"Have you ever thought-"
"Do you like the Li Qinyuan in your dream who is always obedient to you, or is it just Li Qinyuan?"
The cold wind in the winter brought Gu Yu's voice, which penetrated directly into Gu Wuyou's ears, and the words were clear, but when Gu Wuyou, who was talking about the old days, was smiling when he heard this sentence, Suddenly stopped.
There was still a smile on that delicate little face, but Xing'er's clear eyes seemed to be suddenly confused.
They were standing at the shelter, and the cold wind could not blow where they were standing, but they could hear the plum trees outside the porch being blown by the wind. Looking at Gu Yu in front of him.
Does she like Li Qinyuan
Or do you like that Li Qinyuan who is obedient to her
Gu Wuyou never thought about this question before today. In her eyes, Li Qinyuan is the general, and the general is Li Qinyuan. There is no difference between the two... She could blurt it out, but Gu Yu looked at her. The look in her eyes, but she couldn't help swallowing the words that came to her mouth.
She began to think slowly.
The current general is indeed different from before.
Do not.
It should be very different.
At least the "gentle and steady general" she imagined did not exist at all. He might not be as bad as the third brother and the others said, but it was indeed very different from what she imagined.
If there is no previous life and the experience of the general.
Now that Li Qinyuan like this is placed in front of her, she will definitely not give him a second look. She hates such a ignorant and unruly family.
But she had had such wonderful years with the general, how could she really separate the general when she was young from the general in the future? The beautiful Yuan Shan eyebrows were slightly bent a few times, Gu Wuyou pursed his lips, suddenly he didn't know what to say.
Gu Yu has been observing her face all the time, seeing her frowning and pursing her lips, she added softly: "You saw it too, the current Li Qinyuan and the general in your dream are not the same person at all, I don't know. Will he be the same as in your dreams in the future?"
"But pretty-"
"At least the current Li Qinyuan can't do that."
"Can you really bear such a gap? In your dreams, he is your closest person, and you have countless beautiful memories, but in reality, he doesn't know who you are at all, and he may feel that you are The closeness and liking of the absurd and ridiculous…”
"Have you ever thought about what you would do if he was always like this?"
Gu Yu's voice was very pleasant, but when it fell into Gu Wuyou's ears, it was like a thorn stabbing into the heart. It didn't hurt, but it was particularly profound... Her little face surrounded by the hood suddenly turned pale. For a moment, the tightly pressed red lips seemed to turn a little white.
The wind outside seemed to be much stronger.
Buzhizhai, who was separated by a wall, could still hear a lot of voices. Even in Pingshuozhai not far away, it seemed that many noble girls had already returned. Gu Wuyou just lowered his head and looked at himself. tiptoe, did not speak.
Gu Yu also knew that these words were too realistic and hard to accept, but she had to remind her little cousin.
Even if she believes in the dream she said, the people and things in the dream may not necessarily go in the direction she wants. If the reality is different from the dream, can she afford such a change
"Manman, don't worry about it, you can think about it slowly."
"When you figure it out, then—"
Gu Yurou spoke to her in a soft voice, but before the words were finished, Gu Wuyou, who had been keeping his head down, suddenly raised his head. Her face was still a little white, but the confusion and confusion that remained on her face. Deng Leng has disappeared.
"Second sister."
Gu Wuyou called her, "I like him."
I don't know where the naughty wind leaked in, and it ruffled her hair. The long hair fluttered in the air, fascinated by Gu Wuyou's face, but her voice was firmer than ever. "No matter what he becomes, I like him."
Perhaps after thinking about it clearly, she began to smile again, the corners of her curved mouth were raised high, and her clear Xing'er eyes were also curved into the shape of a crescent moon.
"You know my temperament in the past. To say something nice is arrogant and arrogant, and to say something unpleasant is to be unforgiving when I have reason, and I have nothing to do all day long."
Now when I talk about this, Gu Wuyou is very calm, she smiled and continued, "I know I'm a terrible person, if it wasn't for my family background and background, I would have been bitten by others long ago. There are no bones left."
"But you know what?"
"Li Qinyuan has never disliked me. When I married him, I was no longer young. I was married and had no children, and I was diagnosed that I would never be able to get pregnant again. What about him? He is a majestic general. , With his worth, who can't you marry?"
"But he just married someone like me."
"I still remember when he came to the house to ask for marriage, I told him, I said, 'General Li, I have a bad temper, a bad reputation, and I can't get pregnant. If you want to marry me, I am Rong. There must be no other women in the backyard.'"
"Do you know what he said to me?"
"What?" Gu Yu asked involuntarily, bewitched by Gu Wuyou's eyes.
"He said—" Gu Wuyou turned her head and looked at the sky outside the porch, the clear blue sky, white clouds slowly, just like the day when Li Qinyuan came to ask for marriage, she closed her eyes and seemed to be able to see the situation on that day.
- "Inheriting the lineage, the Li family will naturally have someone to do it."
- "I married you because it was you."
- "Don't worry, since I promised you, I will obey."
It was because of those remarks that she married Li Qinyuan, and in the following years, he really never violated every word he said.
certainly.
He is not the kind of unreasonable indulgence, he will tell her countless truths.
No one has ever said those words to her. Her father and grandmother dote on her and are reluctant to say a heavy word. As for other people, they are either afraid of her background and power, or they are unwilling to talk to her, even Zhao Chengyou, she The husband, who once thought that he would grow old together, never told her what to do better in life.
Only Li Qinyuan.
It was because of him that she became better and better.
Gu Wuyou took a deep breath and expelled all the turbid air that had accumulated in her chest. Then, she opened her eyes again, turned her head, looked at Gu Yu, and continued, "Second sister, I understand. Your worries, the current Li Qinyuan is too different from the one I know."
"But what does that matter?"
"I like him because he is Li Qinyuan. I don't know if he can become what I dreamed of in the future, but I want to accompany him and protect him. I want to witness that period by his side that I have never experienced. Years of…”
Gu Wuyou's voice was very gentle and firm, just as she felt at this time, "In that dream, he propped up his wings and protected me for the rest of my life. Now, let me accompany him."
She paused for a moment when she said this, and then raised her head with a more obvious smile on her face, "I know this road is difficult, but I want to give it a try."
Hearing these words, Gu Yu didn't make a sound for a while.
I don't know how long it took before she sighed, stretched out her hand, lightly stroked Gu Wuyou's head, and said to her, "If that's the case, then go down as you wish."
She was worried about this uncertain future, but envied her firmness and perseverance at this time.
It's a beautiful thing to live a lifetime and insist on what she wants in her heart. If she could insist on what she insisted in her heart, would the ending be different? There was a hint of confusion on Gu Yu's face.
"Second sister?"
Seeing her stunned expression, Gu Wuyou couldn't help calling someone softly, and when they recovered, she asked again, "Second sister, do you know why he became like this?" She did not forget that the previous two When my sister sent her over, she said those words.
"He wasn't like this before," she said.
So what is it that makes the general become what he is now
By now.
Gu Yu naturally had nothing to hide from others. As she walked forward, she said to Gu Wuyou, "Qilang was very smart when he was a child, and he can be said to be a versatile talent in both civil and military affairs. Then your prince and cousin wanted to find a companion to study with him. The first choice is him."
"But when he was ten years old, the original Mrs. Wei Guogong suddenly passed away. After that... he became a different person."
No matter how deep the reason is, these outsiders don't know. She can only sigh and say softly, "Actually, Qilang is very smart. As long as he puts his mind on the right path, he will definitely get better and better."
It's just that the person's temperament is too absolute, and he doesn't listen to anyone at all.
When Gu Wuyou heard these words, her mood was also a little dignified. In fact, in her previous life, she also knew that Li Qinyuan lost his mother when he was young, but the general at that time had grown to the point where he didn't need anyone to be pitied. He was like a majestic mountain, supporting him. started everything.
But now looking at it from another situation, the mood has become a little different.
The general who lost his mother was actually only ten years old, and he didn't have the closest relatives at an age when he didn't understand anything. In addition, the situation in Wei Guogong's mansion was different from her family.
these years.
The general must be very uncomfortable.
Will he be like her, secretly hugging himself to keep warm and crying when no one is there
As long as Gu Wuyou thought about this, it felt like a needle had been stabbed in his heart, the pain was unbearable, and even the circles of his eyes couldn't help turning red.
But this time, Gu Tiao didn't notice anything strange about her. She didn't know what to think, and suddenly asked in a low voice, "Manman, in your dream, what happened to me in the end?"
Hearing this, Gu Wuyou pulled back from her thoughts. She met Gu Yu's gaze, she knew the answer for a long time but didn't know how to say it... She didn't have a deep relationship with Gu Yu before. , so in the past life, after knowing that Gu Yu died, he only showed a wistful look in his eyes.
You can go through this.
She was a little reluctant to have such a smart second sister have such a result.
Because of reluctance.
There is something to be said for this.
Gu Yu looked at Gu Wuyou's struggling expression, but said clearly: "Yes... Is he dead?"
"Second sister—" Gu Wuyou did not answer her words, and persuaded softly: "There are so many famous doctors in the world, your disease will definitely be cured."
Gu Yu smiled, the expression on his face was the same as usual, and he was still the same as usual, "I knew from a young age that I would not live long, so I cherished every day I lived, in fact, there is nothing wrong with death. Well, I have everything I want."
The only one that doesn't have...
The smile on her face paused slightly, and she involuntarily asked again, "Do you know Shen Shao?"
"Shen Shao?"
Gu Wuyou was startled, wondering why the second sister would suddenly mention him, Shen Shao is Li Qinyuan's uncle and her nominal cousin-in-law, she stared blankly at Gu Yu before replying after a while: "He is the last official. Worshiping Dali Si Qing, and married Princess Changping."
Done.
Seeing Gu Yu's expression, she asked in a low voice, "Second sister, do you know him?"
The official worship of Dali Temple, and married Princess Changping...
Gu Ning's hand under her sleeve was gently clenched. Suddenly, the cold wind blew her a little cold, as if the chill had penetrated into the bone marrow, making her whole person feel like an ice cellar. , I had some affection when I was young."
Without waiting for Gu Wuyou to ask again, she, the one who started first, changed the subject, "Let's go, second sister will take you to dinner."
Gu Wuyou always felt that there was something wrong with Gu Yu, but he couldn't say why. He looked at her face again, and seeing that she was back to her previous appearance, he suppressed his thoughts and nodded, "Okay. ."