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Jiang Hai asked: "Didn't she study a master's degree in urban development and architecture research, why did she enter the f firm?"
Ren Mengxuan: "Yes, I remember that Su Yuanke submitted his resume when he graduated, but it seems to have been rejected. Search: \(¨¨¨¨¨)Read fine literature for free"
Su Yuan smiled bitterly, and said in a low mood: "The threshold of the f firm is a master's degree. I only want to apply for a resume after graduating from the department. It is normal to be brushed off."
Ren Mengxuan quickly comforted her and said, "Anyway, you only look at the portfolio when you submit your resume. Who knows whether Yu Rui's strength is true or not. I don't think her embroidered pillow will last too long. Maybe she will be opened after her internship."
Jiang Hai also said: "That's right, Su Yuan, if you want to open it up, it's probably not good that the f firm can admit someone like Yu Rui."
Bai Rui, who had been listening for a long time, wondered, "Who is Yu Rui, and why do you all hate her so much?"
Ren Mengxuan was stunned for a while, and immediately counted Yu Rui's strange deeds abroad, and even speculated whether she had entered the f office by unspoken rules.
Su Yuan and Jiang Hai occasionally echoed a few words, but this time Zhang Siyi just listened silently and didn't make any comments.
Gu Xiao doesn't like gossip, and he doesn't like Zhang Siyi talking about other people's right and wrong in front of him. Over time, Zhang Siyi has no desire to talk about others.
He found this to be a good habit, because once he remained silent, his mind was much more awake.
This "sober" doesn't mean that he was confused before, but that he thinks more about what other people are talking about.
Zhang Siyi believed that there was some malicious exaggeration in Meng Xuan's remarks, perhaps she was trying to comfort Su Yuan, who was unhappy.
Thinking about it carefully, in fact, Yu Rui has no direct conflict with him. Most of his prejudice against Yu Rui stems from the fact that this group of friends mentioned Yu Rui's character several times in front of them.
Of course, Yu Rui did have a lot of behaviors that were not correct and unpleasant. As far as he knew, she did not do all the graduation projects in Yu Rui's period, but found one of her "boyfriends" to do it for her. In part, this behavior alone shows that there is moisture in her degree.
And when Yu Rui came to Wujing to find Zhang Siyi after Christmas last year, if he didn't know Yu Rui's character, he probably didn't know if he was used, and the other party would definitely kick him away after using it. Don't make people tremble.
However, aside from Yu Rui's style, there is one thing Zhang Siyi has to admit - Yu Rui is also very "hardworking".
Although she used all kinds of men to help her design, write papers, and find a job, although she was opportunistic and digging around, she seized every opportunity that was helpful to herself and spared no effort to climb up. It is very likely that she did not live well no easier than them.
Zhang Siyi thought of his experience of dealing with Party A in the past year. The psychological games, calculations and various human knowledge are far more complicated than majors.
Society is very dark, and Yu Rui's methods, compared with the big dye vat of society, are at best a pediatrician.
They dislike Yu Rui so much, but because the environment of the university is too pure and beautiful, Yu Rui, who is not so pure and beautiful, seems so disgusting.
But now, this annoying person has mixed into the best appearance, what makes them feel bad
"Anyway, I just can't get used to her, and I don't like her usual way of doing things. As long as you have been in contact with her, you will know how beautiful she is!" Ren Mengxuan raised her chin to look at Bai Rui, and said softly. "Ah", he said with a frown, "I hope you will never meet that kind of woman in your life, they are all evildoers who eat people without spitting bones. A lot!"
Bai Rui smiled and didn't seem to care that much: "I'm not that stupid."
Ren Mengxuan said again: "Such a bitch, but now he is a master of B University, and he got the resume of the F firm's offer when the employment situation in the UK is tense. Are you angry?"
Bai Rui said indifferently: "What's so angry about this? That's her own 'business'."
Seeing his attitude, Ren Mengxuan raised her eyebrows and asked, "What is this? Do you think what she did is right?"
Bai Rui smiled lowly and said, "There is no absolute right or wrong in this world, only for yourself."
Ren Mengxuan: "..."
There seemed to be some self-deprecation in the tone of Bai Rui's words just now, Zhang Siyi glanced at him subconsciously, only to see the other party's eyes down, a pair of black eyes like two deep pools, so deep that he couldn't see what he was thinking.
Yu Rui's scenery seems to set off Su Yuan's humbleness even more.
She has a much better starting point than Yu Rui. She had two years of domestic language learning skills when she went abroad, but in her freshman year, Yu Rui was still a girl who could not speak English well.
Su Yuan is enthusiastic, not only caring for herself, but also willing to help others. Although she deliberately kept a distance after learning about Yu Rui's indiscretions, she still maintains a superficial classmate friendship with her, including the other party coming to Haicheng, Su Yuan Yuan is also the only one willing to offer her a place to live.
Along the way, she should be better than any of them, but at this moment, she is compared by everyone.
Jiang Hai has a good family background and has no pursuit in life; Ren Mengxuan is the same, even has such a good boyfriend, Mei explained to her that it is better to study well than "marry" well; The eye-catching Zhang Siyi has come from behind... Of course, the one who hit her the most was Yu Rui.
Su Yuan sighed, trapped in a swamp abyss called "unwilling" and "jealousy", unable to breathe.
The last straw had almost crushed her.
Looking at Su Yuan's depressed appearance, Zhang Siyi suddenly remembered Lu Qiao who was crying in despair under the Kyoto Inn.
At this moment, Su Yuan stroked his forehead and revealed his heart to everyone: "Although I know it's not right or wrong, but seeing her mix well, and now she has both fame and fortune, it's always a special blow. Isn't it? I'm a bit at a loss as to whether it's the world or myself..."
Zhang Siyi suddenly interrupted her and said decisively, "You are not wrong!"
Su Yuan: "..."
Seeing Zhang Siyi who had been silent for a long time suddenly speak, everyone was startled and looked at him.
Zhang Siyi then said to Su Yuan: "If Yu Rui really got the offer from the f firm by special means, then she is not worthy of being envied at all. No matter how high her education is, no matter how good the job she gets, so what? Those are all things obtained through crooked ways, how much is her own? But Su Yuan, you are different. You are hard-working, diligent, and down-to-earth. You have been an example for us to learn from since college. Fame and wealth are not a measure of a person's success. Whether you have true friends like us or not, Yu Rui doesn't, just for that, you are already better than her!"
Everyone didn't expect Zhang Siyi to say such a thing, and they were a little stunned for a while.
Zhang Siyi was afraid that the intellectual and cheerful Su Yuan would also be attacked by demons, so he hurriedly spoke to comfort her, ignoring the expressions of others at the moment, and continued: "A senior told me, 'Most of people's impetuousness stems from lack of self-confidence and lack of self-confidence. The root cause is that I don’t have enough strength.’ I used to be very impetuous. I felt that it was very hard to do construction, and this road was very difficult to walk. It seemed that there was always something I couldn’t learn. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t compare to others… But the truth is I don't need to compare myself with others at all."
Yes, because Zhang Siyi has clearly realized that he "can't", just like the experience of drawing the construction plan of city a. Even if he did it, he felt that he was no worse than Tao Fei, but the real gap between them was still there. The sense of achievement and pleasure obtained by comparison is short-lived.
Until he changed his goal and changed the object of comparison from others to himself - to become a better person, a person as good as Gu Xiao.
From then on, his impetuous feeling gradually disappeared.
Zhang Siyi said: "We have to compare ourselves with ourselves. This is our own path, and it has nothing to do with others. As long as I am better now than I was in the past, wouldn't that be fine? Su Yuan, I know you like architecture, I still remember it. When you were doing design in school, you were so focused, you said that you gave up your two-year university studies in China to go abroad, just to realize your architectural dream... Have you forgotten?"
Zhang Siyi had also forgotten, but it was Gu Xiao who reminded him, reminding him how much he dreamed of becoming an architect.
It was Gu Xiao who had been in the distance, with open arms, waiting for him to catch up.
It is not only the person he likes, but also his eternal goal, leading him forward like a beacon. No matter how many obstacles he goes through, he can only break the boat, grit his teeth and move forward, and he is not allowed to retreat and retreat cowardly.
He had to use the fastest speed and the most persistent perseverance to exhaust all his energy and run forward. No temptation or setback could wipe out his determination to achieve his goal.
With such perseverance, there will be no confusion.
It doesn't start in a daze and end in a daze.
Will not complain about the injustice of the world and the cruelty of fate when youth passes away.
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"I know that the domestic market is also very bad, the environment is also very chaotic, and there may be many people like Yu Rui... We can't change the world, but we can stick to our own path. Life will inevitably have low periods, if you think If you are tired, even if you stop for a rest and continue walking, it is better than giving up. You also said that after studying for so many years, you will definitely not be reconciled to giving up. Then think about why you studied architecture in the first place and why you left. Come this way."
Zhang Siyi said aggressively, only to find that everyone at the table was staring at him dumbfounded, as if it was the first time they knew him.
"Uh..." Zhang Siyi shrank awkwardly, feeling that he seemed to be talking to himself.
Jiang Hai was the first to sigh: "Wow, Xiao Yi, look at it with admiration!"
Tian Yujing looked at him with admiration and said, "So you are Zhang Siyi like this!"
Ren Mengxuan: "Suddenly became a life mentor..."
Even Bai Rui turned his head to look at him, his eyes full of thought.
Su Yuan looked very moved. She stared at Zhang Siyi for a long time and said softly, "Thank you, Xiaoyi."
Ren Mengxuan applauded playfully: "What a positive energy, there should be applause here!"
Jiang Hai: "Hahaha, applaud."
When everyone cheered like this, Zhang Siyi was embarrassed: "I, I'll just talk about it..."
Su Yuan raised his soda glass and touched Zhang Siyi, his face recovered a little: "I didn't expect to be taught by your little brother once."
Zhang Siyi: "Hey, this is also some of my own insights since I started working."
Su Yuan took a sip of water, put down the glass, and said with emotion: "You are right, I really should think about it, the current situation is dragging me to death. Whether it is to change jobs or change careers temporarily, maybe take a break It takes a while to get a better understanding of what you want.”
Zhang Siyi nodded, seeing that his words were helpful to Su Yuan, he was very happy, and couldn't help saying: "Actually, I can also go to our company to help you and ask whether to recruit people. With your strength, I feel that coming to our company is also worthwhile. It's all ok, and Wujing's salary, environment, and treatment in all aspects are not bad."
Su Yuan thought that the general environment of the domestic construction industry was similar, and he had not inquired about Zhang Siyi's current income, so he asked a question out of curiosity.
Zhang Siyi: "There are almost nine thousand now, before taxes."
Except for Bai Rui, the others were amazed: "Wow! It turns out that the richest person here is you!"
Su Yuan was both shocked and moved: "Twice as many as I am now!"
Zhang Siyi scratched his head: "Actually, salary is not the main income, but the project bonus."
Jiang Hai joked: "It seems that this meal wants you to treat me!"
Zhang Siyi was bragging for a while, and when he heard this, he quickly threw the pot and said, "Why? Didn't you say that Ren Mengxuan's boyfriend was a treat! I don't believe that he earns less than me!"
Bai Rui looked at him with a smile, raised his eyebrows and said, "Who said that?"
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Lantern Festival Poetry Festival
Netizen: o Chunmo early summer o
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Ah, the clear white snow
Ah, the white and round Lantern Festival
Ah, the white and soft Si Yi
Ah, Gu Xiao who is white on the outside and black on the inside with sesame stuffing
【Most Adorable Silly White Sweet Award 233】
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Spring Festival.
Late spring, thinking back.
Winter is gone again, and it is late to worry.
Joan entered the entrance, warming her heart.
Gushou looks forward to the beautiful woman, and the beautiful woman thinks of your return.
Helpless, the world was making trouble, and Chanjuan also wanted to cry.
My heart is like an arrow and anxious, you silently wait for Kongxi.
Looking at the snow scene is such a self-contained painting, I look forward to the next winter to be king.
【Best step award doge】
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Netizen: Rosemary
Snowflakes fluttered, ice froze, and lanterns brightened. Looking up, the fireworks are flying, the smile is smiling, and the mind is well-informed.
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As soon as you look back, you will think about the morning and evening.
Since you are in charge, you will be a reed.
Reeds are as tough as silk, and they can be held without interruption.
I have a pro-boss and behave like a tiger.
I'm afraid it's not at my will, I'll fry my arms instead.
Raise your hands long and laboriously, with the same affection.
I am ashamed to read this, and I will never forget it.
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