"you… "
Gu Wuyou was stunned, "You, how did you know?" After she finished speaking, she became happy again, holding Li Qinyuan's arm, her trembling tone also revealed a trace of joy that could not be hidden, " Do you remember something?"
Seeing her like this, Li Qinyuan completely dissipated all the uncertainties in his heart.
turn out to be,
What Zhao Chengyou said was actually true.
turn out to be,
There are so many weird things in this world...
- "Do you know why Gu Wuyou likes you so much?"
- "Li Qinyuan, in fact, you have never won against me at all. When it comes to love, we are all losers."
- "What she likes is not you at all, but the Li Qinyuan who pulled her out of the darkness in the past!"
- "Since you are so sure of Gu Wuyou's love for you, why don't you ask her? Ask her if she likes you, or Li Qinyuan who saved her like a god in the past."
These words lingered in his ears like a magic sound.
Li Qinyuan has never regretted in his life. He was unruly when he was young, and all the decisions he made later, no matter whether it was right or wrong, he never regretted it... But now, looking at the smile on this familiar face.
He... but regretted it.
It shouldn't be asked, what kind of heart does Zhao Chengyou have, how could he not know? He just wanted to see them drifting apart... why ask? If he doesn't ask, he can be a fool for the rest of his life, even if he is coaxed and deceived by her all the time.
As long as she is still by her side.
But he just couldn't help it, what he thought was a special liking, and what he thought was the love of his life, turned out to be because of another person.
Even if that person is himself.
If all this is because of others, what is the relationship between them in the past two years? Li Qinyuan didn't know what they were like in the previous life, but he knew... He was not him.
He is Li Qilang.
He didn't save her.
He wasn't her god, the one who pulled her out of the dark hell.
The things she remembered, the people who reassured her and made her happy... all were not him.
Gu Wuyou was still immersed in great joy, and did not notice the strangeness on Li Qinyuan's face at all. She raised her head and held his arm, as if she was still a little unsure, and asked cautiously, "You, What do you remember?"
"... Gu Wuyou."
Li Qinyuan seldom called her by name. She used to be a little girl, Man Man, and later she was a lady, madam, little wife, little daughter-in-law... Therefore, hearing this name suddenly, Gu Wuyou was stunned, and the joy in his heart was temporarily suppressed. Now, she looked at him and said softly, "What's wrong?"
"I'm not him."
Li Qinyuan looked down at her, the emotions in his eyes were more complicated than ever.
He suddenly wanted to escape from this place, and wanted to find a place to calm down, and he really did... On the battlefield, he was not afraid of swords and guns, not afraid of enemies, or even of ghosts and gods, but now he is in his beloved deserters in front of the people.
He stretched out his hand to hold Gu Wuyou's hand, his eyelashes were slightly drooping, and he pulled apart the person's hand piece by piece. Even though his heart was like a knife, the movements of his hand were still as gentle as before, but his voice was a little hoarse." I still have something to do, you, take a good rest first, you don't have to wait for me."
This is over.
He didn't even wait for Gu Wuyou to react, and strode away as if fleeing.
The curtain was lifted and dropped, and Bai Lu Hongshuang's surprised voice came from outside, "General? Where are you... going?"
No one answered.
Only the sound of footsteps leaving in a hurry.
When Gu Wuyou reacted, she hurriedly opened the curtain and went out, but Li Qinyuan was nowhere to be found in this huge courtyard, Bai Lu and Hong Shuang saw her coming out and rushed over, "What's the matter? I It's the first time I've seen a general with such a gloomy face."
"you… "
Bai Lu hesitated, "Have a quarrel?"
When she said this, she herself felt incredible. Since the master married into the Li family, let alone quarreled with the general, her eyes never even turned red, but she looked at the expression on the master's face and when the general left. With a look, she felt that this incredible thing had indeed happened.
Hong Shuang has always been on Gu Wuyou's side.
No matter what happened at this moment, he supported Gu Wuyou and pouted unhappily: "What is he doing, he leaves you at home alone, and doesn't say where he is going, does he know about you? Are you pregnant?"
Gu Wuyou was stunned for a moment, then remembered that he hadn't even had time to talk about this.
Bai Lu was more sensible in the end, glared at Hong Shuang, and said to Gu Wuyou: "It's okay, the general has always been fond of you, and it is estimated that he will be back in a while, I will let Lin Qing go outside and have a look, if there is any news, I will come with you. Say."
Glancing at the night again, she persuaded in a low voice, "This servant will help you to go in and rest first."
Hong Shuang also went in, but was sent away by Bai Lu.
After entering the room, Bai Lu helped her to rest on the bed, then crouched beside the bed, held her hand and asked, "What happened to you and the general?"
Gu Wuyou also didn't know why Li Qinyuan was so angry. Thinking of what the two of them said before, and Li Qinyuan's sad expression when he left, he lightly frowned... Listening to what he meant, he seemed to care that she treated them as one person. .
But in her heart, they were the same person originally.
She didn't know why Li Qinyuan was upset.
This kind of thing is too complicated, don't say that she is still confused, I'm afraid that Bai Lu and the others will be frightened by saying it, so she can only shake her head, "It's okay, you let Lin Qing watch, don't let him have an accident. "
Seeing that she was reluctant to say more, Bai Lu had no choice but to respond softly, "Then you go to bed first, you are pregnant now, so you can't be like this."
"The doctor also said just now, let you rest."
Gu Wuyou thought of this, his expression stunned again, he put his hands on his belly, and nodded solemnly, "I will rest well."
I originally thought that Li Qinyuan was only angry for a while, and would come back when he was angry, but he didn't expect that he had not come back for three days since he went out that night... The news came every day, as if he was afraid that she was worried, but there was nothing at all. Conceal your tracks.
But even so, Gu Wuyou couldn't sit still.
The faces of the two maids Bai Lu and Hong Shuang were even more ugly. Hong Shuang had an uncontrollable temperament, so she would say like a cannonball, "It's too much! It's been a few days, and he still hasn't come back? What's the use of those messages?"
"Today, when I went to the main courtyard, I heard several maids and old ladies talking about your quarrel with the general." The more she spoke, the angrier she squatted beside Gu Wuyou and angrily said, "Master, you too Don't be idle like this, since he doesn't come back, the slaves will accompany you home and let the grandpa take care of him!"
As soon as Bai Lu heard this, she whispered: "What kind of bastard are you talking about? Do you think things are not big enough?"
Hong Shuang retorted: "Then what do you say? He hasn't come back, so can't he just let the master be wronged here?"
Seeing the two maids arguing endlessly, Gu Wuyou only felt that her head was hurting badly, and ignored the two of them. She got up and said, "Let the concierge prepare the carriage, I'm going to the western suburbs camp."
"Master?" Bai Lu frowned, disapproving, "You are unstable now, how can you go to such a place?"
"Then what do you say?"
Gu Wuyou looked down at his lower abdomen and said helplessly, "He always doesn't come back, so I just sit at home and don't care. No matter what, I have to make it clear to him."
Knowing that she had made up her mind, the two maids did not persuade her any more. While re-dressing her, they ordered people to prepare a carriage. When the master and servant group arrived at the camp in the western suburbs, it was already two hours later. .
In fact, it didn't take so long, but Bai Lu was worried that she was pregnant, and kept asking the driver to drive slowly, which was delayed until now... The sun was still in the sky when she came, but now it was more than half dark, and the guard in front of the door saw the carriage stop. Busy to drive away, "Let's go, this is the camp in the western suburbs, not a place where idle people can come."
Bai Lu raised the curtain and handed over the waist card.
The two of them looked at the above line, stunned for a moment, then looked at the other person in the carriage, hurriedly bent over and stepped back, and said respectfully, "Ma'am."
"Yeah." Gu Wuyou's voice was a little weak, and he glanced inside through the torch. It was dark, and he could only see a few tents and patrolling soldiers, "I'm here to find Li Qinyuan."
"Mrs. Lao wait a moment, the subordinates will report immediately." After one of the guards finished speaking, he hurriedly ran inside.
…
And at this time in the largest tent.
Li Qinyuan leaned against the desk a little tiredly, and rubbed his slightly twisted eyebrows with his fingertips.
Seeing his exhausted appearance, his trusted friends quickly persuaded him in a low voice, "General, everything in the camp is almost done, you should go home."
"fine."
Li Qinyuan shook his head, his voice a little hoarse, "How is Bei Di?"
The cronies hurriedly said: "Wei Guogong and General Fu have already arrived in Beidi, and the situation is very good. It is estimated that they will be back soon."
"Yeah." Li Qinyuan nodded, his hand rubbing his brows stopped, he hesitated in his heart to ask about the situation at home, and then heard a report from a soldier outside, "General, Madam is here, waiting for you outside the camp. "
Hearing the word "Mrs." suddenly, Li Qinyuan still didn't react. He raised his head, and the handsome face under the candlelight was also a little surprised.
When he reacted, he immediately got up and walked out.
When the soldiers outside saw him coming out, they all shouted, "General."
But Li Qinyuan didn't even have time to respond, so he hurriedly walked outside the camp. When he saw the carriage outside, and Bai Lu who was accompanying the carriage, his expression changed again, and he stepped forward and closed the curtain regardless of everyone's greetings. .
Seeing Gu Wuyou who was sitting by the carriage, he frowned again, and his voice became a little deeper, "Why are you here?" He went to reprimand Bai Lu, "What is this place, how dare you take your wife like this come over?"
Bai Lu turned pale after being reprimanded, and hurriedly lowered her head.
Gu Wuyou originally had countless things to tell him in her heart, but she didn't expect to see him sullen and scolding others. She didn't know if she was more sensitive during pregnancy, or if she had been coddled by Li Qinyuan all the time. Even though her temper was getting bigger and bigger, she couldn't bear any grievances at all.
At this moment, his eyes turned red and he said, "What are you murdering her for?"
"If you don't want to see me, I'll leave now, so as not to make you look upset!" She had never been wronged by him in the end, she burst into tears as she spoke, but she became angry again. I would like to cry in front of him, biting my lip and wiping my tears with the back of my hand.
"If you really look at me and get bored, just go back and give me a copy of He Li. It's better than being indifferent like this."
"you-"
As soon as Li Qinyuan heard the three words Helishu, his face changed suddenly. He was about to speak, but seeing her aggrieved and pitiful appearance, she couldn't utter a single word, and sighed softly, After sending everyone to the side, I got into the carriage.
Regardless of the struggle, he forced her into his arms, but wiped her tears very gently, and sighed, "Why are you crying?"
"Who allowed you to say such a thing? Huan Helishu, you just want to leave me?"
Hearing that, Gu Wuyou even complained to the wicked first, his eyes were red, and he punched him with his fist, "Who left suddenly, and who hasn't come back for a few days? You don't know what the servants in the family say these days. Yes, even my grandmother thought it was strange and called me over to ask if we had a fight."
"It's better for you, run here and don't care about anything, let me stay at home alone, I come to you, and you show me with a sullen face."
The more she talked, the more aggrieved her, and her tears fell, "How can someone like you be sentenced to death and convicted without even listening to explanations, if I don't come to you today, will you be in the future? Not coming back?"
Li Qinyuan originally just wanted to leave him for a few days to calm himself down, and there are indeed some matters in the Western Suburbs Camp that need to be handled by him...
Who would have thought that she would think so
Seeing her face full of tears, his heart hurt too much. He couldn't care about those anymore. While wiping away her tears, he coaxed: "Don't cry, it's all my fault." The meaning of going home is just that I have been busy these days, and I am not in a good mood, so I am afraid of scaring you, so I thought about leaving for a few days to calm down."
"Even if you don't come to me today, I will go home tomorrow."
Gu Wuyou was stunned for a while, stopped the choked voice, raised his head from his arms, and said in disbelief, "Really?"
Li Qinyuan said helplessly: "When did I lie to you?" Wiping away the tears on her face, he stroked her head and said, "I was wrong before, I shouldn't leave like this without saying a word to make you worry. , and let you be talked about by others..." He thought about it clearly, even if she regarded him as a substitute, as someone else's shadow, he would recognize it.
Who made him miss her
Gu Wuyou didn't expect her to say such a thing, she was full of grievances just now, but now she feels embarrassed again, lowered her head, and whispered, "It's not all your fault, I wish I had explained it to you earlier. ."
She has also thought about it a lot these days, and understands what Li Qinyuan is thinking about.
In fact, after getting along for so long, she has long since distinguished them. Even if they are the same person, they have different personalities and different experiences... As he said, he is not him.
Take a deep breath.
Gu Wuyou grabbed Li Qinyuan's sleeve, raised his head and said, "Don't you want to know those things? I'll tell you everything."
Li Qinyuan actually didn't want to know. He was afraid that he knew too much, and the more he thought about it, it would be better to be a fool who didn't know anything, but looking at her firm eyes and reluctant to refuse, he could only softly "en" .
Gu Wuyou didn't know what to say.
She never thought that one day she would bring up her past life with others, especially if this person was someone who had spent her whole life with him.
"We were together in a previous life, but when I met you, you were already twenty-five years old. At that time..." She looked at Li Qinyuan, her eyes softened, "You are already a great general in the world."
"We first met at the temple. You stood in front of me with an umbrella, looked at me who just cried, and handed me a handkerchief."
"Later you want to marry me, I still feel strange, you obviously have a better choice, so many ladies and ladies want to marry you, but you begged me for a kiss... You don't know, I was real at that time not good."
"I've been married, but I can't have children, and I'm very weird, but you still married me."
"You are very kind to me, very kind."
"It was you who pulled me out of the dark memory of the past little by little, gave me a new life, made me embrace the sunshine again, and it was you who taught me to grow up."
"Li Qinyuan." Gu Wuyou called out his name, took his hand again, looked at him, and said slowly, "In the beginning, it was indeed for this reason that I desperately wanted to find you and to get to know you earlier. , but later, in the day-to-day getting along, I know that you are different."
"He has endured all the hardships I don't know, so he can protect me with rich wings when he meets me."
"And you—"
"I have witnessed your growth, your youthful character, and your high spirits. I have watched you grow little by little. Until now, I know very well... You are different."
"Who do you think I like?" Gu Wuyou seemed to find this question difficult to answer, she pursed her red lips, and then said, "I don't know, I know him first before I want to meet him desperately. You, I want to be with you."
"But I know that you are not someone's stand-in. You are Li Qinyuan, my Qilang, and the person I want to spend my whole life with."
Gu Wuyou didn't know if he could understand what he said, if he would be unhappy, he looked up at him with some hesitation and some worry, he hesitated for a while before whispering: "I said this, you... Can you understand? ?"
I thought he would be unhappy.
Who would have thought that she would be hugged into his arms as soon as she said those words.
The man's steady and powerful arms hugged her tightly, so close that she could even hear his heartbeat, "I understand."
If there is no part between them in the previous life, how could she come to him? If she hadn't come to him, then in their entire life, I'm afraid they could only be a pair of strangers at first... Thinking of what she said before, he suddenly felt a little distressed.
Even if she said it lightly, he could still guess the darkness she had been through.
I couldn't help but hug him tighter.
Li Qinyuan stroked her head and said softly, "Actually, I should thank him." Thank him for taking you out of the dark past, thank him for protecting you so well, thank him... for letting you come to my side.
It was a quiet, cold night outside.
The night in the western suburbs is far quieter than the capital city, and the two people hugging each other in the carriage did not speak. I don't know how long it took before Li Qinyuan let go of Gu Wuyou, looked down at her, and said softly, "We go home."
"it is good,"
Gu Wuyou held his hand, and under the candlelight, raised his smile again, "Let's go home."
…
Once upon a time.
You took me out of the dark.
this life.
I watch you grow.
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