[Betraying everything you can sell, just because you are greedy for comfort. 】
Liu Xiaoyun turned on the TV.
Today is Friday after nine o'clock in the evening, which is the day when the second season of "Voice of China" begins.
Liu Xiaoyun watched the first season of "Voice of China" in a nursing home with her grandma. Although her grandma has severe Alzheimer's disease, she was very happy when she watched this show. Became a big fan of the show after the first season. He likes to see those young people boldly chasing their dreams on the brightly lit stage, just like a beggar secretly admiring the crown studded with gems in the window.
This is the first time Liu Xiaoyun has watched "Voice of China" on his TV in his own home. He glanced down at his hand holding the remote control. The originally bony fingers had grown a little fleshy. Liu Xiaoyun once again told herself that she was living an unprecedented good life, all because of meeting that man.
The delicate young man couldn't help but glanced at the door, waiting for the lengthy commercials and host words to pass before he began to watch the show seriously.
The second season and the first season’s tutor are exactly the same: Lu Yu, a 48-year-old veteran music king, is also one of the only capable singers who have won the best male singer Grand Slam at the three major domestic music awards. However, His most concerned gossip is his daughter, Lu Shuangshuang, who is in the limelight; Chen Yu, one of the "Four Queens of Mandarin Songs" from the Mainland, has a unique hoarse voice that is popular all over the country; sitting next to Chen Yu Zhang Hui is another song from Taiwan Island, who has contributed countless classic songs to the music world. The public ridiculed that everyone who goes to KTV will sing Zhang Hui’s songs; Wang Zhao is a new rock king in the music world. .
The hungry and cold life for a long time has made Liu Xiaoyun a little derailed from the trend. His favorite mentor has always been Lu Yu, whom he admired as a child, and now he is a man who is gradually entering old age with vicissitudes in his brows.
The first player to take the stage was a slightly fat girl. In the previous VCR, she introduced herself from the countryside and loved Lu Yu from the beginning. The girl chose a classic old song by Lu Yu, but she couldn't get Lu Yu to turn around for him, and was finally selected by Chen Yu.
The second person on stage was a young boy who sang a love song. The unique mature voice made the four instructors turn around for him. The boy finally chose Zhang Hui, the post-song song.
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Four contestants have been on stage one after another, and their singing skills are all outstanding. However, Liu Xiaoyun was slightly disappointed. Compared with the characteristic singer with indispensable high pitched voice that appeared in the first episode of the first season, Liu Xiaoyun always feels that he has not appeared yet. The player who shines in front of him.
Maybe I liked the first season too much, but the expectations were too high.
Liu Xiaoyun, who was thinking like this, suddenly saw the fifth group of players appearing on the TV screen, talking about the group, because the players were two people and two young boys.
Liu Xiaoyun was a little surprised.
After Chen Hao went to the Wang Chou Group’s Tide Hunting Nightclub, Liu Xiaoyun met a lot of beautiful men, strong guys with wheat-colored skin, beautiful and almost neutral pale teenagers, and athletic boys with a sunny smile... As a well-known selling gold cave in City A, Hunting Tide Nightclub will always provide the best products for guests who come to meet various needs. Although these young boys with good skins are doing extremely shameful business like themselves for various reasons, but under the luxurious background and brilliant lights of the nightclub, these beautiful faces may be smiling or indifferent. They are all like the epiphany that blooms only at midnight, so heart-stirring.
The narrow social encounters and social scope made Liu Xiaoyun almost think that he had seen the most beautiful boys and girls in the world, and would never be touched by a certain beautiful face, because in his opinion, the more beautiful...the filthy. . Just like a flower blooming in the rotten mud, you see his flawless petals, but you don't reach the dirt that is deep in the mud.
The two boys are very beautiful. Liu Xiaoyun, who has seen countless beauties, still thinks they are beautiful, but he can't help thinking of the empty pockets of youth and beauty under the neon lights. Those self-contained young people include himself.
He didn't want to listen to these two people singing, and even suddenly a bit viciously expecting them to be eliminated directly.
It wasn't until the two boys who claimed to be the other side of the group came to the stage and began to sing.
"I look forward to, one day I will be back
Back to my original love, back to my virginity
I look forward to one day I will understand
Understand the love of the world, understand the original feelings
I would rather, the helplessness of separation and reunification, can be exchanged for the beauty of the spring night
I would rather, now and in the future, be full of the coolness of autumn..."
Liu Xiaoyun opened his eyes wide.
The voice of the young cat's eye is very catching, so unique that people don't know how to compare it for a while, but what is more attractive is the energy contained in the young boy's voice, which is full of shocking sense of life.
Liu Xiaoyun looked at the eyes of the singing boy. In those cat-like beautiful eyes, there was an incomprehensible and touching light. Pure, persistent, with perseverance.
He felt something in his chest start to move, and suddenly burst out with the first climax of the next two young boys' chorus.
"Say goodbye, say goodbye
Trying round and round
say goodbye, say goodbye
Swagger without leaving a trace of regret—"
The other singing boy was so white that he even seemed a little weak. Liu Xiaoyun had seen this type of boy in a nightclub. With this pitiful temperament, he was very popular with some male chauvinists.
However, after the teenager opened his throat, Liu Xiaoyun could no longer have any filthy and suspicious thoughts about him, because an impenetrable person could not have such a clear and pure singing, as pure as a stream or even washing others.
Liu Xiaoyun suddenly began to tremble.
He felt that he looked strangely dirty, despicable, and vicious in this contrast.
I betrayed my flesh, and the people around me betrayed my flesh. Living in the muddy mud, I maliciously believe that everyone is unclean, thinking that all young and beautiful people will have some unknown secrets, betraying what they can sell. All because of coveting ease.
Just like the current self, even though he was hungry and cold before, if he really can afford the hardship, betraying his body is by no means the only way out, but this is the easiest way to get money. And now, he is not poor anymore, and even has a good life, but still indulges in the darkness, not because he is unwilling to admit that he is greedy for ease.
The two young teenagers on TV are like living on opposite sides of their own. They are equally young and beautiful. However, they have firm and confident eyes, not like they are always inferior; they openly accept everyone's gaze, and they are I only dare to stand in the shadows, and I feel scared to be looked at by others; their singing is full of hope for the future, and I spend day after day numbly.
Liu Xiaoyun was a little desperate, he stared at the TV blankly.
The cat-eye boy on the TV has been looking at the camera, as if looking straight through the glowing screen to him who was sitting on the sofa.
The kind of eyes that are so determined and even seem a little stubborn, Liu Xiaoyun has never seen the eyes of those young people who have almost given up their lives, like a rope thrown into the abyss and hanging at his hand, which can save him from endless The darkness.
Pop, pop, pop, pop.
The four mentors with their backs to the teenagers turned around one after another, and even the always calm face of Lu Yu, whom Liu Xiaoyun had always admired, showed the joy of discovering Puyu.
Many audience members couldn't help standing up and cheering in the clear and high-pitched voices. Chen Yu and Zhang Hui couldn't help but stand up with excitement.
Liu Xiaoyun just looked at the cat-eyed teenager singing in the constantly changing lens. Everyone else in the lens seemed to be just a foil under his aperture.
Liu Xiaoyun remembered his name deeply.
Suan.
There was a pop again. But the door was opened.
As soon as Chen Hao entered the door, he saw the delicate young man who seemed to be frightened and stared at him, so he smiled and teased: "Why, I thought it was a robbery?"
The young man was still a little stunned, not as he usually went to the floor immediately to ask for warmth.
Chen Hao was a little surprised and didn't care much. He took off his shoes and walked over to sit beside Liu Xiaoyun. He took a drink from the cup on the coffee table and glanced at the TV screen casually—
"puff-"
Chen Hao sprayed out all the water, and water rushed into the trachea. Chen Hao coughed sharply and said to Liu Xiaoyun: "Quick cough cough-go back quickly -"