Gu Mengmeng raised her head, her eyes full of anticipation.
Ervis had no choice but to scratch her little nose and said: "It's okay to listen to stories, but you're not allowed to feel sad casually. Those pains have accumulated to qualify me to meet you. If you sympathize with me... I will become very pathetic." .”
Gu Mengmeng pursed her lips and nodded.
Ervis then continued: "When there was only one wolf left in each of the three pits, someone finally approached the pit again. Unfortunately, they were not here to feed food, but to fill the pit. Stones kept coming from They were dropped from the pit and hit us, but we couldn't resist. The range of movement was compressed by the stones, while the entrance of the pit was built higher and higher by the stones. The narrow and cramped space made us more and more nervous. I became more and more restless, and the stone wall beside the pit was dug with two claws into a deep stone groove... Until one day, the huge boulder at the entrance of the pit suddenly collapsed. We had to avoid the huge rocks in the cramped space, and quickly Make a judgment and then step out of the pit one stone after another.”
"Out of the three pits, only two wolves came out alive. The other one... was buried with huge boulders at the bottom of the pit and was smashed into pulp."
"And all this is not the end... but the beginning." Elvis' eyes wandered, pointing to an open space outside the three pits, and said: "I and another wolf who escaped from the pits talked to each other. Hatred, in each other's eyes, we are just food for each other. Brothers and family ties, etc., at that time... had long been extinguished. "
"He was more seriously injured by the stone than I was, so I was the one who survived in the end."
"In the more than ten years before I met you, I thought more than once... If I had known I wouldn't have resisted, how could I have let him eat me? It's okay to give him this disgusting and boring life. But now... I'm really glad that I had such a crazy desire to survive at that time. Fortunately, I survived. No matter how dirty or miserable the process was, if it was for you... it would be worth it."
Gu Mengmeng's hand holding Ervis was trembling, and she pursed her lips without saying a word.
Ervis hooked Gu Mengmeng's chin, his eyes were as deep as the stars in the sea, deep and addictive: "We agreed, you are not allowed to pity me."
Gu Mengmeng shook her head, smiled, and said in the gentlest voice: "I'm just very touched. It turns out that you did such a brave thing just to meet me."
"Brave? Haha, you can always think of some words to beautify those ugliness, but I find it useful." Ervis kissed Gu Mengmeng's lips, just lightly and sweetly, without any lust, only full of love. of love and care.
Ervis looked at Gu Mengmeng's eyes signaling him to continue, and felt quite helpless. He really didn't think these old things were worth talking about, nor were they heroic deeds.
But he couldn't deny that no matter how unworthy he thought these things were, after sharing them with her, he felt lighter than ever before.
It was as if the garbage in those memories were being cleared away bit by bit with every word he said, and his whole heart became brighter.
Smiling, Ervis tried his best to talk about the cruel past in a relaxed tone: "I was thrown into the wolf's den with my eyes red. At that time, I seemed to be the same age as Gallio and the others now. Hungry, injured Pain and fear were all I had at the time."
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Today is White Day
Happy White Day to all my babies
Well, for those of you who received flowers last month, remember to buy chocolates as a return gift.
If you have a boy you like, it’s time to confess~
And then, today’s update comes to an end.
See you tomorrow~