Fan Wei called out softly, and after a few seconds, Liu Xin pushed in. With eyes facing each other, there was a touch of relief in Liu Xin's eyes, and a look appeared in Fan Wei's sight. No matter what the look, it meant that Fan Wei had recovered from the state of insensitivity. Liu Xin quickly squatted by the bed, holding Fan Wei's hand,
Carefully asked: "Sister, are you better?"
Fan Wei did not answer, but instead asked softly: "Make me something to eat." Liu Xin has always been worried about Fan Wei's physical condition. Now Fan Wei takes the initiative to eat, which is naturally a problem for Liu Xin. Great news, so there is no hesitation, I will be ready for today long ago, I don’t know it’s hot
Several times the meal broke in.
Although the taste may owe a little, it can at least help Fan Wei's stomach for the first time. Seeing Fan Wei chewing and eating the food slowly, Liu Xin was relieved and did not ask anything too much. After nearly half an hour, Fan Wei finally put down the dishes and chopsticks, took the napkin handed by Liu Xin, and wiped the corners of her mouth.
, Shook his head gently: "I'm full."
While Liu Xin was cleaning up the dishes, Fan Wei resumed her original posture and continued to stare at the ceiling in a daze. It's just different from the previous daze, this time it was a deliberate daze.
When Liu Xin came in again, Fan Wei felt that her vacant and fluttering body had recovered a bit, at least she wouldn't tremble when she raised her arm.
Regardless of Liu Xin's obstruction, he got up and got out of the bed, his legs swayed and almost fell. Fortunately, he grabbed the side of the bed and stabilized his body. He took two deep breaths, relied on his own efforts, and slowly entered the bathroom. After carefully grooming and dressing, he took over the clothes that Liu Xin had prepared in advance and changed. The white dress and the sun hat with a big brim are obvious
It's a dress for going out.
"Sister, where are you going?" Liu Xin asked worriedly.
Fan Wei shook her head, did not answer, but glanced around, wondering: "Where is Johnny? Why didn't he see him."
Hearing Fan Wei's question, Liu Xin's eyes were a little complicated, and his expression was slightly embarrassed: "For what happened before, Johnny was ashamed and didn't know how to face you, so he went out early in the morning." Fan Wei disapproved. Shrugged, and walked to the door to change his shoes, and said: "He thinks too much, this matter has nothing to do with him, I haven't fallen to the point of angering others. Besides, it's because of your face. ,Neither do I
What will happen to him, relax and live a good life. "At first, Liu Xin felt that Fan Wei had gone through such a big change. It would take a lot of time to get out, and the emotion of death and life would last for a while. But the facts are far from what Liu Xin expected. Fan Wei's recovery speed
It was much faster than expected, and it was calmer and scary, and the scene of crying, making trouble and hanging himself did not happen.
This is something to be happy about, but Liu Xin knows Fan Wei too well. The more calm he is, the more likely it is that something will happen.
Fan Wei has always belonged to the category of people who say that if you don't speak, you are a blockbuster.
Seeing that Fan Wei had changed his shoes, Liu Xin didn't dare to delay, so he changed his shoes and planned to go out with Fan Wei. As a result, as soon as he picked up the shoes, Fan Wei had already started to stop Liu Xin.
"I'll just go out, don't have to follow me."
"Sister, just let me follow. Anyway, I have nothing to do." Liu Xin grabbed Fan Wei's hand that had pushed the door open, smiled with a rare smile, and pleaded as much as possible. Fan Wei calmly took his arm out of Liu Xin's hand, patted Liu Xin's shoulder, and said earnestly: "I know you are worried about me, for my good, but all your worries are unnecessary. Now that I have come out, then I
Of course, I don't do anything stupid, I just want to be alone for a while, and take some relaxation. "
"Really?" Liu Xin stared at Fan Wei, with a little suspicion in her tone.
Fan Wei didn't mean to explain more, cast a look of'I know it in my heart', and then pushed the door and left.
Although Liu Xin was still very worried, Fan Wei insisted on doing this. Liu Xin couldn't forcefully stop her, so she could only pray silently in her heart. Fan Wei shouldn't do anything stupid. After leaving home, Fan Wei walked silently along the road outside the community with his head down. The destination was naturally the hospital. Although the nearest hospital is also a ten-minute drive from Fan Wei’s community, if you walk on two legs, you will have to walk forty to fifty minutes.
Zhong was fine, but Fan Wei didn't mean to take a taxi at all, and even had no idea.
Perhaps because of a guilty conscience, Fan Wei is like a thief carrying stolen goods, for fear of being discovered by someone. As for the booty, it was naturally Fan Wei's idea of an abortion.
For a woman, the idea of abortion must be the most desperate time in her heart. If not, who mother would bear to kill her own child by herself
From the time when Fan Wei came up with the idea of abortion to actually implement it now, it took less than half a day to add up the time before and after. It was really quick to cut the mess. In Fan Wei's view, she was pregnant for a short time, and the current child has not even formed, that is to say, it is just a special cell, without consciousness or thought. Perhaps according to Xuanmen's statement, at the moment the child was conceived, there was already a'bardo body' entering Fan Wei's body. Whenever an abortion starts, it is a sinful thing. Therefore, the only thing Fan Wei can do is to have an abortion as soon as possible so that we can start together as soon as possible.
It ends early, so the fetus will disappear without any feeling.
It's not that Fan Wei didn't have the idea of being a'single mother'. Fan Wei knows his situation better than anyone else. The life and death separation, the sufferings and sorrows he has experienced, are all vividly visible. Fan Wei is like a broom star. From the moment he was born, bad luck has been entangled in Fan Wei's body.
I have left, as if anyone who has contaminated Fan Wei will not have any good end.
The child inherited the blood of Fan Wei and was conceived by Fan Wei's body. It can be said that he is the closest person in the world. Then, Fan Wei's bad luck and misfortune will naturally affect the child.
How has Fan Wei's life been, the ups and downs, and the parting of life and death, Fan Wei has been relieved. But Fan Wei must not allow her children to experience these things too. If this is the case, Fan Wei would rather not have this child!
For forty minutes, to Fan Wei at this moment, it was like a white horse passing a gap and was squandered in the blink of an eye. In front of me, the words of the municipal hospital were striking. (End of this chapter)