The female was obviously smiling, but her face was full of despair.
"Why?" Gu Mengmeng didn't understand.
She could understand it if she was so humiliated and tortured that she wanted to die when she was just kidnapped by the stray beast. Now, Ervis is sixteen years old. If he died because he couldn't bear the humiliation... wouldn't this reflex arc be too long
Videl's attitude towards this female seemed to be no ordinary stray beast, which could be seen from where she lived and Videl's willingness to take risks to snatch the kiss of the ocean for her.
Not to mention his current strength, depending on where the two great gods Ervis and Vardan are, if he goes alone, he will basically have a narrow escape. If he is willing to take risks for her, if it is not good for her... Gu Meng Meng didn't believe it.
So Gu Mengmeng couldn't figure out what was the reason that made her suddenly not want to live
"Do you know... what is despair?" The female spoke slowly, her voice as soft as feathers blown away by the wind and falling into dust. If you are not careful, you can't even hear her voice.
Desperate
Gu Mengmeng doesn't have a deep understanding of this word.
In modern times, she can be regarded as a person whose grandma does not love her uncle, and whose grandpa kicks her grandma diagonally.
When I was four years old, my father cheated on me and married a young and presumptuous mistress, forcing my mother to divorce. When she was six years old, her mother took her to remarry, and then she began a long life of watching her mother suffer domestic violence because she was a procrastinator. Whenever the door rang every day, she would subconsciously tremble all over. He was very timid, but even this kind of life only lasted until he was thirteen years old.
Her stepfather could no longer tolerate an extra person in the family, so she was kicked out.
The mother hugged her two-year-old brother and chose the latter between her and her family.
Many people said she was miserable, worthy of sympathy, and should be pitied.
But she didn't think so.
Life has a curve, and it will not always go down. When you are extremely unlucky, you will always go up no matter how you live.
So she desperately looked for a place where she could work without an ID card, even if the salary was very low, as long as food and housing were included.
Although it was hard, she still felt that her life was getting better day by day.
Despair was never a word that existed in her dictionary.
Later, when she traveled to the Beast God, she was panicked and at a loss. The tolerance and love given to her by Kelvis and Leia were more warm than the eighteen years they had been together in modern times, although there were always things like this. Problems arose, but she never doubted her happiness.
So, what kind of despair would make the female in front of me give up her life
Hunger strike, starving yourself to death, is a long and slow process of torture. Every second in this process is torture. Your stomach will constantly challenge your determination to die. But despite this, she actually After nearly half a year
"I turned Biddle into a wandering beast, so he hates me... of course." The female said quietly, with an expressionless face and a deathly sadness: "When he snatched me out of the tribe, I was still looking forward to it. My males can come to save me. However, every time Biddle goes out, one of my pairing marks will disappear... I feel panic and fear. I don't want them to come to save me at first. I just want them to live well. …”