As soon as he opened the door and saw the lights in the living room, Bei Huai was stunned for a moment.
"Why did you come back so late?" The man was sitting on the sofa with a newspaper in his hand, and when he heard the movement, he looked sideways.
His expression was serious and unsmiling, and even an ordinary question seemed to have a questioning tone.
"Who told you to come here, get out!" Bei Huai dropped her backpack and clenched her fingers, a terrifying storm surged in her eyes for a moment, her brows filled with anger.
At this moment, she completely lost the arrogance in front of Jiang Wan, as if she had encountered an enemy of life and death, with sharp thorns erected all over her body, not letting anyone approach half a step.
"Beihuai, how did you talk! He's your father, why can't he come? I taught you manners before, but you forgot where you are!" Hearing the quarrel, Yun Manzhu hurried out of the kitchen, He was still wearing an apron and stared at Bei Huai with a slightly sullen expression.
"Dad?" Bei Huai sneered, his tone full of ridicule.
"I don't have a father."
"Bei Huai!" Yun Manzhu snapped.
"Okay." The man frowned and interrupted.
"A Rong, listen to me, this child is in the rebellious period, she was not like this before." Yun Manzhu quickly turned her head and explained in a panic when she heard the man speak.
Bei Rongli ignored Yun Manzhu's words and just stared at the expressionless girl.
"Your mother told me yesterday that you've gotten better recently, you haven't skipped classes much, and you go to school every day. I was thinking of coming to see you, but I didn't expect you to have such an attitude, which disappointed me so much. already."
Sure enough, in order to meet Beirong, Ms. Yun would do anything.
Bei Huai shrugged, smiling but not smiling: "I have no attitude, I just want you to get out of here."
"Bei Huai! How did you talk to your father!"
"Yun Manzhu, this is the good daughter you taught, look at what kind of upbringing this is!"
He has been in the upper circles all the year round, and he has not heard such vulgar words for a long time, but now he is being scolded by his daughter, Bei Rong's face is ugly. With a sullen face, he scolded Yun Manzhu mercilessly.
Then, without looking at Bei Huai, he got up and left.
"A Rong is not like this, listen to my explanation, A Rong..." Yun Manzhu chased after the man and kept explaining all the way.
The attitude is humble and extremely pleasing, which is very different from the mean and indifferent image in front of Beihuai.
Bei Huai looked at the entangled two people coldly, with a disdainful expression.
The man was obviously much more heartless. He sat in the car, rolled up the window, and turned a deaf ear to Yun Manzhu's pleas.
The car sped away, leaving the woman standing alone.
"Bei Huai, why are you crazy today!" Yun Manzhu angrily returned to the room, roaring hysterically.
She finally asked Beirong to come, and she even cooked several dishes herself, but there was only one soup left.
She just wanted to sit with A Rong and have a good meal, but now, everything has been ruined by Bei Huai! All ruined!
In the face of Yun Manzhu's anger, the girl sat on the sofa calmly and poured herself a cup of tea, her tone was calm, but she showed determination to never step back.
"It's your business that you want to see him. Don't use me as an excuse, let alone let him come here. Otherwise, I'll scold him every time I see him."
A crisp "pop" sound.
The woman raised her hand, her voice trembling with anger: "He's your dad!"
Bei Huai was slapped over his head, and bright red fingerprints quickly appeared on his fair face.
This slap was very heavy, and there was no trace of emotion at all.
Hot pain in the face.
The tip of her tongue touched her cheek, and the black hole in her heart was getting bigger and bigger, as if she was about to be swallowed up.
She looked up at the woman and smiled suddenly.
"Do you think he deserves it?"
To outsiders, Bei Rong seems to be a perfect man, a successful entrepreneur, obedient to his wife and fond of his son, but he is strict.
It's good, he's a good husband and a good father.
But so what
To Bei Huai, he was just a scumbag that she hated.
As soon as Bai Yueguang came back, he couldn't wait to abandon his wife and daughter, and rushed to please Bai Yueguang.
Only Yun Manzhu still looks like a fool, thinking that her brother A Rong is the best in the world.
Beihuai knew that Yun Manzhu loved Beirong to the core, to the point of losing her mind, and even her was just a tool used by Yun Manzhu to please Beirong.
Compared with Beirong, Beihuai hates Yun Manzhu's love brain more.
So disgusting, so disgusting.
Beirong only loves his Bai Yueguang and his son, and Yun Manzhu only loves Beirong.
As for her? Oh, perhaps being born in this world was her biggest mistake.
The woman who had slapped her daughter impulsive and felt guilty, when she heard this, became angry again, almost pointing at Bei Huai's nose and scolding.
"Why isn't he worthy?! Beihuai, how did your mother teach you when you were a child, be respectful to your father and be polite! Look at the way you are now, what the hell do you look like, I tell you, don't say you are me when you go out in the future Daughter, I feel ashamed!"
"You also treat that man as a treasure! In my eyes, he is not even comparable to grass. You don't have to worry, because I don't want others to know that I have a love-minded mother." Bei Huai twitched the corners of his mouth, his eyes were terrifyingly cold, and his tone was sarcastic.
"As for the adults, what do you know as a teenager!" Yun Manzhu was a little embarrassed.
"Yeah, I really don't understand, your crazy love will only make me feel sick."
"Shut up! My love for Brother A Rong is not your turn to make irresponsible remarks here!"
"Really? Oh, then what did the love you say bring me?" Bei Huai sneered and lifted his sleeves with a "swoosh".
Under the cold white light, the tattoo on the girl's right arm was lifelike.
It was a black crescent moon.
Without the warmth of the moon, nor the softness of the moon, it is just endless cold, deserted and hopeless.
When she saw the tattoo on the girl's arm, the woman suddenly lost her voice.
She froze in place, looking at Shang Beihuai's indifferent eyes, and instantly broke the defense.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my mother's fault. Don't blame my mother. I don't want to, I just can't control myself."
"I just love A Rong too much. Can you be considerate and considerate of your mother? Don't be angry with your father, okay?"
The woman choked up, burst into tears, and tried to pull Beihuai's hand. It looks really fragile and pathetic.
However, Bei Huai just avoided it calmly and said softly, "No, I will never forgive you."
Once a mirror is broken, it can never be restored. And some mistakes, once made, can never be made up for.
"When you have someone you like in the future, you will understand how mom feels." Yun Manzhu was still trying to justify herself.
no, I can not.
Bei Huai said to himself in his heart.
She doesn't like someone else, never will.
***
After a National Day, Jiang Wan felt that Beihuai became very wrong.
The whole person is cold and blunt, and the whole body exudes an aura of refusing people thousands of miles away.
"Xiao Bei, why didn't you reply to my message a few days ago?" Jiang Wan tried to talk.
"Why, are you busy?" The girl gave her a cold look with a "don't bother me" expression.
This is not Bei Huai's duplicity, she really doesn't want to talk to her.
Jiang Wan could feel it.
Bei Huai seems to have returned to the way she first saw her, being indifferent, stubborn, skipping classes and going to school, hanging out with a group of "little gangsters"-like students.
Seeing her was like seeing a stranger, passing by with no expression on her face.
What the hell happened, how could it have changed so much in just a few days.
Jiang Wan felt lost and worried.
Guan Guan couldn't see how she looked lost all day, so he went to inquire with Cen Jin.
"Cen Jin said that Beihuai is like this, and it is estimated that there is a conflict with the family again. Let's leave it alone. Stay away from Beihuai during this time, and be careful to hurt innocent people." Guan Guan reported while chewing gum. Happening.
"Home? What's the specific matter, did Cen Jin tell you?" Jiang Wan asked.
"I didn't say that. After all, it's a family matter, so I don't ask much." Guan Guan shook his head.
The more important reason is that she doesn't want to leave a bad impression of gossip on Cen Jin.
Jiang Wan didn't know much about Beihuai's family, and the only source of information was from forums.
His parents are divorced, his mother is a senior executive of the company, and his father is the boss of a listed company in Ning.
A simple sentence can't get any useful information at all. Cen Jin couldn't force others to say it.
But... one more person might know something.
The figure of a boy gradually appeared in Jiang Wan's mind.
Too bad I didn't ask my name.
But she was lucky. Bei Qi was quite famous in the junior high school.
Beiqi, the eighth class of the second and eighth grade.
As soon as he was free, Jiang Wan went to the junior high school and met with Bei Qi.
As for what was discussed, no one knows. Guan Guan only knew that when Jiang Wan came back, his expression was gloomy and unhappy.
"What's the matter, didn't you ask?" Guan Guan asked curiously.
Jiang Wan shook his head, his eyes were a little tired, and he didn't even have the usual smile: "It's okay, Guan Guan, thank you for helping me inquire, and you don't need to ask again."
"Damn, who are we with whom, do we need to say thank you?" Knowing that Jiang Wan didn't want to mention it, Guan Guan kindly changed the subject.
between classes.
Jiang Wan sat on the seat and did the question.
The questions on the paper are obviously very simple, and she can usually make them in less than a few minutes. But the reality is that she has read the topic no less than five times, but still can't write.
The mind was dizzy, and there was no energy and no desire to move.
The whole person is a very depressed feeling.
Even Mi Shuyun, who was on the side, noticed it and asked with concern, "What's the matter with you, Jiang Wan? Are you feeling unwell? Why don't you go to the infirmary?"
She shook her head and said nothing.
It's not a physical pain, it's a mental pain.
Very uncomfortable, very unhappy.
Makes it impossible to do anything.
She let out a suffocating breath and decided to let go of her mind.
Taking advantage of the fact that it was a big class break and it was still early for class, she chose to go to the rooftop to blow air and relax.
Since the fracture of her left hand, she has not practiced dancing at school. After many days, this is her first time on the rooftop.
After the National Day, the weather started to get cooler.
Jiang Wan closed his collar, and as soon as he opened the iron gate, a gust of wind blew in his face, carrying dust and crumbs, and almost lost his eyes.
When she blinked and her vision returned to clarity, she saw a figure sitting across the wall.
The pose looks terrifying.
Jiang Wan's expression suddenly changed: "Bei Huai! Come down quickly!"
Although Bei Huai had told her about sleeping on the fence last time on the rooftop, it was far less exciting than seeing it with her own eyes.
You know, this is the top of the building. Once it falls, it will be disabled even if it doesn't die.
The familiar voice resounded on the rooftop, Bei Huai thought for a moment that he had an illusion, and only when he turned his head and saw the anxious girl, did he confirm that he heard it correctly.
"Who asked you to come up." She frowned and said in a deep voice.
"Don't care who asked me to come up, you can come down first!" Jiang Wan stared at Bei Huai's movements without blinking, and didn't dare to step forward suddenly, for fear of scaring the other party.
Even though she knew that it was not the first time that the other party had done that, she was afraid.
The two were deadlocked for a few seconds, and finally Bei Huai frowned and jumped down.
Almost as soon as Beihuai came down, Jiang Wan rushed up and grabbed the opponent's arm, her voice angrily and anxious: "Do you know how dangerous it is for you to do this? What if you fall!"
Even now, her heart is still beating wildly.
"Let go." Bei Huai tried to break free, but she didn't think that the girl looked weak, but she had a lot of strength, but she didn't break free.
"Don't let it go." Jiang Wan's temper has also come up. She can accept Beihuai's many rude behaviors and her hurtful words, but she absolutely cannot accept that she does not take her own life seriously!
"I told you to let go!" Bei Huai waved his arm violently and shook off the girl's hand.
But at the same time, the sleeves were also unintentionally lifted.
The tattoo on the forearm was clearly seen by Jiang Wan.
Before she could react, she saw the girl put down her sleeves very quickly, her expression was unprecedentedly cold, and her eyes were extremely unfamiliar.
"Who do you think you are mine?"
"What right do you have to take care of me?"
"Go away!"
Every word, like the tip of a knife, plunged into Jiang Wan's heart.
It was also at this moment that she realized that she was not as resistant to injuries as she thought, and the other party could pierce her completely with a single word.
She bit her lip, her eyes were red, but she still looked at Bei Huai stubbornly.
"I thought... we were friends."
"Heh." Bei Huai laughed, wanting to be more vicious, but stabbed the girl so that she would never dare to approach her again.
But when she saw the aggrieved look on the girl's face and the tears she was holding back, she suddenly couldn't speak.
She kicked the wall irritably, her feet hurt and her heart hurt even more.
"Don't get out, okay, okay, I'll get out!" She walked away with a cold face, slamming the iron door with a "dongdong" sound.
Jiang Wan stood on the spot, the strength on her face collapsed instantly, she squatted down slowly, covered her eyes, and wept silently.
She has been held in the palm of her hand since she was a child. She has never been so angry before, but that person is still in her heart.
Sad, really sad.
Even if he knew that Bei Huai was doing it on purpose, it was still very uncomfortable.
It was so uncomfortable that she didn't want to deal with Beihuai anymore.
Why is Bei Huai so bad
The people in Class 6 have obviously felt that the aura in the class is a little different, a different kind of depression.
The first is the change of Jiang Wan. The sweet girl, who always gives people a spring breeze, doesn't like to laugh very much recently. Most of the time, she is immersed in doing questions, or just sitting in her seat in a daze.
Next is Bei Huai. She, who had been treating Jiang Wan with special treatment, started skipping classes again. Recently, the two of them have been like strangers, not saying a word.
Even Mi Shuyun asked quietly, "Jiang Wan, what happened to you and Bei Huai?"
Since the last time Bei Huai helped and taught Lu Bo a lesson, Mi Shuyun's affection for Bei Huai increased greatly, and he no longer thought she was a bad student.
"It's alright."
Mi Shuyun stared at the expressionless face on the same table and wanted to ask, are you sure
Well, well, just be happy if you're happy.
In contrast, Guanguan is much simpler. As long as it makes Jiang Wan unhappy, everyone is her enemy.
If Jiang Wan hadn't stopped her, she would have run to Bei Huai and scolded her.
"I'm so pissed off, Bei Huai, this bastard!" Guan Guan was so angry.
"I've decided that for the past three days, Cen Jin will be ignored!" Well, because Cen Jin and Bei Huai are friends, she wants to sit together!
"Pfft, then you sacrificed enough for me." Jiang Wan was depressed for several days, and was finally amused by the shutdown.
"Hey, you only look good when you smile every night. You will become a little old lady with a bitter face all day long!"
"Okay." Jiang Wan replied with a smile.
Jiang Wan's mood has improved a little here, but Beihuai's side is worse.
Clear the bar.
Cen Jin held his chin and watched Bei Huai pouring wine glass after glass. He clicked his tongue in disgust: "Hey, are you planning to get yourself drunk directly so that I can pay you?"
Bei Huai didn't say a word, just kept drinking, until the glass was intercepted by Cen Jin, and then stopped.
"Give it to me." Her eyes were a little blurry, and she looked unhappy.
"Okay, I don't want to take a drunk back home."
"Oh, tell me, you are so uncomfortable, why bother?" Cen Jin was a little helpless.
"She shouldn't be close to me, it's not good to be close to me." Bei Huai stared at the bottle, his eyes gradually lost focus, and muttered to himself.
"I'm fine with my relationship, aren't you afraid of affecting me?" Cen Jin asked with raised eyebrows.
Bei Huai didn't answer, just glanced at her lightly.
Cen Jin: "..." OK, she understands, she's not worthy.
"I didn't say, you are you, your mother is your mother, you are two people, you care what she does. Why, will her love brain still infect you?" Cen Jin continued to enlighten.
"My birth is the original sin." Bei Huai closed her eyes and her voice was hoarse.
The meaning of her existence is only to please others, no one will love her, she will never love others, and she will never follow in the footsteps of Yun Manzhu.
She is just a tool.
She felt disgusting even herself.
And Jiang Wan, she is too clean.
They shouldn't have any interaction.
Approaching her will only be hurt by her, so let her sink into the abyss alone.
The phone vibrated suddenly.
Bei Huai glanced casually and saw that Bei Qi was calling, so he hung up without thinking.
But maybe it was because of drinking, the fingers were not very flexible, and the wrong place was pressed, and it was actually connected.
"Sister? You're finally willing to answer my call! I can't find you anywhere, and you won't answer your messages." The person on the other end of the phone probably didn't expect Bei Huai to answer the phone.
"I have something to say, or I will hang up." Bei Huai reluctantly straightened up, rubbed her brow bone, and said impatiently.
Although it was unintentional, but she accepted all the calls, and she didn't want to hang up again.
"Well, a senior sister named Jiang Wan came to me a few days ago. Sister, you should know her. I accidentally hit her while playing."
"Why is she looking for you?" Bei Huai's eyes regained some clarity in an instant.
"Ask me to ask you." Bei Qi shrugged, recalling the scene of that day in his mind.
The girl stood by the corridor, her eyes were clear, but there was a hint of sadness.
He said apologetically: "I'm sorry, it involves my sister's private affairs, I can't tell you."
"I can only say that my sister used to be a very good person, but because of some things, she wanted to fight with a series of rebellious behaviors. She... actually longed for someone to approach her, but she resisted subconsciously."
"Okay, thank you." Even if she didn't get any useful clues, the girl nodded politely and thanked.
Looking at the girl's back, he blurted out: "You may have a hard time getting close to her."
The girl turned back and smiled, her eyes did not flinch: "I know, but I still want to give it a try. I think someone has to pull her out of the darkness, and I think that person is me more than others. ."
"Why are you being so kind to my sister." Bei Qi was a little confused, is there really such a selfless person
"Because... I like her and want to be friends with her and enter her world."
"I thought so when I first saw her."
"Sister, to be honest, I envy you a little bit, such a good girl, don't push others away. After all, you are too lonely by yourself." On the other end of the phone, Bei Qi sighed with emotion.
"Hey, you kid, didn't you take me seriously?" Cen Jin shouted dissatisfiedly.
Although it was clear, the environment was still relatively noisy. Cen Jin also heard Bei Huaikai's loudspeaker.
"I lost it, haha, sister Cen, you are here too. Misunderstandings are all misunderstandings." Bei Qi apologized embarrassingly.
Bei Huai didn't say a word from beginning to end, just hung up the phone silently.
She lowered her eyelids, wondering what she was thinking.
After a few seconds, she suddenly said, "Cen Jin, did I do something wrong?"
"What, regret it?" Cen Jin asked casually, squinting, shaking the red wine glass in his hand.
Bei Huai shook his head slowly, and after a moment of indulgence, he said softly, "I just suddenly felt that I shouldn't treat her like that."
Shouldn't be so cruel to her.
A girl as transparent as Jiang Wan would have guessed that she did this on purpose.
But even so, if she is treated like that, she will be hurt.
Bei Huai thought, she owes her an apology.