The memory of the first day of junior high school was a bit messy, like a pieced together paper-cut painting.
He is always ignorant and ignorant, even in the face of his indifferent mother, he still smiles with the most gentle smile.
After giving birth, the long backlog caused the original owner Jiang Tang to suffer from postpartum depression, especially the heavy bleeding made her body into the worst state. For this child, she naturally couldn't give birth to a little love.
In the first day of junior high school, he was raised by a nanny. The original owner rarely kissed or hugged him. All she had left for him was fear.
To make matters worse, Lin Suizhou's drunkenness made her pregnant again.
For the arrival of the second child, the original owner still couldn't feel like it. Compared with the first one, she was able to breastfeed him without disgust, but the crying of the baby made the original owner's emotions almost collapse. When she was a son, she lost control several times, so... the original owner locked the young Chu Yi in the closet. Only when she couldn't see him, could she find a moment of peace in her heart.
Or, the weak original owner only dared to abuse the most sensible junior one.
The young first grader always couldn't figure out why his mother treated him like this.
But he is too young to know how to hate. He just envies Liang Shen who is being hugged by her. Through the narrow gap, what he has come into contact with is another world. The wardrobe locks his body and traps his immature soul.
After the age of three, when his daughter was born, Liang Shen became more and more stubborn.
The original owner's only object of venting was Chuyi. In her opinion, Chuyi was the devil who almost killed him. Finally, the original owner proposed to take Chuyi to the playground.
In the night when the neon lights are flashing, when you board the Ferris wheel on the first day of the new year, when you come down, it is pitch black.
He was abandoned.
Fear, restlessness, struggle, all kneaded together, made him unable to cry, unable to scream, leaving only darkness and haze as companions.
If only he had a brother...
I thought so when I was young.
After being brought home, Chu Yi kept silent about his mother abandoning him. He only said that he was lost, and went to and from school as if nothing had happened, but he was even more silent.
Through the mirror of the memory of the first day of junior high school, Jiang Tang saw him talking to himself in countless dark nights.
During the day, he is the obedient and sensible Lin Chuyi, but at night... he instantly becomes the selfish, bad-tempered, and not-so-kind Lin Wu.
Lin Wu split out all the painful memories of the first day of junior high school, including his abandonment and cold violence. Although he forgot on the first day of junior high school, Lin Wu remembered that he resented, resented his younger siblings, resented his mother and father, and resented this family. So once he finds an opportunity, Lin Wu fights for the control of the master personality, and crazily encourages his younger siblings.
"Maybe mom doesn't love us, otherwise why doesn't she hug us?"
"Liang Shen, I heard my mother said today that she wants to get rid of you."
"I heard that the child is too well-behaved, but the mother doesn't care. Why don't you play a prank? Mom will definitely notice you."
"Shen Shen, Mom said those words again..."
"..."
"..."
However, the first day of junior high school did not know all this.
Lin Wu would not let him know these things.
Just as he wished on the first day of junior high school, he was well protected by his brother "Lin Wu".
Jiang Tang woke up from his memory.
It was already dusk, and a withered yellow rose from the sky, smudged the entire land under his feet into a strange red gold.
She rubbed her forehead, sweating coldly, suddenly felt that someone was looking at her again, turned her head to look at Shang Chuyi's clear Lingling eyes.
"Mom, you are asleep."
"I accidentally fell asleep..." Jiang Tang's throat was so dry that her heart was beating wildly, and it took her a long time to recover.
"Did you have a nightmare?" The first day of the junior high school touched the small schoolbag, and finally took out a small checkered handkerchief. He leaned over and wiped the sweat on her forehead carefully and gently.
"First day of junior high school." Jiang Tang held his wrist, her eyes fixed on him.
"Mother?"
"sorry… "
On the first day of the lunar new year, he was startled and smiled: "It doesn't matter."
He didn't know why his mother apologized, but no matter what happened, he would not blame his mother, after all, she worked very hard to give birth to him, and almost died for it. Although my mother is very cold and doesn't care much about him, but as a big brother, I can't care about it.
"Whatever you want to eat at night, ice cream or whatever."
On the first day of the junior high school, she pursed her lips and looked hesitant: "Mom, will you divorce Dad?"
Jiang Tang was troubled in his heart, and remembered the doctor's advice. He said that the first day of junior high school was accompanied by mild depression, and his heart was restless. As an adult, he should try his best to meet his needs and let him feel the desire for protection. Only inner peace can reduce the occurrence of sub-personality Appear.
"What if I say yes?"
He didn't show too much emotion, his calf shook slightly: "Dad is not doing well enough."
Jiang Tang found it interesting and smiled: "How do you say it?"
"He doesn't come home often because of work, which makes my mother feel lonely. He doesn't like to talk very much, and sometimes he has a bad temper. I can feel that you are unhappy. If you are really unhappy, then leave Dad."
He looked at her: "I don't want to make you unhappy."
"..."
"If possible, I would like to send you the most beautiful flowers in the world."
"..."
Jiang Tang is not the kind of person with soft eye sockets, but when he saw the first day of junior high school now, he couldn't help but think of all the things he had suffered, the tip of his nose was sore, and he almost shed tears.
She reached out to hold Chuyi in her arms, and stroked his soft hair: "If I separate from your father, do you want to go with me?"
Anyway, she won't meet anyone she likes in this life, and she doesn't want to have another child. Thinking about it, it would be good to spend a lifetime with Chuyi. If she really can't return to the original world, with Chuyi, there will be no one left after death. to the end.
"If you need me, I will go with you, but if you think I am a burden, I will stay with my father."
"I won't dislike you, and of course, I won't dislike Ah Wu either."
The last sentence stunned Chu Yi for a moment.
After a while, the first day of the junior high school smiled shyly: "Ah Wu knows that he will be very happy."
After getting off the ferris wheel, Jiang Tang's legs were so soft that even though her feet were firmly on the ground, she still felt like she was floating in the air.
On the way home, Jiang Tang thought a lot.
First of all, the situation of the first day of junior high school is special, even if it is for his body and the health of the other two children, he cannot be allowed to stay in the Lin family, so Jiang Tang decided to take the first day of junior high school to move out; secondly, she is not a moth attached to the male lead, If she successfully leaves the Lin family, she can't really continue to be a dodder. She has to have her own job, but with the first year of junior high school, she can't resume her old job for the time being. Actors are wandering, and it is common for them not to go home for three months. How can she let the child stay at home alone...
Jiang Tang bit her lower lip in thought, the only ones who can work at home and get paid quickly are the online store owner and author.
It’s definitely impossible to be an online store owner. It’s too time-consuming for a novel author to sign a contract to make money. A screenwriter can give it a try. She has worked as an actress and knows a lot about gold-medal screenwriters. , Many settings are very novel in this world, and it is not afraid that no one will use them when they are written.
really can't...
Jiang Tang can ask the sisters in the continuation group to help.
If not, she will become an advertising model.
With good looks and 36D big breasts (?), I can't be afraid of food
Jiang Tang flicked her hair narcissistically, feeling more and more that she has a bright future.
After returning home with Lin Chuyi, Lin Suizhou still didn't come back. She was not in a hurry, she sat on the sofa and waited slowly.
The hour hand was ticking. She ate three bags of French fries in the middle of the night, watched a movie, drank two barrels of Coke, and ate half of a watermelon. Lin Suizhou... still didn't come back.
Jiang Tang was a little impatient, and suddenly remembered that at the nightclub, Lin Suizhou might have waited in the same way.
— Lin Suizhou is so boring.
Three o'clock in the morning.
The lights flickered outside the window, and Jiang Tang, who was drowsy, suddenly woke up. He wiped the potato chips residue from his mouth, and then threw the garbage bag into the trash can. Then he crossed his arms and sat down.
The black shadow floats and is slowly approaching.
She followed her eyes, and when Lin Suizhou was about to go upstairs, Jiang Tang coughed lightly: "It's early enough."
His figure stopped.
Jiang Tang turned on the light, sat with her back straight, and looked at him expressionlessly.
Lin Suizhou was stunned, raised his wrist to look at the time, and frowned: "Why don't you sleep yet?"
"come here."
"I am tired."
"Can't make it through?"
Governor Lin Suizhou breathed a sigh of relief, took off his tie and walked to the sofa, glanced at the packaging bags and melon seeds around him, Lin Suizhou hesitated to sit in a clean corner.
"Why don't you come back at five?"
Lin Suizhou: "I have to catch a plane at five o'clock."
"..."
"What's the matter? Divorce is out of the question."
Jiang Tang said with a straight face, "It's a very serious matter."
"Yeah." He responded casually, his eyes fell on her face suddenly, his eyes were deep and deep, and Jiang Tang's scalp tingled for a while, then he raised his hand and pointed to his cheek.
Jiang Tang:? ? ? ? ? ?
He nodded his cheek again: "Here."
Jiang Tang rolled her eyes, reluctantly leaned over and kissed him on the face: "Can we talk about business now?"
Lin Suizhou stepped forward suddenly, reached out and took out a piece of melon seed shell on her face, threw it behind the trash can, raised his eyes halfway, and said calmly: "It's ok."
"..."
"But I don't want you to kiss me with tomato-flavored lips again."
"..."
"Oh, and there's Coca-Cola."
"..."
"Let's eat less melon seeds, too, to get angry."
"..."
"By the way, sweep the floor after talking."
"..."
"Okay, let's talk."
"..."
Hold! Don't want to talk about it at all, okay? !
I don't want to think about it, I want to get a divorce.
Seeing that she didn't speak for a long time, Lin Suizhou frowned impatiently: "I'll go back to sleep if I don't say anything."
"I'll show you this." Jiang Tang threw the document bag beside him.
He stretched out his hand to open it, and glanced down.
In the name column, Lin Chuyi is particularly eye-catching.
Lin Suizhou's Adam's apple rolled up and down, there was no emotion in his eyes, and his sexy lips were tightened into a shallow straight line.
"Today I took Chuyi to the doctor, and he was sick."
He didn't speak, but carefully read every word on the medical certificate several times.
Finally, "I will hire the best psychiatrist, and nothing will happen on the first day of junior high school."
Jiang Tang laughed mockingly: "Don't you understand yet? What you need in the first grade of junior high school is never a psychiatrist."
She looked at Lin Suizhou: "The doctor said that his sub-personality was aggressive. Whether it was for the first year of junior high school or for Liang Shen and Liang Qian, I decided to take the first day of junior high school to move out. He needs to change to a new environment. Of course, the school I can’t even go to the side. I think there is a Xingfu Primary School in District X, which is not bad, although it is not as good as the current one, but it is enough, mainly closer to the hospital.”
His eyes were deep: "You want to take the first day of the junior high school with you?"
"I just want the first day of junior high school to be good."
Lin Suizhou tightly squeezed the file bag in his hand, and his hand bones slowly tightened. He tried to find some other emotions in Jiang Tang's eyes, but what he found was openness and sincerity.
The long eyelashes drooped suddenly, Lin Suizhou suddenly felt tired, and his voice was slow and hoarse: "Do you think you can take care of the first day of junior high school?"
Jiang Tang said: "I am his mother."
"But you never thought of yourself as a mother."
"So you think you're a good father?"
He is silent.
Jiang Tang smiled: "Do you think it's enough to give them a high-quality life? Didn't you have a common disease on the first day of the junior high school? You can't drink a medicine and get a few injections. You have to admit that as a father, you let Chu Once you feel oppressed. Has he spoken to you loudly? Has he resisted you? Has he asked you? None.”
She continued: "If you stay here any longer, he will go crazy."
The hour hand was ringing crisply, and there was only the sound of intertwined breathing in the huge living room. Jiang Tang was waiting for an answer, but all he got was Lin Suizhou's silence.
She put her hand on the back of his hand, and found that his skin was extremely cold.
Jiang Tang said softly, "Even if it's for the first grade of junior high school, let me take him away."
"good."
In the end, Lin Suizhou compromised.
"But you will live in the place I arranged, and so will the doctor. You must promise me this."
Sure enough, no matter what the powerful Lin Suizhou does, he must have sovereignty.
But these are not important.
Jiang Tang nodded: "I promise. You also promise me that you will not interfere in our affairs at all times."
"good."
The two formally agreed.
She glanced at him, got up and walked upstairs: "Go to bed early, don't you have to catch a plane at five o'clock."
How could he still be in the mood to catch a plane.
Lin Suizhou took out the thin sheet of paper. He knew every bold letter on it, but they were so cold and strange when connected together.
Among his three children, Junior One is the eldest and the most sensible.
Lin Suizhou named him Lin Chuyi, who was unique in the world when he first came to the world.
Because it is the most worry-free, Lin Suizhou never worried about the eldest son. He favored the younger daughter and gave it to the younger son severely. Now that he thinks about it, he really doesn't care enough. Jiang Tang was right, he was not a good father.
Lin Suizhou didn't close his eyes all night, and sat alone from dark to dawn.
When the white light appeared and the secretary called, Lin Suizhou suddenly woke up.
He rubbed his sore eyes, reached out to answer the phone: "Hello."
His voice was hoarse due to exhaustion.
"Boss Lin, over there in City S..."
"Push it."
"… oh."
Lin Suizhou added: "By the way, help me take a look at the housing conditions around District X. The ones that are closer to Xingfu Primary School are the best, and the safety is higher."
"Okay, I'll do it right away."
After hanging up the phone, Lin Suizhou installed the medical certificate and stood up from the sofa.
As soon as he turned around, he saw Chuyi appearing behind him.
"Good morning, Dad."
Lin Suizhou's expression sank, and he raised his hand slightly: "Come here, the first day of junior high school."
He was wearing pajamas and walked over in small steps.
Lin Suizhou hasn't had a good look at his eldest son for a long time. He seems to be taller and stronger.
"If you and your mother go out to live alone, would you like it?"