Shen Feng once said that he loved Fan Wei and died in the hands of his most beloved sister-in-law.
Zuo Yu and Li Saisi also said that they loved themselves, but both died in catastrophe.
Extending love to say love Fan Wei, begged to die alone, and left this world.
Duan Lin said aloud'I love you', and was dragged away by the evil creature, disappearing without a trace.
In the past, Fan Wei felt that fate could be fought for and then changed, but now Fan Wei has finally awakened and accepted his fate. No matter whether his fate can be changed, Fan Wei can no longer seek to change, otherwise, some people will die. Fan Wei is like a magnet that attracts danger. Anyone who approaches Fan Wei will be corroded by the endless danger wrapped in Fan Wei's body, and eventually die without a whole body.
Father and son Abuli started the fishing boat and headed for the nearest land.
Fan Wei sat on the deck and watched the clear water pass under her feet, without shed another tear.
The beloved man died, but Fan Wei did not cry, even calmly a little indifferent. This must be proof of cold-blooded ruthlessness in the eyes of outsiders, but in Liu Xin's eyes it is very heartbroken.
Liu Xin knows what kind of stormy waves Fan Wei is experiencing at the moment. Liu Xin has been standing behind Fan Wei, watching Fan Wei quietly, in order to always be ready to go to the sea to rescue Fan Wei, so that Fan Wei will not commit suicide by jumping into the sea. No one knows.
"Are you worried that I would jump into the sea?" Fan Wei asked casually, staring at the clear waves without turning her head.
"Sister, I know how painful your heart is now. Any comforting words are pale and weak at this time, so I won't say meaningless words to comfort you." Liu Xin stepped to Fan Wei and sat down, the same. Looking at the sea in the distance, the voice said softly.
"So, you still worry about me jumping into the sea." Fan Wei asked again.
Liu Xin shook his head: "Objectively speaking, I know you will not jump into the sea. After all, you will not kill Duan Lin's last mark." When saying this, Liu Xin glanced at Fan Wei's stomach and continued: "Subjectively speaking, I am very worried about your collapse. No matter how tough you are, no matter how strong you are, you will eventually collapse, especially..."
Liu Xin didn't continue, because even Liu Xin felt that the following words might be too hurtful.
Fan Wei took the initiative to add to Liu Xin: "Especially the spiritual support has fallen, and I don't have much meaning and motivation to live."
"So you will jump into the sea?" This time it was Liu Xin's turn to ask.
Fan Wei did not nod or shook her head. Even the expression on her face did not change in any way. She just looked at the sea: "I don't know how to jump."
"Oh." Liu Xin didn't ask for the answer, just need to know the result and feel relieved.
Among all the people, Liu Xin is the one who has changed the least. Her heart is the same as she first saw. The one who didn't like to ask questions is still enough now. Born in the darkest hour, growing up in the most miserable hell, in the end, he is the person who can hold his original heart best. It is not easy and respectable, which even Fan Wei can't do.
Fan Wei and Liu Xin are exactly the opposite. Liu Xin remains unchanged, while Fan Wei has changed too much.
The female college student who used to carry schoolbags, the tireless flowers of the motherland, has now become a clambering female man in the sea of blood and blood.
The little girl who used to scream even when she saw a cockroach, now faces the most ugly and sinister corpse resentful spirit without frowning.
Fan Wei used to be a small sapling, only enough to shade Duan Lin alone. Now Fan Wei has grown into a towering tree, but can no longer provide shade for Duan Lin. Because Fan Wei is too tall and too dazzling, the wood Xiu Yu will be destroyed by the forest wind. The leaves of Fan Wei’s big tree were burned, and the trunk was riddled with worms. Wild dogs urinated under the tree, unfortunate people. Hanged from a branch. The small tree swaying in the wind turned into disgusting rotten wood.
Recalling the scene of seeing Duan Lin for the first time, Fan Wei suddenly realized that the stronger she became and the higher she grew, the further away from Duan Lin. I used to be worthless, but I was close to Duan Lin's skin, and I couldn't get closer. There is an old saying that when you get some things, you will inevitably lose other things.
Fan Wei has gained too many things, but lost everything.
Chasing for half a lifetime, in the end it was empty.
Fan Wei looked at the sea and couldn't help sighing in her heart.
When I walked over the mountain, the mountain did not speak.
When I passed by the sea, the sea did not speak.
The little donkey ticked, leaning on the sword to accompany me to the end of the world.
Everyone said that I became a monk on Mount Emei because I fell in love with Hero Yang Guo.
In fact, I just fell in love with the clouds and clouds of Mount Emei, like fireworks when I was sixteen.
When the clouds disperse and the clouds fall, even the fireworks are short-lived, stunning for a moment, but what is left is a spot of lead blooms. In the end, we still have to face reality. Fan Wei wanted to cry very much, but the emotions that can be vented with tears are not emotions, and the emotions that cannot be relieved with tears, there is no other better way.
Many times, Fan Wei envied those heartless people, laughed a lot when they encountered happy things, and cried a lot when they encountered sad things.
After laughing and crying, the days go on.
Fan Wei just thinks too much and scruples too much, so that she has been very tired all her life. Fan Wei knows very well that she will know her mistakes in her life.
"Actually..." Liu Xin lowered her head and said slowly: "I also thought about it all the time, if I never see Johnny again, what should I do in the future. Maybe I won't be stronger than my sister, we two It will be the one that will die faster. I heard people say that people who are suffering from lovesickness may die over time due to fatigue. I always thought it was a joke, how could a person die just because they think about it? But When we were floating in the ocean, facing Sister Zhao and the endless evil things, the feeling of heartbreaking and scratching the heart with a hundred claws made me deeply feel for the first time that lovesickness would really kill. One person died."
I don't know about lovesickness in my life, and I suffer from lovesickness, white heads, rags and tears, the most painful life is lovesickness.
Acacia is the driving force of waiting. If it is never possible to meet, then waiting is meaningless, and Acacia becomes a murderous knife.
The magic of love is like this, it can make people happy like honey, and every pore on the body will lose their teeth sweetly. But it can also make people extremely painful, every inch of the heart is scratching, knives and axes.
Fan Wei's heart is like this, the surface peace is diametrically opposed to the inner struggle.
"Fan Wei, you are really a hypocritical person!" Fan Wei said to herself in her heart, clearly wishing to die, but she wanted to pretend to be insensitive.
Others came to the sea for the first time and gained freedom and vastness. What about Fan Wei? (End of this chapter)