouched.
After all, in the face of such an honest, warm and lovely lover, no one can refuse. If Zhang Siyi really hesitated or even flinched, he might regret it too late.
Being a gentleman to the end, Gu Xiao looked at Zhang Siyi, as if chanting a wedding vow, and asked earnestly, "If your likes are the same as mine, and you are willing to believe in me, then no matter how much wind and rain there is ahead, I will try my best to cover it for you. , no matter how many obstacles there are on the road, I will not let go of your hand... I will try my best to make you happy and worry-free in your life... Are you willing?"
Zhang Siyi hugged Gu Xiao tightly, looked at him eagerly, and said three times: "I do! I do! I do!"
Gu Xiao heaved a sigh of relief and put his arms around him, and didn't speak for a long time.
Zhang Siyi asked anxiously, "Are we... are we together now?"
"What do you think?" Gu Xiaoxiao looked at him, kissed his cheek, and said softly, "The song is very nice, I like it very much, can you play other songs for me in the future?"
"Well..." Zhang Siyi buried his face on Gu Xiao's shoulder and rubbed it, and was still shy about his three "I do" just now... God, he was too reserved, as if he was afraid Gu Xiao doesn't want him, and can't wait to pack himself up and send it out!
Gu Xiao: "You look very cute today, especially the way you just played the piano, which fascinates me."
Zhang Siyi felt that his heart was shocked by a million volts. Oh my god, I thought Gu Xiao was a sullen man who didn't understand the style, but I didn't expect him to speak sweet words like this!
He thought this was the limit, but Gu Xiao said another sentence next, which almost made him go into shock!
Gu Xiao said in a hoarse voice: "You know, from the moment you went downstairs, I wanted you..."
Zhang Siyi: "…"
So, so so... do you want it? Are you coming
Zhang Siyi looked at Gu Xiao nervously and expectantly, feeling that the current atmosphere is not bad, it's okay to do that kind of thing...
However, when Gu Xiao said that, he let go of him and said, "However, you should wash the dishes first."
Zhang Siyi: "..." Go to hell! ! (╯‵ dish′)╯︵┻━┻gd1806102