Everything about Lin Aiguo's funeral was simple, and it took less than ten days from cremation to arranging the funeral.
Since Lin Aiguo's death, Lin Suizhou has become more taciturn than before, aware of his father's difference, Qianqian and Liang Shen never dare to come over to disturb him, for fear of offending him, the atmosphere of the whole family seems very tense.
After returning from the cemetery, Lin Suizhou went straight back to the room. Looking at the man's gloomy back, Jiang Tang sighed heavily.
"Mom." Qianqian took Jiang Tang's hand, "Dad doesn't look happy, I want to play with him..."
Shallow eyes filled with anticipation.
Recently, she dare not talk to Lin Suizhou, let alone lie in his arms and act like a baby like before. Although he is at home all day, they rarely see each other. Dad often sits in the courtyard alone without anyone looking at him. , no one cares. Qianqian was worried, but she didn't dare to approach.
Jiang Tang touched her daughter's soft hair, bent down and looked up at her eyes: "It's okay, Dad will be fine in a few days, Qianqian can go play with brothers first?"
Qianqian nodded, depressed, went to the yard to find her brothers.
Jiang Tang tore her hair in distress, took a deep breath and walked upstairs.
Lin Suizhou was not in the bedroom, so he must be in the study. As expected, when Jiang Tang arrived in the study, he saw a man working at his desk.
The huge study room was silent. The man who hadn't rested for many days was thinner than before. He was wearing a black shirt with the sleeves rolled up to his elbows. His eyes were blue and blue, and his eyes were serious and focused on revising the company documents.
Because of the funeral, Lin Suizhou has already vacated a lot of work, and he must finish it quickly in the past few days.
Her eyelashes trembled slightly, she curled her fingers and knocked on the door, then walked in.
Jiang Tang circled around to Lin Suizhou. She couldn't understand what was on the document, so she glanced at it casually and looked away.
"Take a break, you haven't slept well these days."
Lin Suizhou shook his head, holding the pen with a slender and strong hand, "The company has accumulated a lot of documents, which must be done today. You go and rest first, and don't worry about me."
His voice was hoarse, and the original pitch could hardly be heard.
Jiang Tang frowned: "Your voice doesn't sound right, is your throat uncomfortable?"
"No discomfort." As he spoke, Lin Suizhou half-clenched his fist and coughed a few times in a low voice.
"..."
Sure enough, something was wrong.
Jiang Tang raised his hand and stroked his forehead, then tried his own body temperature, it was very hot.
With a thump in her heart, she snatched the pen from his hand without thinking, and grabbed his arm to forcibly pull him up: "You have a fever, come here and lie down for me."
"I don't have a fever." Lin Suizhou's jaw was tight and his figure didn't move at all. "Give me the pen, this document is very important to me."
Jiang Tang stubbornly shook her head: "I don't care what documents or not, your body is more important than anything else."
"I said I'm fine."
"No." Jiang Tang put his hands behind his back, "Come here and lie down for me."
Lin Suizhou took a deep breath, closed his eyes, and his voice was weak: "Jiang Tang, I don't have time to fight with you, I'm busy, you go out."
He lowered his eyes indifferently, and then took a new pen from the pen holder.
The man's side face was hidden under the light, calm and indifferent.
He had never faced Jiang Tang with this attitude before.
Jiang Tang's lips trembled, his eyes gradually turned red, and soon, tears fell.
Snapped!
She flicked the pen viciously, and said in a crying tone, "You just die, I don't care about you!"
Lin Suizhou exerted force on his wrist and raised his chin slightly.
Jiang Tang was crying, with an expression of grievance that had never been seen before.
Her tears fell to the ground drop by drop, and hit Lin Suizhou's heart even more.
Looking at Jiang Tang who was crying bitterly, Lin Suizhou was suddenly at a loss.
What the hell is he... doing
His family was behind him, but he was never willing to look back. He is a father and a husband, but now he makes his wife and children worry about him.
Lin Suizhou's throat was dry, he put down his pen, and reached out to grab the corner of Jiang Tang's shirt; "Can you cook porridge for me? I'm a little hungry."
He raised his head halfway, his eyes were as aggrieved as a child's.
Jiang Tang shuddered and chuckled. He lowered his head and wiped away the tears on his face, and said angrily, "My cooking is not delicious. You must dislike it. I'll ask Xiao Gao to cook it for you."
"I just want to drink with you." Lin Suizhou shook the corner of her clothes coquettishly, "Cook it for me, will you?"
"Okay." Jiang Tang, who was smiling through tears, patted his hand away, "Don't be so fierce to me in the future."
He looked obedient: "I'm sorry, I won't do that in the future, I swear."
"Then do you still have to work?"
Lin Suizhou glanced at the messy documents on the table, and shook his head slightly: "No, if I continue, my wife will still cry."
Jiang Tang kicked her foot: "Get out of here."
Seeing Jiang Tang with red eyes and slightly sunken face, Lin Suizhou's eyes sank slightly. He clasped the slender and soft waist with his big hands, stretched his long arms around, and easily pulled him into his arms.
On the soft chair, he hugged her tightly.
In this cold night, only she can bring him some tenderness.
Lin Suizhou buried his face in Jiang Tang's shoulder socket, took a deep breath of the seemingly absent fragrance, and said hoarsely, "Thank you very much,"
Lin Suizhou's voice was very hot, and the arrogance of the whole person disappeared, becoming fragile and sensitive.
She clenched her heart into a ball, touched the hot earlobe with her fingers, and subconsciously lowered her voice: "Thank you for what?"
"You have been with me recently, thank you very much."
"I'm you..." After a pause, "Girlfriend is also your child's mother, please don't see me outside."
He smiled lowly, opened his mouth and bit her collarbone.
Jiang Tang snorted, flapped her drooping eyelids slightly, and asked hesitantly, "Well, do you want to do it? It might make you feel better."
When a person is happy, he will be in a good mood, but I don't know if Lin Suizhou can still lift his spirits.
Hearing the sound, Lin Suizhou raised his chin, fixedly staring at Jiang Tang, until he saw her blushing, then he shook his head: "I'm sick."
"..."
"...then you go to sleep, I'll cook porridge."
"Oh." He obediently stood up.
Jiang Tang sent Lin Suizhou to bed, and then went to the kitchen to cook porridge.
She can only cook millet porridge, and put a few longan and red dates in it. It stands to reason that this is what women drink during their menstrual period, but the left and right are for nourishing the body, so don't be so particular about it. The hot millet porridge was ready quickly, and Jiang Tang filled a bowl, and carefully carried it upstairs.
"Lin Suizhou, I'm done." She put the bowl on the bedside table and went to see him.
On the bed, the man had already fallen into a deep sleep. Because of the cold, his breathing was particularly heavy.
Seeing his tired appearance, Jiang Tang couldn't bear to wake him up, but when she thought that Lin Suizhou hadn't eaten all day, she felt uncomfortable again. Finally, she stretched out her hand to wake him up, "Lin Suizhou, eat something before going to sleep."
The man frowned slightly, and slowly opened his eyes.
"Are you done?"
"Yeah." Jiang Tang picked up the millet porridge, put it to his mouth, and then passed the spoon over, "Come on, ah..."
Lin Suizhou: "..."
Lin Suizhou: "I'm not a child."
Jiang Tang chuckled: "Sorry, I forgot."
With a helpless expression, he held her hand and drank slowly.
While eating, Lin Suizhou felt that the taste was a bit wrong, "What's in it?"
Jiang Tang said honestly: "Baixin, red dates, wolfberry, and longan lotus seeds."
"..."
Isn't this what women drink during confinement
Jiang Tang: "Oh, there is a spoonful of brown sugar at the end."
"..."
No wonder it's so greasy.
Seeing that Lin Suizhou's face was not right, Jiang Tang hurriedly said: "Well, you haven't eaten for a long time, this thing nourishes your body, I checked."
Lin Suizhou nodded: "It's quite good."
Why do you always feel that there is something in his words
Fortunately, no matter what he said, he finished drinking obediently. After eating the porridge, Jiang Tang went to look for cold medicine again, and when he drank the medicine and lay down, she put a fever-reducing patch for children on his forehead.
Lin Suizhou touched his forehead and looked at her inexplicably.
Jiang Tang scratched her face and smiled embarrassedly: "It's all medicine, you can make do with it."
Lin Suizhou: "..."
Seeing him close his eyes, Jiang Tang was finally relieved.
At night, the man lying beside him was always restless.
He was talking in his sleep, his expression looked very struggling and painful, and he was sweating uncontrollably. Jiang Tang could only change the towel over and over again to wipe his body.
Lin Suizhou's body was weak, his limbs were weak, his head was groggy, and he was very awake when he was asleep. When he half-opened his eyes, he could still see Jiang Tang covering him with a quilt and taking his temperature.
The warm orange light shone on her body, making her tender. Women are extremely beautiful, especially at this moment.
"Are you awake?" Seeing him squinting, Jiang Tang's palm fell on his forehead again, and after feeling the drop in body temperature, Jiang Tang smiled, "The fever subsides, and I'll probably be fine tomorrow. "
Lin Suizhou coughed a few times: "You didn't sleep?"
"How can I sleep like this." Jiang Tang brought warm water to his mouth, "Come on, drink some water, and then drink the cough syrup."
Lin Suizhou drank a few sips of water obediently. It was a little salty, so there should be salt in it.
"Don't ask so many questions, just drink as long as you are told."
Lin Suizhou didn't dare to resist, and obediently held the straw in his mouth.
The syrup smelled bad, and he frowned immediately. After drinking it, he realized, isn't this what his son drinks when he has a cold? At first he coaxed him to drink it.
After three sips, Lin Suizhou closed his eyes and said two words: "It's hard to drink."
I will never give it to the children again.
"I've been serving you all night, and you still hate this." Jiang Tang pouted, lifted the quilt and lay down.
Lin Suizhou opened his eyes and his voice was low; "I've been having nightmares."
"What did you dream about?"
Lin Suizhou's Adam's apple rolled up and down, his blurred eyes gradually became clear, "Do you want to listen to a story?"
Jiang Tang turned around.
He pulled his lips, telling a very cruel past in a calm tone.
The protagonist of this story is a little boy, less than four or five years old, innocent and innocent.
He lives in the compound of a military family. His parents are soldiers and are away all year round. The only people who accompany the little boy are the old man in the compound and an old yellow dog.
He's smart, and he's unusually out of place.
Later, when his parents retired, the family decided to travel to Myanmar.
The tragedy has happened from the moment the decision is made.
The parents once wiped out a drug trafficking den, but they never thought that there were still a few people fleeing outside. They tracked and searched all the way, and finally found the little boy's parents.
I just remember that it was a rainy night, and a family of three was kidnapped to the depths of the forest overnight.
Small houses, barking wild dogs, pungent bloody smell and constant screams.
When it came to this, Lin Suizhou's expression became extremely cold.
The criminals had no sense at all, and they found an extremely cruel way of revenge, which was to kill the little boy's parents in front of him.
The little boy was tied up at the table and watched as the group injected his parents with drugs that would keep them awake during the torture, and they would see the process of death clearly.
"Zhouzhou, don't be afraid..."
The tortured, unrecognizable mother still said these words to him with a smile.
The sun was born and set, set and rose.
After seventy-two hours, they were gone forever, and the little boy lived with the dead bodies of his parents for 24 hours.
Then, the majestic female soldier led the troops into the wolf's lair, wiped out the bandits, and even rescued the little boy. At the moment of the explosion, the other party guarded him to death. From that day on, the woman lost her motherhood. Ability.
The rescued little boy followed the female soldier.
He had nightmares all day long, often locked himself in the closet and could not come out. The female soldier had a headache, so she found the best psychiatrist for him, who would accompany him every moment and lead him out of that terrible predicament.
For female soldiers, the little boy is the child of his comrades in arms; for the little boy, the female soldier is his only remaining support.
She was stern, funny, not gentle, and her birthday present was always a doll, which he disliked but never refused.
The little boy grew up slowly. He was not as cute as he was when he was a child. He became silent and irritable. He skipped class and fought every three days. However, his academic performance was among the best, leaving the teachers speechless.
Mother never thought it was wrong for boys to fight, and even taught him to punch when he should.
after that…
A female soldier has a new family.
For the adoptive father who suddenly appeared, the boy is repulsive, but he is not qualified to hinder the happiness of his mother, all he can do is to bless. However, not long after, the adoptive father passed away.
Lin Suizhou's tone was slow, his eyes were as calm as water, like an outsider, there was no fluctuation in his expression.
Jiang Tang was so shocked that he couldn't say a word.
When she first came to this world, she only regarded Lin Suizhou as a villain in the Otome game, and a paper man who played GG after not existing for a long time was not worthy of her affection. But at this moment, she felt that she was wrong.
Lin Suizhou is not a villain, not a cannon fodder, he is a person, a living person beside her. He is not as unbearable as in the plot, he deserves better.
"Jiang Tang, I really miss her." Lin Suizhou lowered his head, a tear fell on the back of his hand.
"You, you still have me." Jiang Tang didn't know how to comfort him, she stretched out her hand and hugged him in her arms, "You still have Qianqian, you have the first grade of junior high school, you have Liang Shen, and you will have grandchildren in the future, you...you It's not just me, don't cry, if you cry... I want to cry too."
"I didn't cry." Lin Suizhou looked up, "I have a cold and sore eyes, I can't control it."
Jiang Tang pursed her lips, stretched out her hand and wiped his face fiercely, then kissed his mouth again, "Okay, I believe you."
The corners of Lin Suizhou's lips curled up, and he gently pushed her with his palm: "Don't kiss, it will be contagious."
Jiang Tang raised her head with a proud face, "I have a good physique, so I'm not afraid of infection."
He smiled lowly, and after the smile, there was deep loneliness in his eyes again, "I've told you everything now, if you want to leave me, I have nothing to say."
Jiang Tang was taken aback: "Why did I leave you?"
Lin Suizhou's eyelashes trembled slightly; "I also saw that I am paranoid and not normal. The reason why I was like that in the first grade of junior high school may have something to do with me. I can't forget the death of my parents. Even if I don't want to admit it, I have to say , Their deaths have had a great impact and harm on me. Even after undergoing treatment, I still can't fully come out. Now I am a ticking time bomb, I don't know when it will explode. Do you really want to be with such a person? Do people live together?"
He is sincere in every word.
Lin Suizhou always thought that he had come out, but since Lin Aiguo passed away, the buried past suddenly appeared clearly before his eyes. Every time he had a nightmare, his heart beat faster, he could no longer sleep peacefully, and even... even wanted to go back To the closet, to that world.
Only darkness will not hurt him.
"What about you?" Jiang Tang asked back, "Do you want me to leave you and find another wild man?"
Without hesitation, he said, "I don't want to."
Looking at the man in front of her, she asked the question that every woman would ask, "Lin Suizhou, do you love me?"
Lin Suizhou raised his eyelids and looked into those eyes for a long time before responding: "I have never loved anyone." He said, "Except you."
Jiang Tang pursed her lips and leaned over: "You are right, the children are indeed like you, especially Ah Wu, he is fierce, but very gentle. The first day of junior high school is very well-behaved, smart and sensible; shallow and gentle; Liang Shen Stupid and kind, do you think they will be bad kids in the future?"
Lin Suizhou shook his head: "No, they are very good."
Jiang Tang looked into his eyes seriously: "Of course. The first day of junior high school is smart and sensible like you, shallow and gentle and delicate like you, Liang Shen is stupid and kind like you, you have three children like you, how could it be timed?" bomb."
Lin Suizhou opened his mouth, but didn't say a word for a long time.
Jiang Tang pressed her forehead softly, "I'm really happy that you are willing to tell me this. If you trust me, I will naturally not let you down."
"Jiangtang..."
"Lin Suizhou." She said, "We will remarry next month."
The moonlight outside the window was gentle, and her eyebrows and eyes were more delicate than the moonlight.
When everything was silent, the woman with stars in her eyes said, "It's time for us to give each other a name."
She didn't know the way ahead, or how the two of them would end up in the future, but after seeing the sensible, superficially cute and Liang Shen's reckless gentleness in the first year of junior high school, she decided never to leave here again.
Jiang Tang hasn't learned how to be a mother yet, but she will be Mr. Lin's wife for the rest of her life.