Ervis listened with some understanding and did not interrupt Gu Mengmeng's words.
Gu Mengmeng took a deep breath and continued: "If you don't really consider accepting someone as your partner, you shouldn't give people such an illusion from the beginning. This kind of use is too shameless. For a person with integrity like me It can't be done. And now, Leia lives in our cave because of your injury, and then his cave is temporarily occupied by people from the Eagle Owl tribe. They helped us in times of crisis. We can't cross the river and destroy the bridge. Drive him away? So I agree to let Leia live in our cave, but I don’t want to accept too much care from him.”
Gu Mengmeng paused and collected her emotions before continuing: "Leia and I... you also know. But no matter how much I liked him at the beginning, now that I am married to you, I don't want him to think that he only wants to If you treat me better, we can return to the same situation as before. So the best way is not to cross that line and keep a distance that is not too far or too close to each other. If he goes to find snacks for me today, It only takes about half an hour to come back, then I can accept it. Between friends, it is human nature for him to run errands for me when I am pregnant. But if it takes three or four days... for me , it’s too burdensome.”
After hearing this, Ervis was silent for a long time. His blue eyes were as deep as the sea. He thought for a long time before he asked: "Leia...are you really not going to forgive him?"
Gu Mengmeng did not answer, but asked: "Do you want me to forgive him?"
Ervis hesitated, but finally nodded.
Gu Mengmeng sat back, distanced herself from Ervis, frowned and asked, "Then what? After forgiving him, what do you want me to do?"
A blood vessel burst out on Ervis's forehead, and his struggle and entanglement need not be explained, they are obvious.
It seemed like it took a century before Elvis replied in a dry voice: "Accept him and let him be your partner."
"What about you? Do you want to leave me?" Gu Mengmeng asked coldly.
Ervis raised his head suddenly, shook his head firmly, and said: "I will not leave you, not at any time."
Gu Mengmeng clasped her hands on her chest and said, "I can only have one partner, you know."
Ervis tried to hold Gu Mengmeng's hand, but Gu Mengmeng shook it off. Ervis knew that Gu Mengmeng was angry, but he still decided to continue talking.
He moved two steps forward and held Gu Mengmeng in his arms. Ervis put his chin on Gu Mengmeng's neck, and his voice was so hoarse that it made people feel distressed: "I long to have you all to myself, so that you can only belong to me." I am alone. But... except for the time he spent with you, Leia's life is worse than death. There is only hatred and destruction in his eyes... just like me back then."
Gu Mengmeng vaguely felt something. She couldn't explain what she was thinking, but she knew that she should listen to Ervis's words quietly now, so she stopped struggling and allowed Ervis to hold her and tell him about him. and Leia’s past.
"We are all people standing on the cliff, teetering on the edge, but walking step by step towards the abyss of eternal destruction. I am lucky that you held me back... Originally, Leia also had such an opportunity." Ervis sighed. , said: "Until we met you, Leia and I were alive. If we had never met you, we would have been living with a kind of hatred as support, but now...if we lose you, there will be nothing left." It can support us to continue breathing.”
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Thank you QQ reading darlings "Ruyue" and "PL`H" for the 100 reading points~