- "Zhao Chengyou."
- "I have someone I like, and I already like someone else."
In the empty yard, these light words sounded like a thunder, ringing in his ears, Zhao Chengyou was stunned, he stared at Gu Wuyou, at her cold brows, at the look on her bright face. Indifferent look.
The affirmation in my heart before suddenly became a little swaying.
Zhao Chengyou has never seen Gu Wuyou's expression, no, he has also seen it... The Wang family's cousin, the Leping County Lord of the Zhou Dynasty, has always had eyes above the top. Except in front of him, Gu Wuyou usually To everyone is such a cold look.
When he saw Gu Wuyou like this before, he just thought it was ridiculous. In front of him, he looked one way, and in front of others, he looked another way.
But now being looked at by Gu Wuyou with this look, there was a trace of panic that should not have appeared in his heart, and a trace of inexplicable fear, no, it shouldn't be like this, the Gu Wu who liked him to the core. You worry, Gu Wuyou, who will not resist no matter what he does, will never look at him with such an expression.
She is not carefree.
She could never be Gu Wuyou!
"Who are you!" The hand that had been loosened a little, suddenly grabbed Gu Wuyou's arm again, stronger than before.
Zhao Chengyou's always gentle face showed a hint of sternness, and those peach blossom eyes that didn't smile and showed three-point affection stared at Gu Wuyou for a moment, his eyes as deep as cold pools seemed to want to enter. In Gu Wuyou's bones, she wanted to tear her human skin apart to see what was hidden inside.
He gritted his teeth, his long dark eyebrows stood up, and his sharp voice was pressed into his throat.
He just grabbed Gu Wuyou's arm like this, regardless of whether she would be hurt or uncomfortable, all he could do was ask, "Aren't you Gu Wuyou, who are you?!"
Perhaps because of Zhao Chengyou's remarks, while Gu Wuyou was amused, he briefly ignored the pain in his arm.
Isn't she Gu Wuyou
"what… "
The sneer in his heart could not be concealed after all, and it was released from the throat.
Hearing this almost sharp laughter, Zhao Chengyou couldn't help frowning. The expression on his face was slightly restrained, but his tone still contained some doubts, "What are you laughing at?"
"I'm laughing at you." Gu Wuyou laughed until her long eyelashes were soaked with some moisture, and her bright face became bright red. After she finished speaking, she continued to laugh, as if she couldn't stop laughing.
She was born beautiful, not to mention the way she smiled with her eyes bent.
Really bright eyes and white teeth, boundless and pretty.
Zhao Chengyou was familiar with Gu Wuyou, but now he couldn't help but be stunned when he saw her like this.
Without waiting for him to speak, Gu Wuyou finally seemed to have had enough of laughing. She raised her head and lifted her eyelids lightly, looking at Zhao Chengyou. Her bright Xing'er eyes seemed to be raining in the south of the Yangtze River, but the dense moisture could not cover it. The ridicule in his eyes, "Zhao Chengyou, Zhao Shizi, you say I'm not Gu Wuyou."
"Then tell me, who am I?"
"I… "
Zhao Chengyou came back to his senses, he opened his mouth to answer, but looking at this familiar face, looking at these familiar eyes, the words in his throat were stunned. Almost frustrated, he murmured, "If you are Gu Wuyou, why would you treat me like this?"
When he said these words, even he himself did not notice the grievances in those words.
Gu Wuyou didn't notice the grievance in his words because of the disgust that suddenly appeared in her heart, but even if she did, she wouldn't feel it.
She originally didn't want to pay attention to Zhao Chengyou.
For her, the past has long since passed, and Zhao Chengyou owed her a lot in the past, but it was also a matter of the previous life. Now she just wants to retire from the marriage and get along with the general.
As for Cho Seung Woo—
What he wants to do, who he wants, who he likes, has nothing to do with her.
But this person just wanted to run up to her and say these unpleasant things to her. Gu Wuyou buried the unwillingness and grief of the two worlds. During Zhao Chengyou's repeated questioning, it finally turned into a fire. The fire was originally just a small flame, but in the blink of an eye, the more it burned, the more prosperous it became...
More and more prosperous.
It even burned her eyes in the end.
Gu Wuyou only felt that her whole body was shaking, at first only her shoulders, then her hands, and finally her whole body... She seemed to finally be unable to bear it anymore, and suddenly waved Zhao Chengyou's hand away, under his astonished expression, she stared at He asked sharply, "Why can't I treat you like this?"
"Zhao Chengyou!"
She made a low beast-like roar, mixed with pain, unwillingness, and anger. With red eyes, she stared at him stubbornly, and gritted her teeth and asked, "Who do you think you are?!"
"Why do you think that no matter what you do, as long as you are willing to put down your body and coax me a few words, I will obey you obediently?"
"... Gu Wuyou."
Zhao Chengyou was angry if he said that Gu Wuyou liked others before, and felt that she was not Gu Wuyou.
So now Gu Wuyou——
but let him...
Zhao Chengyou couldn't describe the emotions in his heart at this time, he was at a loss, flustered, shocked, stunned... Any emotion, he looked at Gu Wuyou blankly, watching her slender body in the cold wind as if it would be destroyed at any time. The wind blows down.
He raised his hand, trying to hold her.
But before he could touch it, he was thrown away again.
Several times in a row, Zhao Chengyou had a bad temper when facing Gu Wuyou, and his temper was completely irritable. He squeezed into a fist, and his thin lips pursed slightly.
He turned his head and looked directly at Gu Wuyou. Before those harsh words were spit out, he saw Gu Wuyou's wet long eyelashes as if a rain curtain had fallen.
Just a moment.
Zhao Chengyou was completely stunned.
Having known Gu Wuyou for more than ten years, he has seen too many appearances of Gu Wuyou, her arrogant appearance, her maddened appearance, her willful appearance anytime, anywhere, regardless of the occasion, regardless of the location.
But he has never seen Gu Wuyou... crying.
"you… "
"Are you crying?"
"You, why are you crying?"
The cruelty and gloom in his heart was replaced by a strange feeling of helplessness. He walked forward quickly, as if he wanted to wipe the tears from her cheeks, but every time he took a step closer, Gu Wuyou stepped back.
Not one step.
Zhao Chengyou was angry. He had never coaxed anyone in such a low voice before, let alone worried about anyone.
But when he looked at Gu Wuyou's eyes staring at him with red eyes, those anger seemed to be caught by someone, and they couldn't ignite at all. He gritted his teeth, and in the end, he didn't get close to her at this time. He asked weakly on the spot, "What's the matter with you?"
"Didn't I already explain it to you, Wang Zhao and I really have nothing to do. She really just accidentally fell into my arms that day."
If before-
He would never spend so much time explaining these words to her.
In his eyes, whether Gu Wuyou loves it or not, she will not leave him either.
But now, he doesn't know what's wrong, maybe it's because of Gu Wuyou's change, or maybe it's because she cried in front of him, he thinks... just coax her.
She wants to explain, he explains to her.
Anyway, as long as she doesn't treat him like this, Gu Wuyou is too unfamiliar, so unfamiliar that it scares him.
"I don't know what Wang Zhao said to you, but I really don't have the slightest idea about her. If you don't believe it, we'll go back to Langya now to set the date..."
"So, can you rest assured?"
After he finished speaking, he paused, and when he raised his eyes to look at Gu Wuyou, it seemed that he finally reacted. Although the expression on his face did not show, the panic just disappeared completely, replaced by ridicule and laughter.
How could he forget it again
How much has Gu Wuyou done in order to marry him since he was a child? Now it's just that the means and tricks have become more refined.
It's also his fault. For nearly a month, the sudden divorce and his father's anger made him temporarily dizzy, and he was deceived by Gu Wuyou's methods... But, it's okay.
He suddenly felt that such a Gu Wuyou was also very interesting.
He originally wanted to marry her, and now Gu Wuyou is more in line with his taste than the brainless and willful idiot before.
He also thought that Gu Wuyou did all this because of marrying him, and Zhao Chengyou, who was flustered just now, has returned to his previous appearance. The twin peach eyes became more tender and affectionate.
"Man Man, let's go home now, okay?"
No matter what, Gu Wuyou was always different to him. Compared with the idiots out there who were greedy for him, he was more willing to indulge her.
After all, he really saw her as his future wife.
Gu Wuyou did not speak.
It seems that she has never vented like this with Zhao Chengyou, maybe a long time ago, when Zhao Chengyou brought those newcomers into the door, she also cried, shouted, and smashed things, like a madman, and asked him "Why? "
But to Zhao Chengyou, such venting was just a fist in the cotton, and it was light and weightless.
He never pays attention to her crying, but just stands in front of her and looks at her sneeringly, "I told you a long time ago that I'm not a good person, it's you who don't believe it."
"Be good, don't make trouble, no matter how many people I have, you will always be my most beloved wife, they are just my stepping stones."
I've experienced this kind of thing a lot.
She doesn't like to cry, nor does she like to make trouble.
The moment of venting just now seemed to be the sad and angry woman who could not be redeemed in the previous life attached to her, venting her pitiful and sad past with the last remaining anger.
now--
After venting, Gu Wuyou returned to normal. She looked at Zhao Chengyou with indifferent eyes, the gentle smile on his face, and the smile that reached the bottom of his eyes.
She could sense that Zhao Chengyou in this life was different, at least his previous worries and panic were real.
But, so what
She will never forget what Jo Seung Woo did to her.
She couldn't forget those dark and painful years, those days when she hid in the house hugging her knees and licking her wounds, and she couldn't forget Zhao Chengyou's bad methods.
Just because she likes him
Just because she knew that no matter what he did, she would never leave him
So you can trample on her dignity and pride, can you trample her on the soles of her feet like a lump of mud
Gu Wuyou can even remember that after she and Zhao Chengyou reconciled, the man who kept falling in love with her, but he was able to bring Wang Zhao in front of her badly and let Wang Zhao laugh at her and mock her.
If this is Zhao Chengyou's love, then she... would rather not!
In the icy cold wind, Gu Wuyou straightened her back, her slender figure seemed to be a bamboo that would not bend at this moment, she raised her eyes, stared at Zhao Chengyou's face, and called him, "Zhao Chengyou."
"Um?"
Zhao Chengyou looked at her and didn't seem to feel her emotions yet. He still smiled and said warmly, "What's wrong?"
"I didn't joke with you just now, whether you believe it or not, this is the last time I tell you..." Gu Wuyou took a deep breath and said slowly, "I don't like you anymore, I won't. If I marry you again, I won't marry you."
"From now on, you and I will marry a man and a woman, and it will be irrelevant."
when saying this.
Gu Wuyou seemed to be stunned for a while. In her memory, she once said the exact same thing to him...
She still remembered the day when she handed the Heli book to Zhao Chengyou, the man looked at the Heli book in disbelief, and then looked at her like a sleepy beast with red eyes.
She seemed to be extremely tired, unable to laugh or cry, just looked at him, with endless exhaustion, and said to him very lightly, "Zhao Chengyou, from now on, you and I will marry a man and a woman, and it will be irrelevant. "
later--
One more time.
It was the first day when the news of the general's death reached the capital. The thirty-one-year-old Zhao Chengyou was already serving as a senior official. He was dressed in the court clothes of a high-ranking official, and wore a black cloak embroidered with auspicious clouds. He walked all the way to her. .
He said, "Manman, Li Qinyuan is dead, let's start over, okay?"
She still holds a letter from the frontier in her hand.
When his eyes fell on Zhao Chengyou, he was completely indifferent.
If she didn't know her intentions when she broke up with Zhao Chengyou for the first time, and whether she still liked Zhao Chengyou, then when she said that for the second time, she had already understood her own intentions. .
She really doesn't like him anymore.
From her marriage to Li Qinyuan at the age of twenty-four, from alienation at first, to being warmed by a man, and then to approaching her step by step... She could no longer let the second person go in her heart.
There is no Li Qinyuan in the world anymore.
Then she went to him, whether it was Jiuzhong Gaoyu or Huangquan Biluo, she would follow in his footsteps.
The wind brushed his cheeks.
is warm.
Gu Wuyou raised his eyes and looked up at the sky, the sun that was blocked by the mist just now appeared again, and the golden light spread out from the sky, stretching into a very beautiful painting.
She half-squinted her eyes, a smile on the corners of her lips, she was satisfied and grateful.
Fortunately.
She had another chance to start all over again.
And this hard-won opportunity, she didn't want to have anything to do with the man in front of her.
The time for class was approaching. Gu Wuyou didn't want to delay with Zhao Chengyou any longer. She held the purse in her hand and didn't look back at Zhao Chengyou. The man behind her grabbed her arm again.
She has always been spoiled.
She was grabbed twice by Zhao Chengyou just now, and there was already a mark on her arm. Now she was grabbed again and happened to be in the same position. The pain caused her eyes to turn red, but she gritted her teeth and was not in Zhao Chengyou's place. There was a whimper in front of him.
"Worry-free!"
"Worry-free!"
Two voices sounded at the same time, one was a male voice mixed with anger, but the man was really used to pretending when he was a child. Even if he was angry, he still remembered that he was outside now, lest others hear it, that angry voice was only enough to care about. Worry-free can be heard alone.
And another way-
Gu Wuyou followed the sound, but it was Gu Yu.
She was stunned for a moment, and before she could speak, the man behind seemed to sense that someone was coming, and hurriedly retracted the hand that was tightly wrapped around Gu Wuyou's arm, as if afraid of being seen, and the speed of retraction was very fast.
Gu Wuyou's figure paused.
Out of the corner of the eye, he saw that Zhao Chengyou's sinister face, which was full of anger, had turned into the gentle look before, with calm eyebrows, as if the man who was angry just now was not him at all.
Only, with his slightly trembling hands behind him, he could detect that his emotions were not so calm.
She didn't know whether she thought it was funny or sad, but she didn't say anything, just glanced at him lightly, and walked towards Gu Yu without looking back.
"Why are you here?" she asked Gu Yu.
"I see that you haven't come back. Fu Xian asked someone to tell me... I was afraid that something would happen to you, so I came here."
Gu Yu grabbed Gu Wuyou's hand and glanced up and down, and then glanced at Zhao Chengyou not far away, the man in the blue and white cloak had a gentle face, and when she looked over, he even turned towards her very politely. nodded.
She came in a hurry just now, only to see the two standing together, but she didn't know what they said or did, now she just frowned when she saw this, nodded lightly at the person, and whispered to Gu Wuyou: " Let's go."
"Um."
Gu Wuyou smiled and nodded, she took the initiative to take Gu Yu's arm, and smiled at her: "Let's go."
Naturally, she was not worried that Zhao Chengyou would stop her at this time. This man had the most face, no matter how angry and angry he was, if there were outsiders present, he would maintain his gentlemanly demeanor.
really--
Seeing her leaving without looking back, there was only an extremely gentle voice behind her, "Manman, I'll come back to you after school."
Words remain the same.
It seems that they never quarreled and quarreled just now.
Gu Wuyou raised his red lips, a faint mockery slipped across his face, but he didn't answer.
"You and him..." Walking into the moon gate, Gu Yu turned to look at her, saw that her eyes were still a little red, and asked with a slightly hesitant tone, "Are you alright?"
Hearing that, Gu Wuyou smiled, "What can I do with him?" She didn't really want to talk about Zhao Chengyou, but remembering what Gu Yu said earlier, she asked, "Fu Xian came to you just now, then... Where is Li Qinyuan? ?"
Gu Yu replied, "I didn't see it, but what Fu Xian meant was that Li Qinyuan came to you when he heard the news."
"what?"
When Gu Wuyou heard this, the expression on his little face finally changed.
She turned her head and wanted to go to the Moon Gate, but before she could take a step, Gu Yu grabbed her hand and stared at her angrily, "It's almost time for class, where are you going?"
"I'll go find him."
Gu Wuyou frowned and said, she didn't know if the general saw her talking to Zhao Chengyou, and if she did, she would have to go to him to make it clear.
"you--"
Gu Yu was almost mad at her, but seeing her worried face and reluctant to lose her temper with her, she had to say softly: "Okay, this afternoon is the riding and archery class, if you have anything to say, then It's not too late for you to speak."
"Besides, if you're in the past now, Li Qinyuan isn't necessarily there yet. If anyone else sees it, he still doesn't know what to say."
Gu Wuyou hesitated for a while, knowing that he might not be able to find someone if he went out, he turned his head and glanced at the moon gate behind him, pursed his lips, and could only respond like this.
Zhao Chengyou watched Gu Wuyou and the strange woman leave hand in hand, the gentle smile on his face finally faded away again, he still stood in the same place, with the big tree on his back, facing the direction of Pingshuozhai.
Gu Wuyou's words seemed to linger in his ears.
He could even recall the way she looked when she said these words, her indifferent eyebrows and eyes, a mocking smile, and a look of disgust... He had seen such expressions in many people.
even in childhood.
He himself had experienced the ridicule and disgust of others.
But among these many people, Gu Wuyou is not included.
What went wrong? Why did Gu Wuyou become like this? She... really isn't playing hard to get
Zhao Chengyou didn't know, he was just extremely irritable, he even wanted to pull Gu Wuyou out and find a place where no one was there to question him! But no, the academy has many eyes, and there are too many people staring at him.
He can't let his years of accumulation come to nothing just because of one Gu Wuyou.
Zhao Chengyou slowly squeezed his slender fingers into fists. He frowned and pursed his thin lips, but he finally restrained his expression. He planned to ignore Gu Wuyou's affairs for the time being. There was still a long time left, and he could always I know what happened to Gu Wuyou.
nature.
He still didn't believe that Gu Wuyou really didn't like him anymore, let alone that Gu Wuyou had other people he liked.
For so many years-
I don't know how many Erlang likes Gu Wuyou, but who has she been tempted by
No matter what he does to her, Gu Wuyou will never betray him.
Knowing that he didn't like those people, she always treated them coldly and didn't say a word to them. Gu Wuyou said to him, she has other people she likes
It's just a fool's dream, a joke!
Perhaps remembering that Gu Wuyou had done everything for him in the past, Zhao Chengyou's restless heart finally calmed down.
He picked up his usual gentle face again, and planned to go without fasting, but as soon as he turned around, he saw under a plum tree not far away, a young man in white with a high ponytail folded his arms and leaned on his chest. The tree looked at him.
The young man was born very handsome, with the unruly and unrestrainedness he had never had before, with the youthful spirit of this age, standing under the golden light of the sky, like a proud son of the sky.
see him look over-
The young man raised his thin lips, revealing a mocking smile, and then turned around and left without waiting for him to react.