"I'm afraid you'll hide and cry alone." He gently pressed his chin on the top of her hair and sighed again.
Mo Shuang's heartbeat suddenly stopped.
For a moment, I thought I heard it wrong.
Are you afraid that she will hide and cry alone
I'm afraid she'll hide somewhere and cry alone!
Just this sentence, just this sentence, the high wall that had been frozen in her heart for a long time collapsed instantly.
Tears flowed down even more profusely.
"Which eye of yours saw me crying?"
She sniffed and straightened her voice. The dark night was so good, it could hide all a person's emotions.
There seemed to be a chuckle from above.
"I can see you crying with either eye!"
The warm breath sprayed thinly on the top of his head, lifting the broken hair on his forehead and gently touching his skin, making it feel numb. His voice was low and hoarse, seeming to reveal a hint of exhaustion.
Mo Shuang was startled.
Is he tired too
As tired as she is
They are both physically and mentally exhausted!
"Leng Qisu, why do you do this to me?"
Since he was afraid of her crying, what did he say in the wing just now
Give her a few slaps and then come over and touch her
"What kind?"
Leng Qisu's voice was very soft, but his arms were still tightly wrapped around her, as if he had been longing for this hug for a long time and was unwilling to let go even a little bit.
Her body was leaning stiffly against his chest, and through the thin clothes, she could clearly feel the warmth on his chest, burning her back.
This moment feels so real.
"Why did you try to trick me into thinking this way?" She suddenly turned her head and looked up at him, her eyes red.
"Lied to you?" Leng Qisu frowned, suddenly thought of something, and suddenly smiled sadly, "If you are talking about the beads..."
"Didn't you say you would grant me death? Why did you give me the drug to fake death?"
She interrupted him. She didn't take the matter of beads to heart at all.
Leng Qisu's body trembled, he lowered his eyes and stared at her for a while, "Did Shi Yi tell you?"
"Don't worry, just answer me why?"
"Why not? I never thought about letting you die." In fact, he wanted to say that he was reluctant to let her die, but he never said that sentence.
"Then why didn't you tell me beforehand? And why didn't you tell me afterward?"
Mo Shuang's eyes were burning for a moment.
He pursed his lips, not knowing how to answer.
He originally wanted to tell her, but a lot of things happened after that, and he missed the best opportunity.
Then... Lily died inexplicably.
She hates him to the core!
Later, he thought, so what if he told her!
After all, he hurt her. After all, it was his distrust that killed her and their child.
He's not one to explain, never has been.
This is his fault, he should bear it, right
Seeing that he was silent, she sneered and turned away, "Let me say it for you, because I am nothing in your heart. I am just an enemy's trick, or just a chess piece of yours. I should not get it in the first place." Trust me, you don’t have to explain to me, you don’t care at all whether I misunderstood, right?”
"No, that's not the case. You clearly know that's not the case!"
"I have no idea!"
She growled, her voice full of tears.
His eyes flashed with pain, and he slowly walked in front of her, reached out to hold her face, and lifted it up little by little.
Seeing her with tears streaming down her face, he was so heartbroken that he couldn't breathe.
"It's my fault, it's all my fault, it's all my fault..."
He raised his hand to gently wipe the tears from her face, with a painful expression in his eyes. He instinctively wanted to explain, but he had no idea where to start.
Mo Shuang stared at him hatefully, pursed her lips and said nothing, but tears were like broken beads, rustling out of her eyes.
He kept wiping, but the tears grew more and more, and he couldn't wipe them away.
"Mo Shuang..." He looked at her tremblingly, as if his heart had been gouged by something, and the heart-piercing pain was overwhelming.
He finally couldn't bear it any longer and reached out to press her head tightly into his arms.
His warm lips were close to her ear, trembling a little, and his voice was hoarse than ever before.
"I often think, if I had told you all my plans on the haystack at the racecourse that night without any suspicion, would I have hurt you so deeply? Would you still hate me as much as you do today? Me?… But there is no if!”
His arms were very strong, as if he were afraid that she would suddenly disappear, and he held her tightly in his arms.
Mo Shuang's face was forced to stick to his chest. This position almost made her unable to breathe.
"Leng Qisu..." She struggled.
"There are no ifs in this world..." He ignored her, completely immersed in his own emotions, decadent and painful, "So, I just want to make up for it, and don't want to ask for your forgiveness. Just now, you asked me why I saved you?" I said it was for peace of mind, but in fact, in that situation, I couldn't think so much. I only knew that if I could only live by one person, that person would have to be you!"
(End of chapter)