Qi Shu and I may have had a good time.
At that time, he was not as moody as he is now. Although he was usually indifferent, he would be gentle to me occasionally.
We hugged, kissed, exchanged body temperature for countless nights, and did everything a lover would do except say love.
The first time he did it to me was two years ago, and I still don't know where the plate of cut fruit provoked him. He swept the plate to the floor and pushed me down hard. The shards of glass on the ground cut countless deep and shallow cuts on my body. Amid the smell of blood, he tore off my clothes.
Tiny glass residues were embedded in my flesh and blood. Afterwards, Qi Shu called the family doctor to treat the wound for me. I was in so much pain that I couldn't stop crying. He watched coldly and remained indifferent.
Later, he seemed to be obsessed with the taste of blood, or the pleasure of sadism.
I used to be so afraid of pain, but now I can endure his abuse without saying a word.
Humans are really cheap animals.
Zhou Chen quickly arranged the operation for me. Before entering the operating room, he put a large bouquet of white roses on my bedside and said to me: "Do you know that a poet once said that a rose is a rose, and the fragrance of flowers is meaningless?" .”
There is a question that has been on my mind for a long time, and I couldn't help asking: "Why do you help me like this?"
During this time, Zhou Chen stayed with me in the ward for a long time every day. Strictly speaking, I'm not even his patient, and he doesn't have to.
"Because..." He smoked a flower, put it under the tip of his nose and sniffed it, then raised his eyes and smiled at me: "I'll tell you after you finish the operation."
"Love to talk or not to talk..."
His smile deepened.
Removing the gland is much easier than implanting it. The anesthetic was slowly pushed into my body, and when I woke up, I returned to the previous ward with a dull pain in the back of my neck, which was not difficult to bear.
Zhou Chen was still the first person he saw. He asked how I was and I said I felt lighter.
He took it seriously, and said helplessly: "You are too thin."
Counting the time I was in a coma before, I have been lying in the hospital for more than ten days. During this period, I basically did not eat anything, and I relied on infusion of nutrient solution to maintain my life. It is strange that I am not thin.
Fortunately, now there is no need to use appearance to please anyone, it doesn't matter to become a skeleton.
"The doctor said that you have delayed for too long, and with the accidents during this period of time, your body has been severely damaged, and it is not easy to recover." Zhou Chen said unhurriedly while holding a cup.
"But don't worry, take it easy and it will get better."
"Will I ever get better?"
"Yes." His voice was as calm as ever, "I will."
I saw the mobile phone by the bed, which had been turned off due to a power outage after not being used for a long time.
Zhou Chen followed my gaze, picked it up, connected it to the charger and handed it to me.
Half a minute later, the screen turned on with a buzzing sound, and then countless text messages and missed calls poured in, and the ding ding ding sounded for a long time.
After a cursory glance, they were almost all Xiao Wu.
Only one came from Qi Shu: [Where is it?]
where? To be honest, I haven't even thought about this question. I only know that I am in the hospital, but which hospital and where the hospital is, I don't know anything.
Thinking about it this way, I feel too reassured about Zhou Shen.
But I don't believe that Qi Shu doesn't know where I am, he already installed the location on my phone.
This is probably the step given to me by charity, let me be sensible and go back by myself.
Thinking of that house, thinking of that person, the familiar fear and rejection struck again, and even the heart began to ache.
I put the heel of my palm against my heart to breathe hard, Zhou Chen took the phone away, threw it into the drawer together with the charger, and said, "Don't look at it."
"I don't want to see him..."
"You don't need to see him."
Zhou Chen took it for granted, as if he could really see me without seeing me.
Maybe my eyes betrayed the distrust in my heart, he chuckled and said, "The Qi family is not covering the sky with one hand, and Qi Shu is not omnipotent either."
The contempt and disgust in his eyes flashed past, and then he returned to his usual indifferent and peaceful look, saying: "Your heart is not very good, you should stay away from things that can make your emotions fluctuate violently."
Inexplicably, I thought of the kindergarten teacher saying: "Children who have changed their teeth can't eat candy."
Having said that, I tried staying away a while back and almost got killed.
Qi Shu asked me to reflect. I thought about it and there was only one possibility. That is, in our relationship, he is the only arbiter. He said that I can get out, but I can't do it if I want to.
"You don't understand." I hugged my knees and shook my head, "I can't escape."
Maybe Qi Shu didn't want to pester me in front of Zhou Chen, or maybe he was too lazy to take me back with his own hands, but no matter what, when he remembered that he still had a toy left outside, he wouldn't let it go.
What will I face, humiliation, torture, endless pain and suffering.
Perhaps with luck, he finally got tired of my sickly body and left me in the house to fend for myself until the contract expired.
I can't figure out why he cares about such things, since he doesn't care about money.
Could it be that I found out that I'm not worth that much, so I don't want to waste it, and I have to make the best use of it.
Chest tightness.
When a person brings far more bitterness than sweetness, there will be no joy in thinking about him.
"It seems that my hint is not obvious enough." Zhou Chen suddenly sighed softly.
I raised my eyes puzzled.
He had put his glasses back on, looked at me leisurely, and said, "You can ask me for help."
"You?" I became more and more puzzled, "Aren't you..."
I haven't forgotten that Zhou Chen and Qi Shu are a family. Then I suddenly realized that he helped me so much because he wanted to take care of his cousin's pets
With this thought in mind, I unconsciously moved to the other side to distance myself from Zhou Chen.
He and Qi Shu have similar blood, and he is just as dangerous.
Zhou Chen was obviously taken aback for a moment, then said helplessly, "Are you afraid of me?"
This question is not easy to answer. At least he saved me.
Zhou Chen was not obsessed with my answer, but changed into a relaxed sitting position and asked, "Remember, you asked me why I saved you before the operation."
I nod.
"It's not because I'm a doctor, and it's not because of Qi Shu." He shook his head with a half-smile, "When a rose sinks into a swamp, some people will sigh with regret and walk away, some people will go up and step on it with bad intentions, and some people Will want to see what it looks like when it's clean."
I felt my face heat up, and my voice lowered, "I'm not a flower."
"It doesn't matter." He threw the rescue rope at me again, "So do you want me to help you?"
I didn't think about it for long because I didn't have a better option.
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