[But, the morning sun is always so beautiful. 】
When Su An woke up, there was a magical and refreshing feeling similar to recovering from a serious illness.
The hospital coat is a bit sticky, I should have sweated, but my body feels quite cool, like going to sleepwalking and taking a cold shower.
When Su An scratched his head in doubt and prepared to think about it, he found a person sitting on the side of the bed looking at him with a look similar to "contempt", "disgust" and "contempt". Handsome young man with chestnut hair.
It's Han Dongyun.
"... Han Dongyun? Why did you come?" Su An wondered, isn't this the private hospital of Wang Chou Group? How did Han Dongyun find it
Do you want to admit that little master, I hurried back after being driven away by undercover agents that day, and then somehow rushed into that terrible man's car, just to see you safely receive treatment? If you say it, you will ask me why I gave up treatment! Wipe! Wipe!
Han Dongyun twitched the corners of his eyes, then used his powerful acting skills, and said indifferently, "Come and see if you died."
Su An: "..." Early in the morning, can he throw this unlucky person out.
"Okay, let's talk about business," Han Dongyun said with a straight face, "Because you always ask for leave, the director is already a bit dissatisfied, so I'll remind you, don't make any more moths in the future, have this energy It’s better to act in a gangster movie, so you can make money anyway."
Su An: "..." Do you think I don't want to make a gangster movie? Who is willing to play live gang shopping! Almost murdered and almost scared out the sequelae, okay!
"Also, the heroine of this play, Zhao Zhenzhen, is an entertainer from Zhongtian Entertainment." Han Dongyun said.
Zhongtian Entertainment, Su An knows that it is only Mars’s biggest name in the entertainment industry. It is also a local old-fashioned entertainment group. It used to be a domestic enterprise. It is said that it has a government background. And Zhao Zhenzhen, it is the new Huadan that Zhongtian Entertainment supports.
"I heard from my uncle that Zhao Zhenzhen was originally a young lady in the hunting tide. When she was released, she was taken care of by a major shareholder of Zhongtian. She can only make her debut now and has good resources all the way," Han Dongyun paused and continued, " Originally this is happening every day in the entertainment industry, so I don’t need to say it, but hunting is...your father’s property, so let me remind you, don’t expose yourself in front of her, Zhao Zhenzhen said that her identity was covered by her young lady. Be serious, you just need to pay attention."
… Miss Tide Hunter
Although he was well versed in the hidden rules of the entertainment industry, Su An only knew now that the bottom line of the circle was so low that it would allow a lady sitting on the stage to be a star, and Su An couldn't help being a little bit stunned. At the same time, I carefully recalled my rebellious and obscene life at that time, and I was relieved to make sure that I didn't know Zhao Zhenzhen.
"Don't worry, Zhao Zhenzhen probably doesn't know me."
Su An suddenly raised his head to look at Han Dongyun, smiled at him, and stunned Han Dongyun.
"...Thank you for coming to see me, and that day, thank you very much." The cat-eye boy looked at him with his eyes bent, and said seriously.
At this moment, Han Dongyun seemed to hear his rapid heartbeat.
"Oh, um... what's the matter with this." Han Dongyun still said indifferently.
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Chen Hao, who was sleeping on the bedside, was suddenly photographed and woken up.
He rubbed his eyes and raised his head. He first saw the pale boy who was sleeping on the hospital bed. Then, when he turned his head, the attending doctor looked at him with solemn expression and motioned him to go out.
Chen Hao's heart sank, and he got up and carefully twisted the quilt for the young man before he walked out of the ward lightly.
"Doctor, will his gunshot wound leave sequelae?" Chen Hao asked seriously.
The attending doctor held the report in his hand and sighed secretly, then raised his head to look at the man who is always scornful, "There will be some, such as cold weather, the wound will be a little painful, but it's not a big deal."
"... What's the big deal?" Chen Hao frowned and opened his mouth.
He hoped he had thought about it, but the doctor's expression... Chen Hao didn't even notice, his fingers were shrinking into fists.
"We did a comprehensive physical examination with him, and found that in addition to the stunting caused by the extreme nutritional deficiency in the early stage, it should be a year-round lack of food intake and eating too much junk food..."
Thinking of the well-behaved boy in the ward, the doctor suddenly couldn't bear it.
"... He was found to have stomach cancer, advanced stage."
Hearing the whispers outside the ward, the teenager on the bed slowly opened his eyes.
As if staying by the hospital bed for two days without rest, Chen Hao's physical strength was exhausted. Chen Hao, who only rested for an hour or two in the unstoppable doze, staggered suddenly and slumped against the wall. .
For the first time, he was willing to admit that he was a total scumbag.
It was he who pulled the boy out of the abyss of poverty, but he did not help him get rid of inferiority and shame; the boy regarded him as the object of salvation and admiration, but in Chen Hao's eyes, this was an obedient boy sleeping with him; in the young man's determination When chasing the light, he abandoned him. This is understandable in the beginning. He was never a good person. He thought that the relationship between him and Liu Xiaoyun was simply a mutual use of each other. He enjoyed the flesh and Liu Xiaoyun enjoyed the money. It was a successful business.
And when he knew that Liu Xiaoyun didn't think so at all, Liu Xiaoyun even nearly lost his life in order to save him. Chen Hao, who had always been affectionate, began to feel regret.
At this moment, he was told that Liu Xiaoyun was terminally ill. There are not many opportunities for him to make up for it.
"Doctor, now that science and technology are advanced, don't the newspapers always say that there are examples of cancer cures? Yes, that's the case," Chen Hao said incoherently. "Also, can't you do surgery, right, doctor?"
The doctor looked at the man who suddenly rushed up and grabbed his collar, and wanted to sigh again.
Obviously he came in, and when he was half dead, he could molest the little nurse with a smile. What's the matter now
"I just said that this child is in poor health and the cancer cells have spread," the doctor paused and added, "If I think other hospitals would recommend surgery, but here, I suggest you don't let it. The child is suffering, let him enjoy the last time."
Chen Hao felt weak while holding the doctor's hand. He asked with difficulty, "Then, how much time does he have...?"
"The situation is not good for a few months, and if the body is well recuperated, coupled with drug control, one or two years is not impossible." The doctor said.
When Chen Hao walked into the ward, he saw that the boy on the bed had already opened his eyes.
The youth's delicate face was much plumper than when he first saw it, but it was still pale and thin. But the boy was smiling at him, his smile as clear as the morning sun outside the window.
The smile was too harsh, and only made Chen Hao feel like crying.
"You don't have to be sad," Liu Xiaoyun said with a smile, "I have always had severe stomachaches for the past two years, and finally got money and went to the hospital for an examination. I knew I had stomach cancer, and the doctor told you too. Late is it?"
Turns out he knew it all. Chen Hao stood aside, thinking numbly.
"So you don't have to thank me too much. I rushed up to block the gun for you because I knew I was dying, but you still have a lot of time. Although I haven't studied for a few years, I still know arithmetic. Yes, it’s a good deal to use me to replace you for decades," Liu Xiaoyun said contentedly, "It’s pretty good now, we all survived."
Chen Hao suddenly felt very tired. His body was as heavy as lead-filled. He didn't know why. He didn't even dare to look directly at the kind-hearted boy on the hospital bed.
Although he never said it, he never concealed his contempt and contempt for this boy who betrayed the problem.
But now he was saved by the young man he despised and despised. The other party also said that it was worthwhile to exchange his life for his life.
Why are you so stupid! What counts, can one's own fate and the fate of others count
Chen Hao suddenly thought that he was the one who was shot at the time, so he doesn't need to stand here now. He wants to talk, but his throat is like being sawed by a knife, and he only feels bloody pain.
You don't have to admit your fate to the abyss of despair.
Chen Hao took a step forward and walked to the hospital bed. The hospital bed was flooded with warm orange sunlight, but Chen Hao only felt cold.
It was probably because the expression on this handsome man's face was too heavy. Liu Xiaoyun, who was accustomed to his silly expression, couldn't adapt, so he smiled again and said, "Actually, I think—"
"-I will accompany you."
Liu Xiaoyun widened his eyes in astonishment.
"I will stay with you, always." The man's hoarse voice sounded, as if he had just cried, and it seemed that his throat was hurt, his voice was so rough and low.
Chen Hao lowered his body, looked at the handsome boy on the hospital bed, and said seriously.
This is Chen Hao's promise. Chen Hao never violated any of his promises.
When Chen Hao was about to hug the fragile juvenile like porcelain, the juvenile smiled at him again.
"… do not want."
The boy rejected him.
"You just want to repay your kindness, just sympathy, just guilt, I don't need these," Liu Xiaoyun said firmly, "so I don't need you either."
"But, I can..." Chen Hao froze and stammered, thinking about how to persuade Liu Xiaoyun.
"No but," the boy in the sun looked at him with a smile, "Brother Chen, you don't need to think too much, and you don't need to feel guilty."
"... I don't want you this time,"
It was Chen Hao who didn't want him. Now Chen Hao regrets it, but Liu Xiaoyun doesn't want Chen Hao anymore.
So Chen Hao doesn't have to be tied up with a cancer patient who is about to die. He doesn't have to face the deepest despair brought about by death, he can continue his wanton life, and he doesn't need to waste his years to ruin his mood and pain in vain on a doomed tragedy.
How could Chen Hao not know.
Chen Hao hated that he knew only now, and now he was willing to understand the heart of this young angel sunk in the mud.
Suddenly, Liu Xiaoyun was hugged. He obviously felt that the man was trying to control his strength. He didn't dare to hold him too tight, which made him feel uncomfortable, but the man's tight muscles were like steel that would break under pressure.
The back of his neck was suddenly stained with hot liquid, which almost burned his skin.
It turns out that this person... can cry too.
I should be very proud of making this person cry.
But... My own existence now only makes this person sad. So it seems that my decision is correct.
"Brother Chen, you don't have to feel sorry for me, I feel pretty good now," the boy put his arm around the man's back and gently soothed, "I don't know who my parents are. Grandma has Alzheimer's disease. Don’t recognize me, if I die, I won’t actually hurt anyone."
"I know that God definitely doesn't like me, but now he has finally given me something precious. I can finally do what I once wanted to do, and Brother Chen... I am free."
He was so strong that he didn't want anyone to see his crying man, but buried his face deep in the boy's neck. This was the warmest harbor for him at this moment.
Feeling that the young man seemed to disappear from his arms at any time, Chen Hao cautiously increased his strength and held Liu Xiaoyun's arms tighter.
Chen Hao didn't know why, he suddenly seemed to be under a spell. Something caught him and also Liu Xiaoyun. Chen Hao only felt a trembling panic and fear now, and he was shocked by the great sadness that suddenly rose in his heart. He was afraid that the person in his arms would disappear in the blink of an eye.
Chen Hao didn’t understand what Liu Xiaoyun was just saying, what felt good, what would not hurt anyone, what precious things, what freedom, he was like an idiot who had never gone to school, he couldn’t understand anything at all, his brain Paralyzed like a collapsed bridge.
He only feels apprehensive, he only wants to grasp one thing, for which he can give up everything, including dignity.
"Xiaoyun, Xiaoyun, let me be by your side Killing a man who has not changed his face for more than ten years, at this moment in the warm embrace of a teenager, he has completely lost his mind. He is already begging, the only begging in life. At this moment, he feels cheap and can't touch the boy in his arms. .
The young man who was held by Chen Hao in his arms and chin resting on the man's shoulder suddenly had a sad look on his face raised.
He didn't like the appearance of Brother Chen, who was always awkward, let alone because of him.
However, the boy smiled hard, tried to relax his tone and make himself look relaxed and happy.
"Then Brother Chen, I want Su An's signature, can you help me?" This shouldn't be a simple thing, can Brother Chen spend energy to do it without time to feel sad
"Su, Su An?"
Chen Hao raised his head abruptly.
Liu Xiaoyun looked at the embarrassed face in front of him, wondering if he should feel happier.
"Xiaoyun, you like Su An, yes, no, no problem, I will go to Su An now, this kid is in the hospital, I will pull him over now!"
Chen Hao seemed to have found his own value suddenly. He wiped his face indiscriminately, as if he was afraid that the teenager would regret it. He hurriedly got up and staggered out, then suddenly turned his head at the door, and said nervously to Liu Xiaoyun: "Xiao Yun , I'll be back soon, will you wait for me, will you?"
Liu Xiaoyun was startled, smiled and nodded.
Seeing Chen Hao disappeared from his sight, Liu Xiaoyun suddenly thought in a daze, Su An was really in the same hospital with him? Why is he injured, is he injured seriously
Liu Xiaoyun suddenly regretted not stopping Chen Hao just now, what should he do if he shocked Su An and injured him.
Now I can only lie here and wait.
Liu Xiaoyun put his mind down and looked out the window.
The morning sun has risen, and beams of light are sent to the world like ten thousand arrows, so clear and holy as an oracle.
All the sad or bitter emotions in Liu Xiaoyun's heart just now slowly calmed down.
No one can always see such a beautiful sunrise, but ah, the sunrise is always so beautiful.