Everyone has a time to save face, especially when it comes to love. Fan Wei is unavoidable. In front of Duan Lin, Fan Wei tried his best to show her strong side. She didn't want to be looked down upon by anyone, let alone admit that she was a slave of love. But once there is one person left, it will be revealed immediately, feeling
I feel like I have been abandoned by the world, and all the rest are weak and helpless.
This time I leave you, it's phoenix, it's rain, it's night.
You smiled, I waved my hand, and a lonely road stretched to both ends.
Give me an encounter, but not love. Give me a love, but not forever.
Fan Wei's heart was twitching, and finally realized that waiting for Duan Lin's love was like waiting for the flowers to bloom in winter and the falling snow in summer. In fact, Duan Lin was not waiting for Duan Lin, and he was waiting for his heart to die. Can Fan Wei's heart really die? Or is it nirvana rebirth? Fan Wei didn't know that every woman in love is blind, and it is not an exaggeration to describe it as ignorance. Especially after the failure of love, the world’s
After the collapse, Fan Wei felt that what she had lost was not only the future, but also her mind, leaving nothing but gloom and confusion. Time seems to have lost its meaning to Fan Wei. Fan Wei is like a walking dead, hiding in the dark without a master. I don’t know how long it has passed. When Fan Wei suddenly stood up, he found that Li Saisi and Zuo Yu didn’t know anything. Time
When he appeared not far away, he was watching himself quietly.
From beginning to end, neither of them bothered Fan Wei, but waited and waited quietly. Until Fan Wei walked out of the grove, Li Saisi said softly and comforted: "There are very few things that can be changed in life. If you feel that God treats yourself unfairly, you can think about whether you can live better if you do it again. Good now if
There is no absolute certainty, then it means that the things that desperately want to escape from you do not belong to you in the first place. "
Zuo Yu on the side nodded, agreeing: "If you lose your horse, don't you know it's not good fortune? If you lose a tree, you have the whole forest." Fan Wei doesn't want a forest, or how many women in the world want a forest? At least in the eyes of most women, a suitable tree is more precious than an unsuitable forest. It's a pity that the tree that once belonged to Fan Wei
The tree has been chopped down by Time's axe, and what now appears in front of Fan Wei is neither a forest nor a tree, but a half-length wooden pile. Fan Wei knew that she could not complain to Li Saisi and the others. First of all, they were not their close friends, nor were they girlfriends. They were not even true friends, but they tended towards common interests and finally came together. Fan Wei
You can't even show them your weak side, as that will only make you lose both love and dignity.
Fan Wei stood up and wiped her cheeks, only to realize that she was not crying. Then she lowered her head and walked out of the small forest silently, and said softly, "I'm fine."
"Don't force yourself." Li Saisi said softly.
Fan Wei shook her head: "I said I'm fine."
Zuo Yu wanted to say something but stopped, but after all he didn't say anything. Led by Li Saisi and Zuo Yu, they left the grove and the van containing all of Fan Wei's belongings stopped not far away. After getting in the car, Li Saisi asked Fan Wei where to go next. After a short silence, Fan Wei was not much bigger than a mosquito.
His voice said: "Go home..." Half an hour later, the van stopped in an ordinary residential community. This was the original community, the starting point of everything, and Fan Wei's real home. No matter how much money Fan Wei has after leaving here, or what he has become,
Fan Wei has always kept the house his mother left for her.
Gently insert the key into the old keyhole, and with a crisp click, Fan Wei's impetuous heart was somewhat stabilized.
Fan Wei stood at the door, looking at Li Saisi and Zuo Yu behind him, and apologized: "Thank you very much for helping me move, but I can’t invite you to come in and sit, because this house can never be entered by yin people, please You understand."
Li Saisi and Zuo Yu glanced at each other, their eyes soft, without the slightest displeasure.
Li Saisi nodded: "If this is the case, then you should rest early." After that, Li Saisi turned and left.
Zuo Yu pointed downstairs and asked, "When will I bring the luggage in the car to you? Wait a while or tomorrow?"
"Now, it's time to work." Fan Wei nodded slightly, thanking her sincerely. Zuo Yu was a bit long-winded, attached it directly to the driver's body, and then moved all the luggage into the house. Fan Wei was disgusted with Zuo Yu in the past, purely because of Duan Lin’s relationship. After all, the person her boyfriend hates, as a woman
Will follow the hate indiscriminately, in the same way, the person a woman hates herself, her boyfriend will also follow it. But now, Fan Wei and Duan Lin have drawn a clear line, and immediately lost one of the main reasons to hate Zuo Yu, and Zuo Yu has helped Fan Wei a lot during this period, and Fan Wei's attitude towards Zuo Yu also followed. Has changed, at least not like
It was so rejected before.
After Zuo Yu put away his luggage, he comforted Fan Wei and left consciously. Fan Wei sorted the luggage piece by piece, and then cleaned all the dusty floor and furniture. It was not until the last time that she pressed the switch to find that there was no electricity at home, and then went to the property to pay the utility bill. Watching the renewed light
With electric lights, Fan Wei sat on the sofa, feeling a long-lost sense of peace in her heart.
Going around and around, from birth to death, and finally back to the original starting point. Obviously many, many things have happened, but nothing seems to have happened.
If it were placed in the past, Fan Wei would definitely laugh at herself a few times, but now, Fan Wei has long lost the energy and vitality of the previous, and some is just a body that has gone through the vicissitudes and changes, physically and mentally exhausted. .
Seeing the night outside the window, Fan Wei murmured that it was time to eat, then stood up and walked into the kitchen, scanned the empty kitchen, and then shook his head with a wry smile, and had to go to the kitchen. market.
After working hard to the end, I finally ate the food made by myself. It was already past eight o'clock in the evening.
With two dishes, one soup and one bowl of rice, Fan Wei ate her tears unconsciously. Why are you crying? emptiness? lonely? remorse? sad? Maybe it's all, or maybe it's nothing. Because all the answers now have no meaning to Fan Wei, Fan Wei can only eat dinner as quickly as possible and turn around and enter the bedroom. (End of this chapter)