[The love that discards self-esteem in this way has been deeply humbled, almost as low as the dust. 】
The huge interview hall.
The onlookers with a subtle look, the actors and staff who were originally attracted by Liu Kai's wonderful performance, gloated at the boy in the green shirt in front of the director. Under the principle of snowballing, more and more people came to see what the excitement was.
Su An in the crowd is definitely a fake to say that he is not nervous, but controlling his emotions and expressions is the basic quality of an actor. Regardless of his previous experience, this is the first time he has participated in a formal audition after rebirth, and Liu Zhengsong is the first gold director he has officially contacted.
In fact, Su An and Liu Zhengsong in the previous life have worked together. Although only a small supporting role, he admires Liu Zhengsong's directing style, which is strict or even harsh, but eclectic. He often allows or even encourages actors to play freely on the basis of the script. However, if the director Liu plays for a long time, he may only nod his head. If the play is bizarre or does not meet the director’s vision, he will definitely be scolded. head. So although many well-informed old actors know that Liu Zhengsong likes the innovation of actors, no one dares to try it easily.
Su An actually saw part of Liu Kai's performance just now, and he had to admit that the other party was excellent. If he only performed peacefully, even if he reached Liu Kai's level, he would look bleak because of his performance after Liu Kai. The only way is to find another way.
Performing an unexpected but reasonable play, only by showing enough tension and explosiveness can it truly win Liu Zhengsong's favor.
"Are you ready?" the staff asked Su An, with unconcealed sympathy in his eyes.
Su An took a deep breath and was about to speak—
"Wait."
The moving female voice suddenly sounded, and everyone couldn't help turning their heads. They saw Lu Shuangshuang in a red dress approaching with a smile.
The young face didn't put a little bit of powder on the face, but he was angry, straightened under the high-stained green silk, a section of tender lotus-like neck was submerged between the clothes, and the whole body was full of amorous feelings, really like the reincarnation of the peerless beauty Zhen Mi.
"It just so happens that Su An is a rival drama with Zhen Mi. Anyway, I haven't changed my costume yet. I simply played with him. It's more convenient for Director Liu to judge. How about?" Lu Shuangshuang said with a smile, and walked to Su An. Next to him, he patted Su An lightly, signalling him not to be nervous.
Although knowing that such behavior would only make Liu Zhengsong even more resentful, Su An was very grateful for Lu Shuangshuang's kindness, so he smiled at her.
"Tsk tusk, there were rumors at the time that since that MV collaboration, Lu Xiaotian and Su An had a good relationship. It seems to be true..."
"They won't have the two already-Lu Shuangshuang clearly wants to help Su An."
How could Liu Zhengsong fail to understand Lu Shuangshuang’s intentions. One-man shows and people play against each other. Of course, the latter is easier and easier to play against. What's more, if Lu Shuangshuang is a well-known senior actor, if he is serious about acting, he will be able to help bring the other party into the show. Drama.
First there was Zhang Liubai's former agent, and then there was Mars' first sister Lu Shuangshuang... This Su An, who looks young, is very well-connected.
But no matter how other people help, if you can't get up to the wall, it's mud.
In fact, Liu Zhengsong has always been a literati pursuing pure art. Even though he has smoothed out a lot of edges and corners for reality, he does not change his disdain for these curves. In his eyes, Su An is just a person who borrowed various external forces. People who are not in the upper ranks can be idols or even celebrities, but Liu Zhengsong is never willing to admit that he is an actor.
"Let's start." Liu Zhengsong said coldly as he acquiesced to Lu Shuangshuang's request.
Following the director's order, Su An immediately stepped back, and after standing still, he slowly raised his head.
What everyone saw was the slightly frowned brows and slightly anxious eyes. They looked in the direction of Lu Shuangshuang, but didn't stop at Lu Shuangshuang's person any more, as if they couldn't see Lu Shuangshuang's person, but... Then again Why look in that direction
Su An retracted his gaze, turned his hands around twice, and suddenly sighed. Instead of turning around blindly, he walked in one direction purposefully and stretched his hand in the air, as if he had taken something off. thing. Everyone followed him with a page-turning action, and realized that what he had removed was a book.
The scene that Su An performed seems to be... In the study
Su An is obviously not reading the book seriously, because the page-turning action is very fast, even faster and faster-slap! Su An suddenly closed the book, and there seemed to be the sound of book pages colliding in the air!
This face is still a little immature, the aura of a boy with a green shirt... How can it not seem to be weak!
Before everyone had time to think about it, they noticed that after making the action of throwing the book on the table, Su An raised his arm irritably as if to grab his hair, but suddenly he touched the jade crown on his head.
Su An's lips suddenly pursed.
He remembered that he was Cao Pi, the eldest son of Cao Cao, and the person who would inherit the throne of the Wei prince in the future, why was he upset here because of a woman
A hint of resentment against him flashed in Su An's eyes, but as his sight moved, when he swept towards Lu Shuangshuang's direction, there was a noticeable stagnation.
This is the second time looking at Lu Shuangshuang's direction is unnatural...
Some keen actors have faintly guessed the meaning of Su An's actions.
Lu Shuangshuang, who was directly put aside by Su An after talking about acting together, was also a little at a loss, but after observing for a while, Lu Shuangshuang felt that he gradually understood what Su An meant...
Su An hurriedly retracted his gaze, frowning as if thinking about something, and then, the young man suddenly raised his head—
Because the woman in red took a step forward, although the color of her clothes was scorching, her expression could not hide a trace of sadness. Lu Shuangshuang's pale face stretched out his hand and buckled it twice in the air. The act of knocking on the door.
really.
Su An looked in this direction more than once because this direction was where the study door was.
As for why I kept watching the door, and the anxious and patient expression before... They are only when waiting for someone.
All the trivial or even clueless silent details were connected together, and everyone understood that it was Cao Pi who was waiting for Zhen Mi.
When he saw Lu Shuangshuang's knock on the door, Su An felt like he heard a knock on the door, and immediately walked towards the door, but suddenly he staggered and he whispered and rubbed his knees.
This is…
correct! Su An was standing by the desk just now, because he was so excited when he heard the knock on the door, he tripped on the desk when he walked to the door. Su An's embarrassed appearance at the moment is enough to show that in the face of Zhen Mi's arrival, even Cao Pi, who is full of ambitions, is like a hairy boy who has fallen in love, frizzy and reckless.
The people standing by and watching didn't seem to notice. They were still whispering at first, and gradually became quiet. Everyone was silent and looked at Su An, who was bent over on his knees.
Su Ansheng, who had just groaned in pain, stopped his voice. Then, the boy straightened up immediately, his back was straight as a benchmark, as if he had made a reckless to almost stupid mistake. The boy stopped moving forward, even backed up two times. Step, stand back to the invisible desk.
"...Come in." Su An said coldly, but before Lu Shuangshuang opened the door and walked in, he suddenly grabbed a cloud of air and opened it.
It was the book he threw on the table before! In order to conceal his unnaturalness and show his diligence and studious, Cao Pi even pretended to be studying!
However, after Lu Shuangshuang stepped over the threshold and walked into the house, he raised his head to look at Lu Shuangshuang's Su An, his hand holding the book froze, his eyes widened uncontrollably, and his eyes slowly became amazing.
Lu Shuangshuang faced Su An's almost direct and somewhat rude gaze, obviously a little embarrassed, and slightly frowned to avoid Su An's gaze. Lu Shuangshuang pursed his mouth, but didn't say anything.
Su An obviously noticed his forgetfulness, and coughed twice to hide his embarrassment, but after looking down at Lu Shuangshuang's skirt, he opened his mouth.
"It's rare for you to wear red." It was almost a baffling sentence.
However, Lu Shuangshuang knew that according to the script, Zhen Mi, who was weak in appearance but independent in thinking, always liked plain clothes. Only a few scenes appeared in red, but the reason was very simple...
Lu Shuangshuang still didn't look directly at Su An, but he whispered: "Because you said you liked me to wear red clothes..." Meng Lang, because he thought his words were too bold, made Lu Shuangshuang's cheeks slightly red.
Hearing what Lu Shuangshuang said, Su An's face was obviously ecstatic, but he froze again, regaining his expressionless and calm appearance, as if he felt that this was more mature and stable—all the novice teenagers who fell in love would taste it. The naive tricks used.
"Let's talk about it, Miss Zhen came to visit late at night, what is it?" Su An couldn't hide the corners of his mouth, but Su An insisted on acting coldly.
"Oh my God, how do I think this version of Cao Pi is so awkward and cute..."
A female assistant couldn't help but mutter, covering her face.
After hearing Su An's question, Lu Shuangshuang's body became visibly stiff, but as if he had made a certain determination, he turned his head and looked directly at Su An.
"... Cao Pi," Lu Shuangshuang called the name of the person in front of him, with a sad expression on his face, "I can marry you."
Lu Shuangshuang said indifferently in the eyes of the young man who couldn't believe it and then was ecstatic: "...but you have to give up fighting for the position of the first son of the king of Wei."
With Lu Shuangshuang's last sentence, everything seemed to have been pressed by the pause button.
There was silence, deathly silence.
Under the sudden silence, the expression of ecstasy on Su An's face solidified, and then it was like a flower in full bloom. The moment that seemed eternal and beautiful was just a phantom, and the subsequent withering and withering became more and more cruel and irreparable. .
The facial features of the teenager that opened up because of shock and joy almost had a somewhat funny taste, but in the very slow flow of time that followed, they became distorted, as if the last moment was a beautiful scene of blooming flowers, and the next moment was ignored. Tathagata's strong wind blows away the bones.
He returned from joy to disbelief, stunned and then turned to anger, anger uncontrollably turned to the humiliating stalker.
No one knows why, it's just that in less than a second, the expression on the boy's face from heaven to hell is so clear, a ignorant boy who is shocked by happiness then faces relentless harm and blood drips. It's like watching the beautiful destruction, while heartache and regret, the hysteria accompanying the destruction is even more creepy.
"You asked me to meet at night, wearing a red dress that I like, and saying that you want to marry me... just to make me give up my position as a son?"
Su An's expression was still hideous and distorted, but his voice was extremely soft, as if the wind would disperse it. Su An took two steps towards Lu Shuangshuang, two small steps that were similarly light, but made Lu Shuangshuang back several steps like a fright.
Lu Shuangshuang couldn't say whether she was acting or what, she was startled by Su An's eyes.
The muscles around Su An’s eyes were twitching slightly, all showing the extreme anger of the owner of the eye. What’s more frightening was that Su An’s eyes began to be covered with bloodshot eyes. Apart from the bloodshot being sufficiently shocking, Lu Shuangshuang felt that Su On the contrary, Kishi's pupils were empty, seeming to be looking at her, eyes dizzy and weak, but they went through her body like blood!
"... You did all this for Cao Zhi, for him..." Su An, who was still a question in the previous sentence, was already a clear statement. The voice was still light and even weak, but it was in human ears. Can arouse goose bumps, inexplicable anxiety and panic.
If the people standing by and watching just feel a little uneasy and apprehensive, Lu Shuangshuang's entire back, who is staring at him, becomes stiff, and the fingers in his sleeves subconsciously want to gather into a fist, but he finds a little trembling!
Su An's bloodshot eyes, but it seems that something misty is gushing from the depths of the dark pupils, like billowing smoke, like... what is going to explode...
"You Zhen Mi are willing to marry me but only for Cao Zhi-how dare you!"
A hysterical roar suddenly sounded in the deathly silence!
The originally stagnant air seemed to be shaking, like an explosion, what was falling apart, the hoarse roar was full of scorching anger and unwillingness that seemed to burst!
Su An stepped forward and suddenly grabbed Lu Shuangshuang's shoulder! Obviously he was a slender young man, but under the impact of this moment, he had the breath of a beast that seemed to tear everything apart!
In the man's angry howl and the figure that suddenly appeared, Lu Shuangshuang was really frightened, and he screamed desperately!
"what-"
Everyone standing on the sidelines was stunned.
Why, how could it suddenly become like this...
It was as if Su An was still awkwardly concealing his ecstasy at the last moment, and the next moment in the sudden eruption of anger, he was already sickly mad!
This rapid change is definitely unexpected, but if you analyze it wisely, it seems that there is some truth to it.
Cao Pisu is self-defeating, and he is respected by his father and admired by his brothers. He has a lot of experience in leading soldiers in battle at a young age. He can also propose great strategies in the court. But Cao Pi never questioned himself, and grand vision is his dream since he was a child.
Cao Pi, who has grown up in this way, is selfish, indifferent, and unscrupulous when he failed to achieve his goal. He has not been too frustrated. In his eyes, he cannot be inferior to others.
At this moment, the only woman who can inspire the infinite tenderness of Cao Pi, who is already indifferent and ruthless, was the first and only goddess-like Zhen Mi that Cao Pi fell in love with. For Cao Zhi, how can Cao Pi not be mad
Even Zhen Mi met him first and wore his favorite red shirt. But the more pleased he was, Cao Pi had great expectations. Then at the moment when the expectation broke down, people were in the extreme gap when they fell. What kind of extreme behavior is incomprehensible
Some people who gradually wanted to understand, looked at Su An, who was angry in front of them, but felt a little scary.
First created a scene of waiting in the study, and then specifically asked about the color of Lu Shuangshuang's clothes. With such layers of paving, after stacking Cao Pi's joy, the final fall was just as crazy as it was.
Is all this just a coincidence? Otherwise, in such a short period of time, how did this young man think of a series of events that led to Cao Pi's final collapse
"You, don't get angry first, listen to me..." Some recovered Lu Shuangshuang began to explain in a panic, "After I marry you, I will definitely never miss other people anymore. I will listen to you everything and keep waiting. You will die... Cao Pi, I swear I can do it."
Lu Shuangshuang, who had gradually recovered his saneness from the panic, said so firmly in the end.
"You swear... Stop thinking about others and stay with me until I grow old?" Su An asked with a sneer.
"...Yes...Yes." A trace of sadness flashed in Lu Shuangshuang's eyes, but at last he nodded firmly, but before he could raise his head, he was suddenly covered by a shadow that fell down—
"hiss-"
"Oh my God..."
The stunned scene appeared to make everyone completely shocked.
Su An suddenly lowered his head and kissed Lu Shuangshuang!
Qianbi's green shirt overlaps with the crimson sleeves, which is indescribably dazzling, but has a conflicting beauty.
Lu Shuangshuang then actually felt that Su An actually pressed his fingers on his lips first, and what he kissed was actually his fingers, but this sudden movement made Lu Shuangshuang panic again and forget everything.
Lifting his head blankly, Lu Shuangshuang met the red eyes of the young man who was close at hand.
Obviously before, he was as fierce as a beast, but at this moment, Lu Shuangshuang clearly saw a trace of fragility in these ferocious eyes.
As if a beast was severely stabbed by a trusted or even favored partner, after subconscious rage and resistance, it gave birth to heavy weakness and injury from the depths of its soul.
He appeared at the moment when the other party was the least mature but was growing rapidly. Since then, he has been deeply imprinted in the heart of the young man, and has become a mark that cannot be erased in his life.
The eldest son of Wei Wang, who is always calm and persistent in front of his father, brothers and courtiers, only exposes his childish side when he is in front of him.
After all, I was using the last, few innocent passions of this child.
The guilt and intolerance that belonged to Zhen Mi gradually appeared in Lu Shuangshuang's heart.
"It was not Shuangshuang to influence Su An at all. Now it is Su An who has brought Shuangshuang into the play."
Suddenly a deep, magnetic voice sounded beside Liu Zhengsong.
It is Zhang Liubai.
Liu Zhengsong, who was suddenly awakened by Zhang Liubai's voice, realized that he had unknowingly got out of the back of the chair, almost leaning forward to observe the two kissing together.
The boy in front of me...
At a moment when everyone was only shocked, the next moment they raised their hearts fiercely. If Liu Kai's performance had room for their speculation, then at this moment, they could no longer imagine what would happen next.
Su An suddenly pushed Lu Shuangshuang away.
Lu Shuangshuang, who was still immersed in memories and guilt, staggered and barely stopped, looking at the gloomy teenager in front of him with a look of astonishment.
"...Go out." Su An said coldly.
"Then we—" Lu Shuangshuang didn't know what Su An would decide on her proposal.
"go out!"
As if he didn't want to look at Lu Shuangshuang any more, Su An turned around and turned his back coldly to the beloved woman who was pushed away by him.
Lu Shuangshuang opened his mouth as if he still wanted to say something, but in the end he closed his mouth sadly, turned and walked out.
"... In three days, I will marry you."
Behind him sounded a man's moodless voice.
Lu Shuangshuang turned his head abruptly, with joy and sorrow on his face, and finally turned and left in silence.
Lu Shuangshuang, who had finally achieved his goal and left, didn't see it, and Su An's eyes were haunting misty eyes with his back facing her.
The anger of being severely hurt by the beloved, the resentment and jealousy of Cao Zhi, the struggle and hesitation between Jiangshan and the beauty, the despair and unwillingness of being forced to abandon the position of the son of the world, and the loss and the lack of destiny of the iron horse after the choice. Lost... and finally the humble joy that slowly emerged from the fissures of intense emotions.
Finally be able to have a dreamy lover. Although the price is the dream and ambition of being a man, the kingdom journey of the son of the emperor and the supreme throne.
The love that was so sacrificed and discarded has been so humble and almost low in the dust.
The aloof Cao Pi just let himself fall into the dust.
This may be worth ridiculing, or even unreasonable. It is obviously a man full of ambition, longing for power and conquering the world, but giving up everything because of a woman who doesn't love him. However, the more tragic and ridiculous it seems, the more impossible it is for Cao Pi to do so. Under the anger and sadness at this moment, it is a love that seems more precious and sincere.
Compared with the treachery and unscrupulous in the future, at this moment Cao Pi loves desperately, even stupidly, with a precious innocence.
"Oh my God, if I were Zhen Mi, I would definitely be with Cao Pi..."
"Being capable of writing and martial arts, handsome, and loving me so much, whoever wants to be with Cao Zhi who only knows how to dance and how to use ink."
The several young female assistants who got together thought of it differently.
Su An was facing the direction of the director, Liu Zhengsong stared straight at the young boy’s red and swollen eyes that were full of emotions almost gushing out, and he forgot to speak, until the boy blinked and politely said "The performance is over" before he came back to his senses. .
"Ah, um... Go back and wait for the news." The famous and sharp-spoken Director Liu rarely stutters.
Seeing the director's expression, Su An breathed a sigh of relief and bowed slightly, but when he turned around, he met Liu Kai and shook hands with him.
"You acted better than me, and the explosiveness just now was amazing. Congratulations." Liu Kai said sincerely.
Su An was a little surprised to meet such a pure person in the entertainment circle, and he quickly declined the compliment of the other party.
The person standing on the side silently looked at Su An, who was still hysterical. At this moment, facing Liu Kai's compliment, he bowed his head in embarrassment, and it made people think that this was a teenager who was less than 20 years old.
Less than 20 years old, but already has such acting skills... Does the genius who originally existed for acting really exist
After changing into the costume, Su An first thanked Lu Shuangshuang, but the goddess Lu pinched his face several times and ate the tofu. When Su An, blushing, found Han Jiabi, Han Jiabi wailed in excitement and admiration. He said fiercely, "I can't shame my Susu".
When Su An looked back at the director who was still interviewing, he suddenly noticed the line of sight from the director's side.
Zhang Liubai looked at Su An not far away with a faint smile. When he saw that Su An also saw himself, he nodded slightly.
Su An immediately responded respectfully.
Bjork stood aside, coldly watching Zhang Liubai's benevolent behavior to Su An.