The train went all the way to Beijing.
Guo Jingyu left some money on him. Relying on his familiarity with this place, he found a place to rent a house after arriving. He has been optimistic about the place for a long time. There are several universities around, and there is a subway station nearby. The transportation is very convenient, and life is also very convenient. That was where he planned to live with Li Tongzhou after he was admitted to university.
His original plan was to buy a house, and the two of them would live a simple life together, but the incident happened suddenly, and the plan could not keep up with the changes. He rented a place with the remaining money on hand, and the two settled down first.
When Li Tongzhou was taking a shower, Guo Jingyu followed him in and insisted on checking his injuries.
Li Tongzhou held his hand and said, "Jing Yu, it's really not in the way, but the hand is broken."
Guo Jingyu didn't believe it, so he touched his forehead again. Li Tongzhou hid, silent for a while and then said, "It's a very slight current, not very serious."
"you're lying."
"… it hurts a little."
Guo Jingyu reached out and hugged him, his hands still shaking, "If something happens to you, I won't be able to live."
Li Tongzhou hugged him lightly, "You said that, it's not like the Guo Jingyu I know." He raised his hand and touched Guo Jingyu's head, coaxing him, "Aren't you not afraid of the sky before?"
"I'm afraid, I didn't eat anything all day yesterday, so I ate a bucket of instant noodles with you on the train at night. I couldn't see you, and I was so scared that I couldn't swallow a bite." Guo Jingyu put on his shoulder Then he rubbed it and wiped away the wetness from the corner of his eyes, "If you die, I will go with you."
Li Tongzhou sighed, dragged him under the shower, and the steaming water rushed down from top to bottom, giving them a little warmth. The person in his arms was still wearing clothes, but he would not let go of his hand no matter what. The more Li Tongzhou held him, the more he felt that he was shaking a lot. When he reached the words on his lips, he turned around, but he couldn't say it for a long time. Then he whispered: "No matter what happens, you have to live, Jing Yu, no one is more important than yourself."
Guo Jingyu hugged him, and his powerful fingertips would leave traces on his back.
What Li Tongzhou said was once persuaded by many people.
He listened a lot and believed it himself.
But he survived alone for ten years. He thought that it was just a period of unfulfilled desire in his youth, and it was the first love that he would never forget in his life, but he didn't know until later that it was not like that. He used up all his strength, and finally realized that what he wanted most in his life was just one person.
There is no second Li Tongzhou in this world.
There is no one person anymore. With just one look, they can know what each other is thinking. As long as they sit side by side, even if they don't speak for a whole day, their hearts are full. No matter where they are, they look back and see each other. A heart is solid.
He had thought countless times, if he could go back to 18 again, what would he want to do most.
He wanted to "elope" with Li Tongzhou regardless of everything.
Take this man away, hide it, and give it to no one.
Guo Jingyu's emotions surged in his heart, he closed his eyes, and said to him: "Li Tongzhou, I can't do it alone, if you're not here, I may really not be able to live, you have to look at me, otherwise I won't study hard or do my job properly, will do a lot of bad things."
"it is good."
"You kiss me."
Li Tongzhou leaned over and kissed him, a very soft kiss, just like himself.
Guo Jingyu hooked his neck and didn't let him go. He closed his eyes and kissed him with great strength, and his lips soon turned a deep red. He was frightened day and night, anger and anger, and all his unease vented, even if his hand slowly stretched down and started to move, he did not stop the kiss.
Li Tongzhou's Adam's apple rolled twice, his breath aggravated.
He called Guo Jingyu's name, Guo Jingyu said "um" in a thick nasal voice, Li Tongzhou was a little uneasy, and he reached out to touch his cheek, worried that he would cry, but standing under the shower would also I don't know which are water and which are tears, so I can only wipe him twice and call his name over and over again.
Guo Jingyu dragged his hand and put it down, "I'll teach you."
Li Tongzhou pressed his forehead against his, and said in a hoarse voice, "Can you, Jingyu, have you thought about it?"
Guo Jingyu bit on his shoulder with a slight force, leaving tooth marks.
…
Guo Jingyu took a shower with Li Tongzhou in the bathroom, and went back to the bedroom. The two were lying on the bed side by side, still holding hands.
There were only newly purchased sheets and a pillow downstairs in the room. They didn't care about the simplicity, so they huddled together and fell asleep. It took Guo Jingyu a long time to calm his breathing. He hadn't gotten out of the bathroom yet. He came out of his state, and after he had adjusted, he realized that Li Tongzhou, who was beside him, was not doing much better. He hugged him sideways and reached out to touch his chest. The heart in his chest was beating faster than his own. Violent, can't hide it.
Guo Jingyu lay on his chest and listened for a while, until Li Tongzhou raised his hand to touch his hair before whispering, "I thought I was the only one doing this."
Li Tongzhou said gently: "I'm not a robot, so I'll definitely be excited."
"Are you comfortable just now?"
Li Tongzhou chuckled and kissed his forehead without saying a word.
Guo Jingyu continued to lie on top of him and said to himself, "I think I did a good job just now, and I was very cooperative, but I don't have any other experience. Let's slowly break in. It started to hurt a little tonight, but The second time you come, I'll... huh?"
Li Tongzhou covered his mouth, his palm was a little hot, and he said with a little helplessness: "Don't tease me, I'm not full."
Guo Jingyu stopped for a while and continued to lie on top of him.
But after a few minutes, he started talking to him again, and Li Tongzhou responded gently, talking to him about everything.
"Li Tongzhou, I will take you out, will you blame me? Maybe it will delay your college entrance examination."
"Won't."
"If you want to go to school, I will support you in the future. Really, I have actually thought about it. I can do business as before to make some money, and then I can find a way to transfer you to the capital to study, and then you study for a year, I will be admitted in the second year, we are still together, I promise you, we will be able to do it."
"You study, I can support you."
Guo Jingyu was delighted, "How are you going to support me?"
"I can do a lot of things. I was approached by a training team before, or to do more work. It will be hard at first, but as long as you want, I will stay in the capital." Li Tongzhou spoke slowly and seriously , "The money in my previous account may not be moved, but I don't eat much, and I can live in the basement. I can save a sum of money in about half a year, and then we can be together as we said before."
Guo Jingyu held his hand and asked in a low voice, "The future is uncertain, only each other?"
Li Tongzhou nodded: "Well, the future is uncertain, only each other."
Guo Jingyu closed his eyes, his eyelashes trembled slightly, only Li Tongzhou could defeat his defense when he said these words. It seems to be another part of himself, even if it is lost for ten years, after meeting each other, the wound can be healed and the two become one.
He has already walked on the smooth road in the eyes of the world, and it is the road where the ending can be seen at a glance, but he doesn't want it now, he wants to go with Li Tongzhou to fight an uncertain future.
Maybe it will be good, maybe not so good.
But he won't regret it this time.