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Zhang Siyi reflected, yes, what Lu Qiao said to Shudong yesterday was mostly aimed at him. It was clear that Gu Xiao was also gay, but Lu Qiao didn't hate Gu Xiao, but hated himself. In the final analysis, it was because of Gu Xiao. Much stronger than him!
"I thought he thought of me as a friend. Search: \(\\\\)Read fine literature for free," Zhang Siyi said disappointedly.
Gu Xiao: "Perhaps it was in the past, when you both had the same abilities and you had no threat to him, but now it's different, he sees your progress and feels that he is far behind, so he will naturally feel pressure, seeing you gather thousands of pets Together, you will naturally feel unwilling.”
Gu Xiao's words reminded Zhang Siyi that he once had a similar mentality. When Tao Fei first came to the company, he felt threatened and had inexplicable hostility towards Tao Fei, but when he saw Tao Fei's strong After that, the hostility disappeared naturally.
A string of two things, Zhang Siyi suddenly realized, and also understood a little why Lu Qiao had such a change, and the unhappiness and boredom in his heart dissipated a lot.
Gu Xiao: "The ups and downs of this emotion vary from person to person. Some people are good at self-regulation, maybe it's just a matter of being upset, and some people will do extreme behaviors, such as the most exaggerated ones. Sir, don't you think that everyone else is better than him, and that everyone looks down on him, that's why you killed someone?"
Zhang Siyi was cold again, and hurriedly said, "I don't look down on Lu Qiao!"
Gu Xiao smiled and said: "The example I gave is a small probability event, just to tell you that the world is full of wonders. You really don't look down on Lu Qiao, but Lu Qiao was born in a poor family and has an inferiority complex, so he will inevitably say something unintentional to others. Zoom in, think wildly, I remember the day you first arrived in Osaka, you were still chatting with Tao Fei on the subway, right?"
Zhang Siyi remembered that it was Tao Fei who said that Lu Qiao had never been on a plane, and he said, "But it was Tao Fei who stimulated Lu Qiao, not me. I was still helping to persuade Tao Fei!"
Gu Xiao: "But Lu Qiao doesn't know this. All he sees is that you are getting close to us, so he naturally divides you and Tao Fei into a group of people."
Zhang Siyi: "..." It turns out that the source of the problem is that dead fat peach!
"It just so happened that Lu Qiao learned that we were dating again, and he doesn't agree with homosexuality. This is equivalent to giving him a reason to slander you," Gu Xiao looked at him and said, "But luckily he didn't do anything, so he didn't do anything. It's not unforgivable, is it?"
Zhang Siyi had a lingering fear in his heart, yes, if Lu Qiao publicized this matter, he and Gu Xiao would definitely not be able to stay in the company.
Gu Xiao said lightly, "Let's go back to B, B inexplicably hated me for a year, and he failed several classes in his freshman year. Later, I heard that he had an aversion to school and dropped out of school."
Zhang Siyi almost laughed out loud: "No?"
Gu Xiao was not as gloating as he was, instead he sighed and said, "Two years ago, I went back to see an old professor who taught me the history of architecture. That professor was kind and generous. I often go to the professor to chat. During the chat, the professor showed me a letter. The letter B was written to her, but B mentioned me in the letter and explained the reason why he hated me. "
Zhang Siyi: "What's the reason?"
Gu Xiao: "It's because one day in a sketching class, I mocked him for not being good at drawing."
Zhang Siyi: "..." What the hell, is that the reason? What kind of hatred does he have!
Gu Xiao shrugged and said, "I can't remember all that sentence, and I don't know what tone I used to say it, but I don't think it was a mockery."
Zhang Siyi also felt that Gu Xiao was so powerful that if he met someone who was inferior to him, he would ridicule him. Besides, what if it was sarcasm? I can't stand being complained about even a few words, what kind of mental quality is that person
"After that, he fantasized about me as his imaginary enemy and targeted me everywhere, but he couldn't compare to me anywhere, so he slowly forced himself to a dead end. After he dropped out of school, he returned to his hometown for treatment, and he improved a lot in the first two years. , he wrote that letter to the professor, and even expressed his apology to me in the letter. Of course, he didn't say it directly to me, he may never be able to save that face. The old professor thought that I would be worried about b. Guess, that's why I quietly showed it to me, I hope I can let go," Gu Xiao paused, "Actually, I didn't take these things to heart at all..."
Zhang Siyi smiled "puchi", admiring Gu Xiao's strength more and more, and at the same time secretly swore in his heart that he would be like Gu Xiao, only with a strong heart can evil spirits not invade.
Gu Xiao took a sip of milk and continued: "But the old professor's actions made me feel very kind, and I am very grateful. And after reading the letter, I have a better understanding of human nature, do you think b is hateful? To be honest , he is also very poor."
Zhang Siyi nodded, that is, Gu Xiao did not make a move, that guy committed suicide.
Gu Xiao: "Last night, when I heard Lu Qiao cry to the tree and cried so sadly, I suddenly thought of b, maybe they are really in pain and despair when they are in a psychological predicament. Therefore, sometimes Pulling them is a far more effective solution to the problem than pushing them."
Zhang Siyi breathed a sigh of relief: "I don't seem to be mad at Lu Qiao anymore after hearing you say so much."
Once he let go of his heart, Zhang Siyi also felt suddenly enlightened, and his mood instantly improved again.
He raised his head and drank the rest of the milk. In the early morning, there was no one there, so Zhang Siyi quickly tilted his head and leaned in, boldly kissing Gu Xiao's face.
Gu Xiao: "..."
Seeing that the milk stains left on his lips were printed on Gu Xiao's face, Zhang Siyi smirked for a while.
Gu Xiao narrowed his eyes and looked at him, raised his hand to wipe the milk off his face, then brought it to his mouth and stuck out his tongue to lick it charmingly.
Zhang Siyi: "... "Fuck! Too foul!
Covering his nose and flushing, he turned and stepped back, keeping a safe distance from the moving hormone.
Gu Xiao looked at Zhang Siyi's escaped back, snorted softly, and thought, go back and clean up this guy, he dares to tease himself outside, it seems that the time is ripe.
Back at the inn, my colleagues also got up, gathered at eight o'clock, and many people were already ready to go.
Tao Fei yawned, grabbed his messy hair and came downstairs. After seeing Zhang Siyi, he asked, "Where did you two go last night?"
Zhang Siyi: "Huh?"
Tao Fei: "I haven't seen anyone all night. Did you come back to sleep last night?"
Zhang Siyi: "I'm back, you were already asleep when you came back, and you still haven't woken up in the morning."
Just as he was talking, Zhang Siyi saw Lu Qiao's figure behind Tao Fei, and he was a little nervous for a while.
Tao Fei went around him to say hello to Gu Xiao, Lu Qiao walked straight to Zhang Siyi, his shoulders shrunk, and his hands were tightly clutched.
Zhang Siyi did not hide or avoid, and tried to look at him calmly.
Seeing Lu Qiao handing over an orange bottle cap, Zhang Siyi looked down and felt his heart warm. He looked at Lu Qiao again, put a palm on the shoulder of the place, and said with a smile, "What are you thinking about alone, come on."
Lu Qiao's mouth was crooked, his eyes were still a little red and swollen, maybe he hadn't slept well all night, but there was a bright smile on his face: "Well." gd1806102