He was about to open his mouth to ask when he heard the woman's voice speak again, "Brother Chu, do you know? No matter you are Feng Xiaochen or Chu Xunmo, you have always been an existence in my heart that cannot be replaced by others. Because you were always by my side when I was in the most difficult times, but... What I never dreamed of was that everything I have today is actually thanks to you!"
Thanks to you!
The last sentence exploded in Chu Xunmo's ears like a muffled thunder.
It shocked him.
What's the meaning
He raised his eyes in shock, only to find that the woman in front of him had tears streaming down his face at some point.
"Shuang'er..."
"You tell me, eleven years ago, you didn't give me medicine, you didn't send people to chase me, you didn't let Linglong replace me, you said, you said, you said you didn't do any of this! You said it !”
Mo Shuang's eyes were red and she asked him loudly, her chest rising and falling rapidly.
Seeing her losing control, Chu Xunmo was startled for a moment, then thought of something, his face changed drastically, his feet went weak, he took two steps back before steadying himself, his eyes full of shock and disbelief, "You... you... You are Ying'er."
"It's just me... my good big brother!" The woman smiled bitterly, but her tears became even more wanton.
Yes, she is Feng Qingying. To be precise, her current body belongs to Feng Qingying. The eight-year-old girl had died of hunger and cold under the stone lion in front of the Seventh Prince's Mansion, and she happened to travel through time.
That day, at the fire scene, when Linglong and Chuxia stuffed her into the furnace cavity, they acted roughly and brutally. Her head hit the bluestone on the furnace wall. After the heavy blow, she actually recovered her memory. Not only did she recover Mo Shuang's memory, but also Mo Shuang's memory. The memory of the owner of this body was restored.
She clearly remembered that that night, she went to find Feng Xiaochen and wanted him to accompany her to catch fireflies. As a result, when she walked to Feng Xiaochen's house, she heard the conversation between him and the housekeeper.
"Young Master, the lady's medicine is ready. Do you want to bring it to her?" It was the butler's voice.
At that time, she was startled. She was not sick. Why should she prepare medicine
In order to hear what happened, she hid at the door and did not go in.
Then, I heard Feng Xiaochen say, "Well, we have to let her drink it tonight and have a good sleep. When she wakes up tomorrow morning, she will forget everything and everyone, including who she is. Then, we will give her some Instill some information in her mind."
She was confused at the time, and she froze at the door and forgot to move.
Until the housekeeper opened the door with the medicine and saw her.
She just came to her senses, turned around and ran away.
In her eight-year-old consciousness, she only knew that they were going to give her a medicine, a medicine that would cause her to lose her memory. She didn’t want it. She didn’t want to lose her memory. She didn’t want to forget her father, her mother, or her mother. Own.
So she ran to find her father, but she was quickly caught by the housekeeper. It was Feng Xiaochen. It was Feng Xiaochen who forcibly opened her mouth and drank the medicine.
I woke up again, not in the early morning of the next day, but in the middle of the night.
She really forgot everything, she didn't know where she was
She got up and went out, walking in a daze. Everyone was already asleep at that time, and no one noticed that she walked out of Feng Mansion.
On the street, she had no direction at all. After a while, she lost her way. She wanted to return to Feng Mansion, but she couldn't find the way.
She began to wander, began to beg, and began to live a life without enough food and clothing.
For a bun, she was beaten severely, and for a pair of worn shoes, she was bitten by a dog.
She even fought with a bunch of beggars much bigger than herself in order to grab a leftover pear gour that someone else had eaten, causing her head to bleed.
She wandered from summer to winter.
Until one snowy night, she was cold, hungry and had nowhere to go, so she got under the stone lion in front of a wealthy family's house to resist the wind and snow, and never woke up again.
Mo Shuang frowned, shook his head in pain, and pulled his thoughts away from the unbearable memories.
These days, she doesn't think about it. Even when she sees Chu Xunmo, she deliberately ignores him, doesn't think about it, and doesn't face it.
However, the memory is so vivid that she cannot escape.
Today, this man insisted on coming to her door, and finally her emotions were like a torrent that opened the floodgates, out of control.
She choked with sobs, "Daddy was kind enough to take you in, but you did this to me... I was still so young at that time, how could you do this?... How could you do this?"
Chu Xunmo was shocked and couldn't recover for a long time. It wasn't until Mo Shuang reached out to push him and questioned him that he suddenly woke up, grabbed her arm, and shook it excitedly, "Are you really Ying'er? You’re still alive! You’re actually still alive!”
"What? Should I die?" Mo Shuang chuckled, with tears on her face. She raised her hand and waved his arm away vigorously, gritted her teeth and said word by word, "You selfish, ungrateful hypocrite!"
Chu Xunmo swayed, looked at her with pain in his eyes, and shook his head, "No, Shuang'er, it's not what you think, it's not..."
(End of chapter)