116. Interaction (Shimizu version)
Gu Xiao said again: "But I don't think it's too much. You can tell me once a day.
Zhang Siyi said depressedly: "Can you please not interrupt me!"
Gu Xiao stopped talking, and looked at him, waiting for him to continue.
Zhang Siyi pouted and re-examined his feelings before continuing: "Before you came to me, I said to 'resign and quit', but I was just pranking, because Tao Fei's appearance made me a little... Well, I admit it , I'm a little jealous..."
Gu Xiao smiled bitterly, remembering that more than half a month ago, Zhang Siyi avoided him because of this inexplicable misunderstanding, which made him feel uneasy and restless, and wanted to sigh, hey, this fool...
Zhang Siyi is also the first time to analyze his own thoughts in front of Gu Xiao, maybe because he understands the love of both parties, the whole heart becomes very soft, like a child is coquettish to an adult, a kitten opens its belly, and a crab opens Crab cover... Because of trust, I am willing to show the most vulnerable part of my body in front of my beloved.
"Actually, it has nothing to do with Tao Fei. It's just that I think it wrong. I thought I was not that special to you, so I said those words to you. In fact, I still like architecture very much, and I like you very much. The likes are not so vulnerable.”
Zhang Siyi was relieved when he finally said everything he couldn't say before, he was so eager to let Gu Xiao understand that he liked the same as him.
Gu Xiao smiled, one hand still pressed on his back waist, the other hand moved his palm to the back of his head and slowly pressed down, sighing contentedly.
Zhang Siyi may not know that the part of his body that fascinates him the most is his waist.
I forgot which time this guy was dozing off on his desk, his clothes shrunk up, revealing a smooth back waist, round and cute... When he passed by, he saw that scene and immediately stopped.
Since then, his eyes have been on this little guy, paying attention to him inexplicably again and again, subconsciously giving him preferential treatment, just to look at him more, and even want to touch him and hug him.
The game at the annual meeting was my first chance to get in touch with him. I hugged him several times, and I fell in love with him more than once.
Zhang Siyi: "After listening to what you said to me today, you are worried that I just feel fresh and curious... Actually not. I have thought about it carefully. I also want to be with you forever and never be apart."
Saying these words, the foreheads of the two were already pressed together, Gu Xiaowei lifted his chin and kissed him easily.
Zhang Siyi thought it was his own words that made Gu Xiao unable to hold back, excited and excited.
As a man, he felt that he needed to show some momentum as the initiative, so he summoned up the courage to invite: "I, let's do it!"
Gu Xiao laughed dumbly: "Didn't we already start?"
"..." Zhang Siyi looked at him suspiciously, "You wouldn't ask me to sleep in the middle of the matter, would you?"
Gu Xiao was stunned, and realized that he was complaining that he told him to "sleep" last night. He laughed more and more, and instead of answering, he asked, "Then I want to ask you, are you ready?"
Zhang Siyi: "Of course!"
Gu Xiao raised his eyebrows: "Can you accept having a relationship with a man so quickly?"
Zhang Siyi blushed and said, "Because I like you."
Gu Xiao looked at him and smiled silently, just when Zhang Siyi felt inexplicable, Gu Xiao suddenly hugged him and counterattacked, and the two instantly switched positions - this time, it was Zhang Siyi's turn to lie down.
Zhang Siyi: "... "Fuck! Why does it feel like something is wrong
Zhang Siyi raised his hand against Gu Xiao's chest and asked, "Wait, aren't you gay?"
Gu Xiao: "Yes, what?"
Zhang Siyi said with a sullen face: "gay, how can you be on top?"
Gu Xiao was silent for a moment, looked at him condescendingly, and asked with a smile, "Do you have any misunderstanding about gay?"
Zhang Siyi: "…"
Gu Xiao asked again, "Do you know what will happen next?"
Zhang Siyi asked with a blushing face, "Nah?"
Gu Xiao puffed out a laugh: "Cum nang? Are you a child?"
… here is the pure dividing line_(:3”∠)_…
Synopsis: Gu Xiao made Zhang Siyi understand the practices of adult male gays through verbal descriptions and practical actions, and Zhang Siyi seemed to feel the malice of the world!
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Gu Xiao was still laughing at him, he took out a tissue to help him wipe it, and said with a vicious tongue: "Tsk, I can't stand the foreplay, and I still want to have a relationship. It's really a child."
Zhang Siyi covered his face and frowned, "I said it doesn't count!"
Gu Xiao leaned on top of him, stretched out his hand and flicked his forehead, angrily and amusingly: "Again, he went back on his word, who just said that he likes me and can accept anything?"
Zhang Siyi: "..." He already regretted his seduction and confession to Gu Xiao at the beginning... Nima! Why is this! It was completely different from what he imagined! He wants to be the active one! (t dish t)
Looking at the frightened appearance of his lover covering his face in shame, Gu Xiao sighed, his eyes both warm and helpless.
After waiting for a long time, Zhang Siyi gradually came back, slowly opened his fingers, and glanced at him shyly.
Gu Xiao's heart moved, he lowered his head again, kissed his forehead gently, and asked with a smile, "Is that enough?"
Only then did Zhang Siyi realize that Gu Xiao was still not free...
He suddenly felt guilty again, Gu Xiao didn't seem to do anything to him, why was his reaction so intense
It may be that Gu Xiao's slightly insulting remarks touched a certain sensitive scripture of Zhang Siyi. Although he knew that it was normal for couples to have dirty love words in the bed, Zhang Siyi was a man, and he was not a normal boy. They were joking and swearing, but it was what Gu Xiao really wanted to do to him.
Just realizing this, Zhang Siyi seemed to have been slapped twice when he heard this sentence, his face was hot, his self-esteem and pride as a man was directly overturned, and he was so ashamed that he almost succumbed to it. !
But this wasn't the hardest thing for him to accept. What he couldn't accept was his urge to deviate from his body and mind after the initial shock—yes, his body could actually expect Gu Xiao to fall in love with him.
When he was so panicked, Gu Xiao just took advantage of the fire and robbed him. He didn't let him take a breath. He directly pressed him to attack the city and attacked the land. A strong stimulation of his brain came over, making Zhang Siyi feel like he was being beaten by Gu Xiao...
And he's damn early | Ejaculation! ! shameful! (tt)
However, shame, humiliation, and excitement are all moments of emotion. Calm down now, Gu Xiao is still his favorite person, and Zhang Siyi also feels a little uneasy when he finds that the other party still hasn't relieved.
Following the principle of "respectful exchanges", Zhang Siyi whispered, "I-I will help you too..."
Until now, he no longer dared to say big words like "Let's do it". He felt that if Gu Xiao wanted to play for real, he could die on the bed in minutes.
… here is the pure dividing line_(:3”∠)_…
Summary: Zhang Siyi helped Gu Xiao, but Gu Xiao disliked him. His hand speed is not as fast as playing the violin.
Zhang Siyi: "..." Nima! A violin piece only takes two minutes! You've been fucking minutes! ! (t dish t)
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When it was finally over, Zhang Siyi felt that his entire arm had been abolished.
The affair that was initiated by him, but in his retreat, came to an abrupt end.
Zhang Siyi slumped on the bed limply, so embarrassed that his whole body trembled with convulsions. This situation was not much better than the night he slept in Gu Xiao's underwear.
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What happened that night made Zhang Siyi feel a bit of a psychological shadow and urgently needed a buffer, but under the same roof, he was afraid that his retreat would make Gu Xiao think in a bad place.
Tao Fei’s commercial super high-rise project needs to be reported, and Gu Xiao is required to accompany it, and it will take at least three days to go back and forth.
Zhang Siyi breathed a sigh of relief, and as soon as Gu Xiao left, he rolled and slept back to his room.
Before Gu Xiao left, he gave Zhang Siyi a new key, took him inside and out and told him some precautions, how to use electronic equipment at home, and allowed Zhang Siyi to move freely in the house, including flipping through all his books. .
Zhang Siyi was granted amnesty, like a child whose parents were freed after a long trip, alive and well!
After work, he can't wait to go home, cook in Gu Xiao's kitchen, walk the dog by himself, occupy Gu Xiao's sofa, look after Gu Xiao's collection of books, and even go to Gu Xiao's room to copy him with his brush and rice paper. written calligraphy words.
Gu Xiao is his boyfriend, Gu Xiao's home is his territory, everything about Gu Xiao is related to him... This sense of ownership and belonging really makes Zhang Siyi feel better than ever!
It's just that the food he cooks is not as delicious as Gu Xiao's. He can't read many of Gu Xiao's books, and even the calligraphy he writes looks like a ghost painting, not as good as shit.
All kinds of comparisons and gaps made Zhang Siyi feel particularly disheartened.
Gu Xiao is like a shining sun, making him look bleak.
During the two days when Gu Xiao was not at home, Zhang Siyi slowly transformed from the initial excitement and freedom to loneliness and emptiness, and began to look forward to Gu Xiao's return home as soon as possible.
When he felt inferior, he would run to look at the two diaries that Gu Xiao kept on the bedside table. I mentioned to Gu Xiao about peeping before, Gu Xiao didn't seem to mind, and Zhang Siyi also let go of his courage.
However, Zhang Siyi could only superficially rely on Gu Xiao's descriptions and records of himself for comfort. The more he looked at it, the more he gave birth to sighs such as "Gu Xiao's paintings are so beautiful, Gu Xiao's handwriting is so beautiful, and the questions Gu Xiao usually thinks about are really profound", and the more he feels ashamed. .
Finally, on a quiet night, Zhang Siyi was lying on the bed and suddenly woke up.
For him now, Gu Xiao is not only a mature and wise old boyfriend, but also a living dictionary in architecture, a good mentor on the road of life... He has such a good resource, he should make good use of it!
Seo, yes! Is he an idiot? I've been thinking about something for the past two days!
Put aside those vulgar loves for a moment,
The author has something to say: boy! Efforts to squeeze Gu Xiao out of knowledge is the right way! ! ! ╰(╰△╯)╯
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