"Because I don't know, I don't know what happened." He took a few steps forward, carefully grabbed Jiang Tang's sleeve, his tear-stained eyes almost pleaded, "Mom, don't divorce Dad, don't want the first year of junior high school..."
"I'll be obedient, don't leave me."
He was so scared, so scared that he couldn't help crying, so scared that his whole body was cold.
Knowing that he is an elder brother in the first day of junior high school, so he tolerates younger siblings everywhere, be sensible, be strong, and be a good boss.
But…
He doesn't want to be without his mother.
"First day of junior high school." Jiang Tang cupped his face, "I just want to know why you encouraged your younger brother to put thumbtacks in mother's shoes."
On the first day of junior high school, he was suddenly stunned: "I haven't done it..."
Suddenly, his expression changed and his voice trembled: "Yes, is it Ah Wu?"
Jiang Tang was taken aback by the strange name that came from his mouth. She looked at Chuyi and softened her voice: "Who is Ah Wu?"
"A Wu is just A Wu." Chuyi tilted his head, "He always says he doesn't like Liang Shen, and always likes to play pranks. Has he hurt you?"
When the last question was asked, there was deep anxiety and fear in Chu Yi's eyes.
It was like a thorn stuck in her throat, making her speechless for a while.
Jiang Tang's back felt chills, and looking at the pure and clear child in front of her, she realized that things might not be what she thought.
"On the first day of the junior high school, you go back to your room first."
Chu nodded, and after taking two steps, he looked back and said, "Mom, will you divorce Dad?"
"Go back and rest first."
He didn't ask much, went out with his eyes closed, and went back to the room in silence.
Sitting at a small desk on the first day of junior high school, holding a pen but unable to write half a word.
He pursed his lips, and suddenly began to write on the paper: "Did you let Shen put the nails in the shoes?"
His wrist slid down, and he wrote a new line. Compared with the immature handwriting, the handwriting he wrote this time has obviously changed, messy and scribbled, as if it was written by an adult.
[I just don't want mommy to leave you. ]
On the first day of junior high school, he frowned and wrote: I don't like you doing this.
[I am protecting you. ]
He bit his lip: I don't want you to hurt mom, you did that last time.
[I've been protecting you since before, why are you angry? ]
On the first day of junior high school, his wrist moved faster and faster, and the pencil left heavy marks on the paper. He seemed to be in a mad state, and the fragile paper was pulled out with deep scars.
[Why? ]
[Why? ]
[Why? ]
Countless whys filled the entire two pages, until the tip of the pencil snapped off with a click, and his expression returned to clarity.
On the first day of the new year, he seemed to wake up with a start, staring blankly at the mess in front of him. For a moment, he lay on the table and choked up weakly.
Jiang Tang stayed in the house for a while, and turned around to find that Liang Shen was still in the yard. She asked Xiao Gao to take Liang Shen back to the room, and called Lin Suizhou again. , Jiang Tang dialed out one after another, and finally, the mechanical female voice reminded the other party that the phone had been turned off.
He pushed her again.
Jiang Tang was heartbroken, opened the address book and dialed another phone number.
After a few seconds, the call is connected.
"Hi, I'm Xia Huairun."
His voice was like water, gentle and elegant, and Jiang Tang suddenly relaxed: "Mr. Xia, it's like this, my foot is injured, and I may not be able to go there tomorrow..."
"is it serious?"
Jiang Tang shook his head: "It's not serious, but there are other things to deal with, and it may not be until next week. If you are in a hurry, you can hire other dance teachers. After all, I..."
"It's okay." He smiled lowly, "It just so happens that Luoluo has an exam, so you should rest well."
"Well, thank you."
hang up the phone.
Jiang Tang threw her whole body on the bed, and after rolling around a couple of times irritatedly, she casually opened the chat messages in the group.
Evening is the time when the group members are most active. As soon as she entered, everyone chatted in full swing.
[Zombie King-Tian Tian: Ah! Just kill me! I want to eat human flesh! ! ! I don't want to eat bamboo rat meat! ! !]
[Good Wife and Mother-Jiang Tangtang: Everyone is so cute, why do you want to eat everyone.]
[The Great Eunuch-Ning Ling: Ah, Candy, what is the mission today?]
[Good Wife and Mother-Jiang Tang: It's relatively simple, having lunch with the children.]
[Satan-Our Lady: Oh Sun...]
[Holy Mother-Satan: Oh sun.]
[Zombie King-Tian Tian: Sun.]
[The Great Eunuch-Ning Ling: Sun.]
[Good wife and loving mother-Jiang Tangtang: Oh, being a housewife is also very tiring, okay?]
[Zombie King-Tian Tian: Looking at my doomsday world, I expressed my desire to be a housewife.]
[Eunuch-Ning Ling: Watching my harem fight, I expressed my desire to be a housewife.]
[Satan-Holy Mother: Looking at the Virgin Marys around me, I express my desire to be a housewife.]
[Holy Mother-Satan: Looking at the hell around me, I express my desire to be a housewife.]
After finishing speaking, he sighed neatly.
Jiang Tang found confidence in the group every day, and she felt that compared with them, her life was not too bad.
[Satan-Holy Mother: I made a few small pills, share a bottle with each of you.]
After finishing speaking, Jiang Tang saw that there was an extra item column on his personal page, and it showed Xiaoxiaowan X10: not used.
[Satan-Holy Mother: Eating this will return you to the five-year-old state, and each pill lasts for an hour.]
[Holy Mother-Satan: This seems to be something from our holy world, why do you have it?]
[Satan-The Virgin: Smile.JPG, because I am the Virgin now.]
Can't refute.
Jiang Tang glanced at the small pills and felt that it was useless.
After closing the page, she began to search for authoritative psychological experts on the Internet, and finally settled on a mental hospital in the city center.
Click to make an appointment online, Jiang Tang recorded the contact information and logged off.
She was so preoccupied all night that she hardly closed her eyes. She was thinking about all the signs before the first day of junior high school. She didn't know whether the original owner didn't care about the first day of junior high school or deliberately forgot the memory of the first day of junior high school. She had very few pictures and impressions of him.
Lin Suizhou didn't return all night, and the phone was still turned off when he called in the morning.
Jiang Tang gave up completely, packed herself up early, and took the first day of junior high school to the reserved mental hospital.
Wearing a plaid shirt and patterned denim shorts today on the first day of the junior high school is very playful and cute. Maybe it’s rare to come out alone with my mother. The first day of the junior high school swept away the previous silence, well, I was very excited and happy.
"Mom, where are we going?"
Jiang Tang didn't dare to directly say to take him to see a psychiatrist, and lightly touched his soft hair: "You will know when you arrive."
The smile on the first day of junior high school is warm: "As long as my mother doesn't abandon me, I can go anywhere."
Thinking of the fate he might have to face, Jiang Tan suddenly felt that his smile was sour. She tried to pull the corners of her lips, but it was still difficult to hide the uneasiness in her eyes.
"Ma'am, here we are."
"You wait for me here. If Mr. calls you, just ask him to come directly."
After instructing the driver, Jiang Tang led Chu out of the car.
In order to relieve the tension of the patients, the decoration of the mental hospital is very peaceful and gentle, even a huge sunflower oil painting is hung on the wall. After explaining to the front desk that the situation was fine, Jiang Tang waited quietly with her arms around Chuyi.
After a while, the nurse came out from inside: "Next one, Lin Chuyi."
"Mother?"
"It's okay, let's go in."
After taking a deep look at her on the first day of the junior high school, the nurse led her in.
The waiting time was extremely long, and I don't know how long it had passed. He came out with a candy on the first day of the junior high school. He was in the same mood as usual, and he couldn't see why.
"Family, please come in."
Jiang Tang took a deep breath, pushed the door open and entered.
In the huge office, the psychiatrist in the middle looked down at the file, and when he saw someone coming in, he couldn't help but look up. Jiang Tang's appearance was extremely gorgeous, and from the appearance and temperament, he didn't look like a mother at all.
"Are you Lin Chuyi's mother?"
"Yes."
"Please sit down."
Jiang Tang pulled away the chair: "How is my son?"
"Before I do that, I want to ask you a few questions."
"Please say."
"Has he suffered physical or psychological violence?"
Jiang Tang shook his head: "No, although my husband is busy, he is very kind to him and will not neglect him."
"What about school?"
"School... I don't know very well."
He nodded with a thoughtful expression, and finally wrote a few words on the medical record: "If the diagnosis is correct, your child has dissociative disorder. Commonly known as split personality."
Jiang Tang couldn't help but leaned back. Although she knew this was the result, she still couldn't believe it when she heard it.
"We have come into contact with some child patients, most of whom have suffered domestic violence or other injuries. In order to protect themselves, patients will dissociate these painful memories and conscious activities from the whole spiritual level to protect themselves. But in sick children , the situation on the first day of junior high school is a bit serious."
She tightened the strap of her backpack, drooping her eyes in silence.
"His split personality has strong self-emotion and extreme behavior. If this continues, the first year of junior high school may be seriously affected..."
In the end, the dazed Jiang Tang only heard him say: "Please receive treatment as soon as possible."
When he came out, Chuyi was looking at the goldfish in the hall.
The surface of the water reflected a shimmer of light, which was reflected on his face lightly.
He smiled, clean and warm.
Jiang Tang couldn't help being a little sad. She closed her eyes, suppressing the soreness in her eyes, and strode forward to hold his soft little hand: "On the first day of junior high school, shall we go to the playground?"
"But it's been there before."
"It's just the two of us this time."
Chu Yi blinked, seemed to be thinking, and finally nodded.
in the car.
Jiang Tang put her arms around the first day of the junior high school tenderly: "Can you tell mom something about Ah Wu?"
"Well..." Chu Yi raised his head, "But Ah Wu doesn't want others to know about him."
"I'm your mother, so it's okay."
"Okay." Chu Yi bit his lower lip, "A Wu's name is Lin Wu, which means nothing, and he always said that he is dispensable. Ah Wu is fifteen years old this year. He doesn't like places that are too noisy. I like pranks very much, but I don't like him like this, but every time I say it, Ah Wu gets very angry."
As he spoke, he looked carefully at Jiang Tang's face on the first day of the junior high school: "Mom, Ah Wu didn't mean to hurt you."
"I know… "
On the first day of the junior high school, she was in her arms, talking intermittently about Ah Wu.
This is an individual that completely coexists with him. He has a complete life, memory, hobbies, likes and dislikes, and even likes to eat sour plums, but hates sweet ice cream and macarons.
Jiang Tang felt more and more unbelievable when he heard his immature voice.
At such a young age in the first day of junior high school, my mind is not yet sound, but...
The doctor's words suddenly lingered in her ears, maybe when she didn't know, someone had committed violence against the first day of junior high school.
"Ma'am, the playground is here."
Jiang Tang's thoughts were pulled back again.
"What do you want to play on the first day of junior high school?"
"Mom's foot is injured and she can't walk very far."
"It's okay, I'll watch you play."
"Then..." He rolled his eyes, "Let's go ride the Ferris wheel."
Jiang Tang said: "Last time you said you didn't like the Ferris wheel."
"Ah Wu doesn't like the Ferris wheel, but he doesn't say why."
Jiang Tang didn't ask any more questions. After buying some snacks and drinks, he led the first day of junior high school to board the ferris wheel.
Maybe it was because she was tired, and she fell asleep in her arms not long after entering the first day of junior high school.
The child's sleeping face was clean and beautiful, and her slender fingertips gently stroked his temples.
"I want to see the memory of the first day of junior high school."
system:"????"
System Xiaoke: "What did you say, can you say it again?"
"I said I want to see the memory of the first day of junior high school."
"are you joking?"
Jiang Tang said, "Do you think I'm joking?"
"..."
not like.
Xiao Ke really felt like a dog. Generally, the host travels through the memory of the original body, but now, the host has the audacity to want the child's memory!
But…
The host Jiang Tang is different from other hosts. She has a bad temper and often plays cards unreasonably. That is to say... the heroine has nothing to do except coax her!
Xiao Ke earnestly said: "It's not that I don't give it to you, but peeking at other people's memories is illegal and against the rules. Think about it, if I show you the memories of the first day of junior high school, then tomorrow you will want the memories of the fifteenth day. This... "
Jiang Tang leaned on the small window and looked down: "I don't know if I will fall to my death immediately if I jump from here."
"..."
"It's so boring, I really want to die."
"..."
"Forget it, anyway, there is nothing to do in life, so let's just die."
“…………………”
"Stop!"
Xiao Ke compromised again.
"I, I'll give it to you, give it to you, give it all to you! Don't threaten me!!"
Hearing the sound, Jiang Tang showed a smug smile on his face.
If it had been like this, it would have been over. It was a waste of her talking.
"Hurry up, don't dawdle."
While sorting out the memories of the first day of junior high school, Xiao Ke scolded her mother for selling her batches.
He has filmed not one thousand TV series, but eight hundred ones, but there has never been a heroine like Jiang Tang, who is forced to die at every turn, and dies at every turn. Well, there have been, but the essence of those people is to live rather than die, unlike Jiang Tang, who lives casually by nature, and dies on the spot if he can't, anyway, he likes to do whatever he wants.
Exhausted.
It's not easy to be a world editor.
want to resign...
"Introduce the memory immediately. During the process of absorbing the memory, the host may fall asleep for one to three hours."
"I'm ready."
"Is it okay to be on the Ferris wheel?"
"It's okay, the driver will continue for me if I don't have enough money."
She said so, and there was nothing to hesitate.
Soon, Jiang Tang felt his head start to heat up, and only felt a violent shock from his brain. The next second, Jiang Tang was completely in a strange picture.
Her soul seemed to be imprisoned in a mirror called the first day of junior high school. Through the mirror, she watched everything that happened in front of her with cold eyes.
Then, Jiang Tang saw herself...
Or, it was the original Jiang Tang.