143. A pair
In the end, it was the period of passionate love. Zhang Siyi only struggled frantically for a while before falling into Gu Xiao's kiss. He kissed back eagerly, entangled his lips, and played with each other... As if intimacy was not enough. each other into one. Search: \(¨¨¨¨¨) to watch fine literature for free
… blended together
When this idea first came up, Zhang Siyi was stunned.
It's strange, when he was in the bathroom yesterday, he still felt very ashamed and uncomfortable, but at this moment, he actually longed to combine with Gu Xiao... let it be, from the heart.
It was just a momentary thought, and soon Zhang Siyi's thoughts were drawn back into Gu Xiao's enthusiasm.
Gu Xiao is a person who is good at research, whether he treats work, feelings, or... sex.
He patiently digs out the sensitive points of Zhang Siyi, carefully paying attention to the reaction of his lover in every intimate contact, filling his database. Zhang Siyi is different from himself. Although he is very enthusiastic about himself now, maybe it is just the influence of dopamine and hormones, as Tao Fei said. Same-sex relationships.
Although Gu Xiao made a serious statement on the day of his confession and gave Zhang Siyi the right to refuse, but if Zhang Siyi doesn't like him anymore, he can do nothing, and his feelings cannot be forced.
All he can do is to cherish it when he has it, work hard to manage it, and use his utmost patience to let Zhang Siyi enjoy this relationship.
The human brain has memory, and so does the body. He wants Zhang Siyi to recall it in the future, not only the essence, but also the sex, and they all feel happy and joyful to be with him. Therefore, he couldn't tolerate the slight resentment he brought to Zhang Siyi in the process, so he was careful, tasted and stopped, and then proceeded step by step.
The two did it again on the platform, as before, just helping each other, but this time it was more intense, and Zhang Siyi was more open than before, not as resistant and shy as the first time.
Afterwards, the two hugged and rubbed their ears and temples for a long time, kissing and chatting. Zhang Siyi remembered what Tao Fei said to him in the daytime, "real drama and fake action", and asked Gu Xiao if he had this idea.
Gu Xiao smiled and said, "He really understands me."
Hearing this, Zhang Siyi felt a little sour in his heart: "I heard that you and Tao Fei were rumored to be a couple when they were in college? Why?"
Gu Xiao said: "The students of T University will choose which flowers and grasses in private. I don't know if this is popular or not when you are studying."
"I did it when I was in high school, but it doesn't seem to be popular abroad," Zhang Siyi touched Gu Xiao's face, pinched his cheek, ate tofu openly, and asked knowingly, "You're so handsome, you must be tied to the grass, right? ."
Gu Xiao smiled, grabbed his restless hand and put it to his lips to kiss, and continued: "It is often joked that people are a couple when it comes to flowers and grass. It's like the existence of the school's signboard. I just entered the school. At that time, the department flower of our department was still a senior in the senior year. The appearance and temperament of that senior was really good, but there was no one who could take her class. Big girls, how should I say... In fact, the overall appearance value Not too high. As soon as the senior graduated, Tao Fei just entered the school, and naturally became the flower of our department. As for the reason, you should be able to guess, because he was more beautiful than the most beautiful girl in the school at that time. "
"Pfft..." Didn't Zhang Siyi feel threatened by Tao Fei's appearance at first, and he was amazed when he flipped through his circle of friends. Tao Fei really has a face that makes both men and women treat him as an imaginary enemy!
Then Gu Xiao patiently talked about the process of getting to know Tao Fei, including their experience of doing projects together, and several times Tao Fei's experience of frying hair. They participated in some public welfare activities in the school on behalf of the hospital... There are so many things, they know everything they know, and they say everything.
Zhang Siyi just asked a question casually. He didn't expect to get such a detailed explanation, and suddenly enjoyed this kind of treatment.
The Gu Xiao at the moment is completely different from the Gu Xiao when he played Truth or Dare with him a few years ago. At that time, Gu Xiao often teased him, tricked him, and bullied him. How could he speak so well now.
Zhang Siyi is like a kitten who has confirmed the safety of the environment, craned his neck and slowly walked into Gu Xiao's world, touching here and there, full of freshness to everything.
Zhang Siyi remembered Gu Xiao's unusual tone when he mentioned that senior Xihua just now, and asked again, "You and that senior were also rumored to be a pair?"
Gu Xiao gave a "hmm" and smiled: "We are just friends, nothing."
The staring eyes and smile of the other party made Zhang Siyi feel that his own thoughts were seen through. He knew it was nothing, but he couldn't help but mind, minding that he had not been able to participate in Gu Xiaoqian's life for 28 years, minding himself Couldn't take Gu Xiao as his own sooner.
"I heard Tao Fei say that you hang out with those seniors in your freshman year and sophomore year, and also participated in many competitions... Is there that senior sister among those people?"
Gu Xiao looked at him with a funny look, is this little guy trying to clean up his bottom line
"Yes." Gu Xiao replied very frankly, and he didn't feel that he had any unspeakable past - just let him dig a few feet, and no matter how much he digs, he will be treated by himself. of sincere heart.
Zhang Siyi said sourly, "Oh? That senior is very kind to you!"
Gu Xiao couldn't help laughing when he saw his small face with his chin raised and his face sour. Jealous people eat vinegar, and jealous people eat honey.
"Yeah, she was very kind to me. She knew me when I first entered school. She lent me her study notes, taught me everything she had seen, heard, and thought. She shared all the design materials she collected with me. I followed her to do the first competition in my college career, and I also met the first Party A from her place. When she graduated, she gave me more than 300 yuan, which is very good. The professional book." Gu Xiao said, with an indescribably soft tone and expression.
Zhang Siyi: "..." Why is she so kind to Gu Xiao! Does she have plans for Gu Xiao! qaq
Gu Xiao looked straight at Zhang Siyi, but continued to praise the senior, "She is smart, beautiful, warm and generous, knowledgeable, understanding, she is one of the best people I know, and I am also one of the best. Best female friend."
Zhang Siyi: "!!" I'll go! Also summed up so many advantages! Miss so deeply! Gu Yao clearly said that his brother has no particularly good female friends, is Gu Xiao lying to himself! (qnmq)
Gu Xiao added: "She went to Yale after graduating from college. She graduated the year before and now works in a famous architectural firm in the United States. We are still in touch."
Zhang Siyi: "!!!" No way! He is so upset! He's going to be jealous! He's going to fry!
Gu Xiao smiled wickedly, suddenly pinched Zhang Siyi's chin, lowered his head and pecked Zhang Siyi's lips lightly: "But I don't like her, I only like you."
Zhang Siyi: "..." (tt) It's too foul to not bring such a playful person!
Gu Xiaoru wished to see Zhang Siyi's tangled and moved appearance, and laughed so hard: "Little fool, let me tell you a secret."
Zhang Siyi: "... huh?"
Gu Xiao leaned down and said, "I told her about us together as soon as possible, she was happy for us, and said that she would come to Haicheng when she returned to China this Christmas, and asked me to take you to meet her. ."
Zhang Siyi blushed: "She knows you're gay?"
Gu Xiao: "Well, not only that, she is also my first friend who came out of the closet."
Zhang Siyi was stunned: "Why?"
Gu Xiao: "I started to doubt my sexuality when I was in high school, but I didn't know it at that time, I just deceived myself that I might be naturally cold towards girls and didn't have any love genes. Same-sex sex | impulsive | movement, very confused and painful. I chatted with her once and confided this incident inadvertently, she not only did not discriminate against me, but also led me to face myself... To be honest, at that time, I could encounter such a People are really lucky."
This is also the first time Zhang Siyi has heard Gu Xiao analyze his sexuality.
It is conceivable that a beautiful person like Gu Xiao will suffer a blow once he finds out that his sexuality is abnormal, and how he will suffer and deny himself. If he hadn't first learned that Gu Xiao was gay, that he liked him first, and that Gu Xiao first reached out to him and embraced him, Zhang Siyi would never have taken a step in the direction of being gay in his life!
He hugged each other distressedly, inexplicably giving birth to a feeling of mutual rescue with Gu Xiao - from now on, Gu Xiao is his, and he will never let go again.
After being silent for two seconds, Zhang Siyi tangled again: "Who did you frequently have sex with when you were in college
"Our school sports electives can choose various items. I chose the national standard ballroom dance. Well, there was a boy in the class at that time. He has a body similar to yours, and his waist is very thin. Every time he dances, he tucks his shirt into his pants. , twisted like a snake..." Gu Xiao said, his hand moved to Zhang Siyi's waist unknowingly, and he smiled ambiguous.
Zhang Siyi: "…"
Zhang Siyi hurriedly dodged Gu Xiao's actions and changed the subject: "Then why don't you go after that boy?"
"He doesn't look as handsome as you." Gu Xiao finally said something that made Zhang Siyi happy, but only the first half of this sentence could be heard. Gu Xiao looked at Zhang Siyi up and down, and said, "And I think you should be more attractive than him when you twist."
Zhang Siyi: "..." (= dish=) Get out of here! Damn it, Gu Xiao's eyes are too lustful! He can't take it anymore!
However, Gu Xiao will dance the "national standard"? That dance was really, really irritating, Zhang Siyi couldn't help squinting at each other, he imagined it... FUCK! Nosebleeds are coming! ! !
Zhang Siyi shook his head, looked down, stared at Gu Xiao's chin, and changed the subject again: "I also heard that you were chased by a female designer eight years older than you when you were in the X-Yard."
Gu Xiao was startled: "You know all this?"
Zhang Siyi snorted softly: "Who made you so famous~"
Gu Xiao pinched his nose: "It seems that you secretly inquired about me a lot."
Zhang Siyi frowned and said, "Whoever asked about it, my colleagues in the company passed it on."
Gu Xiao raised one eyebrow and suddenly raised his face: "Who is so gossipy? I usually work too leisurely, right? If I find out, I will definitely punish you severely."
Zhang Siyi was startled, afraid that he would implicate Bi Lele, and said quickly, "I don't remember either."
But he thought again, that's not right, just asking so many questions, Gu Xiao's reaction is quite normal, how can it be abnormal when you ask this? There must be something tricky!
Zhang Siyi immediately puffed up his face and said, "Is there anything I can't say about this?"
Gu Xiao was deliberately trying to scare him. Seeing that he dared to bump into him, he planned to make a rule for him: "Do you believe anything that comes from hearsay?"
Zhang Siyi felt a little guilty: "I, I don't."
Gu Xiao paused and explained: "When I was in the x-yuan, there was indeed a female designer who was older than me who expressed her goodwill to me, and I also clearly rejected her. That female designer is a very good person, but Some gossips spread very dirty, saying that after she was rejected by me, she still stalked me, saying that I came to nowhere to hide from her, these are all made out of nothing, I don't know which version you heard, But I am very disgusted with these rumors, so I manage my own subordinates and have zero tolerance for people who like to talk..."
Zhang Siyi shook his hair and couldn't help but feel worried for Bi Lele, and also deeply blamed himself for his partiality. Indeed, Bi Lele's understanding of Gu Xiao is not as good as that of him. How could he use it to question Gu Xiao if he is chasing after the wind
Seeing him shrinking his neck, Gu Xiao knew he was wrong, so he grabbed his hand and pressed it to his heart, and said in a slow voice, "Zhang Siyi, listen, although I can tell you anything you ask me, but, You have to learn to trust me by yourself. I said that I like you, I like you, I said that I have never liked others before, but I have never liked, I said that I want to be with you for a lifetime, just a lifetime. I said, this is our path It's hard to walk. The hardest part is the pressure from the outside world, a large part of which is the gossip and slander of others. If you are easily influenced by other people's evaluations, words and opinions, then even I can't protect you. … so I sincerely hope that,
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