Chen Minhao learned that another person in the three-person group was going to come in, although the person who was going to be kicked out was not him. But he was no longer in the mood to chat with Kang Hui.
After Kang Hui noticed this, he told Chen Minhao to "come to his office at 10 a.m. next Wednesday" and let him go home.
The fitness instructor and the guitar teacher were both on weekends off, and Chen Minhao, who had no scheduled classes, followed his own plan and studied the online open course "Basic Music Knowledge Learning and Training - Sight-Singing and Ear Training" at home.
However, the news that Gao Dao and Zhou Mingrui were going to be kicked out made them very irritated, and their learning efficiency was relatively low.
This annoyance reached its peak when Gao Dao and Zhou Mingrui asked Chen Minhao to go out to buy private servers, but he refused on the pretext of feeling unwell.
Chen Minhao simply stopped learning music theory.
Use the method of writing the word "quiet" in your previous life to calm yourself down.
If I don’t have a writing brush, I write with a carbon pen.
Write over and over again.
Chen Minhao found that this method and indicators did not cure the root cause. The more he wrote, the more irritable he became, so he simply used self-analysis to analyze his own mentality.
"The news that Gao Dao and Zhou Mingrui are going to be kicked out is just an incentive for me to be irritated, because I don't have a close relationship with them."
"The root cause of my upset is more likely to be the insecurity caused by Gao Dao and Zhou Mingrui being kicked out."
"In previous lives, study and examinations were all based on rules. If you pay, you will be rewarded. People who score 90 points will be despised by 99 points; people who take home a 79-point paper will not look good. Everyone's value and status are now fully In numbers. The teacher particularly emphasized subjective initiative, "As long as you work hard, you can achieve success", "As long as you are knowledgeable, you can do something." It seems that "as long as" you achieve 1234, you will be able to do it naturally. Got 5678."
"Now that I have entered society and the entertainment industry, the more I know, the more terrified I become. Because it is not the same as school. "Even if I improve, I may not achieve anything", "Even if I know more, I will be successful. The probability can only rise slightly. "I am currently in a kind of "God breaks the contract" type of confusion and confusion, which leads to irritability."
"In short, the source of my current irritability should be that I don't feel safe, and the only things that can bring me a sense of security are money, fame and power."
He changed to a red pen and wrote down the three words after time travel: "money", "fame" and "power".
He also wrote down his second small goal after time travel: "Participate in the "Artist Trainee" on the Kiwi platform and become the last 9 people."
Before Chen Minhao closed the notebook, he wrote a sentence he had read in his previous life with black ink pen to inspire himself: "Be able to use limited resources to do some uncertain things under extremely restrictive conditions, and accept undesirable things peacefully. The result is that this is the normal state of life that has not been photoshopped.”
After setting small goals, Chen Minhao had a backbone for the future, and his fear, hesitation and insecurity were all gone.
Chen Minhao reopened the online open class "Learning and Training of Basic Music Knowledge-Sight Singing and Ear Training".
At 8:30 on Monday morning, Chen Minhao, who was chewing steamed buns, appeared in the corridor on the 9th floor when he suddenly heard someone crying in the practice room No. 4 next to him.
Curiosity drove him to step forward and listen. Neither of the two people in the practice room deliberately suppressed their voices, so he didn't need to put his ear to the door. He could hear it very clearly even standing at the door.
Zhou Mingrui is crying. Can hear two people talking.
Takashima said consolingly: "You won't cry even if you fall down. Maybe you will fall into a pile of money. So, when there are bad things, there are good things."
Zhou Mingrui cried even harder: "Then what is my good thing? I am already 21 years old this year. He is only 19 years old and has already made his debut, why does he still come to steal my opportunity?"
Takashima paused and said, "A blessing in disguise."
Chen Minhao felt that he couldn't listen to it.
Compared with a blessing in disguise, which has no logic, he prefers what Zhou Guoping said: words that glorify suffering are so exaggerated, and all gestures that show off suffering are so artificial.
Seeing that it was Chen Minhao who came in, Zhou Mingrui looked up at Chen Minhao and said, "You know it too, are you here to comfort me?"
Chen Minhao shook his head and said, "I do already know, but I'm not here to comfort you. I'm just here to warn you not to cry so loudly. I can hear your crying at the door of the gym."
Gao Dao and Zhou Mingrui were both stunned, not expecting Chen Minhao to say such words.
Ignoring the differences between the two, Chen Minhao continued to add: "My junior high school Chinese teacher said something like this when teaching "The Peacock Flies Southeast". 'When I went to the church to worship my mother, my mother was angry. The reason why my mother was angry was because She thought that after she divorced Liu Lanzhi, Liu Lanzhi would lose her mind, but what did Liu Lanzhi do?"
"The rooster crows in anticipation of dawn, and the bride puts on her full makeup. Wearing my embroidered skirt, everything is in order. Silk shoes are under her feet, and her head is tortoiseshell. Her waist is as plain as silk, and her ears are full of bright moonlight. Her fingers are like peeled onion roots. , It’s like holding a vermillion pill in your mouth. The delicate steps you make are exquisite and unparalleled in the world.”
"Remember: There will inevitably be times when you are disappointed again in life, but no matter what, you have to exit beautifully."
Zhou Mingrui nodded after hearing this: "When I finally realized that I would never get those things, I breathed a sigh of relief. Some efforts are tiring, and I don't want to go on like this. You go out first, let me Let me be alone for a while."
Chen Minhao and Gao Dao smiled faintly, feeling relieved and helpless.
Chen Minhao sat down and looked into Zhou Mingrui's eyes and said, "You are still practicing hard now. Believe me, I will definitely help you if I have the chance."
Chen Minhao made a decision in his mind. In his opinion, Zhou Mingrui was a person worth investing in.
But now, the time has not come.
(End of chapter)